Nothing

if u love something,
Fuck it Up .
I was down on the side of the road. She was picking on the wrong one. Double daring a girl on the floor, she was dead spilling guts somewhere. You ain’t got no one.
Hey baby, are you looking through me? You won’t know. Another mystery. It’s hard. It's hard. And when you think there’s no time left. You got a bad fucking feeling, a bad fucking feeling. I need more. So you let me have it. I adore you out of a habit. You just got something that I need. You just got something that I crave.
Born fat, do you wanna disown me? I want that, but don’t wanna rush it. I wanna go where you wanted to give it up.


Born Fat

Can't see the space between their ears. I used to be a lot like them. Just talking from the bottom of my fucking head. Get a reason out. Gotta get a reason in. Gotta get myself into position. Like you, i ran my mouth though nothing new came out. Was it you i heard putting coughs into your fist? Was it you who put this fucking thing around my wrists? Your brand is printed onto me. My blood is in the blender. My hand is fucking fractured. Come on, what you got? What on earth do you have now? You don't know. Crime heals all the wounds of your divinity. Arm myself because there's no infinity. I absolve you of responsibility. i know right and i know wrong but I've no right and i'm the wrong one. I know right and i know wrong but... 


Public Opinion (crime heals all wounds_)

submit to me your recordings down the split between my stomach skin. turn the dick drill on. let the motor run. swirling my insides around. strap the dick drill on. let the motor run. swirling my insides around til i'm reborn. i do all of god's work in an iron bathtub. who stands on your behalf? i do all of god's work in an iron bathtub wearing the ugly faces of efficiency. 



Wanna taste of my sewage pipe?

when you've got nothing besides lots of fucking time...
we've put our money where our mouths were and now our money is where our mouths used to be. So what you think? No honestly... No, look at me. Oh. Look. Haha! Oh hahaha. You oughta take a look. Put in my time. Now it's all mine. HAHA. And nothing green has grown here in years. Nine acres rotting. But the empire's ours. So we keep grinding our spigots into the medley of scars. I was born here. I'm a loner. my daddy loved me in his own way. better watch it. you motherfucker. Cause this is where i'm gonna stay. 

High School. COllege. NfL.

I don't want all of the drugs to make it go faster
I don’t need all of the drugs to make me forget
If this was our last formal occasion together
I’d just be ten times whiter than the day we met
Though I’d rather not be seen here with you
Though you’d rather reach for a hand that reaches back
It’s our living hell.


Our living hell

oh it's fucking funny when you look at it that way. real fucking funny. the people i've given away keep you to themselves so selfishly. I'm out of room to grow. i'm out of places that you'll never know. Well i sat down the king and i stood up the queen and i heard they both shit themselves after. if i'm the fortunate son cause Pa only had one, this fucking birthright's a natural disaster. what i would have given away, you live your life for every day. all your purity. i don't care. none for the girls. now we've whipped you into shape. since when did you fight back so much? don't gotta leave the house to pray. 


None For the Girls

you're out of line.
 look me in the face
looks like something's wrong
you might hesitate
but i wont stick around
got you figured out
If i could vomit up a puzzle
shove it in your face
i could vomit up a pearl
stick it up your ass
I've got your referral
go fuck your own face
did you write the book?
cause there's no record of you here
wow you've got a lousy mouth
and i 've gotta wake up soon



Men vs Me

I am made of something else . burning deep inside . feeding off of riddled, rotten lumps of blackened pride . base most of my decisions on a mystery preferred . pay favor to the phrase that has the most words i've never heard . and then a version of myself that i am far too scared to be . steps out from a recess of my room . takes my hand . and takes me. it's like my very own sub-conscience has been fucking other guys . don't give me that metaphor shit. guess if i dream big i dream real life.

GhettoGirls