Misery’s Diary

In Pieces w/ nonotnothing

you were never really there w/ Chriad, Whyhaze,Oddie,twentyfifth (redpriest) *bonus*

That’s crazy
Said we won’t make it
Pour my heart out
I can’t fake it
You think I’m crazy
Blatant
It’s the armistice 
I’m taking
Nah it’s a battle in a earth quake
I just had enough

Yeah this some punch drunk love
I’m suffering still acting up
Baby let’s be rational
Fuck that pillow talk 
I’m tryna fuck
Is this enough?
I’m just tryna give you everything you want
Additional 

Know It’s a crime I did the heart break
You could throw me in the cuffs
It’s enough it’s enough
I fell victim to the crush

I’m dreaming tell me that
You coming right back 
Throw it right back
Curl up on my lap
I got bumbu and the pack 

I take a hint I just relapse
Girl I want that babe
I been on that babe
I been smokin pack babe

I been bipolar
I been cold I feel the burrrr

I just had to talk
Had to let it all out
Off the script she took me off
Got some scripts in my mouth
First she told me take a walk
Now I’m going down south
How you fucking up the north
When I’m calling all the fouls

In the north it’s my head
I hate talking about
Open up but I don’t dance
And my Cellular range is down
Wish I could just hold your hand
Like a Beatles song play it loud

Please don’t turn it down
I’m watching the scene right now

Cause the sweetest dream don’t mean a thing
When she left you cold 
Got a knife in my back 
But I’m down 10 toes
I don’t like anything
You’re everything 
The shine in my globe
And this bitch tearing me apart
She put a slice in my throat

Blatant (1beaux) [lyrics in description]

https://soundcloud.com/prodepv


I could put it into motion
That’s my baby got me so sick 
This 38 got him toasted
Sippin quila got me folded
Baby what was your motive
She wanna stab my back with dude
Yeah she got Stephanie’s in my room
She got serrated in my brain
She slash my neck I suffocate

She sent my shit back with some photos
I don’t want no more of those
But how could I forget you 
I got scars up on my torso 
Funny how you duck 
When I’m holding on my ten toes
Bitch I’m fucking up my mental
Fucking up the northern 
Cause this shit feel like torture
Cause I just wanna explore her
And I don’t wanna ghost up
But she really got me feeling bad bad bad bad
And I don’t want her
But I hope she coming back back back back


I wish that I could stop
I been walking on these shattered broken pieces of my heart
And I just wanna drive this hammer in my brain
To feel the dark
You couldn’t understand 
This 38 gon take me to the ark

Yeah I was down bad
But I stayed on my two feet
I just been pouring up like kuromi 

I’m so nauseous 
And if she wanna talk about 
the shit that had me tossin’ 
Yeah been in this storm before
This boat rocking
Shawty won’t stop it
Yeah she know how to make broken heart
Keep throbbing

come right back Pt 2 (wont come back) (EPV)

I swear I got it bad
When shawty told me hit the road
I got Stacy in my crib 
She a fine ass thick lil shawty
Slim thick on my bones 

I’d prolly remember your name
If I wasn’t going thru
Im dead in the back 
While I’m thinkin bout you
And I open up 
When I’m off of the shrooms

You in the light go strike a pose
Tell me the truth I’ll stay ten toes
Babe I want you I want nothing more
Don’t play with my head
I’ll give you the moon yeah you my Juliette
This a love letter more than a song
I been thinking bout you like all night long

I’m on this mountain
Bitch I’m in Berlin again
Baby I’m still thinking of you 
Smoking this pack still stinkin on you
I don’t wanna miss a beat
And baby I don’t wanna miss you
I’m sorry that you got misused 
I’m smoking on za
He smoke fish food
I’m getting this bread
He got fish food
Bet I break him off 
Like a chipped tooth

Yeah I’m sorry that you got misused
Like I got the tools fix the issue
I wrote this song for you
Stuck in here facing my doom
Bitch you know I’m off the shrooms
I’m losing my sleep over you
I just wanna know what you do

Letters To (VIOLET) MUDBOY DROPPING SOON lyrics below

I’d rather fall apart than lose it all again
Like pulling strings from my heart
Baby like we can’t just be friends-

I wish that we could fall back into love
I got left in the dust 
6 tons got me crushed

Got too much coke in my face over them lost ties
And I just licked this bottle baby for the first time
I’m tryna mix this Bacardi up with a third line
I got this wockhardt in my cup got me feelin fine

(x2)
lil bih wanna send me on my ass
She one of the demons on my back
They all done said I lost control
But lil bih turned into a rash

Uncomfortable 
That’s all that I ever feel
I put something in my nose
Shawty asking what’s the deal
This shit throwing me off balance 
I been fallin on my face
And everyday another challenge
I guess I do it in your grace

she wanna send me to hills
I might break another pill
You wanna throw me off my balance
Now you got me crackin seals 
And they think that I’m a problem
How I put that in my face 
How you get too down 
Then you come my way

I bet it ain’t working there
You wish it was me but you ain’t here
How I pop a berry in the air
Nah I don’t wanna talk
That shit got me nauseous 
And I don’t wanna talk to my mom
When I’m off it

All I know 
I’m so fucked up like everywhere I fucking go
I got a problem love the drip that’s in my throat
I can’t feel my face cause I got lost ties
I just got the spins cause I kept you on my mind

Kept You On My Mind (JAYYSOUL x Y2KFILO) [Lyrics Below] #VILLAINSESH 001

She hold me up past 3
I’m an asshole
And I can’t sleep
Heard she wanna call me up 
Give some company
I wanna call you up
Come and sit with me
Give some closure 
Talk to me

Shawty sewed my lungs up
Woke up in soho
How you rip my heart out
I don’t wanna go home

Sort thru the bullshit
It’s too much I’m nauseous 
Don’t hit me up 
Doctor said that you’re toxic

I wanna know
Yeah I really wanna know
There’s more to snow 
Than just putting up my nose

Like I lost my uncle auntie grandma grandpa and bros
It’s way too much
But I’ll keep it on ten toes


I can’t help but to feel like I’m falling 
It’s way too much on my back can’t stall it 
It was the beginning of the- end for us
That started this
How could I give my trust 
I already lost again

Lost it all 
With my head
That’s all she ever said
I won’t talk bout this
Don’t wanna talk bout this 

I know that I’m so dramatic
You make me go so manic
I spun my truck and crashed it
I’m so upset I’m laughing 

Wah Wah
It’s the story of the knot
Ha ha
Wah Wah
I take that you get that a lot 
Oh my gosh

An Invitation To a Pity Party(CAVES) lyrics in description

Alexa Play IFHY by Tyler The Creator (3ASH) DEMO

Baby I got this
She stole my breath got me nauseous 
She stole my heart I’m suffocating
I’m sippin drop I’m smoking fragrance

I know that I’m falling through 
Babe don’t miss the old me
Baby when you coming through
I just miss the homie

I can’t even get a FaceTime 
I know that it takes time
But I don’t wanna waste time

And I can’t get a new girl 
I don’t want a new girl
Find another you girl
I just want you girl

There’s no replacements 
You can drive me crazy

Baby you the one that saved me
Tell me what’s good

Alter my garments
I just cleaned up
I got all this armor on me
Like I beefed up

(Fuck)
Some say it ain’t easy loving me
Yeah I know it takes time
When you falling thru the seams
She still cross my mind yeah she living rent free
I just took a fall did a number on me

I got couple loose lines 
That slipped thru my teeth 
I don’t wanna waste time 
The way you did it on me
Let’s keep it straight up
I’m baked up
I drank my 
Frustrations

Like my infections irritated and it’s obvious
You turn this to a mystery 
like what’s the plot in it
Turn to a villain in a thief 
cause all it want is this (you)
Yeah I got everybody watching cause I’m honest

I got shawty on my lap
Then you come up on my phone
Know you see me in the back
Now you want me coming home
Pulling strings on my heart
But I had to let it go
I don’t know where to start
I just put it into smoke

U Girl (EPV)

So tell me how you gon help
How you stab me in the back
And I glo’d up by myself
It’s a battle in my head
I been fightin for my health

Yeah I know that your upset
Had to put it on the shelf

It’s a creature in my chest 
Im a diamond in the rough
How you rippin out my heart
Now you tryna get a nut 
There ain’t nothing but a spark
But I put it into dust
I just put it into motion
I’m just trying out my luck

Yeah know it takes time
When you’re sippin all alone
I been on my grind
5-0 on bones
She just hit my line
I just lost her in my phone
How you fucking up my mind
Now I’m pouring up a four
This shit easy
 I’m just writing thoughts down when I smoke
Why you chillin with that clown
When you want me on the low
I turn to a con cause you get no pros
Baby this a respawn when im turning to a ghost

Respawn (xangang)

She want it so bad
But I don’t wanna feel the pain
Felt that shit yesterday
I wanna blow my brains

Got this new armor
But it start feeling defective
I wanna settle down
I learned my lessons

She play me for a fool
Think I’ll just play it cool
Baby want me dumb it down
I wanted me and you

And when I move you move
I dip you dip you dip
I got that magic stick
I’m the love doctor
Baby don’t kill my buzz
Shocker

I just wanted you-
Baby send me to my tomb-
And how you think I’m getting thru
Nah this shit not enough
Nah I’m so sick of nodding off
She take the piss now I’m in cuffs
Like it’s enough

Like I just took it for a round 
yeah that’s my bad
A couple steps around the map
Like why you pressed that’s not my bad
Like just relax
I don’t wanna talk a thing about a bird
I could give a fuck bout what you heard
I couldn’t go back on my word

wyw (xangang, alijah4k, blip)

How you send me on my own
Then I’m coming right up
How I walk on two bones
I’m a ghost in the dust
If you seen me in the function
You ain’t see me, back it up
If you seen me in the function
You ain’t gotta say wassup
They don’t know what’s in my cup
They don’t know I had enough
They can’t see that I’m in knots
I just had to mask it up
I ain’t sober I been off
Listening to a country song 

I don’t got the only women 
who believed me religiously 
So I been pouring up 
I’m wasted on you every other week

Don’t break my fall
I’ll crush it
Just too many assumptions
Like he’s okay
I wasn’t 
I could never tell 
How it feel to be alone

When I’m rolling up a 2
But I face it on my own
Another bottle off the shelf
Lemme pour it down my throat
What’s another stomach pump
When you’re feeling this cold
I know I be falling off
Cause this shit be getting old



Ima take this big ol bottle
Ima pour it down my throat
I got all these people watching
And they’ll never fucking know
It’s been way too long 
Like 12 fucking months 
Since you been in my arms
Yeah I know it’s not enough 

I just wonder if she wasted on me
In my arm’s where you been longing
I just wonder if I’m wrong 
Know you never hit me up
Swear I’m putting down these drugs
Swear I’m putting down my cup

I just had to say
Babe I know I’m out of reach
It didn’t have to get like that
Used to be just you and me
But now you talk behind his back

Yeah it ain’t have to get like that
Could’ve been just me and you

Now I’m chillin in the back 
With the green juice

country songs (cxrter)

She got some pictures of me
I got some pictures of you
I got no lights on my tree
That’s something we used to do
Yeah you know that it tears me apart in a tomb
I lock myself in my room
Spending Christmas without you

No I don’t need that
Did this all on my own
Take a seat back 
Baby watching the show
Yeah you know that it tears me apart once again
I get stuck up in my head
Yeah I think this is the end

She said no need to pretend
So why you stuck on defense
It’s all in my head
It’s all in my head
Baby give me time
Let me take this time

It’s more than a reach out
It’s more like I need you
Should practice what I preach 
But I’m not the preacher
How many times it take for us to fall apart
I know I’m a mistake
But I loved you from the start

She got some pictures of me
I got some pictures of you
I got no lights on my tree
That’s something we used to do
Yeah you know that it tears me apart in a tomb
I lock myself in my room
Spending Christmas without you

This can’t happen again
This can’t be the end
Alone in my head
That’s all I get
I find it hard to breathe on my own
When I spent Christmas all alone

Don’t need to do me like that
You got me saying my bad
It’s more than just a mistake 
You know I can’t take it back
And after all the tear stains on my phone
you know I can’t take it back
Yeah you know I can’t take it back

I’m feeling frozen and blue
Just thaw me out how you do
I’m feeling frozen on you
That’s nothing new
They found me up in the back
I’m filling a body bag
Up on my toe there’s a tag

Never did I wanna hurt her
I’m not a perfect person
I’ve worsened in worser 
I wasn’t playing when I told her to give me time

Christmas w/out U (cxrter & vito)

(Blizzard of 23’)
(In my heart)
(Never forget)

(Love you boy)

Yeah it’s family picture
But you cropped me off the fridge
I been fuckin up my health
Send me off you got me sick
Yeah how you throw me off my balance
That shit sent me to the floor
I been waging all these battles
I been fighting for the north 

How you send me to the dark
That shit ripping out my soul
I been reaching for a God
But I swear he left me lone
Have you ever fell apart 
Cause your heart was too hollow

And this shit tearing me apart 
But I stick it ten toes
Got shitty sticky situations 
you can hear it in my tone
How I’m fucking up relationships 
I’m a pro
This shit really got me nauseous 
Strolling in the park
And I really one to cough it
Pullin on my heart 

Still got me thinkin bout you
Yeah I’m still stinkin on you
Yeah I face 4 grams up in my room
And talk about you
There’s just something bout you
I can’t even fall back on you
Don’t mean to tear it down
I got your stain up on my fist 
Shawty watch me breaking down

family picture (out on injury) (caves)

That’s smoke in the room
What’s left in the dust 
Don’t know what to do
I’m so out of touch
If this was reach out
This wasn’t enough
And I start to bleed out 
when I’m in a rush

Yeah I’m in the back just sippin
I just crashed out
Too much bumbu in this cup 
Like I just blacked out
Like a credit card 
Got me maxed out
Got me so high
I might crash now

Don’t blink and you won’t miss a thing
I wanted you like everyday
I miss when you was in my home
Now it’s me in just an empty hole
I take some drugs I lost control
I drop this two right in my cup
It’s safe to safe I love the mud
It’s safe to safe I’m off the wock
Christmas time cranberry pop
And you know that I love the drop

Give a fuck bout how I feel
Why you think I’m crackin seals
I sip wock cause it make me heal
I sip wock cause you ain’t foreal


Give a fuck bout what im sippin
It’s just your inconsistence 
And I just wanna fix it
No I don’t wanna miss it
No I don’t wanna miss a thing
Baby say my name 
No one in the frame
I miss you like everyday

New shawty kiss on my face
New shawty just not the same
I take one shot and I call her phone
Two shots and I’m on her street

You want it just call my phone
Yeah you got it I’ll hold the pain
This shit just getting old
Was this a 3 year fling?

If you want it you got it
Just call my phone
Miss us kissing in the rain
She got blue hair
In that yellow trench coat
Like what’s her name

It’s a new year
But I never expected this shit to change
I don’t like talking
It’s a creature in my brain
I been up off shit
Don’t expect you to understand
Yeah I’m in the back I just wanna hold your hand

misery's diary (violet)

Was this shit all make believe
Can’t believe she faking me
All this shit she draining me

I got new girl on my line
Got your world up on my mind 
Like how I wasted all my time

I’m not the villain not the saint
Like I’m just holding all this pain
Like you just threw it all away 

I got feeling in this cup
I just wanted all your love
Tried to find some peace
Can’t smoke a dub

Thinkin how I ended up inside her jaw
This shit way too easy I don’t wanna call
I been smokin za like I blasted off
“Pull away my pieces..” I scoffed

Put aside the bullshit
I know that you been upset 
Like how I pick up all the pieces
You still slashing on my neck
I got
Gash on my chest
You walked out 
It’s for the best 
And I know I did you wrong
Didn’t mean the disrespect 

Didn’t think that I’d get mean
I know this shit getting old 
I watch you living thru a screen
I got tears up on my phone
There’s something bout it, you and me
Girl you got me ten toes
Yeah you more than my heart
You’re a part of my soul
I just fell apart 
Girl this ain’t no post Malone 
Yeah the storm is brewing up 
I can feel it in my bones
Like the fuck you take me for
This shit ain’t no side show
Remember how you threw me out 
How I did this on my own

For The Best (Meta)

I think I lost myself again
I’m on injury off a Ben
And this pain still setting in
Giving up but not on this 
She know I still wanted this
Call my phone just checking in
Cause I’m still fucked up in the head 
Cause I can’t love you on a text

Yeah I tried my best
I been up in all this smoke
And I still say it with my chest
Like my reactions when you poke
What the fuck you gon expect
Yeah lil shawty left me lone
I bet this all part of the plan
I understand fucked up on you
Lost your trust elephant in the room

38 in my thoughts 
but my son in the other room
Now he ain’t even sneaking up in my room
Now  he ain’t even sneaking up in our room
I’m so fucked up on you
I want that trust back on you
There’s just something about you

still (VIOLET)

Above the line

I’m falling up
Can’t feel my face
I get so numb
Can’t deal with this shit
Watch me throw it up
How you found me in the function
I got 4 in my cup
Like I was busy in the dungeon
Cause I know it’s not enough
They can hate on me
I know love don’t pay the rent
I got stakes on me
Treat me like I’m hell sent
Yeah she got me in knots
I know why you’re upset
I been sippin on this drop
Got my vision offset

And I know he got no motion
All you talk is bullshit
How you turning crooked
You walk around shooken 
Like how the fuck you play with me
How he stepping on crease

And you know I turn it round
Piece of shit and I’m a clown 
Oh my god (4)
That’s the picture that they painted of me
But I’m not
I’m in knots (4)
Yeah I know that it’s never gonna be enough

Ay how you take time when you do it all alone
I don’t know (4)
Like how you hit my line when he leave you
All alone(4)

Like that’s not misleading to you?
You know I’m bleeding for you
I understand that you left me all alone
Like I just want a 4th time
I don’t wanna waste time
I been on your waistline every other -

I just need a fan out
How this shit all pan out
Drop something in my Fanta 
I don’t wanna care right now
Yeah you caught me bitch I’m off it
Just throw me in a coffin
This shit I can’t stomach
I’m just so exhausted 
I been up tossin
I been up sideways
It’s a blessing I can never feel face
I got Russian roulette on my digit I’m okay
I’m okay (4)


I’m falling up
Can’t feel my face
I get so numb
Can’t deal with this shit
Watch me throw it up
How you found me in the function
I got 4 in my cup
Like I was busy in the dungeon
Cause I know it’s not enough
They can hate on me
I know love don’t pay the rent
I got stakes on me
Treat me like I’m hell sent
Yeah she got me in knots
I know why you’re upset
I been sippin on this drop
Got my vision offset

And I know I might be wrong
I just know that you’re my one
I can’t help but fall apart
Pieces fall into the sun
Why you think I’m sippin drop
Why you found me off blunt
Why you tell me kick rocks
Now you think I’m having fun
But I’m not(4)
I dug up this hole
But I’m crawling out the plot
Out the plot(3)

falling up (outby16) *BONUS*

I just wanna chill and slide
I want you by my side
And you know that it hurts
I know you’re doing just fine
I know we go back and forth
Know you’re still up on my back
She an angel on my shoulder
But she gon send me on my ass
I Been dead for a matter of seconds
Been off still counting my blessings
This shit ain’t just in my head man
I resort to a better lesson

Like you’re still it for me
Im still in love with you
Write hits and tragedies 
That’s 1000 songs for you

All these girls they mean nothing
With someone like you
Trust me I tried to move on
Don’t think I’m getting through
I wrote 1000 songs just for you
I just wanna adore you
I ain’t forget your curves
I just wanna explore you
Shawty tell me what’s the word
Cause I’m not tryna bore you
It’s been a couple years
I’m just trying to Dior you

Ayyyy on my back 
You still hate me but you still on my back
How you saving me but you ain’t got my back
All this bullshit you sent me on my ass

Let me just hold this peace
Just squeeze this piece
Swear you never needed me
I need to find way out 
other than these bloody sheets
I’m Mr Lonely, or a villain
Fuck you do to me

Like how I fell off but I’m back on
Like I can’t love a bitch
Breaking hearts is my day job
I got a few in line
But none of them my day one
I could be a fugitive 
The way I fuck your day up
Yeah I could be a fugitive
The way I fuck they day one
I just dropped a 4 of wock 
like I could be a dead dog

Am I just a dead dog?
Like am I just a dead dog?

You really made me this way
But I won’t do it to you
And I won’t say a thing
But I been breaking hearts in my room
And they don’t mean thing
They just ain’t you
Trust me I tried to move on
I can’t get through
And I fall apart got me back in my tomb
In the back of my heart while I sing to you
No I don’t wanna talk while I sing bout you
Yeah you know I get off when I drop another two

Guess I’m still frozen on you
Just thaw me out how you do
Like I’m so lost and I don’t know what to do
Yeah it’s a family picture 
but you crop me out a few
Don’t need to sing about you I just want to
Could you tell me something that I should know
When I fall apart make bloody snow
I don’t wanna talk when I do this all alone
You know I feel off when I lost you in my phone

Methylphenidates (xangang)

Prod. @1violetss
Written by me


I just hit it and quit
Cause this shit not the same
Got in, sippin syrup
I been sippin on this pain
I still miss you in the club
Been like three hundred six five day
She so good at remembering faces 
but she forgot my name

Cause I’m still pouring up
And I’m still feeling stuck
Shawty left me black and blue
Im still frozen up
Yeah my heart still strung
Cant give you all my love
Already gave it all
Then I gave it up

I should drop some xans again
Got a mystery drank
I swear Adam my only friend
I’m off sum I’m smoking stank
I swear I should’ve shot myself
I feel like I should’ve left a stain
All these problems building up
I can’t tell you when I’ll break
Damn it’s hard to open up
I don’t really wanna talk
Yeah I been fuckin on a ghost
Treat me like a dog
Treat me like a ghost
Start to grow moss
I just wanna po
Got me feeling off

That’s just how I feel
None of this mean thing
Yeah none of this was real
She got me crackin seals
Yall think this shit for fun
This bih got me down 
And im tryna numb

I just wanna torture you
How I put it down Versace couture you
I’m just chillin for the ride 
please don’t turn around 
Too much in my cup please don’t shut me down

x

downers p. violet [DEMO]

Turn me off (freestlye) p.dimpleb

soma holiday p.epv

Intro p.violet

david bowie p. epv + moncler3k

Man I don’t feel right so I’m out the way
Poppin pills I still feel my face
Now I’m off some Coke I can’t feel my face 
Like I can’t smoke to ease the pain 
Like I’m off sum else you can’t complain
You did this to me what I did to myself
Fuckin a check but I’m fuckin my health
This really what it is when you live in hell
I got off the couch and I’m still hurt
You fucked me up man this shit hurt
I know she hate when I lace my spliffs
I know she hate when I get like this
Why the fuck you care won’t let me be a dad
I can’t complain got me in my bag
I just watch these numbers go up 
I’m always down my cup get me up
How you got me feeling so uh
Shawty know I still miss my son

How you slide and we fucking again
I smoke too much
I sip too much 
I shoot too much and now I’m stuck
This 38 might have him froze
I got an 8 up in my nose
I still got 1s up on my toes
This bitch smoke weed til she comatose
I pour a 4 til I comatose
I got bored so I’m sniffing coke
I put a 4 in my jack and coke
How you drop a 4 and slept all day
I’m nodding off matcha latte
She a solid 3 but I still let her suck my dick
She a broke bitch why would I hit
28 you still act like a jit 
Couple hundred dollars in your bank account
You think you’re up
I’m off a perc at the bar and I’m stuck
this bitch a vanilla backwood I’m in her guts
I fucked your girlfriend at like 2am 
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