i look outside
i see the clouds
i feel the cold
i look for you
you're nowhere near
to let me know
all the sounds
inside your head
that sound like me
i take a breath
another day
till i feel anything

i don't know
if you know
how i feel
how i feel

time seems
to slip away
when you're not here
when you're not here
time moves
so slowly
when you're not here
when you're not here

i look outside
i see the sun
i feel no warmth
i look inside
i see no one
but me
i know you're far
you take it all
but i need it here with me
i'm counting down
i'm losing days
till i feel anything

i don't know
if you know
how i feel
how i feel
i don't know
if you know
how i feel
how i feel

time seems
to slip away
when you're not here
when you're not here
time moves
so slowly
when you're not here
when you're not here
time seems
to slip away
when you're not here
when you're not here
time moves
so slowly
when you're not here
when you're not here

m. paradox

maze

How did I miss
all the clues
And the tricks
that you hide
In my head
What is real
In my head
What is real
How can I find a new way
To think to feel 
In my heart
Its all gone 
In my heart 
Its all wrong 

A fallen star
Has robbed my heart
It will teach me
How to burn
I arrived
just in time
I found you here
In my future 
Travel with me across 
the wastes
Trying to find
Where to hide
It burns brightest
When its full
When it feels
You close 

The purple one 
Takes us to
A lovely garden
Where we can bloom
The red one
Takes me to
The the one who hunts me
The one who needs my soul
The yellow one
Takes you home
To all your flowers
And to the bombs
The dark one
It hides memories 
Of the future
And the past collide


A fallen star
Has robbed my heart
It will teach me
How to burn
I arrived
just in time
I found you here
In my future 
Travel with me across 
the wastes
Trying to find
Where to hide
It burns brightest
When its full
When it feels
You close 



long lost boy

All the little rules
The grow in size
They hunt you down 
They find your flaws
All the things you do
They follow you
They live inside
For you to hide 
Everything it takes
Make sure its great
Or the days
Will end for you
Anyone that judges you
Can decide
How you feel
How you live 

Here i am inside my head
With all the things that I dread
That grabs me
They pulls me down
The all things 
I tried to drown 

Does it need really need to be
This hard 
to breath
To be
Do you think it means
I can see
With own eyes
With my own mind


Here i am inside my head
With all the things that I dread
That grabs me
They pull me down
The all things 
I tried to drown

mind

I've been hiding away
Trying to find a day
Back to you 
I turned back all the time
I chased every line
til I found it 
I lost so many years
Hunting for the knowledge
Of who you were 
I've been here too long
I locked all the doors
To a different future 

Tell me again
How we find 
The right date
Show me again
All of the traces
Of the trail
Lost in time 

Where am I 
supposed to go
I've followed you
To understand 
What am i
Supposed to know
You followed me
Into the past
How am I 
Supposed to 
Find the end
At the start
How am I 
Here and there
Lost in time
Without an end

the traveler

I just want
I want to run away
I want to find you there
In my loss
I just want
I want to hide away
I want to crash away
Into you
I just want
I want to fall apart
I want to dissipate
For you
I just want
I want to fade away
I want to lose it all
With you

nova (demo)

I dont want to feel like I will die
Anymore
I just want to see you one more time
If I can
It just feels like its falling apart
While I'm awake
Can I tell you now
You're my best friend
The one
I love

I am watching all the things I know fade away
I am trying to stay afloat another day
I don't want to wake up with you anymore
I dont want to wake up with you anymore
I'm trying to stay alive just for you

I just want to see you one more time
If I can
Can I tell you now
You're my best friend
The one
I love

doomsday

unknown (idea)

i don't really know
how to let you know
met you once before
chasing down the dead
wondering instead
does it.. does it ever end

i've been following
chasing all the clues
all the signs were there
guiding me to you
slowly losing time
there's no way around
making nothing change
only... keeping it the same

i don't really know
how to let you know
met you once before
chasing down the dead
wondering instead
does it.. does it ever end

tunnel

Do you remember
The chariot
The blinding light
The seventh seal
The mighty king
And all the dead

Do you recall
The secret scroll
The one with news
A brand new world
Where we may live
While others died

Do you know
The parallels
The secret signs
A lonely dad
A loving son
And all the dead

Do you see
The starry night
The burning bush
The single stone
That told a tale
Of those who died

I waited for days
I waited for years
To find
All the signs
I'm counting days
I'm counting years
To forget
All the signs
I want to dream
I want to be
Someone else
Someone free

Could this mean
The great dragon
The fallen sons
The great battle
Were all a ruse
To fear the death

Do you believe
The prophecies
The gilded men
The chosen ones
They have a way
To save the dead

Do you think
There's a chance
No one came
Years before
To save our souls
To end the death

I waited for days
I waited for years
To find
All the signs
I'm counting days
I'm counting years
To forget
All the signs
I want to dream
I want to be
Someone else
Someone free

Ghost Mines