The meaning behind these lyrics are what make me love this song

Sad vibes

@guardinmusic
Prod by: @sinxi x Tagliatore

lyrics-

yung van-
I ain’t felt love since I was a kid
Yeah, you told me that you love me but you never did
I’ve got mines around my heart but you didn’t set them off
I guess what I’m tryna say is it’s all my fault, yeah
I ain’t felt love since I was a kid
Yeah, you told me that you love me but you never did
I’ve got mines around my heart but you didn’t set them off
I guess what I’m tryna say is it’s all my fault
Not a nice guy, but I act like one
No matter what I do I always hurt someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one
No matter what I do I always fuck this up
I don’t think I’ll ever really love someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one
guardin-

Yeah I got an ice heart
Fuck all your feelings I’ll tear them apart
What nice start
I’m unaware that I do this I’m sorry sweet heart
I’m a boggart
Keep to myself up until I depart
Can I restart?
I only see dark at the end of the tunnel

And I cannot focus on all these fucking emotions
They constantly go unspoken, for I do fear being open
And I can feel my throat closing
As my heart starts decomposing
A Hollow being just floating
As my demise is approaching us

yung van - 
Not a nice guy, but I act like one
No matter what I do I always hurt someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one
No matter what I do I always fuck this up
I don’t think I’ll ever really love someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one

I’ve been in my bedroom for 8 days
I don’t wanna text you I’m afraid
You don’t wanna love me, that’s okay
I don’t even love myself to this day
I’ve been in my bedroom for 8 days
I don’t wanna text you I’m afraid, yeah
You don’t wanna love me, that’s okay
I don’t even love myself to this day

I ain’t ever love since I was a kid
Yeah you told me that you love me but you never did
I’ve got mines around my heart but you didn’t set them off
I guess what I’m tryna say is it’s all my fault
Not a nice guy, but I act like one
No matter what I do I always hurt someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one

Goblin Kid

Something’s in the Way

VInyl & CD pre-sales

the tallest man on earth - honey won't you let me in (guardin cover)

bite down on my neck

You Could Stay w/ guardin (prod. Irby)

written by Lxst Boy, Cavasoul, and soku
produced by Riddiman and oldboyy
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
cover art by futoh
out on all platforms

-lyrics-
(Hook: Lxst Boy)
finish up my homework then I write another song
why does everybody hate me I swear that I did nothing wrong
got like 20 messages everytime I check my phone
but i will never answer them, I hate this feeling its getting old

(Verse 1: Lxst Boy)
try to tell me that im not ok
but cant you see the smile thats plastered on my face
like come over sometime and find me dead at my place
im sipping on this coffee praying that this pain would go away
the solitude is nice but I'm sick of being alone
walked a million miles on a path they call the lonely road
pondering my consciences, the deepest part of my soul
but hey im just a kid so what do i really know

(Hook)

(Verse 2: Cavasoul)
i hate this feeling, feeling horrible
is getting old
im losing meaning, meaning everything is seeming horrible
I'm conceited, seated at a table undesirable
I know that she could ruin me because shes so adorable
I fall asleep and I see images of violence
I see a side of me incite a riot
swear my head is never quiet
I'm craving death, it tries to overtake my fear of dying
I'll just go to bed so hopefully I can stop fucking crying
i hate this feeling that I feel whenever I open up my eyes
and now my lungs have started hurting as result from getting high
it gets tiring when you always just feel like you could die
now I'm breaking down again, just for today is the third time

(Hook)

(Verse 3: soku)
it's getting old, I'm growing old and I don't know if i could stay
every time you look my way I just turn and look away
I don't know if I could stay in this place
with this feeling that I hate and it won't go away yeah
yeah my voice is sounding stupid and my grades are going down
everybody else around hating me I feel the frown
on my face yeah I'm a waste yeah
telling everyone I might just take a break yeah
I finish up my homework then I go and cry alone
everybody hating me  and so I walk the lonely road
got like 20 messages every time i check my phone 
but that's not quite reality I hate this feeling it's getting old

(Hook)

@cavasoul
@soku_music
@prodriddiman

S T R E A M

i hate this feeling w/ cavasoul & soku (riddiman x oldboyy)

just another lil fun one cuz i miss my friends
creature pt. 3 otw
<3

lyrics
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you know it's import
-tant i can't ignore
feeling like forever might be shorter than before
it's been on my mind
all throughout the night
so me and all my friends go drink until we feel alright
till we feel alright
sprite ciroc and ice
down another cup but it gotchu feelin nice
might light up another slice
it ain't even noon but we gotta smoke twice
got a double in my cup
with a soda on the side
chicken noodle soup
way i'm spittin all this fried
with the gx engine we gon bring the coupe to life
in the tx 972 with all my guys

got my foot elevated while we drivin up the 5
06 ludacris followed by nelly furtado
breeze past you goofies in the sprinter with my gattos
feed lines to bitches off my dick like a silo
jesus where the pen at imma write another rap
jesus where the pen at im just trying to get smacked
ayy you kinda quiet is it getting to you bad
we a long way from home when home is all you've ever had  
i'll just redefine my character & get right in my bag
the tequila made it worse now i'm cursed with all this lag
eyes bloodshot crossed while i'm puffin on the zag
i don't wanna talk about it i don't really wanna drag 
you down with it
kiss another blunt go round with it
pop another top go drown in it
feelin like i got to
this pain heavy so the substance what i'm bound to

bound to round two
googling just how to
c-o-p-e cope with
-out chu out chu
(x2)

sour then sweet then i'm gone
feel like this tour wasn't long
nuff with the chit chat
man i miss my dogs
fuck it man i miss my dogs
control alt deleting this song
y'all really keepin' me strong
nuff with the bullshit
man i miss my dogs
started tallying the score
i think i've been here before
went from hollywood to venice
back to crying on the floor
i know this bout to be rough
you know you can call my bluff
we did everything we wanted
but everything's not enough

round two (prod. twix x g06 x thirtyyy)

remember that life always works out in the end <3

suicidal thoughts shouldn't be normal, but they are (prod. Dazel)

SadBoyProlific - Hopeless

instagram: @cavasoul
artwork instagram: @organict3a

lyrics:

i don’t wanna go to sleep and waste my time to be awake/ only time i feel of use is when i’m with you in the day/ cherish every single moment before you ever go away/ i know you gotta go but i just wish that you could stay/ yeah you’re all i ever think about even when you’re with me/ you have made my dreams come true like the place called disney/ we could get away i don’t think anyone would miss me/ live in isolation on an island tell me you’ll come with me/ from blue moods to blue skies you change up the weather/ i’ve never ever heard someone tell me to do better/ you just look so good when you’re drowning in my sweater/ all the fun we have is lighthearted like a feather/ every single day i look back on it smiling/ you could call us hoarders all these memories we piling/ watch romantic comedies both of us are bawling/ it’s like i can’t stay on my feet cause i just keep on falling/



last night i had a nightmare/ where i woke up and you weren’t there/ feel like i’m going crazy/ i just need to see you baby/



yeah last night i had a nightmare/ you said you had to go/ you left me in the dust/ except i’m laying on my floor/ i asked myself what i did to make you wanna leave/ i got a text from you saying that you didn’t love me/ anymore/ heartbroken and i don’t know what to do/ all the time and effort that i put into you/ is all wasted and the skies are no longer blue/ i feel anxious i can’t be here i think i need to move/ so i pack up all my things and i put them in the trunk/ trying to forget that i recently got dumped/ now i’m speeding on the highway and the rain is pouring down/ i was feeling scared cause i had to leave my town/ it just felt so real and i just hoped it wouldn’t last/ i’m bracing for impact and the car was coming fast/ life flashed before my eyes you were the last thing i’d see/ but then i woke up and you were there right beside me/

last night i had a nightmare (prod. slowet)

SadBoyProlific - Heartbreak

Produced by M.E
Artwork by David Kiernan

Kam Michael
instagram.com/imkammichael
youtube.com/c/KamMichael
twitter.com/kammichael_
spoti.fi/2RxYGFj

Jerome
http://www.soundcloud.com/kingjerome01
http://www.facebook.com/KingJerome01
http://www.twitter.com/JeromeThePrince
http://www.instagram.com/JeromeThePrince

What's Wrong With Me? (ft. Jerome) [Prod. M.E]

everybody dies. (Prod. Fraser Rathmell)

Suicide Letter 3

Nobody Needs Me (feat. Cavasoul) [Prod. CapsCtrl]

Produced by M.E ( @meproducerrrrr )
Art by: David Kiernan 

Kam Michael
instagram.com/imkammichael
youtube.com/c/KamMichael
twitter.com/kammichael_
spoti.fi/2RxYGFj

Lyrics:
[Chorus: ]
Oh why do you cry at night when you're alone?
Oh please take your time to find the reasons behind these feelings inside.

[Verse 1: Kam Michael]
Yeah, okay I empty out my soul trynna think of what i'm confessing.
hope you open up the the door to your mind and I'll be the blessing. Late nights of heart breaks, we think everything is a weapon.
See I know he broke you down to the bottom but I'm obsessing never stressing.
Know it's tough, know that we got it rough, It's hard to say that "I'm sorry" but harder for you to trust. And i'm learning that I'm enough, something I had to find,
You say that you're broken down,
But really one of a kind, and I know..
We make mistakes and it shows
But baby I don't think that I could ever be on my own.
I used to live inside my head, was feeling empty and cold.
You gave me reason not to fear of ever being alone.
I wanna hold you for a lifetime, living on a lifeline.
Stepping out our zones, mix emotions with the white wine.
Staying up all night and pillow talk it through the sunrise.
I know you're very different, glad I found you at the right time.

[Chorus: ]
Oh why do you cry at night when you're alone?
Oh please take your time to find the reasons behind these feelings inside.

[Verse 2: Kam Michael]
Yeah, okay I know you hate it when I compliment you,
but you should love yourself, there ain't a single thing against you.
See I'm not picture perfect and I'll prove it cuz baby, you fit the frame.
I'll always feels the same, there ain't a second that I'll never miss you.
No going back, swear no going bad.
Whenever I'm chilling with you my head it be running laps.
And lately I'm feeling better, been moving away from past,
So when I write about you just know that I'm speaking facts.
And I was walking on a tight rope, stuck inside a life boat, but now I see the light inside of you, don't tell I don't
You're way too insecure, but I'm the same, I found the right cope, we could be whatever.
Said your exes? I'm not like those.
I wanna hold you for a lifetime, living on a lifeline.
Stepping out our zones, mix emotions with the white wine.
Staying up all night and pillow talk it through the sunrise.
I know you're very different, glad I found you at the right time.

Kam Michael - why do you cry? [Prod. M.E]

Weight On My Shoulders

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