wow sample at the beginning sounds great good job man

love the song fam🔥 its different but i love it

This song is so good @GhostBxy it makes me cry keep it up and never stop 

i love every second i listen to your music

i did my best (Prod. CapsCtrl)

Pain = BESTFRIEND (cover/reimagined)

Lyrics

I'm a pessimistic kid
I'm a stupid piece of shit
I'm the type of guy to leave a good relationship
For a toxic bitch who hates my face
With me only for the taste
Of attention that she craves

She would stab my back a million times
Again and again and hit rewind
She'd fuck with a new girl or guy
Then have the damn nerve to say a lie

To my face
Who the fuck do you think I am
Should've abandoned your fuckin ass
Would've changed where I'm now at

I don't wanna be hurt again
Is this love real or is it just pretend?
I don't wanna be hurt again
Is this love real or is it just pretend?

ihy (Prod. CapsCtrl)

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS.
(Lyrics)

I’m sitting in silence
I’m trying to fight this
Feeling inside me
It’s so uninviting
I’m hiding behind this
Beautiful Angel
Behold the gold halo 

I really loved this girl
But I can’t no more
She meant the whole world
But I pulled the cord
Cause eventually she’d see the things I see in me and leave
So I’m sorry for everything 
Your destiny does not consist of me

I lay awake in my bed almost every night
Counting all my flaws like stars that decay my pointless life
I’m not okay
I’m not alright
I probably never will be fine
So I go and grab a knife and mark a few more lines 
But the thought of loving you is too strong
It fans all the fumes that I’m running on
So I gotta let you go
I won’t pick up the phone
I’ll let all the blood flow
You won’t see me anymore

I really loved this girl
But I can’t no more
She meant the whole world
But I pulled the cord
Cause eventually she’d see the things I see in me and leave
So I’m sorry for everything 
Your destiny does not consist of me

I really loved this girl
But I can’t no more
She meant the whole world
But I pulled the cord
Cause eventually she’d see the things I see in me and leave
So I’m sorry for everything 
Your destiny does not consist of me
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My biggest drop yet, I hope you guys love it as much as I did creating it. This is Dead Diary.

Dear Diary (Prod. CapsCtrl)

Haven’t dropped a song in a bit so here y’all go <3

unstable (prod. metlast)

Lyrics
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Baby i love
But there's something I wouldn't do
Make you fall for me cause then you'll be doomed
I wish that this shit just wouldn't be true

We rise and we fall
All due to my own actions
A poet so hopeless what the  fuck am i lacking

Incapable of loving 
Myself enough
To give you enough
I wish that i could

I believed
That everything
Would be alright
I could be happy
But I'm trapped inside a tragedy
Please don't bother asking me are you okay

I pray the lord my soul to keep
Goodness gracious I feel weak
Losing sleep and I don't eat
So tired of everything

I'm fucking sick and tired of the person I've become
Catastrophe just follows me
I sit and weep
What have I done?

hopeless poet (prod. acey)

(GhostBxy)
You don't love her anymore
No no no
Feelings walking out the door

I wished on stars
The sky was dark
We fell apart

Only text me when you're bored
Feelings you ignored
The moment things go south
Your ass be heading north
My throat is feeling sore
Exhausted to the core
Resuscitate my heart just to break it a bit more

Just to break it a bit more
Like the ice inside my chest
I light a match and try to find a reason to move on
The flags are bleeding red
But I contradict everything everyone has said to me
And I believed that we could be
Something that was beautiful

You don't love her anymore
No no no
Feelings walking out the door

(astrayalxo)
Oh no you don't love me anymore
You were being a burden so i walked out the door
I think about you all the time now
Leaving my heart so fucking sore
I wanna talk again
My feelings can't ignore
You know you used to be my whole world

She don't love me anymore

You Don’t Love Her Anymore w/ astrayalxo

if took my life then nobody would know
the thought of suicide a parasite my mind is home
to the great catastrophe
i dream of ink and try to leave
the trees all fade from green resembling
the way i see everything

sunny days are grey for me
i sit and wait so patiently
the thunder rains as i just rust combust
my luck is usually
nothing but the scraps in mud
there's blood that's flooding through the gates
there's no escape
there is no other place

yeah I'm sick in the head
and I wanna be dead
but my family and friends make it complicated
so I'm sobbing in bed 
with a knife in my hand
in a bad position
cause I can't comprehend 
what the devil had said to me
the night I gave my soul away
so I can feel safe
but I made a damn mistake
I'm so fucking tired
I'm trapped inside a nightmare
my skin burns in the fire
while i scream and pull off my hair
i don't wanna fucking die here
but the devil is a liar
promised me everything and happiness if i just let go

liàn yú (prod. CapsCtrl)

lyrics
~~~~~~~~~
Quicksand oh I’m falling
Can you hold my hand please
I just don’t wanna be
20 feet underneath

Quicksand oh I’m sinking
Oh I can hardly breathe
Due to this anxiety 
That’s always haunting me

I’ve been feeling okay
Well I admit that’s a lie
In no way have I been fine
I spend all my days writing these rhymes
Upon all the lines on my scars

Fall in love
And then fall apart and then
Build me up and
Knock down my cards 
Block out the sound 
Of my beating heart
Clog it and drown the remaining shards

Cause in my mind
It’s pretty damn chaotic 
It’s filled with toxic waste
Cause that’s where I deposit
All the bad thoughts
I caught 
Won’t stop
They’re like rainfall
And it’s all my fault

Oh I’m dealing with vertigo
My vision is blurred as I walk this tightrope
And at the end of it's a slither of hope
I know I won’t make it so it’s time I let go

quicksand

quicksand (prod. sadlilwhiteboy)

collab with the homie @slashy

lyrics:
(ghostbxy)
yeah i can say that I'm doing better
but lying takes so much fucking effort
i feel like a motherfucking shredder
ripped the letters that i wrote for you in pieces
ripped that shit in two

i said i cross my heart and i hope to die
you took my heart 
so i took my life
my oh my
this peaks so high
my mind insists that i dive

dive into the deep
darkness with all the secrets that you keep
countless delivered and opened receipts
embarrassed of me like a hole in your jeans
what is the cause 
of all this deceit
say all that you want
but i won't believe
a thing you tell me
repeating lies aren't healthy
you no longer compel me

(slashy)
can you switch on me?
girl can you go switch on me
i need you to think 'bout me
but you don't ever think 'bout me

switch up my flow
i switch up my flow
like how i switch up my hoe
don’t need someone to knock at my fucking door
playing with my heart like how they fucking did before

you don’t deserve any of my fucking…

Switch

switch

switch w/ @slashy (prod. dead spyro)

Lyrics 

Wait for me to find myself just open the door
I know you think I’m doing less but I’ve been doing more
I fall apart when I’m here cant stand it anymore
A change of heart now you can find me on the floor

Make me wanna change
Make me dream big
Make me wanna do some things that I never did
I don’t wanna fall apart will you stay here
But please don’t break my heart need to stay clear

Done with the way that I’m feeling right now
If I changed my ways
Then I should be changed by now
Feel like I’ll fall on my face right now
I’m just tryna find my way out
Stuck in this web and it’s full of all doubt
Can’t be the same gotta take a different route
I can’t even feel my face right now
Doing too much till I fall down

Break me in two
Say you love me too
I don’t know what to do
Cause I can’t escape you
I wanna follow through
But I just can’t with you
So please don’t change me now
I keep on falling down

Hurts like the ways that I feel in my conscious
I’ve been doing my best to be cautious
But what’s the point if I’m really being honest
Your tears are stars if I had to say you’re flawless

Dear Diary (Prod. CapsCtrl)

ghostbxy

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