At just started listening to the song but I have listened to all of your songs and they are all great, so if they are all great then this one will be great or even better

W song literally my new favorite it’s been on loop for 2 days😭🙏🙏

iwontrun

iwontrun (GAXILLIC)

again and again

prod. by @thesoundofgivingup and @safeatlast

im not the person u used to know
im sry im unusual
dont tell me that ur sorry girl im sorry cuz im used to those

i been nothin but delusional
im waiting for my funeral
cuz everytime i hear ur voice its drowned out by a song that goes
wooooahhhhhh
wooooahhhhhh

im fuckin sick of this everyday cycle
they left me 2 bleed but my organs arent vital
theyll drown out my screams with the sounds of recitals
cuz i am just another kid that claims theyre suicidal

a suit and tie is suitable to transfer to the other side
there is not a glimpse of hatred comin from my tired eyes
i cant even think straight cuz im riddled with a tired mind
kick me to the curb im tired of bein on the sidelines

static
stand still lock on scope automatic
take out my soul wit a blade to the back and
just end all my habits when you come in slashin
im not comin back to the past where i left you behind
end it all when i pull out the knife
pray to god at the end of the line
pray to god this the end of my life

static

produced by king theta 

not sure if i like it but im posting it anyway

lyrics: 

why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away
they talk about me like they know my name

tears come in tidal waves
alyssa she told me that im okay
ill miss her but im better off this way
im hurting these feelings i try to shake

stuck in my head tears on my bed
i take back everything i had said
stuck in my brain dont look the same
i fell for you over again

im not tryna throw shade but you told me you love me 
you told me you told me you told me
you wont leave you told me to trust you, you told me dont worry 
i worried i worried i worried i did

and now look at me 
just watch as i bleed
just watch as i fall
just watch as i crawl 

right back to you baby i know you dont care about me like you said that you did but i need you right now and i swear ill do better this time… this time

but im still learning
my heart is burning
our love is fading
and im still waiting for you

so come back 
it hurts so bad
my tears they wont last
but my bloods gone black

so why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away

why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away
they talk about me like they know my name

eliasz (king theta)

sometimes i feel like a ghost in a crowd
its purgatory and i wont make it out
im not alive and i dont really know how
i got no voice youll never hear if i shout

i know im dead to you, but i got unfinished business that i gotta do like
tell you that i love you still,
even if i never made enough to pay the bills

im working hard in death
got so much on my plate i never catch my breath
i swear it helps to know that im already dead

sometimes i feel like im a ghost

like im dead, like my coffin is my bed
i want to finally rest, but your voice is in my head
ive haunted this whole town, but im still left feeling down
youre the only one i want
i cant have you, i cant touch you,
im a ghost

i know you wont look my way
its done this time i know itll stay
each day act my part in the play
i know youre gonna say, that i just need to pray

i need to find something that makes me feel magic
i guess thats weed and alcohol makes me manic
i try to be okay now but its too tragic

sometimes i feel like im a ghost

like im dead, like my coffin is my bed
i want to finally rest, but your voice is in my head
ive haunted this whole town, but im still left feeling down
youre the only one i want
i cant have you, i cant touch you,
im a 
ghost

Ghost (Unplugged)

ghost (unplugged version)

i don't know why I try anymore
why did i go and open up that door
i don't know know why I cry (eyes are sore)

im not the guy that i was
open wounds so many cuts
they told me told me to open up
they told me...

my life's the same as yesterday
progress a bit I try to change
but when I'm hit with a sudden wave
everything I've created begins to decay

well here's the fucking problem
I dont really want to die
I just wanna look up at the sky and see a brighter side

but this is as bright as it gets
purging all innocence
leaving just hopelessness with me

I don't know why I try anymore
why did I go and open up that door
I don't know know why I cry (eyes are sore)

I'm not the guy that I was
open wounds so many cuts
they told me told me to open up
they told me...

idkwhy (prod. lostcage)

FIRST SONG OF MY FIRST ALBUM, I CAN'T WAIT AHHHH
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it's my birthday :>>
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(lyrics)
baby please don't bother me
I've been trynna rest in peace
knocked me down with pedigree's 
treat me like your enemy
fuck me up and lie to me
I don't want you
I just need sobriety
from the scent of your perfume
take me home 
don't let me go
to please don't
show up at my door
I've been trynna live a life
that's not so dependent
why am I missing
somebody who doesn't love me

why am I so dependent
I try to find some independence
I testify to my own image
my sights a lie
I'm very different

I like the silence of the night
but in due time comes horrid frights
not of what lies beyond no light
but of love that I might find

how hard is it for you to be honest
loves not a job but there's gonna be problems
It's gonna take time for both of us to blossom
but you didn't give a fuck
you went and loved another

other
it happened again
don't worry they're just a friend
but we used to be just friends
we both know how this will end

with both of you in your bed
with me back on my fucking meds
messages are left unread
words are left unsaid

baby please don't bother me
I've been trynna rest in peace
knocked me down with pedigree's 
treat me like your enemy
fuck me up and lie to me
I don't want you
I just need sobriety
from the scent of your perfume
take me home 
don't let me go
to please don't
show up at my door
I've been trynna live a life
that's not so dependent
why am I missing
somebody who doesn't love me

SOBRIETY (branwen)

(lyrics)

yeah I'm leaving 
for good but this time I'll let you know
why did you have to come back into my life?
I was doing really good
then you sent that text that night
can we give it another try? 
can we give it another try?

my heart is just eroding
blood in veins are frozen
nutrients amounts to none inside my chest are rodents
i used to be a person
but then i met you 
what you dont know about love is that it takes two

takes you to give me back
effort that you lacked
i was doing wonderful then you threw me on tracks
leaving me for dead
our story must end
cause if it carries on then we'll create wounds you cant mend

we both sleep alone
its better this way
wish that we did go 
and meet another day

im staring at your photo
I knew you'd never change
so I'm asking you like the rain to please go away

November (lostcage)

produced by nate2timez, Eric Godlow, & Boyfifty

-lyrics-

lxst boy:
i want the time back that you took from me 
i got blindsighted by your personality 
i tried it all, sent a text and called
with no response cause baby in reality
i been tryna move on
put it in the past and don’t look back 
put you in a song cause im petty like that
pouring out my heart and you don’t text back 

i see you on the other side 
baby don’t you cry
on the dark side
i can’t save your life
oh, baby i tried
i see you on the other side 
baby don’t you cry
on the dark side
i can’t save your life
oh, baby i tried

eric godlow:
i tried
oh, i tried
bully me, its over 
but you haven’t seen the other side
i cant hold you back no more
heart feeling like a flatline
text me back a little more
i’ll put you in the past life
(ldo me wrong)
that’s fine
(or do me dirty)
yeah that’s fine
if you really hated me
you talking back like punchline
you been putting weight on me 
like feeling on my waistline
bitch just save the silly talk
i’m busy in the daytime

lxst boy:
i want the time back that you took from me 
i got blindsighted by your personality 
i tried it all, sent a text and called
with no response cause baby in reality
i been tryna move on
put it in the past and don’t look back 
put you in a song cause im petty like that
pouring out my heart and you don’t text back 

yeah, uh
i wanna have everything that we had that we left in the past
uh, yeah
you wanna throw away everything, girl there’s no taking that back
uh, yeah
you try to pull away, try to say that you got way too attached 
yeah, yeah
you put me on blast cause you think you can take it all back
back to the times when the talks we had never escalated, feel the saturations
i tried to be civil, you’re talking in riddles, your tears are like precipitation, right?
it’s raining, it’s pouring, your lies are distorted, i’m thinking i’m hoping it rains today
pen to the paper, i’ll get to that later, but i’m thinking i’m hoping these chains will break

otherside w/ Eric Godlow (nate2timez x eric godlow x boyfifty)

i dont wanna feel this way
doctor can you please help me
every day the voice say
i can help you out my friend
come inside come right on in
let me make a concoction with an additive

i can make you feel better
come try my special sample
it only costs a lot
like a leg and a handful
are you full of rapid thoughts? 
do you feel like a landfill?
lemme give you pill after pill
be my damsel
in distress
you seem stressed
oh so tense
bit depressed
oh my my you're such a mess
congratulations, you're dependent
on me and my medicine

me and my medicine
feast on these sedatives
she isn't doing well
he needs another pill
we only wanna help
but it'll cost you everything you've got and everything you don't

i dont wanna feel this way
doctor can you please help me
every day the voice say
you will never be okay
you will never be okay
i can help you out my friend
come inside come right on in
let me make a concoction with an additive

let's take a step back to your past
i really wanna see how you react
when i mentioned dad, how'd you feel bout that?
did it feel like you were on thumbtacks
did you feel that like it was whiplash
if you did then we're on the right path

okay for this therapy session I've got an answer
I made this on my own step by step like a dancer
it'll help with trauma and more but it'll cost you
your life
your whole life belongs to 

me and my medicine
feast on these sedatives
she isn't doing well
he needs another pill
we only wanna help
but it'll cost you everything you've got and everything you don't

medicine (lovin)

i wont last
push the gas
keep on goin hit the max
will i crash
hope i crash
smash the dash and break the glass

she dont want me 
she dont love me
she just dont wanna be lonely

she dont trust me
she dont know me
so im always feeling lonely

i wanna walk around the world to find some inner peace
i suffer in the sun, takin all my energy
leaving just the brittle bones to benefit all the growin seeds
i aint ever ask for help, dont expect that shit from me

fuck what i feel
numb that shit up with a pill huh
hands are shakin fast
why the fuck cant i stay still huh

i wanna kill 
these emotions 
are they real cause
what is their deal
i cant touch but i can feel them

yeah i am not okay
lose my temper way too often
i gotta lot of fucked up thoughts
you'll hardly see me talking
i dont want to be the person that they always watching
dig myself a grave and hop into a coffin

really young
but feelin old
feel these cracks up in my bones
heavy chest with 20 holes
dont tell me life is wonderful

i aint need nobody else
did this shit all by myself
i dont wanna burn in hell
but at this rate i might as well

fuck what i feel
numb that shit up with a pill huh
hands are shakin fast
why the fuck cant i stay still huh

i wanna kill 
these emotions 
are they real cause
what is their deal
i cant touch but i can feel them

idkwhy (prod. lostcage)

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