Green Light Go (Prod. CapsCtrl)

FALLEN ANGELS feat. Mictainn (Prod. CapsCtrl)

Lyrics
(GhostBxy)No more trying anymore
I lay crying on the floor
Please come help me
I'm begging please
I'm here yelling
I'm screaming these words
Why me?

There’s highs and the lows
But I’m always down below
Sub zero temperature and I am here without a coat
I say I wanna kill myself but I know that I won’t
Got too much to live for
Depths I gotta explore 

In my state of mind it’s a battle of the metaphors
I’m way too problematic
Get ecstatic when I hear a door
I know I’m just a ghost so I’m meant to be lonely
I’ll float all alone, forevermore the crows told
me

(lessthanfriends)
wait up
don't leave me here
I wish that we could get out of this place
the feel of your kiss on my lips makes me go insane
don't leave me here to die alone
lately I been feeling like I'm own
and this house feels nothing like a home
and this house feels nothing like my home

(GhostBxy)
No more trying anymore
I lay crying on the floor
Please come help me
I'm begging please
I'm here yelling
I'm screaming these words
Why me?

luvsick w/ lessthanfriends (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

i      o p e n e d      m y      e y e s      a g a i n

lyrics:

I opened my eyes again
And realize that i have been
Borderline suicidal
Fear that I'll go
Grab a fucking bottle
And chug it down
Down, down, down
They help me sleep 
But they can't help me rest in peace

Yeah i met this girl
And i fell in love
I tried to get up
But i felt so stuck

At the end of the day she chose another one
Now I'm left in the mud all alone as i rust

So tired of loving
My heart continues drumming
While i just strum these old strings


Lights flashing
Ready camera action
Oh my dear you're really good at acting
When you said you loved me 
I felt a little passion
Wrapped in sadness
Hatching all the madness
That you created
Love turned to hatred
I really truly loved you but i guess i was mistaken
Trapped in my tank 
That just sank
God i hate

I don't fuck with love no more
It's just hurting my health
Losing my mind but there's nobody that i can tell
Kind of gave on hoping that i just might get well
If this may be my final song then i give you farewell's

old love, old strings

old love, old strings (prod. hero)

(yungcray)

Girl you're like a drug
You got dropped inside my cup
I've been feeling down
Lately I've been feeling stuck
I don't know what to do 
My mind's like "what the fuck"
I remember back then they said my music sucks

Girl you're like a drug
You got dropped inside my cup
I've been feeling down
Lately I've been feeling stuck
I don't know what to do 
My mind's like "what the fuck"
I remember back then they said my music sucks

In a few years swerving in a Bentley Truck
I came a long way, now they can't fucking hate
They try to talk to me like every motherfucking day
See me winning, see me grinning, now they wanna stay
Yeah, you're not fucking funny
Please stay away


GhostBxy

Only 18 but I'm far gone
Only alive to write another song

Honestly
I tend to weep
Upon my knees
I breathe in and scream

Yeah what the fuck is wrong with me?
This game of life ain't fun to me
I'm losing friends from left and right
They leave or die, I'm crumbling
Down to the deep end
I'm fucking up the sequence
I got to many reasons to kill myself but that's treason

Yeah I might not see tomorrow
There's no more time to borrow
Wasted mine on crying nights 
Drowning in my own sorrow
Blowing up one day and then I'm falling off the next
Blowing up my phone and now nobody ever texts me


(GhostBxy and yungcray)

You had your chances but you left and let it fade to grey
Seems like I'm doing good but my mind's a hurricane
I've been feeling disconnected from the shit you say
Smoking on this pack, let my problems fade away

You had your chances but you left and let it fade to grey
Seems like I'm doing good but my mind's a hurricane
I've been feeling disconnected from the shit you say
Smoking on this pack, let my problems fade away

Girl you're like a drug
You got dropped inside my cup
I've been feeling down
Lately I've been feeling stuck
I don't know what to do 
My mind's like "what the fuck"
I remember back then they said my music sucks

In a few years swerving in a Bentley Truck
I came a long way, now they can't fucking hate
They try to talk to me like every motherfucking day
See me winning, see me grinning, now they wanna stay
Yeah, you're not fucking funny
Please stay away

fade to grey

fade to grey w/ yungcray (prod. silent kidd)

Burning down the reapers home
Cause it's so cold
So cold below
Where all the shattered souls 
Where they all go 
In the unknown

Ashes falling like the snow
Burn my face down to the bone
Death's a stranger to a ghoul
My pupil's red, I'm crying blood

Ticking from a stopwatch
Gotta make that clock stop
Reapers coming to me like a motherfucking hot drop
I am but a ghoul but I'm feeling really top notch
Always been a jar of rage, it's time I took the time off

All this hatred that I harnessed
Got me feeling like the tarnished
I don't need to beg a pardon
Cause I know I'll die regardless
Not right now
Cause no amount of pain can make me say aloud

I regret what I've done
Don't wanna live cause life's not fair
This punishment is worsening
I'm stuck inside my own despair

I regret what I've done
Don't wanna live cause life's not fair
This punishment is worsening
I'm stuck inside my own despair

Burning down the reapers home
Cause it's so cold
So cold below
Where all the shattered souls 
Where they all go 
In the unknown

Ashes falling like the snow
Burn my face down to the bone
Death's a stranger to a ghoul
My pupil's red, I'm crying blood

THANATOS

TARNISHED

TARNISHED (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

Lyrics:

(GHOSTBXY)
Every breath I take feels so fucking heavy
All the thoughts I have are always intersecting
When it comes to mental health, I've been neglecting
It's been affecting me like an infection
I can't breathe

I can't breathe
Clouds in my chest and a sea
Drowning my hearts wiring
A machine that's so faulty
My enemy is only me
It's all my fault I'm so lonely
Deprived of love, I'm so boney
I'll be alone, the crows told me
Forevermore

Evermore
I can't do this anymore
Last night I went overboard
I think my life might be short
Cause at this rate I'm heading towards
A corpse that's underneath the floor
Beneath your feet with vocal cords
I sing and weep a song that's for
The strong and weak, just please ignore

(FoRD)
Pull out my sword
I start to weep and start to cut this fucking whore
I'm so anxious, got my medication all up on the floor
Why you begging me for more?
Treat me like a fucking store

Oh no

Just take it and leave it then go
Yeah, refusing to pick up the phone
God damn, I am alone
Fixing to furnish my funeral home

Just taking the time of the day
Away from my mind
Trying to keep me some hope
But all that's in my mind is suicide all the time
I don't think I have anywhere to go

a bards heart

a bards heart (capsctrl)

deaths got a grip on me
showing me what life just might be
if i wasn't right here breathing
i wouldnt cry each night screaming

can you please help me 
im trying
i swear that im not lying
this mountain that im climbing
is scary but im sight seeing

its 4 am and i feel alone
im walking down a road 
i dont know where it goes
but ill take the risk
im sick of being the pessimist
but behind the mist

theres monsters underneath my bed
following me in my head
so obsessed with finding reasons to convince me just to end
the cycle
this never ending recital
if only you knew what i know
but you dont
im not suicidal

if i leave in the middle of the night
just know i tried
gave my life within the fight
against this horrid blight
its such a bloody site
it'll leave you terrified

cause there's a monster
monster
oh there's a monster
monster
monster
oh there's a monster
monster 
monster
oh there's a monster
oh there's a monster
oh there's a monster

monster (prod. p4ra)

This is the first song of a long overdue album called "Instability", it's a big project I've been working on for the past few months but thank you guys for making GhostBxy somebody I'm still proud to be called. Hope you enjoy.
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(lyrics)

ask myself if i disappear
will they cry?
will they shed any tears?
my whole life
ive been plagued with a fear
can i survive?
for how many years?

wake up and i feel the same
i know that i am to blame
i have no clue how to change
if i did then i wouldn't be this way

sit on the floor
while i stare at the ceiling
doing it like there's something appealing
got real sick
tied a noose to my feelings
questioning hope is it even a real thing

spending time inside
purgatory is my mind
ive spent so much fucking time
trynna get through this fucking night

docs give me meds but that shit can not save me
fucked in the head these fucking feelings are invasive
chained to my bed
awake but im stuck in a daydream
screaming and im shaking
foundation isnt breaking

hate myself so much i think im better off alone
breaking down my walls like the're made of styrofoam

ask myself if i disappear
will they cry?
will they shed any tears?
my whole life
ive been plagued with a fear
can i survive?
for how many years?

wake up and i feel the same
i know that i am to blame
i have no clue how to change
if i did then i wouldn't be this way

purgatory (ushanka boy)

Lyrics:

im just a sad demon
trying my best to find reason 
plagued by a blight so they all leave me
so what right do i have to believe
that things will get better when i sit alone
here in the snow unbothered by the cold
why am i so hopeless i do not know
how to cope when im out here all alone

hair snow white
my eye glows red
warmth is gone
heart is frozen
drink coffee
to help cope with
my soul that is so broken

i see myself staring back at me inside a broken mirror
distorted image yet i somehow can still see so clear

i realize i am awful 
a road with a big pothole
a story with a plot hole
a rightfully earned title

sleeping beauty's scared of me
im a horrid site to see
i scared her right back to sleep
ghouls are far from lovely

im just a sad demon
trying my best to find reason 
plagued by a blight so they all leave me
so what right do i have to believe
that things will get better when i sit alone
here in the snow unbothered by the cold
why am i so hopeless i do not know
how to cope when im out here all alone

Just A Ghoul (prod. acey)

Lyrics

No love in me, I can't give love to you, I'm sorry I cannot
I'm made to be the way I am so being happy I cannot
Or maybe I'm not sad at all, and I'm just really fucked up
Either way it goes I'll live my life till death with no love

Left behind, I'm left to find increase in my high hopes to die
Left of right, but both roads lead me to a rope to tie
Given up, no more to fight for, I'll just sit and sigh
In my room, no sun in my pores, I'll just stay inside

Living in my head, I'm the only one that hurts me
I'm the thing I hate, I'm the one who truly cursed me
I wish I could change, I wish I could find some more peace
The only drive I have, is my body in a hearse

Deep 6 feet, fix me, I know you don't miss me
But I can still taste your cherry lips when you kissed me
I rips me apart, tear the veins from my heart
I know still have one, but it's not working like before

A waste of space is what I am, I'm losing touch of what I was
Nobody wants to be with me, from simple friends to every girl
It hurts to hear my thoughts aloud 'cause then I can't just block 'em out
So I resort to drugs when I'm awake in hopes they knock me out

I'm fuckin' sick of waking up in knowledge that I fucked up
Knowledge that I gotta face every thing I've had enough of
Enough of my life that's a lie, don't wanna talk, I'll tell you why
Cause every time I open up it leaves a fuckin' knife in my

Back that's already breaking down from the weight I hold
I'm so full of hate I don't think there is a way to love
Pressure pushin' back, I'm losing hope, why should I even shove?
Sick thoughts, a match box, is what I am becoming of

I suffer everyday, I might just throw it all away
I might snap off at anyone that enters in my space
Take the cap off, or light up, I wanna intoxicate
This fucking body that's stuck in a place that's not great

I'm too far deep
Can't get enough sleep
Fuck this 9-5
This way of life just crush me

luvsick w/ lessthanfriends (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

ghostbxy

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