collab with the homie @slashy

lyrics:
(ghostbxy)
yeah i can say that I'm doing better
but lying takes so much fucking effort
i feel like a motherfucking shredder
ripped the letters that i wrote for you in pieces
ripped that shit in two

i said i cross my heart and i hope to die
you took my heart 
so i took my life
my oh my
this peaks so high
my mind insists that i dive

dive into the deep
darkness with all the secrets that you keep
countless delivered and opened receipts
embarrassed of me like a hole in your jeans
what is the cause 
of all this deceit
say all that you want
but i won't believe
a thing you tell me
repeating lies aren't healthy
you no longer compel me

(slashy)
can you switch on me?
girl can you go switch on me
i need you to think 'bout me
but you don't ever think 'bout me

switch up my flow
i switch up my flow
like how i switch up my hoe
don’t need someone to knock at my fucking door
playing with my heart like how they fucking did before

you don’t deserve any of my fucking…

Switch

switch

switch w/ @slashy (prod. dead spyro)

i     w i s h     t h a t     i     c o u l d     s h a p e s h i f t

lyrics:

ghostbxy
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I wish that I could shapeshift
If I did then maybe
Everything'd be different
I'd change the way you see me
I could be so dreamy
You would've chosen me 
But I fucked it all up
Yeah I fucked it all up

Yeah you're in love with a guy but I swear that he's a liar
If he really loved you then he'd try to keep the fire
Burning but he doesn't, he's just getting even higher
Smoking on a pack as he feels a little lighter

Just know I'd die a million times 
If it meant that your smile shined
I know you love this other guy
But love's just chains which your confined to

lxgn
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And i don’t wanna go back home 
So i, take the longest fucking road i know 
The voices in my head telling me to let go 
What’s the point of living life if it’s going so slow I’m packin my bags for a new destination 
I’m leaving this life and going to hell I’m ready to talk with Satan 
I’ve made up my mind I’m ready to die my life is just forsaken 
Fuck, my thoughts are always vacant


GhostBxy
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I wish that I could shapeshift
If I did then maybe
Everything'd be different
I'd change the way you see me
I could be so dreamy
You would've chosen me 
But I fucked it all up
Yeah I fucked it all up

Yeah you're in love with a guy but I swear that he's a liar
If he really loved you then he'd try to keep the fire
Burning but he doesn't, he's just getting even higher
Smoking on a pack as he feels a little lighter

shapeshifter

Shapeshifter w/ lxgn (prod. santana)

Lyrics:

(GHOSTBXY)
Every breath I take feels so fucking heavy
All the thoughts I have are always intersecting
When it comes to mental health, I've been neglecting
It's been affecting me like an infection
I can't breathe

I can't breathe
Clouds in my chest and a sea
Drowning my hearts wiring
A machine that's so faulty
My enemy is only me
It's all my fault I'm so lonely
Deprived of love, I'm so boney
I'll be alone, the crows told me
Forevermore

Evermore
I can't do this anymore
Last night I went overboard
I think my life might be short
Cause at this rate I'm heading towards
A corpse that's underneath the floor
Beneath your feet with vocal cords
I sing and weep a song that's for
The strong and weak, just please ignore

(FoRD)
Pull out my sword
I start to weep and start to cut this fucking whore
I'm so anxious, got my medication all up on the floor
Why you begging me for more?
Treat me like a fucking store

Oh no

Just take it and leave it then go
Yeah, refusing to pick up the phone
God damn, I am alone
Fixing to furnish my funeral home

Just taking the time of the day
Away from my mind
Trying to keep me some hope
But all that's in my mind is suicide all the time
I don't think I have anywhere to go

a bards heart

a bards heart (capsctrl)

(GhostBxy)
killed who i was 
all in the name of love
hate what ive become
so that i could have some
drugs
to fuck me up
feel smoke in my lungs
this isn’t who I want to be
this isn’t who I want to be
  
ive been on my own for a minute now
i really need to scream but i cant be loud
taking deep breaths to help calm down
but i wasted each breath trynna figure out
how to get out of this house i built
on top of a grave of someone that i killed

miss who i was
replaced by a face that i hate
why is it the same
wished for some light 
but then i got me some darker days

im beyond saving
my life only equated
to a broken shattered down old battered heart
the one thing i had was torn apart

rip me to pieces like letters in shredders remember november
when you tore me down

killed who i was 
all in the name of love
hate what ive become
so that i could have some
drugs
to fuck me up
feel smoke in my lungs
this isn’t who I want to be
this isn’t who I want to be

(Yungcray)
(I’m sorry bro but I don’t know your lyrics yet)


(GhostBxy)
killed who i was 
all in the name of love
hate what ive become
so that i could have some
drugs
to fuck me up
feel smoke in my lungs
this isn’t who I want to be
this isn’t who I want to be

And That’s All Folks… (w/ yungcray) (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

i don't know why I try anymore
why did i go and open up that door
i don't know know why I cry (eyes are sore)

im not the guy that i was
open wounds so many cuts
they told me told me to open up
they told me...

my life's the same as yesterday
progress a bit I try to change
but when I'm hit with a sudden wave
everything I've created begins to decay

well here's the fucking problem
I dont really want to die
I just wanna look up at the sky and see a brighter side

but this is as bright as it gets
purging all innocence
leaving just hopelessness with me

I don't know why I try anymore
why did I go and open up that door
I don't know know why I cry (eyes are sore)

I'm not the guy that I was
open wounds so many cuts
they told me told me to open up
they told me...

idkwhy (prod. lostcage)

FIRST SONG OF MY FIRST ALBUM, I CAN'T WAIT AHHHH
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it's my birthday :>>
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(lyrics)
baby please don't bother me
I've been trynna rest in peace
knocked me down with pedigree's 
treat me like your enemy
fuck me up and lie to me
I don't want you
I just need sobriety
from the scent of your perfume
take me home 
don't let me go
to please don't
show up at my door
I've been trynna live a life
that's not so dependent
why am I missing
somebody who doesn't love me

why am I so dependent
I try to find some independence
I testify to my own image
my sights a lie
I'm very different

I like the silence of the night
but in due time comes horrid frights
not of what lies beyond no light
but of love that I might find

how hard is it for you to be honest
loves not a job but there's gonna be problems
It's gonna take time for both of us to blossom
but you didn't give a fuck
you went and loved another

other
it happened again
don't worry they're just a friend
but we used to be just friends
we both know how this will end

with both of you in your bed
with me back on my fucking meds
messages are left unread
words are left unsaid

baby please don't bother me
I've been trynna rest in peace
knocked me down with pedigree's 
treat me like your enemy
fuck me up and lie to me
I don't want you
I just need sobriety
from the scent of your perfume
take me home 
don't let me go
to please don't
show up at my door
I've been trynna live a life
that's not so dependent
why am I missing
somebody who doesn't love me

SOBRIETY (branwen)

(lyrics)

yeah I'm leaving 
for good but this time I'll let you know
why did you have to come back into my life?
I was doing really good
then you sent that text that night
can we give it another try? 
can we give it another try?

my heart is just eroding
blood in veins are frozen
nutrients amounts to none inside my chest are rodents
i used to be a person
but then i met you 
what you dont know about love is that it takes two

takes you to give me back
effort that you lacked
i was doing wonderful then you threw me on tracks
leaving me for dead
our story must end
cause if it carries on then we'll create wounds you cant mend

we both sleep alone
its better this way
wish that we did go 
and meet another day

im staring at your photo
I knew you'd never change
so I'm asking you like the rain to please go away

November (lostcage)

(ghostbxy)
I already know that were not gonna make it
You’ve been fucking around with them so shameless
You’re the reason why our love is tainted 
Do you think me dumb?
Do you think me brainless?

I’m always trying my best
But you’re lying 
Stabbing knives in my chest 
So I’ll go 

You're not different
You're just like them
Veins were filled with toxin
That's how you lured me in

You might be poison ivy with the way you go invite me into your Toxic life and its fucking constant fighting

Cause you don't want to admit the truth
Burning all that smells proof 
Ashes stay like scent infused
Clothing that I bought for you

Giving my all but you don't give a fuck
Breaking my bones while you're breaking my heart
Telling me that this is all my fault

(halfhearted)
You don't know what you do to me
I don't think you ever will
Remember that night
You said I won't drive
I've been behind the wheel
Crossing the lines that I said I won't cross
???
???
You walked out the door
Why it take you so long

And I'm stuck in my head with no mission
Remember in school I would get you detention
Used to fall asleep, now I'm up all night
I can't dream
This is for the kid that I was
Headphones on in the back of the bus
Can't feel shit cause a knife in my gut
Let me live girl, I've had enough

(ghostbxy)
I’m always trying my best
But you’re lying 
Stabbing knives in my chest 
So I’ll go

A Sorrowful Heart w/ halfhearted

i dont wanna feel this way
doctor can you please help me
every day the voice say
i can help you out my friend
come inside come right on in
let me make a concoction with an additive

i can make you feel better
come try my special sample
it only costs a lot
like a leg and a handful
are you full of rapid thoughts? 
do you feel like a landfill?
lemme give you pill after pill
be my damsel
in distress
you seem stressed
oh so tense
bit depressed
oh my my you're such a mess
congratulations, you're dependent
on me and my medicine

me and my medicine
feast on these sedatives
she isn't doing well
he needs another pill
we only wanna help
but it'll cost you everything you've got and everything you don't

i dont wanna feel this way
doctor can you please help me
every day the voice say
you will never be okay
you will never be okay
i can help you out my friend
come inside come right on in
let me make a concoction with an additive

let's take a step back to your past
i really wanna see how you react
when i mentioned dad, how'd you feel bout that?
did it feel like you were on thumbtacks
did you feel that like it was whiplash
if you did then we're on the right path

okay for this therapy session I've got an answer
I made this on my own step by step like a dancer
it'll help with trauma and more but it'll cost you
your life
your whole life belongs to 

me and my medicine
feast on these sedatives
she isn't doing well
he needs another pill
we only wanna help
but it'll cost you everything you've got and everything you don't

medicine (lovin)

i wont last
push the gas
keep on goin hit the max
will i crash
hope i crash
smash the dash and break the glass

she dont want me 
she dont love me
she just dont wanna be lonely

she dont trust me
she dont know me
so im always feeling lonely

i wanna walk around the world to find some inner peace
i suffer in the sun, takin all my energy
leaving just the brittle bones to benefit all the growin seeds
i aint ever ask for help, dont expect that shit from me

fuck what i feel
numb that shit up with a pill huh
hands are shakin fast
why the fuck cant i stay still huh

i wanna kill 
these emotions 
are they real cause
what is their deal
i cant touch but i can feel them

yeah i am not okay
lose my temper way too often
i gotta lot of fucked up thoughts
you'll hardly see me talking
i dont want to be the person that they always watching
dig myself a grave and hop into a coffin

really young
but feelin old
feel these cracks up in my bones
heavy chest with 20 holes
dont tell me life is wonderful

i aint need nobody else
did this shit all by myself
i dont wanna burn in hell
but at this rate i might as well

fuck what i feel
numb that shit up with a pill huh
hands are shakin fast
why the fuck cant i stay still huh

i wanna kill 
these emotions 
are they real cause
what is their deal
i cant touch but i can feel them

Restart (Nvki)

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