Lyrics

Humanity is out the door, I’m watchin’ hearts hit the floor,
Everybody checked-out mentally, no one feels love anymore.
We’re grindin’ for illusions, chasin’ goals we ain’t sure,
Hustle culture got us drained, diggin’ early decor.
I’m tired of runnin’ laps in a world with no direction,
People move like NPCs, zero vibe, no connection.
Every smile feel forced, every convo feel capped,
We’re all burnt-out souls just barely stayin’ intact.

Tell me why we keep chasin’ what ain’t meant to stay?
Why the grind feel holy till it eats us away?
Why the world feel colder every goddamn day?
Does any of this matter or is it all just play?
I’m lookin’ for a meaning that I still can’t find,
Feelin’ lost in the chaos, overthinkin’ my mind.
If the world’s fallin’ off, then I’m fallin’ behind,
Tryin’ not to ghost myself, one day at a time.

I see truth in the cracks no one’s tryin’ to face,
Everybody flexin’ online, but they hurt in real space.
We talk healing and peace, but we’re stuck in this race,
Chasin’ clout, clout fades, now we all out of grace.
Filling silence with noise, tryna numb what we feel,
Scrollin’ through fake perfection like it’s some kind of deal.
And I’m tired of the act, of pretendin’ I’m chill,
When my chest feel heavy and my brain won’t sit still.
Every lesson hit hard, like life charged me a fee,
Every scar on my skin read like old memories.
And I’m standin’ here thinkin’ why I try so hard, please,
When livin’ in this world feels like dodgin’ disease.

Tell me why we keep chasin’ what ain’t meant to stay?
Why the grind feel holy till it eats us away?
Why the world feel colder every goddamn day?
Does any of this matter or is it all just play?
I’m lookin’ for a meaning that I still can’t find,
Feelin’ lost in the chaos, overthinkin’ my mind.
If the world’s fallin’ off, then I’m fallin’ behind,
Tryin’ not to ghost myself, one day at a time.

Maybe I’m just sayin’ what we’re scared to admit,
Maybe life’s just a loop we keep runnin’ in it.
Maybe purpose ain’t promised, maybe pain’s legit,
Or maybe I’m just tired of callin’ all of this shit.

So if tomorrow moves slow, I’ll still push through the haze,
Carry doubts on my back through the messiest days.
If the world won’t show love, I’ll still look for a way,
Even if none of it hits, I’ll survive anyway.

Tell me why we keep chasin’ what ain’t meant to stay?
Why the grind feel holy till it eats us away?
Why the world feel colder every goddamn day?
Does any of this matter or is it all just play?
I’m lookin’ for a meaning that I still can’t find,
Feelin’ lost in the chaos, overthinkin’ my mind.
If the world’s fallin’ off, then I’m fallin’ behind,
Tryin’ not to ghost myself, one day at a time.

Ghosted by Fate

Lyrics

We were day ones, I was there for every smile,
Showed up through the chaos, stayed for every mile.
Met your little girl, celebrated her first birthday,
Felt like forever, thought nothing could fade away.

But you blocked me cold, like I never existed,
A year and a half of trust, now twisted.
Did I do something wrong, or was I just replaced?
Confused, hurt, betrayed, tryna process the space.

Why’d you become so jaded?
Was I not enough?
Did love feel like a burden, or did it fade too rough?

Blocked, left in the shadows of your choice,
I gave my all, every word, every voice.
Did I lose you, or did loyalty mean nothing?
Feels like love turned sharp, my heart’s still bleeding.
Why’d you become so jaded? I need to know,
Did I miss a sign, or was it your heart’s own show?

Every memory hits like a punch in the chest,
Trauma bonded, yeah, we shared our best.
I was there for your highs, held you through lows,
Now I’m just staring at a door that’s closed.

You moved on, maybe new love, maybe a shift,
But the sting of betrayal cuts deeper than gifts.
I did everything, gave everything, no games,
Now I’m stuck with the hurt and the questions, no names.

Why’d you become so jaded?
Did the world break you down?
Was it something I did, or is love not allowed?

Blocked, left in the shadows of your choice,
I gave my all, every word, every voice.
Did I lose you, or did loyalty mean nothing?
Feels like love turned sharp, my heart’s still bleeding.
Why’d you become so jaded? I need to know,
Did I miss a sign, or was it your heart’s own show?

I’m not mad, I’m shattered, trying to understand,
How someone you trust can just drop your hand.
I carried your world, I showed up, I stayed,
Now your silence echoes, trust decayed.

So I’ll hold the good moments, the laughs, the times,
Even if blocked, they’ll live in my mind.
And maybe one day I’ll get clarity, maybe today,
But I’ll survive this knife, I’ll find my own way.
And I’ll keep asking why you became so jaded…

Did I Ever Matter?

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