nightmares when i fall asleep
being strong is making me so weak
trying my hardest just to speak out
try my fucking hardest not to black out
nightmares when i fall asleep
all night tangled in your sheets
when you text me I forget to breathe, yeah
nightmares when I fall asleep, yeah

i'll never fall asleep
cause every time i wake i fucking weep
your shadows creeping in
i think i'm going out of my mind
ever since i severed ties 
been seeing dark clouds revolving around me
it's the sight of you that haunts me
i don't wanna live these nightmares
get me out of this hole
the thought of you is aching my soul
bottom of the glass i'd rather go 
sleep is for the weak soar with the crows
feel sane, cease the fear 
free me from this pain
get me out of here

nightmares (feat. John Fontaine)

i know it’s hard to find yourself,
i know it’s hard to ask for help

this year i’ve been locked up in the attic
trying hard to keep myself from feeling static 
i don’t wanna be the one that u ignore, no
i just wanna be the one that u adore, so
will u kiss me when i tell u how i’m feeling?
everybody love me right up till they leave me
boys in all black yeah i like ‘em cause they’re creepy
when will grim pull up and finally fucking reap me?

do not tell me we’re not in a simulation 
u don’t know me so u can keep ur congratulations,
remember when u told me that i’d always be ur baby?
that shit’s kinda funny cause we clearly never agreed
and i can’t waste my time giving love to somebody else,
i’ve already lost my mind and i need so much mental help 
but nobody seems to answer when i call so late at night 
it’s like i’m the only one inside wasting my fucking life 
got so much anxiety it’s hard to leave the house
yeah it’s hard to love myself, blame it all on mental health 
drive so fucking fast that i can barely see the road
guess it doesn’t really matter when u got nowhere to go
i’ve been searching for a purpose like all of the fucking time,
and i scream until my voice is gone and nothing’s left inside 
yeah he tells me i’m so pretty every time i fucking cry 
so i smile in agreement but we both know it’s a lie

i know it's hard to find your...
i know it's hard to ask for help

ignoring those feelings doesn't make them go away

wishing u a happy, healthy, and safe new year, wherever u may be. thanks always 4 listening. <3

ALL ALONG

bad reception

feeling/falling (feat. treestump)

bloody knows

TurnTheLightsOffWhenYouGo

TWO DOLLAR DAFFODILS

<3

nothing comes for free
between you and me
colors i can’t see
must’ve been a dream
tell me everything 
all the ones you’ve seen
always out of reach 
moonlight on the beach  

feelings as they seem
faded like your jeans 
free but separately   
playing make believe 

nothing comes for free
between you and me
colors i can’t see
must’ve been a dream
tell me everything 
all the ones you’ve seen
always out of reach 
moonlight on the beach...

MOONLIGHT

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heavyhearted

REMIND ME 2 CRY

i don't know
when to go
back to my home
i don't know

where i go
when i'm alone
all on my own
getting stoned

talking to you
fills every room
with impending doom
what's up with you?

i don't want to go
back there
back there

nothing feels like home 
since then
since then

i don't want to go
back there
nowhere

so much i don't know
i don't care

i don't want to go
back there
nowhere

now i can see
i've been dead for weeks

dead for weeks w/ andrew hornshaw

every thing w/SHAY

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwQkIwInDA4

lyrics:
think i die in the daylight
only feel alive at night
but when u call i come crawling
no use putting up a fight, no 
make it easy to be crying, oh 
when all i can hear is lies, lies, lies
but again it fades to midnight 
ur the one that's on my mind
another face just passing by 
ur the one that's on my mind 
on my mind...

on my mind

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BepBiI0rxfs

lyrics: 
tell me that u love me
pull me closer wanna hear u
say my name like its the last word
that u know and how it tastes
some days when its sunny
i can feel my brain go fuzzy
cause i can't seem to distinguish 
what is real and what is fake

all i try to do is hide the pain
behind my eyes u see the way
it rips apart at me until i cave
as i drive i think about the life
i leave behind and that becomes 
about the time i start to cry 
and my heart breaks
tell me that u love me
pull me closer wanna hear u
say my name like its the last word
that u know and how it tastes
some days when its sunny
i can feel my brain go fuzzy
cause i can't seem to distinguish 
what is real and what is fake

TMTULM

i'm just here
weird & often misplaced 

watch my music videos here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCduwnPCVPnZlYGBFI-1mQtQ

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or if u just need a friend

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