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got me feeling blue
as the flowers bloom
just like us they'll die
all things do with time
seasons come and pass
love it never lasts
when i look at you
it's like i'm made of glass
can never find the words
my mind is always blurred
to tell you how i feel
probably sounds absurd 
when you come around
i keep my head down
cause these eyes can't lie
just wanna be yours for a moment

yeah, when you come around
i keep my head down
cause these eyes can't lie
just wanna be yours for a moment
got me feeling blue
as the flowers bloom
just like us they'll die
all things do with time
seasons come and pass
love it never lasts,
love it never lasts

when i look at you
it's like i'm made of glass
to tell you how i feel
probably sounds absurd 
yeah, when you come around
i keep my head down

made of glass

these days i’m finding it hard to sleep
memories haunting me inside my dreams
tears fall on the screen till i can’t see
mask up on my face like this is scream 
nothing is ever the way it seems
smoke and mirrors where my heart should be

these days i can’t seem to catch a break
feelings from the past that i can't shake
sorry i can’t seem to stick around 
picture myself six feet in the ground
sometimes you cry wolf just cause you can
intentions are not the same as plans

CRYWOLF

i know it’s hard to find yourself,
i know it’s hard to ask for help

this year i’ve been locked up in the attic
trying hard to keep myself from feeling static 
i don’t wanna be the one that u ignore, no
i just wanna be the one that u adore, so
will u kiss me when i tell u how i’m feeling?
everybody love me right up till they leave me
boys in all black yeah i like ‘em cause they’re creepy
when will grim pull up and finally fucking reap me?

do not tell me we’re not in a simulation 
u don’t know me so u can keep ur congratulations,
remember when u told me that i’d always be ur baby?
that shit’s kinda funny cause we clearly never agreed
and i can’t waste my time giving love to somebody else,
i’ve already lost my mind and i need so much mental help 
but nobody seems to answer when i call so late at night 
it’s like i’m the only one inside wasting my fucking life 
got so much anxiety it’s hard to leave the house
yeah it’s hard to love myself, blame it all on mental health 
drive so fucking fast that i can barely see the road
guess it doesn’t really matter when u got nowhere to go
i’ve been searching for a purpose like all of the fucking time,
and i scream until my voice is gone and nothing’s left inside 
yeah he tells me i’m so pretty every time i fucking cry 
so i smile in agreement but we both know it’s a lie

i know it's hard to find your...
i know it's hard to ask for help

ignoring those feelings doesn't make them go away

lately i've been feeling like a ghost
all roads they lead home
i know nothing really matters
when you're stuck inside the same old patterns
running like a child from the problems you created 
i don't miss this shit, don't talk to me 
or ask me how my day went
it's pathetic all the thoughts that i think
on a daily basis, and it's painless 
when you grab my hand and make it go away, yeah

all roads they lead home 
don't blame me when you're scared of ghosts 
and lately i've been on my toes
decay in the brain, it comes and goes...

all roads lead home

hope you're happy (feat. treestump)

bad reception

feeling/falling (feat. treestump)

turn my heart off for the rest of the winter
if i was religious baby, i would be your sinner
life is just a game and you know no one is a winner
look into my eyes and let me eat your soul for dinner
turn my heart off for the rest of the season
it's too fucking cold for me to be having these feelings
but that shit in 5th and steer us off the highest cliff
don't care if i live or die that's why i go stiff when we kiss
wanna sleep but i'm too tired, so i start to reminisce 
getting higher like the water at my neck in the abyss

bloody knows

TurnTheLightsOffWhenYouGo

TWO DOLLAR DAFFODILS

<3

nothing comes for free
between you and me
colors i can’t see
must’ve been a dream
tell me everything 
all the ones you’ve seen
always out of reach 
moonlight on the beach  

feelings as they seem
faded like your jeans 
free but separately   
playing make believe 

nothing comes for free
between you and me
colors i can’t see
must’ve been a dream
tell me everything 
all the ones you’ve seen
always out of reach 
moonlight on the beach...

MOONLIGHT

seasoncreep

no hands on the wheel 
watch me still stay in my lane 
move on to a million bitches 
but they’re all the fucking same 
had to block a couple numbers 
they were driving me insane 
keep it like an undercover 
barely show my fucking face 
i can breathe under the water  
i can even find a place 
where the sun will never bother us
more than a couple days 
got a smile from your mother 
all i got from mine was rage 
but it’s silly to store hatred for 
things that will never change 
like the way that you still hit me 
when you wanna, shit is lame 
emotions without conception 
of what’s real and what’s fake 

and i’m sorry if you thought 
that i would change my mind
usually i do at least a couple hundred times 
but i don’t enjoy half the shit that i used to, 
all the pain without the gain
and that’s including you 
wanted love but felt like i didn’t deserve to 

what else can i say, i’m glad it’s over with 
we can keep it cool but i don’t wanna be your friend, 
disconnected line hang up and try again
best friend kinda fine and always tried to hit
catch me on some eye for an eye type of shit 
most times i’m the only one i ever miss 

and i’m sorry if you thought 
that i would change my mind
usually i do at least a couple hundred times 
but i don’t enjoy half the shit that i used to, 
all the pain without the gain
and that’s including you 
wanted love but felt like i didn’t deserve to

OrPressOneForMoreOptions

she ain't got what i do
do what i do, she just try to 
i'm not trusting no one and their phases
ever-changing moods
i don't wanna die but sometimes i do
its like deja vu

heavyhearted

remind me 2 cry 
when you say goodbye 
look me in my eyes
when you tell me lies 
this ain't no disguise 
how i feel inside 
now i feel inside 
look me in my eyes
when you tell me lies

summertime in late july
a time that i hold specially 
waiting all the fucking time
for you to touch me sexually
now it's winter time
and the snow's so cold
and i'd wish you were here
but i'd still be alone...
still be alone

remind me 2 cry
when you say goodbye

REMIND ME 2 CRY

dirt at my feet
raindrops beneath 
the lights on your street 
ghost in my dreams
nobody keeps
spaces in-between 
things that they want 
and things that they need 
yeah, you know what i mean...
turning pages 
no exchanges 
what’s meant to be will be

SPACES IN-BETWEEN

you got what i want and
make it so hard to care
whatever we're feeling
already disappeared
right over my shoulder
know you've been well aware
come closer, go slower
touch me from here
to there 

a double exposure 
when one becomes a pair
bipolar october
your cold breeze steals the air
like solar, come closer
and touch me here
and there
touch me here
from there
touch me here
and there...

HERE TO THERE

elevator music 2 the moon

me's Album

HOW WOULD I KNOW

depersonalize

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwQkIwInDA4

lyrics:
think i die in the daylight
only feel alive at night
but when u call i come crawling
no use putting up a fight, no 
make it easy to be crying, oh 
when all i can hear is lies, lies, lies
but again it fades to midnight 
ur the one that's on my mind
another face just passing by 
ur the one that's on my mind 
on my mind...

on my mind

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BepBiI0rxfs

lyrics: 
tell me that u love me
pull me closer wanna hear u
say my name like its the last word
that u know and how it tastes
some days when its sunny
i can feel my brain go fuzzy
cause i can't seem to distinguish 
what is real and what is fake

all i try to do is hide the pain
behind my eyes u see the way
it rips apart at me until i cave
as i drive i think about the life
i leave behind and that becomes 
about the time i start to cry 
and my heart breaks
tell me that u love me
pull me closer wanna hear u
say my name like its the last word
that u know and how it tastes
some days when its sunny
i can feel my brain go fuzzy
cause i can't seem to distinguish 
what is real and what is fake

TMTULM

i'm just here
weird & often misplaced 

watch my music videos here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCduwnPCVPnZlYGBFI-1mQtQ

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