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Jade Ghost

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w my deeerfrend @autumndropsdead

she locked herself in her bathroom all alone
did you get my message when i said i felt alone
at the end of the night we all need to go home
promise that ill be fine as long as im gone
when u find another guy can u not let me know
dont waste ur time on someone u dont know

u were half of mine but i still dont know
were u ever mine i dont think so
just pretend u care dont want u to go
might just cut my hair

autie
cos i hate the way i look
could you call me back?
i'm gonna get a heart attack
I'm what you call an insomniac
made the choice no going back
don't forget, just descend
it'll do no good being over your head
i feel out of body, all i can say is sorry :(

stop it, breathe, out of reach
this sensation...
there's nothing left to me
to me (3x)
hide your chest, then release...

when u find another guy can u not let me know
dont waste ur time for someone u dont know

stop crying and start dying
looking for an answer i dont wanna get hurt
looking for ananswer i dont wanna get hurt
star signs ur a cancer!
my hearts getting blacker,
my brains getting sadder,

cancer w/autumndropsdead

Hope y'all enjoy this one very happy w it! Dropped it on my bday so say somethin nice in the comments :) <3


S A I N T S  &  S I N N E R S

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Produced by McX: https://www.youtube.com/c/McXmusik

Stream: 

she got venom in my system
and it's causing me to cower from her
but every time she withdraw
she seem to take all my power with her

2 texts say "i miss u"
but u and him seem to be doin just grand
can't say that i'm not upset
that you and i were only bound by strands

better watch your mouth
cuz u act so nice 
when the suns still up
with your friends in sight
but i can't figure out 
how you sleep at night 
knowing what's become of you and i

oh the pain has withered
but i'm left with blisters
and the rain feels like cinders
falling away
away
drop dead where i stand
my heart turns blizzard
baby saints and sinners
are one and the same

now i'm all alone again
and baby there's a peace in that i can't deny
threw away my phone again
so now u can't reach me not like u gon try

so why
do u constantly pose as an angel
been sent from the sky?
up high
how do u live with yourself knowing all that you are is a lie?

better watch your mouth
cuz u act so nice 
when the suns still up
with your friends in sight
but i can't figure out 
how you sleep at night 
knowing what's become of you and i

oh the pain has withered
but i'm left with blisters
and the rain feels like cinders
falling away
away
drop dead where i stand
my heart turns blizzard
baby saints and sinners
are one and the same

Stream

Saints & Sinners (mcx)

produced by sleepwater leftquiet and heylog
w @heylog

im losing faith and abilities
i wish i was brave im never at ease
what did you say to me
nothing was made for me
nothing went the way of the willow
ill sit right here and wait by my window

picking leaves for you to see
i hate these trees when i cant breathe
im sick of me i said too much
i hate myself not scared to crush
im not scared to crush
i hate myself
not fair no touch
i did this to myself

come destroy me now i rlly wanna know
i locked inside your arms
i hate the way it goes
im locked inside a farm 
while u remove his coat
ive never had the time 
to let anyone close

heylog:
just a log and a tree standing open in fields
rough times for a being if u don't know how to heal
kill me lover, push below the ground
oh i can't stand it here, not even an ounce
oh you
oh my
come back
to my side
i dont know myself
dont go ill stay and get help

no i dont miss you
hate what u done to me
say that your in love me
200 hundred days
where i would see you
i made a mistake
now i cant see you

fields w/heylog

lyric video on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5AUgN6l7jlU&ab_channel=ghosthands

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ten years

@lileffort

whatever goes wrong 
I want you to know 
That it’s not your fault, 
that it’s not your fault 
blame it all on me
Take it all from me 
I don’t deserve you 
I don’t deserve your love 

2x
Your my home, your my safety
Think of all the times that you saved me 
Think of all the love that you gave me 
Your my safety baby your my safety 

If I had one wish before I turn to dust 
I’d ask you to go dance with for one last time, for one last time 
cuz every second feels like heaven when I hold on to you 
Trust me I’m not acting, you can’t imagine 
How you make my heart move

safety「lileffort」

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lyrics:

Am I a fool to wake up from this dream
Am I a fool to chase away our seams
Am I a fool for trying to disagree
When I asked you to scare away my fears

When I was 17
I had no money or problems
Barely 23
Now my world feels so small
Will you remember me
When it’s time to go home
It’s not enough
I’m not enough
When I was 17
I had my head in the clouds
I’m barely 23
Now I’m scared to look down
Can’t see in front of me
Turned my car back around
It’s not enough
I’m not enough

But it’s not up to me
How I’m put in the ground
When you bury me deep
I’ll wear a lavender crown
If I lie to you now
If I admit it
Could I make you proud
Just for a minute
Take this weight upon me
So exhausting
Cold and haunting
Take this weight like boulders
Crush these shoulders
I got a little older

When I was 17
I had no money or problems
Barely 23
Now my world feels so small
Will you remember me
When it’s time to go home
It’s not enough
I’m not enough
When I was 17
I had my head in the clouds
I’m barely 23
Now I’m scared to look down
Can’t see in front of me
I turned my car back around
It’s not enough
I’m not enough

Wish I could fix my drive with some pills I bought on Amazon
Don’t need a ride, my own legs’ enough to drag me on
I’ll be fine, my whole life’s enough to gamble on
To gamble on
I bet a year on the work
And a year on the run
They said don’t be absurd
It’s not supposed to be fun
If you wanted a life
You should’ve done it like me
Maybe if you make ‘em laugh
Then you’ll get enough to eat

I could’ve studied my options
Lived a life of precaution
So the people I meet
We’ll have something in common
Everytime that I’m falling
They say olly olly oxen free
Yeah, it’s not too late to be
Someone you’d hate to be
Will you grow up and see
This ain’t who you ought to be

When I was 17
I had my head in the clouds
I’m barely 23
Now I’m scared to look down
Can’t see in front of me
I turned my car back around
It’s not enough
I’m not enough

seventeen (with OHON and nekoi)

lyrics:

I don't know what's good for me
A fiend of stumbling fantasies
Still singing clumsy lullabies
Till someone screams ‘enough’
I tiptoed too carefully
A walking sunk cost fallacy
With every living alibi
Afraid of showing up

They said just tell your story
What if I barely have one, all you’ll get
Is a scuffed recording
And half unfinished, over-sugared earl grey in the morning
I hope that’s not too boring
Without some undefinable love triangles
And missions to the moon

But who has the time
To fly in the real world
And who has the guts
To taste the absurd
When you’re addicted to caution tape
All wrapped round your forehead
Primed to fire alarms
And getaway cars
With every spare word

‘Cause I don't know what's good for me
A fiend of stumbling fantasies
Still singing clumsy lullabies
Till someone screams ‘enough’
I tiptoed too carefully
A walking sunk cost fallacy
With every living alibi
Afraid of showing up

If I just give it a minute
Will I still hear the crickets
What’s the point of the truth if your heart isn’t in it
To tiptoe past the limit
A life determined by digits
Is there anything to say or is it all implicit
Right from the beginning
There’s a number I’m missing
Can’t afford to just sit around and die for a living
Well who am I kidding
The week ends and all that I’m getting
Is a winning ticket for a bottle of wine

So who has the time
To live in a dream world
And who has the guts
For falling in love
When you’re addicted to certainty
All there in the forecast
Chance of prying eyes
And bittersweet highs
White lies just because

I don't know what's good for me
A fiend of stumbling fantasies
Still singing clumsy lullabies
Till someone screams ‘enough’
I tiptoed too carefully
A walking sunk cost fallacy
With every living alibi
Afraid of showing up

tiptoe

lyrics:

I said I won’t look down
To make each word fall out
I ran into the crowd
Way too quick to picture it
The way I see you now

A friend of a friend
Or something like that
I knew your name
But I still went and asked
Was it the costumes
That made us both laugh
I tried to think back
Why couldn’t I think back

So I hold my head up high
Like I’ve done this all my life
Can you tell I try to try
Not to fall in love after just one stupid smile

But this is not the time
To sink in butterflies
‘Cause you’ve got your heart in line
And mine’s just too arrhythmic now
To live in hopeful lies

But we could be friends
Or something like that
I’ll keep it together
Till somebody asks
Was it the music
That made us both laugh
Yeah I won’t think back
Why should I think back

So I hold my head up high
Like I’ve done this all my life
Can you tell I try to try
Not to fall in love after just one stupid smile

If we talked and talked away
Wouldn’t life just stay the same, I know
Wrong time in the right place
And that’s okay
It was lovely to see you either way

not to fall in love

lyrics

nowadays this room dont feel like a home
you call it poison i call it an antidote
i hate to see your scars unfold
and you think youre all alone

but im here for you my love
you just sit there while i smoke in my yard
ill try to keep it together while im falling apart
early this fall

i hope i dont stay this way
she had the nerve to tell me that ive changed
everything has lost its color
you can see it
even my fucking eyes turned grey
you made my fucking whole life change
from the first day i saw your face
you know you have my favorite face
you know that id do anything for you
now im on the road
but the citys dark
i think i should really be sleeping
said youd call me if you need me
but i dont think you really mean it
i been waiting for a long time
just for some type of some way
to help you
i love you
always

nowadays this room dont feel like a home
youre calling it poison i call it an antidote
ill wait until youre finally home
and you think youre all alone
but im here for you
drunk outside smoking with you
try to keep it together while im falling apart
early this fall

imhereforyou (jacob vallen)

lyrics:

Was it weird just to end the call
With 'I might move to montreal'
Pack a story of somebody else
Someone who isn’t like me at all
Would you think just to hold my hand
Yeah I know that’s not part of the plan
It’s just a way to recognize this place
And for you to say that you know who I am

What does anybody wanna be
What does everybody wanna see now
Who does anybody wanna be
What does everybody wanna see now

I might not be so terrified
‘Cause what use is not closing my eyes
When the view from my window’s now
That old house torn down for a new highrise
And what about the oak tree left next to it
Do you think it gives a shit at all, I don’t know
It’ll breathe and be a little confused
But that’s exactly how I am before my daily fix

Of a bittersweetened affirmation
Said god knows where in union station
Still playing games of imitation  
For what, for what
For a hesitant first invitation
To some party planned for graduation
Just to hear the same three conversations
For what, for what

What does anybody wanna be
What does everybody wanna see now
Who does anybody wanna be
What does everybody wanna see now

Will I be less inclined to lie
In a city I’ve been to twice, I know
It’s too early to be sending gifts
But before I’d leave could you just get me a hit

Of a bittersweetened affirmation
Said god knows where in central station
Still playing games of imitation  
For what, for what
For a hesitant first invitation
To some party planned for graduation
Just to hear the same three conversations
For what, for what

Et c’est tout mon choix, n'est-ce pas mon ami
Tu l'as dit cent fois dans un rêve, juste vas-y
Quand le jour viendra je le comprendrai
Mais pourquoi, pourquoi

montreal (acoustic version)

// written and recorded in 2023
and there’s more than a million words 
buried round the corners of my mind but none of them feel right now 
but there i said that i love you first
and i meant every word in every moment, not a lie to be found :/

doesn’t matter what you say 
your words mean nothing to me…
felt it as my heart decayed 
your words mean nothing to me 

i’ll keep walking further with my head down 
feels like my hearts constantly in pain now  
staring at the ceiling till i go numb 
i had all the love to last a lifetime but you threw it all out 

oh
valentine? 

// 2/8/2025 
and i hate the way everything has changed
i’ve got reasons to believe that we will never be the same 
but i don’t know who i am without you 
my heart aches when im here without you   

and i can’t talk about my feelings, im ashamed…
i let you into my life so many times so im to blame :/
and i don’t know who i am without you 
cross my heart i’m dead here without you

and i hate the way that ive grown self-conscious 
you ruined me down to the carcass :(
baby don’t you dare call this love  
i tried again and you let me down…
and i hate the way i wake and you’re not here 
weighs against my brain and it’s not fair 
baby don’t you dare give up now 
wait on you till i’m in the ground

i don't know who i am without you [michael harrison x fxckyeahako]

Sonic Generations Disc 3 (Modern Era)

Crisis City Act 2

mixed, mastered & produced by @scapexgoat
mixed by @lilskeleskrrt & @kinshii

scapegoat: 

laying down inside my coffin 
i used to never cry so often 
breaking down my body’s rotting 
watch me break down into nothing 

oh i’ve been down just not like this 
this is everything that you have missed 
i won’t be coming back cuz you’re a bitch 
i hope he makes you happy like i did 

skele:

i’m sick of the hiding tears 
on my good days 
tired of bad nights 
giving me heart ache 

i’m sick of the thoughts of you 
and my headspace 
remember the last time 
we kissed in my driveway 

i wish that i could just go away 
my mind is stuck on a better place 
so i guess i’ll hold on for better days 

oh i’ve been down just not like this 
wish that i could make you happy just for a bit 
(just for a bit) x2 
so here’s all the things you missed 

kinshii: 

i’ve watched these walls cave in fall 
blend with the ash from my menthols 
in a little city, almost as pretty 
as the girl who pushed me in this hole 

and as i stare up at this hill 
broke my crown and lost my jill
and maybe this time i could change your mind 
before the test begins to spill 

away 
i’ll be gone by the morning 
i won’t stay forever 
so good luck hope you enjoy your mistake 

scapegoat: 

oh i’ve been down just not like this 
this is everything that you have missed 
i won’t be coming back cuz your a bitch 
i hope he makes you happy like i did 

outro: 

i’ll be gone by the morning 
i won’t stay forever 
so good luck hope you enjoy your mistake

ghoul w/ skele & kinshii

living life for ivy
<333
☆☆☆☆☆
shoutout to crizzy 
heylee , teddy , robstar , popreject and Schmitty ur all fucking insane ⚗️⚗️⚗️


seventeen (with OHON and nekoi)

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