mastered by @patchymate

so you made it out
like you meant to
now you're scared that they'll all forget you
-'d take it back
if only they'd let you

before it all changes
i ask you one last wish
remember me for me
but i wanna change, so i'm gonna change

thinkin back to fucking 10th grade i was so good at math
didn't say a word in the back of the class
friends was hoopin, shootin shots that i would just pass
suicidal thoughts back then was kickin my ass
thinkin how the fuck im gonna deal wit all this trauma
they would call me 'dirt' cuz i'm a foreigner
said i couldn't rap but ima do it if i wanna
and now i'm center stage as the performer

before it all changes
i ask you one last wish
remember me for me
but i wanna change, so i'm gonna change

told you i give up
then you called my bluff
and you hit me up
said "you in or what"
so i packed my bag and i hit the road that night
been 4 years since i last been home and i
never thought
i'd feel so alive
can't recall the last time i cried
like i did the end of july
i know all my fans must be losing

faith
i need space
at this rate
i'll keep falling on my face
just how long
will i take?
does october sound okay?
been so long
like a year
i just hope it's not too late
wrote this song
for you my dear

before it all changes

@yametsu
@daycares
@thrmls @imohwell (hook)
@eurei
@saffilikesotters
@sh3ku
@traxee
prod @1valais

red light (yametsu, sylveon, thrml, oh well, eurei, saffi, sheku, traxee, (valais)

featuring @b_murph
produced by michael harrison, ayoley, & autrioly

Preaching away
When you’re eastbound it’s rare to see snow and gray ends of the road
Hang up the feeling I’ve grown
And let it seep through the ghost

If I could reach you, I would send as many signs to take control
It’s not convenient, what I’m seeking is like nothing to your
Soul

My body’s peeling away, can’t call it day
Becoming stuck as a shadow of my old self
Locked in this window pane

You can’t
Describe
My body
No lines
Act out
No eyes
You might as well call me a prototype
Hanging down from your ceiling, you’re losing life
Artificial, I’m bugging to open eyes
Make it make sense, I’m dealing a poltergeist

You couldn’t shake me out if you wanted
Because I’m out of a home
All I’m seeing is chrome
But when it’s time to cave it in, my legs go slow
-
(@b_murph)
Cannot look the other way, 'cause then I'm staring at my ghost
Why are we all the way out here, I thought you knew which way to go
And if I look you in the eyes does that mean that I am a part of you?
I see my poltergeist, it's standing right beside you

So let's runaway
I know another place
Where we can hide, and watch the stars, and list all our mistakes
So why don't you just stay
I know I'm bout to go
My time is up and all I want is you to hold me close

And say how you love me, even if it ain't true
'Cause as the light leaves my eyes all I wanna see is you
And now I feel my body getting colder
As a ghost I'll watch over your shoulder
-
You couldn’t shake me out if you wanted
Because I’m out of a home
All I’m seeing is chrome
But when it’s time to cave it in, my legs go slow

Carve out a pitch to all the others getting out of hand
Cold sweats on the beach, my comforts in the sand
Place a bet over me, and argue till our ends meet
Ends meet

I can't deny
That I didn't say goodbye

spotify

prototype (ft. b murph) [michael harrison + ayoley + autrioly]

@prod-plxce

yeah i used to talk shit
then i realized
aint nobody gonna stop shit
yeah i love to pop quick
gotta keep it low becuse they stalk shit
if shit dont make you money
don't make sense to cry bout shit

heard your bills on that late
stressing bout a job
im stressing bout a job
like damn i cant relate (shit)
yeah, rumors flying ain't no tight lips
how the fuck you saying that i bite shit
get your streams right before you type shit
numbers stay high
we selling test strips
get your streams right before you test shit
in ny for a day trip
then i hit the a
then it's back to the m bitch

yeah i used to talk shit
then i realized
aint nobody gonna stop shit
yeah i love to pop quick
gotta keep it low becuse they stalk shit
if shit dont make you money
don't make sense to cry bout shit

crying wont do anything prod plxce

produced by woody wong

i needed help 
i got none of that
i was by myself
it ain't fair
first you do me wrong 
then you treat me well
sent a text but you ain't respond
cause you never cared
i stay up till it's late at night
i need you here
you call my phone 
this time it won't work
girl you let me down
it fucking hurt
i gave you my trust
now you not around
you're like a ghost
always following me can't cut you out
damn i used to have a heart
but you broke it down

leave me alone
i don't really wanna talk to you no more
i still can't believe i gave you all my trust
got me looking at the barrel of a gun
cause i really had enough
i'm not sorry girl we're done

got me upset 
all the thing that you said never meant shit
you don't even regret all the stupid shit that you've been saying
i hope that you'll feel my pain
got me upset 
all the thing that you said never meant shit
you don't even regret all the stupid shit that you've been saying
i hope that you'll feel my pain

i needed help 
i got none of that
i was by myself
it ain't fair
first you do me wrong 
then you treat me well
sent a text but you ain't respond
cause you never cared
i stay up till it's late at night
i need you here
you call my phone 
this time it won't work
girl you let me down
it fucking hurt
i gave you my trust
now you not around
you're like a ghost
always following me can't cut you out
damn i used to have a heart
but you broke it down

heart

(prod. @vilowtfff)

this is dogshit but idc anymore!

air his body out all over the concrete 
i don’t fw u, u don’t fw me
i’ve been cutting deep so my arms will bleed
(cutting deep so that my arms will bleed)
bleeding in the background you will understand now
bleeding in the bathtub i can’t wait to fade out 

tatted on my body with the blair witch 
stitches on my body, you can’t save me 
slumpin off the oxy like i’m undead 
only way i’m quitting, with a bullet to my head

and i can’t feel anymore 
yea i can’t feel anymore 

twin glocks on me, idgaf now
pick up the phone bitch and watch me blow my brains out 
i don’t give a fuck about my health 
only give a fuck about my wealth 
and you only gave a shit about yourself 
but i don’t really care cause im living in hell

air his body out all over the concrete 
i don’t fw u, u don’t fw me
i’ve been cutting deep so my arms will bleed
(cutting deep so that my arms will bleed)
bleeding in the background you will understand now

concrete

produced by @icebehumble

lyrics:

Been around and I’ll run shit soon
Runnin round playing dungeon rooms
Touching down I need something new
And I wouldn’t change a thing about the choices that I made
Yeah I fucked up once or twice, but now I learned from those mistakes
I get fucked up every day but it’s okay cause I get paid to
Pour a line, pour a line up
I’m tryna get high with the whole line up
Look into my eyes, they black like Coraline
Face the liter, pour the sprite
I’m tryna see the morgue tonight
I’m just tryna throw it all away
Fuck sippin tec I pour it on my face

Never sitting still
Purgatory- suicide, I’m waiting on my sentence still
Ever since the prototype was by your side I kept it real
Text the opp, and set the drop now someone cleaning bloody spills
Fuck that- shit we gone spin the block no remix
I ain’t on your team if you think this is what a team is

Been around and I’ll run shit soon
Runnin round playing dungeon rooms
Touching down I need something new
And I wouldn’t change a thing about the choices that I made
Yeah I fucked up once or twice, but now I learned from those mistakes
I get fucked up every day but it’s okay cause I get paid to
Pour a line, pour a line up
I’m tryna get high with the whole line up
Look into my eyes, they black like Coraline
Face the liter, pour the sprite
I’m tryna see the morgue tonight

I can’t die there’s more to life
Way more than pills and bad hoes
Built this shit up no castle
But I’m chained down with shackles
So we gone burn it down
Make sure that you heard it loud
Oh, I got way too much going up my nose
I split my first check cause I love my bros
She fell in love with all the guns I tote
(She fell in love with all the guns I tote)

Been around and I’ll run shit soon
Runnin round playing dungeon rooms
Touching down I need something new
And I wouldn’t change a thing about the choices that I made
Yeah I fucked up once or twice, but now I learned from those mistakes
I get fucked up every day but it’s okay cause I get paid to
Pour a line, pour a line up
I’m tryna get high with the whole line up
Look into my eyes, they black like Coraline
Face the liter, pour the sprite
I’m tryna see the morgue tonight
Look into my eyes

crying wont do anything prod plxce

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