catchin fire in the middle of ocean
sum nights yea I really wish you’d notice
leave my body on ice it’s alright, know u always cut me open
left 4 dead know a motherfucker homesick
pessimist always waitin for the worlds end
drunk as fuck know I think I’m boutta hurl man
I be thinkin way 2 much take a couple see the world end

Bitch I’m in the cut with my boys on some fuck shit
Tol her run it up so much in my system I can’t function
foot up 2 ur neck hold ur breath I’m boutta stomp shit
vans all bloody got me nauseous
I just want a check blowin bands on a pop bitch
odst muthrfucker ima drop ship
lil boy a grunt confetti blowin when my shots hit x2

all things burn tryna set that shit alight,
yeah my head still hurts but i'm still gon fight it
ahhh you're the worst but i don't mind it
take the tape out, burn it don't rewind it
you said, if i want it i could find it
i'm  dead, and no care can be provided
i'll fucking burn it all down yeah i don't like it
and all i need is a match to light it
wrong place wrong time
going insane losing my mind
i'm not fine
love me don't try lyin
i don't mind, i guess i could live this lie,
everything we built expired
and everyday i get more tired

ember w/ rouri404, raegun (prod. piscesfry, Plxce)

lyrics:

and i've been tryna find time but im stuck in the middle
can u tell me that u love me even if it's a little
i've been losing my grip feel like i'm finding a needle
everything just turns to static like i'm losing a signal
and i've been tryna find time but im stuck in the middle
can u tell me that u love me even if it's a little
i've been losing my grip feel like i'm finding a needle
everything just turns to static like i'm losing a signal

don't wana leave right now
i'm crying out
i'm wasting all my time
you know i'm been bleeding out
i've been tryna find 

and i've been tryna find time but im stuck in the middle
can u tell me that u love me even if it's a little
i've been losing my grip feel like i'm finding a needle
everything just turns to static like i'm losing a signal

thanks for listening i love you stay strong <3

stream/buy

middle

dream log sooner than soon after way too long see u on the other side <3

prod @threedimensionsapart
guitar by daniel geraghty
engineered by slappy 

//lyrics
[hook]
remember they aint see the vision now they flocking
i wake up at 2am im feeling nauseous
i remember when they told me i should stop this
and now i passed them so they calling me obnoxious
please stop tryna tell me that i need another option
he talk shit on twitter when i see you we gon pop shit
now they like damn he switching up he think he hot shit
its not my fault youre fucking broke and you aint got shit
she throw her phone at the wall
she praying to god that i call
but god dont hear her at all 
i guess she ran all out of friends she shop alone at the mall 
i cut her off and now shes pissed shes like "how you have the gall?"
its not my job to save no one
no im not nobodies savior
its 2am im skipping stones
and now you're blowing my pager
im too nauseous in the back but ill still call you later
im just tryna feed my fam before im meeting my maker

[verse]
wake up from another day dream 
its a new day but im still doing the same thing 
but when it all comes crashing down dont fucking blame me 
so many people werent around till as of lately
lately i been fucked up
i hope they dont notice
she been talking bout me 
i just try to focus
i cant trust a damn soul
everybody bogus
i cant even trip on it cause i know that im chosen
i chose this, i 

[hook]
remember they aint see the vision now they flocking
i wake up at 2am im feeling nauseous
i remember when they told me i should stop this
and now i passed them so they calling me obnoxious
please stop tryna tell me that i need another option
he talk shit on twitter when i see you we gon pop shit
now they like damn he switching up he think he hot shit
its not my fault youre fucking broke and you aint got shit
she throw her phone at the wall
she praying to god that i call
but god dont hear her at all 
i guess she ran all out of friends she shop alone at the mall 
i cut her off and now shes pissed shes like "how you have the gall?"
its not my job to save no one
no im not nobodies savior
its 2am im skipping stones
and now you're blowing my pager
im too nauseous in the back but ill still call you later
im just tryna feed my fam before im meeting my maker

nauseous (tda + daniel geraghty)

ed hardy (goodbyex2002 x 31sentinel)

driving with my eyes closed (goodbyex2002 x 31sentinel)

obsessed w/ ulovely (p. johnnyfriend)

prod me

thank you

l:
(prince,kingcrosshair)
drunk on fhe floor
(drunk on the floor)
i woke up at four
(what fucking time is it?)
ah, ah, yeah

i get so tired of walking around 
with my head up and saying 
hello to the (people) round me
but what they don’t know 
is that i sleep in till six 
and i don’t get up until three

just let me sleep
let’s cut the bullshit you know i won’t eat
no, i won’t dream
cause these are things that people do
when they’re healthy and healthy’s not me

yeah, healthy’s not me
no, healthy’s not me
healthy’s not me
raaaaa


aaaaaaa uhhhh oaoaoa (healthy’s not me)
o o o o uhhh ahhh (shriek)
aaaaaaa uhhhh oaoaoa (healthy’s not me)
o o o o uhhh ahhh (shriek)
aaaaaaa uhhhh oaoaoa (healthy’s not me)
o o o o uhhh ahhh (shriek)
aaaaaaa uhhhh oaoaoa (healthy’s not me)
o o o o uhhh ahhh (shriek)


i woke up at four
yeah,  i get so tired of
walking around with my head up and 
saying hello to the people round me
but what they don’t know is that 
i sleep in til six and i don’t get up until three
just let me sleep
let’s cut the bullshit you know i won’t eat
no i won’t dream

(end sample: the one thing that i loved - sc0ttryan)

hlthy

hlthy **scottryan**

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Instrumental by the man, the myth, the legendary topping, 'Mozartrella'
@moz-103259352

[I don’t wanna go to sleep
You’re not by my side
You’re all I see
When I close my eyes]

I died the day that you left me
Closed my eyes, was never resurrected
I honestly thought that this would never even happen
But I thought wrong, I wish we could’ve circumvented

I lied the day that you left me
Said I’m fine, I wasn’t and I can’t be
I honestly hoped that we could’ve reconnected
But that’s in my mind, I do not expect it

I think of it many times
I’ve been losing myself
It’s just a wall that I can’t climb
I’m not doing too well
I lie awake like every night
And I said I’d give ‘em hell
But I’m steady stuck inside

Yeah, I lied
Through my teeth
Yeah, I’m not fine
When I sleep and my eyes close
Again, you stand right there
The same place and the same air
Again, you tell me you don’t care
And all I did was stop and stare

[I just wanna go and scream, but I’m too tongue-tied
Do I love or hate you? I can’t decide
And I’m honestly just coping, I just tell myself these lies
I was hoping we could just coincide]

the day that u left me (moz)

@ericdoa @pincode8485
deads1lent exclusive prod @rhine1k @yungskrrt

ignored - ericdoa + 8485 (prod rhine + yung skrrt)

(@prodnomu)

luv u guys thank u for waiting again <3 here is a song i wanted to drop on my bday

the sample is "still feel it all" by maro

//
my friends call me dumb
so I start to believe it
say it's a joke
but I know that they mean it
I know
theysay I'm never there
that I should spend more time with them
that's a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home
And lately ive felt so depressed and alone 
Im back where i started like 3 years ago

and i constantly fail to show all my affection
and all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
but keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb
I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
it's almost as if I just throw it away

and my girl’s the best
she wakes up my phone with a good morning text
and makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
and tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yea i kno
But shes 3000 miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong 
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when i answer your calls
A little more effort when im writing these songs

chorus

a few months ago I was living so well
peaking my mental and physical health
now I'm here
in the back with a face full of tears
in need of help but there's nobody near

**
But its fine
Cuz Ill take it one step at a time
Its okay if i cry
So i’ll keep it together
Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better 
**

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