i dont make hyperpop

prod. guda

https://twitter.com/ghostsocia1

irl (guda x strang)

end+ ggrace, moodyriley, shia, kowalski

made this to vent bout my life. just know ur not alone <3

just a kid with a laptop
like to scream into a mic when the lights off
where did that kid go
cause i’m 18 years and i’ve never felt so alone
in my home

i was 14 with a big dream
with these thoughts in my head and my fingers on a string

what does it mean
to be alive to pass the time
hide my face inside my pillows while i cry to be online 

i was 16 with the love of my life 
but he lives on my phone only talks at night

and i wanted love from someone else
cause i’m young and dumb and i hate myself and it sucks

what does it mean
to be alive to pass the time
hide my face inside my pillows while i cry to be online

to be alive to pass the time
hide my face inside my pillows while i cry to be online

online

prod me

shoutout silent swag for the cover art 
sum slight
 <3333


I Was on the line, when i saw u there
Always left behind, would u stop instead?

Or would u count me out like the rest
Dirt in my hands and my friends dont really care
Oh baby please admit ur a mess, 
friends dont really like u and ur parents try their best

U dont know why u lie to me
Even though i heard ur plea
Never saw the inbetween 
Never felt it in me


(xona)
and I can’t decide if I ever feel safe
you mock my words in front of me it’s kind of strange
these flowers blossom but they heavily decay 
every moment that you step my way
it’s different cities, I’d do anything for you
I’m wasting time just waiting for you
and my heart has been off tune 
can you call back me real soon?

do you see what I write ?
for you
violent scenes in my room
do you know what I see?
do you know what I mean?
everything I’d leave 
is he better than the last guy?
maybe I’m the bad guy x2
and I’m stuck up I, 
don’t try for you

I dont wanna call again
U dont pick up anyways
Tell me whos my friend?
In this theres no end

Couldve sworn it was raining
In these eyes theres no
Draining

I dont wanna smell his scent on ur skin
I dont wanna read the texts that u sent
U could never tell the truth i admit
And i never see it through in the end

But that dont mean im not
Trying hard enough
Its all insanity
Could u please lay with me?

skin w/ xona

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taskforce (plxce)

w/ @lizablaise 
prod. @lilhighschool

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real w/ liza blaise

produced by @bhertuy
LISTEN EVERYWHERE - https://ffm.to/lumina

dissolve my existence 
fade me away with the wind
so sick of your bullshit I will not let you win
I don't give a shit what you want
and I'm done with your games 
I don't have a hand to lend
and the weathers been so fucking shit lately
but it's only in my head
it's only in my head
but it's only in my head
FUCK..

its the way I always think 
I get stuck all up in these trends
as I pace back and forth and I wonder when it will fix it self
I wonder when I will feel in good health
my perspective feels so fucked up
wonder is it something I've done
the pressure sure just weighs a fuck ton
and if I give up now its all wrong
don't fucking cross me now
it'll all come back to bite you
treat me so wrong all I did was try to help you
but you keep on telling me that its only in my head

how do you know where I'll go from here
how do you know that it's not severe
you don't know me like that
so I'll keep on telling myself it's okay
but it's not, and I know it's not only in my head

dissolve my existence 
fade me away with the wind
so sick of your bullshit I will not let you win
I don't give a shit what you want
and I'm done with your games 
I don't have a hand to lend
and the weathers been so fucking shit lately
but it's only in my head
it's only in my head
but it's only in my head
FUCK..

lumina

dissolve

Stream

dissolve (bhertuy)

@claudesdiary <3

sink ur teeth in my neck run the blade on my skin
i would tell her i dont feel safe but she'd never give a shit
try and sneak behind my back I know everything you did
i dont know why I wake up again dont really wanna live cause
baby youre driving me
so much further away than u could ever see
but i can't bring myself to leave i'd miss the memories
id miss every summer night when you were next to me
and now it seems like you can't respond a text to me

ive been walking round the sidewalk
so tell me where do i start
she said Im a ticking time bomb
then she gets to breaking my heart
like im thrown out with the sidearm
like im looking for the disarm
she said you're never what I want
never let down by the sidewalk

(clod)

i was stuck where you left me i guess thats whats wrong with me
i could say things are indifferent but then thats an iron chain
just fuck off i dont even want your hand
you dont even listen to a word when i talk
how come when she wanna fuck me she gon fuck me with the lights off (boing)
you clean  all the blood off of my arms with a white claw
she devours his lips while i watch (stutters)

(kristin and clod)

ive been walking round the sidewalk (fuck)
so tell me where do i start
she said Im a ticking time bomb
then she gets to breaking my heart
like im thrown out with the sidearm
like im looking for the disarm
she said you're never what I want
never let down by the sidewalk

sidewalk ft claude (stezzyxl)

atlas is counting on you to deliver the message

LIIGHTWORK TRACK 1
PRODUCED, MIXED & MASTERED BY MAXIIM

[Intro]
One step forward gun jumped, but fuck it
Got so far I got no one but fuck it
Mistook me for someone to fuck with
Mistakes made me either way its fuck it

[Verse]
I can stay afloat
Away from trouble to come my way
I'm in a much better place
So believe me when I say that I don't want your negativity
And I know, it's not just my problem to solve
And I know if I keep on, i'll get to the top

[Pre-Chorus]
Don't talk
Silence is the best remedy
You did so much damage it's my turn to speak
Ill move on with my time
Move on into the light

[Chorus x2]
One step forward gun jumped, but fuck it
Got so far I had no one but fuck it
Mistook me for someone to fuck with
Mistakes made me either way its fuck it

STREAM

One Step Forward

produced by @p-guda

soundcloud only <3

lyrics:
wore off
i don't wanna breathe no more
tore off
every feature u adore
so what am i left with?
a body i cant look at anymore
u will not find me where i been residing
at this point they all gon think im in hiding
always unstable but im never minding

i keep my door locked and my notebook blank
want no tension and no restrains
not sure when i turned to fresh air to feel alive
it's hard to breathe in with ur mouth when ur tongue stays tied
treated like i don't know what i'm talking about i fucking doubt it
oh u really thought u figured me out?
now i'm surrounded by the ones i love so how come it don't feel like they love me
love isn't more than a ceiling above me
i am not keeping a record but i've been ahead of the game for a minute
seep in the gutter i'm pulling u under i said would stop but i didn't
nowhere left to live u can take me out
will u make songs about me even when i'm not around?
all the stars look at me asking why i'm never keeping count

keeping count (guda)

covered a fugazi song prod me:)

cover art by @cctvchurch

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