MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bP8Qexg9ye4

Featuring @boredfinesse @djposterchildnyc

[Verse 1]
I fight way too many demons
I know that I don't have the right
To tell you how I feel
Even if it's real
Even if you heal every scar in my soul
I need your lovin, but I won't speak up
Baby, tell me why don't you speak up?
How would they feel if they start to see us?
Do you see us the way I see us?

[Prehook]
Or do you even know me?
Don't you know I'm lonely?
Love is what you've told me
But you don't know the old me
Married to my vices
Got lost in my excitement
Did shit out of spite
And it's all come back

[Hook]
Girl, tell me what you want
Girl, tell me how you feel
Is it real? Do you want me for the thrill? Yeah
Girl, say what you want
Girl, say what you will
I can't heal, I just want you for the thrill
For the thrill, for the thrill like

[Verse 2]
Cuz you're risky
And I'm tipsy
We could fuck for the night cuz I'm empty
Know I like you for your thrill cuz you're messy
You don't tempt me
You tempt me
Girl I know you're the spark to my fire
Bring out the worst in both of our desires
Say you like them good boys, girl you a liar
I know the need for some dough, I was dire
Can you right my wrongs if I take you there?
Battling all these feelings and they don't fight fair
Breathe all the smoke just like the air
I know you bad for me, and I just don't care

[Prehook]
Or do you even know me?
Don't you know I'm lonely?
Love is what you've told me
But you don't know the old me
Married to my vices
Got lost in my excitement
Did shit out of spite
And it's all come back

[Hook]
Girl, tell me what you want
Girl, tell me how you feel
Is it real? Do you want me for the thrill? Yeah
Girl, say what you want
Girl, say what you will
I can't heal, I just want you for the thrill
For the thrill, for the thrill like

[Outro]
You could be my getaway

THRILL (ft. Finesse. & DJ Posterchild)

@ownerscloset + @luvpika

Produced by @fr4nkii 

Lyrics:

ridin in the mf scat pack
im driving wreckless and my friends r passin blunts yea
pest control tryna find out where the rats at
and my homies tell me that im on my sad pack :'(
movin on
im jus tryna move along
movin on
im jus tryna move along
movin on
im jus tryna move along
movin on
im jus tryna move along

posted w the gang n my friends
driving fast i dont want this shit to end
fuckin fried n we rollin up again
they ask me how i like my bitches
only 10ss
i ran outta patience
didnt wanna say shi
know u cant relate man
nvr rockin fake shit
always getting payments
bitches actin fake (man)
i jus tellem slay bitch

closet - moving on + pika (nightcore)

spotify

starlight + vilse & etai s0

w/ @meantyyy
p. @prodmichael

merry christmas:)

yea i dont wanna b broken down 2 the core
n i dont wanna feel this pain anymore
i dont wanna think ab it evryday
cuz i know that it jus fucks w/ my brain
n baby can u hold me tight?
cuz i jus wanna feel alright:/
n can u pls jus tell me why
i think ab it all the time

@meantyyy
im a mess inside
i cant take all the stress
is it what u find?
all this weight up in my chest
is it what u like?
do u feel it when im going down w/ u
but i know its hard
u play the cards
its so bizarre
got me off guard
im so in luv
its u i trust
nut im sober now
going out

yea i dont wanna b broken down 2 the core
n i dont wanna feel this pain anymore
i dont wanna think ab it evryday
cuz i know that it jus fucks w/ my brain
n baby can u hold me tight?
cuz i jus wanna feel alright:/
n can u pls jus tell me why
i think ab it all the time

hope yall having gr8 holidays:)

all the time + meanty (michaelwarren)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2RWD5niaVqo5FIzbNLSN9C?si=6ca820f00dea4fd6

bitch stop stealing my fame
idek my own name 
think i might go MIA
not so okay
feeding on my own brain 
bitch im insane think i might need a break

fuck everything that u make
feeling myself i dnt wanna slow down i dnt wanna go down
tearing myself apart runnin around town lookin 4 a sign now
why cant u just reach out

i can nevr hear u shout i dnt need no preacher
think i might break down
loyal 2 my brothas dnt run with no clowns
if we shoot @ u wont make a single sound
put it on my bruddas wont end up in the ground
staying so high everything slows down
i can never cry i can never die
seeing my face 4 the first time in a while 
its so hard 2 find anything like this now
reaching out 2 any1 as the darkness shrouds
came at the right time i was losing my mind
its different this time i can leave everything behind

walkin 2 the end of time
cant explain she makes me feel so fine
steady on my grind i can nvr tell a lie
promise ill take care of her till the day i die

i be throwin fits now i b so dripped out
coming for the crown its mine without a doubt
i can get u punched out
i can get u knocked out
pull up w the bros now we b smokin so loud
i dnt want no fake love
lose it when she smiles
i cant take it anymore
i just wanna find my sound

lookin 4 a sign (p. drma x alexisgull)

Tracklist:
0:00 v4nity - bleedin out ft.T4Z (jayysoul x lucas.mp3 x carch95)
0:39 stay! - change (jayysoul x alfiesnapped)
1:06 27kirei - valorant (waystalker)
1:28 shoruda - gyatt ft.emotionals & v4nity (jayysoul x alfiesnapped)
1:54 T4Z - compete (jayysoul x zenshee x melik)
2:21 vilse - like it (atmxs x jayysoul)
2:47 shinuchi - new me ft.anti light (jayysoul)
3:18 stay! - bladework (alfiesnapped x nowaystoend)
3:45 27kirei - zooted (fragrance)
4:07 T4Z - it shows ft.psych & v4nity (jayysoul)
4:34 shoruda - mi ángel (jayysoul x alfiesnapped)
5:02 shinuchi - till my lungs fall off ft.T4Z (alfiesnapped x emeeelya x warheart)
5:23 v4nity - cold (jayysoul x judge)
5:54 vilse - catch ft.v4nity (rioxion)

cover art by @2clapped on ig
@v4nity
@ilyt4z
@prodjayysoul
@lucas_mp3
@shinuchii
@shorudakun
@heyvilse
@ilyst4y
@grimgardx
@1jzamira

Ethereal Club Mashup 2023

##base w/ entrii + stopitsatxrn (erdo + mylo)

main ~ @laststardust
traktrain.com/laststardust
~ art by @_SWAV_ on twitter ~

0:00 ~ tell me +@ihateukidu
0:46 ~ heart +@1wasterr
1:47 ~ boast +@1wasterr
2:43 ~ aurora +@newgarasu
3:43 ~ soloist +@makemeapromise
4:22 ~ traitor +@resolve1k
5:15 ~ purgatory +@heroz2299, @coldspades
6:01 ~ lord +@makemeapromise, @viewwd
7:25 ~ era +@prodelxnce, @kurai
8:02 ~ signature +@ihateukidu
9:04 ~ smoke +@ihateukidu
9:45 ~ eden +@znth01 / @venusiann
10:29 ~ snowstorm +@ihateukidu
11:26 ~ solstice +@fembrained
12:14 ~ lost +@bazington
13:14 ~ true +@resolve1k
14:14 ~ savior +@bazington
15:52 ~ panama sunrise +@prodelxnce, @ayyitsryo
16:55 ~ wait for me
17:46 ~ driveway

new beginnings24「+elxnce、inno、surgeon、kidu、baz、wasterr、heroz、& more」

stream https://kragz.streamlink.to/winter
prod syringe angel

yeah see smoke thru broken glass
take a puff light it up
spill the pills on the floor
you lit my world on fire

you were always were my liar
tell me baby what you desire?
can't help it you were always a crier
after all we can't find solution
everyday you left with confusion

feel so lost again
i walk alone don't follow me now
feel like illusions i can't face it
i can't face it

brain fog (syringe angel)

ty sydney for the cover art!!!
lyrics:

@saddoc_boogie :

**I cant feel it, 
I dont know what you want from me
nowheres a palace, 
my dreams to find this place unseen
cant you just leave me alone I dont want it 
the place gives me the chills I think its haunted
I dont give a fuck if its jarring
if you get scared just know Im sorry

**When Im in love with something Ill break it
you know the pain of being left for dead, I know it too
The thought of you leaving, I cant shake it
no I dont want this baby
Break my neck and cross the line to get you back
You feed me lies of assurrance
you dont got my back
Your deception cloaks your appearance
Im under attack
Your words are barely coherant
Do you know your impact
Whyd you let go
I thought you were attached

**Oh Im toxic? 
Watch this
Ill show you what youre missing
You think I'm the one stressing you out
Youre the one to blame
Her mind needs to be tamed to stop all of the
hurt that she puts on me
Ill give you that support
While you ruin your life
I'll try to be the voice that keeps you out of the fire
Put down that drink, the inhalants, everything
If you dont whos the one to blame?(you)

me:

**take my hand, and never ever let go again
Ive said I’m sorry, and I’m sorry again
but it’s already gone
I gave her all of my time, now she’s moving on
what’s left of me is what u see
U know it hurts me more because u’ll never miss me
them fuck boys hatin cuz they know they just not me
and I’m saying, I’m saying it’s too easy

**cover up the pain
yet I’m crying again 
u watch me dying, I’m dying I’m dying im dying 
In pain
do u understand, what u meant to me
I love ur smile, ur eyes, ur laugh drives me insane
and I’m sorry, I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry
before I meet u, I was lost I was just a nobody 
I can’t help who I am, I can’t change what I did 
But I know that I can fix it, it won’t happen again

outro:
Im fire proof, Im the one you'll use
everyone you hurt calls you vile
am I the only one whos learned from your pain
who tried to learn your triggers
Your fragile, I get that. Ill always come back
when you need
Dont fret about your insecurites, I have them too
The difference is yours aren't true
Grey eyes with your lips youre perfect

it keeps happening +Saddoc (haunt3r + northeast lights)

@daimuji
@caswhale
@flojy

https://www.instagram.com/daimujii/
https://www.instagram.com/caswhale/
https://www.instagram.com/prodflojy/

Lyrics:

@daimuji
Why you gotta play these games
I don't wanna feel this pain
Other fucking everything
You look at all my fucking pain
Why you gotta play these games
I don't wanna feel this pain
Other fucking everything
You look at all my fucking pain

You just tell me to fall and love
Just look at all and on the floor
I trust you all the time
Cuz I see you all the time
Baby, stop play these game
You trust me

@caswhale
I'm poppin' my shit know I'm up now
She don't dance, bands make her strip down
This ice on my neck, and it's bust down
They were talkin that shit, but they fans now
Everytime she throwin it back, I'm throwin a band again
Feel like everytime I'm kickin the cup, I'm pickin it up again
Thought I was runnin away, I'm back at the start again
Don't even know how it started, how am I gonna know when it ends?
Thought he was my bro, but we can't make amends
Remember the days when I wished I was dead
I was down strugglin' poppin' the meds
Vulnerable, and I grew confidence
Prada and Chanel is all I see
Flyin out the coast, goin' C2C
Pitchin' up your shit tryna sound like me
Tightened up my clique, you can't stand by me
Yeah, act like a bitch, no you can't be my bro
Pillow talkin', and you cap to the hoes
Ignorin' my phone, yeah, I'm goin ghost
Can't wait for the day when I'm slidin' the ghost

Release date:
10 June 2024

lookin 4 a sign (p. drma x alexisgull)

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