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Lyrics:
You can call me whatever you want
It'll never save you from yourself
Can't admit anything's your fault
So you live in your own made-up hell

Never willing to see it
Obvious you've been bleeding
Take it out on who didn't cut you
History repeated
Hurt the ones you hold close
Those who need love the most
Projecting all your flaws trying to hide
But it shows

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Hate to see that you're stuck in your ways
Unaware of all the damage you cause
You can keep trying to run far away
But you won't ever escape from your flaws

Don't wanna throw you the blame
You probably grew up the same
Neglected through your youth, now you pay forward the pain
I know you do it to cope
But I just want you to know
You could do so much better if you wanted to grow

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Personally

personally

No Emotion (feat. Tatiana Hazel)

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Thank you for always listening, i love you

Cuts Too Deep ft. Rivilin (prod. alexanderbierk)

love is conditional when its from you

featuring @heartbreakp
produced by lil chick

[lyrics]
Love is conditional when it’s from you 
I must have missed it you saying you changed 
You playing the victim because you have to
Only point of view you wanna bring is true pain 
That’s a damn shame 
I thought you would help 
Turns out I was wrong and so I left you to yourself 
When the plans changed 
You put me through hell 
Now I can take the blame cause you can’t put it on yourself

Said Hate is conditional when it’s been Been deserved And love turns to fiction when every bridge gets burned 
Pain is medicinal every scar I’ve earned 
I’ll be the criminal if it’s on my terms 
But you know me better
I know that nothings forever 
These days I’m stuck in my head like I been changing the weather
See emotions cut off and severed
I don’t wanna change for whoever
Bring it back I need to recenter
Sometimes I won’t lie

I’m sick of fighting so I quit 
I took the drugs I gave you back so I can trip
Pain inside I smile I can’t let you know I slipped
I can’t give the satisfaction poison dripping from my lips 
Conversation left me damaged after all the trust I give 
Maybe it’s been a while 
I’m good with my only child 
My son here my love i’m happy watching him he runs around 
Learn to keep the family close, not my family you bugging out 
You became my only home, can’t be here if you not around


Love is conditional when it’s from you 
I must have missed it you saying you changed 
You play the victim because you have to 
Only point of view you wanna bring is true pain 
That’s a damn shame 
I thought you would help 
Turns out I was wrong and so I left you to yourself 
When the plans changed 
You put me through hell 
Now I can take the blame cause you can’t put it on yourself

Said Hate is conditional when it’s been Been deserved And love turns to fiction when every bridge gets burned 
Pain is medicinal every scar I’ve earned 
I’ll be the criminal if it’s on my terms

unconditional

stream

unconditional (ft. heartbreakP)

People Swear They Won't Go... I Doubt It

-Can I help you?
-Good afternoon! We would like to buy two packs of glue and a plastic bag please
-Hahahaha...

Wanna chew?
Nah, I’m good, mama said be cool
Might just sniff some glue
I wanna see it through
I wanna see it through
I wanna see it through
I wanna see it through
We stole some cigarettes and food
To watch the stars, we’re doing good
We're being just misunderstood
Cuz life is good and life was good
Life is good and life was good
Twice a week in police
And now I’m begging on my knees
Just don’t say to mom please
Please man I promise you
I’ll change I promise you
I’m cool I promise you
Last time I promise you

It’s gonna hurt just turn it up
I fall into the night 
Until I find some satellite 
I’m trying but my gravity pulls only fucking scars  
Don’t get it, try so hard 
These demons never die 
Swear I’ll make it right this time 
So watch me burn alive 
This time I’ll get it right 

Back at home, mom's crying hard 
I just sold all family gold 
Teacher said I'm criminal 
Now I’m sleeping in the yard 
Night's getting fucking dark
All my friends are getting high 
Couple of fams already died
Drawing angels with my blood 
Thoughts are getting mud 
I need just couple puffs
Darkness weighs a ton
Swallow every fucking one
Couple puffs make colors dance 
Having suicide romance 
Wounds start speaking all at once
Eyes are rolling in the trance 

Throat is running dry 
Mother please don't cry 
Throat is running dry 
Mother please don't cry

It’s gonna hurt just turn it up
I fall into the night 
Until I find some satellite 
I’m trying but my gravity pulls only fucking scars  
Don’t get it, try so hard 
These demons never die 
Swear I’ll make it right this time 
So watch me burn alive 
This time I’ll get it right

Misunderstood

Bleeding In The Dark (Feat. XELISHURT)

All Platforms!

civil war w/ siris + Choco

black in black.
généré par IA.
bonne écoute 😉

black in black..mp3

tear my heart out its begun
im so numb
bleed me dry,
ill watch you run

tear my heart out watch you run
bleed me dry im so numb
i cannot believe what ive done

i know i do it myself and i do it too well
i hate myself and im stuck in hell
when will i get to the grass thats greener on the other side
on the dark of the moon that pulls my weakness
im crawling through it sprawling
i dont know what im gonna do

i keep taking refuge in the worst place
and the worst thing is i cant look you in the face

tear my heart out watch you run
bleed me dry im so numb
i cannot believe what ive done

i know i do it myself and i do it too well
i hate myself and im stuck in hell
when will i get to the grass thats greener on the other side
on the dark of the moon that pulls my weakness
im crawling through it sprawling
i dont know what im gonna do

lalaaalalala
lalalala
(x2)

i know i do it myself and i do it too well
i hate myself im stuck in hell
when will i get to the grass thats greener on the other side
on the dark of the moon that pulls my weakness
im crawling through it sprawling
i dont know what im gonna do..

i do it to myself, and i do it too well (rinne)

ghstpunk is a kid born in a suburban hellhole where the only thing growing faster than the weeds were the number of criminal offences. Yan was raised on a front-row seat of a freak show circus where the main attraction was the neighborhood brawls. And he wasn’t just watching - he was that one idiot who saw a car crash and said: "I can do that too!". Breaking bones, blowing up cow shit and, oh yeah, being forced to witness his buddy become an Ebay version of Riley Reid for some local thugs. What a heartwarming tale.

Yan decided that if you can’t beat them, you gotta become the best of them. He joined the chaos with gusto, living the kind of reckless life that would make Lady Gaga smoke nervously. Yan dove headfirst into drugs like they were a kiddie pool but after a while he suffered a massive overdose worthy of an Olympic Medal. Or an Ig Nobel Prize.

Then, in a plot twist nobody asked for, he decided to buy a guitar and a mic. He bounced from one failing band to another but success always seemed just out of reach, like the last slice of pizza at a party full of stoners. But just when it seemed like Yan was destined to be a musical disappointment, he stumbled into the musical wizard HRETSKI, human version of the word miracle, a divine messenger sent straight from the heavenly realm, and suddenly, everything changed.

Now Yan is known as ghstpunk, the guy who finally turned his train wreck of a life into something that actually makes noises worth listening to.

Misunderstood

ghstpunk

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