i think of you all of the time

you left me on suicide sunday

Not Allowed

All Alone In The Rain

interlinked (The Lonely Tree)

Flawed Mangoes - The Edge of Memory (slowed + reverb)

Alek Olsen - someday ill get it

New edit of the song "Killswitch Lullaby" by @flamingoflamingoflamingo available as a free download.

Listen to the original on his Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4MrQDA45Gd0llLrwFUzimG?si=wikZc-irQSKLoDabz7L5Bw

credits: 

original song by Flawed Mangoes
drum recordings by Florian Haas-Schneider

Flawed Mangoes - Killswitch Lullaby (Arutani Edit)

you have no enemies

my head is an ambient playlist _ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud version : https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
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hi guys, thanks for the love on ' i was only temporary ' . on tiktok, spotify, and soundcloud!
personally i never thought that song would get attention
so i wanted to make a better version of it, here's what i was trying to make at the time but couldn't seem to get it out right.
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i was only temporary 2 u

my ambient playlist

batman core || i'm tired alfred

repressed

thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my spotify playlist here
spotify version: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud: soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient

all my ambient songs

i was only temporary (Super Slowed)

is this really it?

https://c152.lnk.to/strongfeelings

strong feelings EP
01/19/24

ambient playlist:
open.spotify.com/playlist/584lvwMp0rOmLd4p1bF4xb

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forgot your name

SHE WAS MY BEST FRIEND x You Look Tired - jxyytf

Did you hear that? Zelda x

Lucky

i did this all for you

without her

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

how to never stop being sad

None of This Was Your Fault

Goodnight Dad I Love You

i think of you all of the time

thychancla