Miami’s washed me up 
I had lived there 27 years 
I thought I built this up 
but I always lived my life with fear 
I’m always so worked up 
I have a feeling that the end is near 
I’m not okay, my dear 
put the car In gear and 

Drive 
so that I can feel alive 
I’m bleeding through my paper skin 
I’m shattered and I’m wearing thin 

we hit each other up from time to time 
tell each other I love you, yeah, it’s fine 
you’re with him now
so fuck me up, give me drugs and give me medicine to sleep tonight 

this pressure’s building up all of this tension 
got my heart bleeding, needing intervention 
in my mentions only looking for attention 
break my chains, set me free, let me ride and put my car in gear and 

We hit each other up from time to time 
fuck I think I need to go for another drive 
I was hoping that this was the last time 
but you’re still keeping me in mind 

Ocala called again
so I moved up thinking that I would change
I left you far behind always regret that now I drown in shame 
you gave up on me 
I’m begging on on my knees 
please i just need some peace
I’m trying to believe 
that you would come back to me 
baby just tell me that you’ll never leave 
take a couple pills to relax just so I can breathe 
I’m never finding answers in these drugs so I write these songs that I sing 

you left me now 
god I feel so left out 
I just hope you stick around 
so that I can go and find out 
If he gives you everything 
I couldn’t imma stress out
cause I failed at loving you 

and now I’m just a burnout 

yeah I’m just a burnout 
a motherfuckin let down 
I’m trynna shut down 
baby shut my lights out 
Bring the knife out 
yea I’m gone now 
when I think of suicide I always put the car in gear and

Drive (Prod. Jolst X Irby)

vocals by the incredible Anne-Marie Choon
hope you enjoy

@rxseboy - dying inside (prod. sarcastic sounds)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7kZAhMQUMU0

we haven't fought in a while
but we haven't even talked in a while
can't remember the last time i cried
can't remember anything from last night

and suddenly i feel so warm
must be the blood on my arm
dripping on the sheets of my bed
liked it better with you in it

with you

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XBysh5xmJzk
guitar sample: caliban & in flames - i see the falling sky

babe i'm a goner
please
don't save me i don't wanna
live

dead stars still shine
black car speeding in a tranquil night
wake up still high
reminiscing over good times

flames on my shirt but im cold
passed out by the side of the road
die by your own hands that's the code
you can tell i loved you by the songs that i wrote

i don't even know what to do
i feel so fucking lost without you
sitting in the jeep all black by myself
and i smoke another pack
i don't even know what to do
i feel so fucking lost without you
i drink to forget but i can't
unlike you the memories come back

without you

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9sIm9meWCJ8

how do i feel happy again
tell me what is happiness and
why can't i feel happy again
what do i have to do to feel it again with you

feel it again

https://youtu.be/-FH-XaK8C1k

i remember your perfume
sweet scent of rose in the bathroom
i remember the things you
said to me when i made you cry

please dont call me up when you cry
i wanna be alone when i die
please dont call me up when im high
i wanna be alone when i die 

i hire a hooker just to talk
everybody used to laugh now im comin up
codeine in my cup
ice on my wrist but im still fuckin hot

anywhere i go man its cold
will you be okay when im gone
wish i still were the one you adore
id be lying if i said that it dont hurt anymore

perfume

have you ever felt alone in somebody's arms
have you ever felt the pain in somebody's laugh
have you ever felt alone in somebody's arms

have you ever felt
have you ever felt
love

have u ever

i'm so alone now
it's so dark i can't see
wish i had someone to follow
to light a torch for me

torch

i cry more often than before
and i know that at my core
i'm breaking

i am less happy than i was
and i know that it's because
we're breaking

and i know it's time to go
but i wanna watch the afterglow
i want back our status quo

can't i just stay here tonight
and fall asleep right by your side
watch the clouds as they drift by

y

Gielbert

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