Love the second part especially,  with the keyboard and vocals 👏

American Entitlement

Maybe It's Me

Verse 1:
Oh my Maria, I’m just writing
Today I had my shoes shined and my teeth whitened
I showed up to the office awful late and asked out Susie 
It’s so nice to be the boss ‘cause you know beggars can’t be choosey
So she kind of has to choose me
Yeah, he kind of has to choose me

Verse 2:
Oh my Maria, I’m just writing
The company is crashing and the Feds have got me frightened
I didn’t need more money but I wanted it
And once a man like me gets greedy, there’s no stopping him

Chorus:
Oh my Maria
You know all my darkest feelings
That I can’t share with anyone alive
Oh my Maria
You know all my darkest feelings
They were buried with you on the day you died

Oh my Maria
Oh my Maria

Verse 3: 
Oh my Maria, how I miss you
I’m afraid that I don’t know what I’ve gotten myself into
I thought that I could get away with anything if I was smart enough
Turns out I’m just narcissistic and they might really lock me up

Chorus:
Oh my Maria
You know all my darkest feelings
That I can’t share with anyone alive
Oh my Maria
I wonder what it’d be like 
If I hadn’t had my gun on me that night

Bridge:
Maybe if you would’ve been polite
Maybe if you would’ve been more gentle, more kind
You know, a guy could really use a little love from you sometimes

Oh my Maria
Oh my Maria

Outro:
I’m a little worried but my lawyer’s in the lobby 
I put on my poker face just like my daddy taught me
They know that I did it but I shredded all the copies
They know that I did but they’ll never find the body
They’ll never find the body

oh my maria

Verse:
Foolish woman
You thought you’d make it out alive
Foolish woman
Don’t you know that you’re ruined by the time you’re twenty-five

Pre-Chorus:
Chew you up, spit you out
Put you right back in my mouth
Isn’t that what this is all about?
You’re the horse that we beat
Even after you can’t breathe
You planted trees so we ripped out the seeds
And we sold them all
And if everything goes south, you’ll take the fall

Chorus:
Foolish girl
When will you get it through your head?
They only love you when you’re dead
They only love you when you’re dead

Verse:
Stupid woman
Have you read the headlines lately?
Stupid woman
You can’t let them see you crumble ‘cause they’ll only call you crazy

Pre-Chorus:
You were fun, you were sweet
But it’s looking like you’re obsolete
Give us more or you’ll mean nothing to me
Think it’s to victimize 
The next innocent in line
Don’t you dare cry, ‘cause you asked for this life
Don’t you understand?
This is a business, not your wonderland

Chorus:
Stupid girl
When will you get it through your head?
They only love you when you’re dead
They only love you when you’re dead

Bridge:
And you’re still making money for us 
Six feet underground 
You may have written chorus 
But we’ve stolen your sound
It’s ours now
Yeah, you’re ours now


Outro:
Foolish woman
Stupid girl
Foolish woman
Stupid girl

september 14th

Verse 1:
The radio’s on and you’re talking in my ear 
But whatever shit I’m thinking is the loudest
The neon signs are beyond bright and burn my eyes
But I’m too far in my head to bitch about it

Pre-Chorus 1:
You ask me what’s going on 
‘Cause I’ve been quiet for too long
And I guess there’s nothing really wrong 
‘Cause I

Chorus:
I don’t hurt myself anymore
But it still hurts that I ever did 
And I don’t take my shit out on anyone else anymore
But now new friends scare me ‘cause I’m scared I’ll ruin it
It’s give and take
It’s give and take
Give and take
Give and take

Verse 2:
The movie’s playing
But I can’t tell what the characters are saying
‘Cause my brain is rambling
And I’m alright 
Now if only I could internalize it
But I guess I’m managing 

Pre-Chorus 2:
You ask me if I’m okay 
‘Cause I’m staring off into space 
And I don’t really know what to say 
‘Cause I

Chorus:
I don’t hurt myself anymore
But it still hurts that I ever did 
And I don’t take my shit out on anyone else anymore
But now new friends scare me ‘cause I’m scared I’ll ruin it
It’s give and take
It’s give and take
Give and take
Give and take
It’s give and take
It’s give and take
Give and take
Give and take

Bridge:
Is this the version of me that you wanted?
When you picture the person that you’re so involved with 
Does it actually match me? (it actually match me, it actually match me)
Is this the version of me that you wanted?

It’s give and take
It’s give and take

give & take

lyrics:
if you’ve got a problem, i don’t wanna listen 
so here take this ticket 
and wait for your name to be called
the line is already too long
if you’ve got a problem, i don’t wanna fix it 
i don’t think i can
not after i planted the gun in your hand
took all of the drugs and the money and ran
foolproof plan
got on the plane, called the cops when i landed 
with a wad of cash
and you can paint me into 
some kind of criminal mastermind villain 
but i’m pretty sure that 
i’m just jersey trash

you want all of me
you want all of me and i won’t share
i’m unavailable and unaware 
you want all of me
the most unfortunate anomaly 
but i can’t care
‘cause i’m not all there 

well, i’m a conman you figured it out 
now hide your wife and tell your kids
tell ‘em how you went and fell for it
without you sounding an idiot
yeah, I’m a conman
play-you-like-a-pawn man
you’re not gonna stop me, baby, not even the law can
you’re on my timeline now, like its god’s plan 
maybe it is
i’m the prettiest dirtbag
not the type of person you can hurt back
perpetually detached 
clean off all human connection with no intention to relapse

you want all of me
you want all of me and i won’t share
i’m unavailable and unaware 
you want all of me
the most unfortunate anomaly 
but i can’t care
‘cause i’m not all there

not all there

lyrics:
say your final goodbye and make it a nice one
i’m not the guy that you should be taking advice from
i’ll just tell you to run as fast as you can
tell yourself and everyone else you’re a new man

but the mask always slips
and the seams start to rip 
and then gravity flips 
and the grip that you have on reality loosens 
you dance with delusion
it’s hands on your hips
but the mask always slips 
yeah, the science is proven
it’s past life pollution

and i can’t breathe right
the smog is streamlined
but it's easier to tell you that it feels fine
and i can’t breathe right
the smog is streamlined
i can’t tell if this is all a dream or real life

trial by fire
check my file and vitals 
pour my blood in your vials
tell me what you find
trial by fire
homicidal desires
who’s responsible for fucking me up this time?
who’s responsible for fucking me up this time?

problems disguised as the solution
i need another new thing to ruin
problems disguised as the solution
i need another new thing to ruin
hard proof that i’m human
past life pollution
past life pollution

past life pollution

i don’t know who you are but i’m betting its not that important
and i don’t know what you want, all I know is you’ve been begging for it
if you’re concerned you’ll have to lay in all the beds that you made
if you’ve been bothered ‘bout the rules you didn’t follow, the ones you should’ve obeyed
you should be very afraid

“i’m a nice guy,”
“are you?”
(HAHAHA)

motherfucker, i’m God, haven’t you heard?
he left me in charge when he sent me to Earth 
in a tight top and a mini skirt
now i’m white hot on red alert
if you’ve been worried 
that your skeletons aren’t buried 
if your laundry’s getting dirty 
‘cause you acted like a perv to the maid
you should be very afraid

baby, you should put a piece of cloth between your teeth and bite down
you should be way more scared of me than you seem to be right now
you’re too busy wondering ‘bout whether or not you’re getting laid
but you should be very afraid

“you know i was affected by it too, okay, i mean it’s every guy’s worst nightmare getting accused like that”
“can you guess what every woman’s worst nightmare is?”

if you’re concerned you’ll have to lay in all the beds that you made
with all the spots and the stains 
the shit that rots in your brain
if you’re stressing, start confessing
maybe it would help you out if you prayed
you should be very afraid

YOU SHOULD BE VERY AFRAID

lyrics:
the tables are turning
the robots are learning
you'd think it's concerning but
my stomach's not churning
it's not so disturbing 
compared to what i'm stirring up
the tables are turning
the snakes start their squirming
but don't you dare worry, love
when nothing is working
when bridges are burning
the angels are lurking above
and below 
can't you feel the glow?
you're a validation junkie 
you're lucky that i get it
so let me be your lesson
no one owes you anything
buck up or bitch out
sell it or sit down
lay down and die or go in for the kill
this is not a drill
this is not a drill

you're stuck in the smoke screen
you're coughing and choking
you're wailing and wheezing
but the air we're breathing
doesn't bother me
i can't let it
not where i'm headed
and if you really wanted 
you could join me
but you seem to like me lonely
alarms go off and you're standing still
this is not a drill

ask for a sign,
you'll get twenty
and notice two
ask for a sign,
you'll get plenty
but the rest's on you
so look up and around
see the ashes, hear the sounds
hear the ringing in your ear it's rather shrill
this is not a drill 
this is not a drill

THIS IS NOT A DRILL

lyrics:
i don't know what you want me to say
i haven't felt like myself in a few days
it's not so bad, anyway
please don't worry about me

"you should call your mother"

i don't know what you want me to say
i've been seeing in black and white and thinking in gray
life's a gamble, baby, we all play
let the chips fall where they may
i don't know what you wanna hear 
and i wouldn't know how to make it sound sincere 
but my shit's top tier 
please don't worry about me

bona fide flight risk
i'm not okay in the slightest
the look on your face is priceless
when i tell you how i really am
but why are you so shocked?
you act like i left the door locked
when i let you in the whole time
i let you in the whole time
i know i send you mixed messages
i tell you not to worry but the lesson is
don't listen to a lunatic
'cause that's what you've been doing

"if i could be a different person, i promise you, i would
not because i want it, but because they do
and therein lies the catch"

please don't worry about me

This deeply introspective song uses the metaphor of digging for water in a barren land to represent the journey of seeking truth and self-discovery. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of the challenges and rewards of this internal quest, ultimately leading to a wellspring of wisdom and awakening. With a moving melody and inspiring message, "Digging for the Truth" is a powerful reminder that the greatest discoveries lie within.

The William Altig Choir: A collection of amazingly talented singers with musical accompaniment. They are brought to life through the cutting-edge technology of Suno AI language models.

[Verse 1]
In a land so dry and barren, under a scorching sun,
I took up the shovel, my journey had begun.
Searching for the water, the life beneath the sand,
With each dig, I delved deeper, with every trembling hand.

[Chorus]
Oh, I'm digging for the truth, deep within my soul,
Tapping into wisdom, making myself whole.
Through the mud and mire, I see the signs so clear,
The water of awakening, I know it's drawing near.


[Verse 2]
At first, the sand was white and dry, no water to be found,
But I kept on with my digging, I didn't turn around.
Then came the muddy trickles, the promise of the spring,
I felt the drops of wisdom, heard the inner voice sing.

[Chorus]
Oh, I'm digging for the truth, deep within my soul,
Tapping into wisdom, making myself whole.
Through the mud and mire, I see the signs so clear,
The water of awakening, I know it's drawing near.

[Bridge]
Every challenge, every doubt, splashes of the fight,
But I see the water rising, coming into sight.
With every teaching embraced, every lesson learned,
The well of truth within me, finally discerned.

[Chorus]
Oh, I'm digging for the truth, deep within my soul,
Tapping into wisdom, making myself whole.
Through the mud and mire, I see the signs so clear,
The water of awakening, I know it's drawing near.

[Instrumental]

[Outro]
In the depths of my soul, the well of truth does spring,
In the heart of my being, hear the enlightenment ring.
With compassion as my guide, on this sacred way,
I've found the living water, in my heart to stay.

[Instrumental]

[reprise-Bridge]
Every challenge, every doubt, splashes of the fight,
But I see the water rising, coming into sight.
With every teaching embraced, every lesson learned,
The well of truth within me, finally discerned.

Digging for the Truth

✞ INCORRIGIBLE ENTITY ✞

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please don't worry about me

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