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I'm back on my eldest daughter bullshit
Drawn towards broken people like a magnet
Pull out my tool kit
Hammer you back into place
Proficient in tension headaches and white lies
Grind my teeth even at night
Draw lines in the sand
Just to watch them wash away

Want everyone to adore me even though
People's emotions are out of my control
Smothering fires
Letting flames claim my hands
I would do anything to be needed
Over and over again

I'm back on my routine loving bullshit
Pamper myself with meticulous habits
Cling to what I know like a golden safety net
(Ah)
Caffeine and praise like wind in my sails
Trying and failing to quit biting my nails
Keep moving to silence the voices in my head
(Mmm)

Want everyone to adore me even though
People's emotions are out of my control
Smothering fires
Letting flames claim my hands
I would do anything to be needed
Over and over again

Bring me your battled, your bruised, and scarred
Florence Nightingale to your broken hearts
Bring me your bleeding
I'll stitch it up with a bow
Tugging at the sword in the stone
The dormant hero in me is yet to be known
Dying to prove myself again but I don't know how
Wanna lay my weapons down
Lay my weapons down

Want everyone to adore me even though
People's emotions are out of my control
Smothering fires
Letting flames claim my hands
I would do anything to be needed
Over and over again

Eldest Daughter

Raining in June

For You

Verse 1:
Tensions are high so I’m getting higher 
And watching all the forests turn to fire 
Just staring into the abyss
While clinging to a crucifix 
And praying about politics 
Welcome to the apocalypse 
Yeah it’s bleak
But hey at least it’s the end of the week

Chorus:
And maybe it’s cause I need a drink or a friend
But I kinda want the world to end
Or maybe it’s cause I’ve got no money to spend 
But I kinda want the world to end

Post-Chorus:
Yeah I kinda want the world to end and I’m not proud of it
But if it did I just wouldn’t be too mad about it
Oh, too mad about it 

Verse 2:
And they put us against each other so we don’t go for them
And they’ve been doing the same old thing since I can’t remember when
So there’s no point in trying to pretend
That I don’t want the world to end 

Chorus:
And maybe it’s cause I need a drink or a friend
But I kinda want the world to end
Or maybe it’s cause I’ve got no money to spend 
But I kinda want the world to end

Post-Chorus:
Yeah I kinda want the world to end and I’m not proud of it
But if it did I just wouldn’t be too mad about it
Oh, too mad about it

i kinda want the world to end (demo)

Chorus:
I can't seem to scare you away
I can't seem to scare you away

Verse:
I can't seem to scare you away
It’s almost as if you wanna stay
For all the wrong reasons
For all the wrong reasons
Got too many enemies
Addicted to anything 
I’m a hundred degrees and 
The number’s increasing 

Pre-Chorus:
When people come and go they all start to blend a bit 
But you showed up and that was the end of it
When people come and go they all start to blend a bit 
But you showed up and that was the end of it

Chorus:
I can't seem to scare you away
I can't seem to scare you away

Post-Chorus:
Oh, it’s too soon to say 
So I’ll keep you in my brain 
But I can’t even complain 
‘Cause I like you here
Yeah,  it’s too soon to say 
So I’ll keep you in my brain 
But I can’t even complain 
‘Cause I like you here

Bridge:
What do you love, what fucked you up, who are you now? 
Save me the sentences that you won’t say out loud
I would give anything just to figure you out
Figure you out
What do you hide, what makes you cry, what makes you mad? 
I'll keep the secrets that you wish you didn't have 
Hope it’s not bullshit when you look at me like that 
At me like that

Chorus:
‘Cause I can't seem to scare you away
No, I can't seem to scare you away

scare U away

October Birds

Verse 1:
You’re not what I wanted
You’re not what I need
I’m not your accomplice
I think you’re my enemy 
I didn’t feel it ‘til it was all that I felt
I didn’t know you ‘til I knew you way too well

Chorus:
You’ve got me picking at my scabs
You’ve got me scratching just to scratch
Now I’ve got all these cuts to cleanse 
We should’ve just stayed friends
We should’ve just stayed friends
We should’ve just stayed friends

Verse 2:
Oh, it stings like a rash
And it burns like my ash
It’s like when the meds won’t kick in
And you feel your heart race quicken
Oh, it stings like a rash

Chorus:
You’ve got me picking at my scabs
You’ve got me scratching just to scratch
Now I’ve got all these cuts to cleanse 
We should’ve just stayed friends
We should’ve just stayed friends
We should’ve just stayed friends

You’re not what I wanted
You’re not what I need
I’m not your accomplice
I think you’re my enemy 

Bridge:
You’re not the good guy 
If you think everyone should die 
In the end
You’re not the good guy 
If you tell the truth but would lie 
If you could do it again
If I could do it again
We would’ve just stayed friends 
We should’ve just stayed friends
We should’ve just stayed friends
We should’ve just stayed friends

we should've just stayed friends

star tripping

Blegh - His Hands

Coffee Stained Smile

Melchor Lullaby Hotline Vol. 1

Start Forgetting Death

&i think i just felt the simulation glitch

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we should've just stayed friends

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