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Produced by Forlorn.
FREE DOWNLOAD: https://shinobutherapper.bandcamp.com/track/second-guessing

LYRICS:
I feel insane, or maybe same as I've just always felt
My brain's deranged, detached membrane but failed to ever tell
Maybe today I'll end up dazed or something never dealt
I'll never say what flows throughout my brain and causes hell
Always unchained, my life just burns as all my joy just melts
Always in pain, I have no mouth but I wish I could belt
Out words in blaze, never contained within my awkward gaze
But life's a haze and I just wish that I could simply phase

Up on out of this realm of existence
Phased by nothing but I still feel like rubbish
Whipped by my passing thoughts, it's nothing but torture
Gripped by my lasting thoughts, I can't settle no score
My soul is fading away, I don't know what I could say
To make it last one more day, cause I just don't wanna pay
I thought I found myself but I'm still a lost soul
Tryna find me some purpose with no real large goal

Anticipation killed my ambitions beyond belief
Expectations ruined everything that I ever achieved
And it's a hard pill to swallow
Just move forward is my motto
Because ain't no use getting stuck in my own shell
When all it's done is created my own personal hell
That I wish to escape any time, any date
Let me out to see the sun and what I have done

Second guessing first impressions
Lacking blessing and I'm stressing
Overworking, overthinking
I was floating, now I'm sinking
Where has my mind gone lately?
It's felt like a gun pointed toward me, off safety
Convinced everyone I know hate me
Times slowly ticking as depression's constant kicking
Leaves a mark and doesn't stop till it's finished
Or leaves me feeling diminished
Bleeding out every positive feeling that I've ever kept
Instead of using these emotions, I just gave up and wept

Tears run across as my face as I put the pen to the paper
Put my heart and soul towards all of it but I still gotta cater
To those who'll never care what I deal with, or what's in my favor
To them this life is but a game and I'm simply a player
Playing into they hand, or simply playing myself
Constant reminders of time passed, I think I need some help
But I can't find the energy to ask for assistance with what I done dealt
Or simply speak the words to what I done felt

So instead, I'm just folding like some origami
Cause in the end, I'll just probably
Never find the answers, hardly
Ever expected more, only expected folly
But where should I even go now?
Where do I continue without a how?
Drowning at every moment of overwhelm
So, how could I ascend?
As I'm progressing through life, I feel more like an inkless pen
Moving forward without any real path or passion like I ain't actually

Worth anyone's time or a even moment of talking to
Used to feel bruised and purple, now I feel more and more blue
Used to feel bruised and purple, now I feel more and more blue

Second Guessing [prod. Forlorn]

4a-1.wav

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I made her cry

art by @kuuuuba !

featuring @sor-uh

produced by @phansyphish & @kunoui

cortez:

hearing deftones, i’m filled with adrenaline
had a lot of shit to talk so i’m penning it
almost retired but i’m on my shit again
like my bitches head i’m always scoring 10/10
fuck a ex bitch on igor shit like are we still friends?
bitch i’d put you in the dirt first chance that i get
tryna act like you was down but you finding dory
swimming round them messages
make me sick to my stomach
spitting intestines

living melancholic, haruhi suzumiya
drop a bag with my bitch at a fucking pizzeria
rappers talking shit but i never seem to hear it 
catch em in public like a sample bitch you better fucking clear it
don’t have my license but i’m tryna steer
clear of all the fuckery
i just need my bag and my bitch to come fuck with me
like my bitches thighs in the summer she gon be stuck wit me
no three 6 boy you never touching me


sor uh:

boy i talk my shit
got alot, 

gotta light my spliff,

hittin heavy like my shots,

aiming at some pussy bitch !!

typin online,
think he really on time
to clear?

boy u aint fine
got my ily
aiming sights
in here !

u been on some bitchmade getup
aim to flick,
need some wristaid
when i twitch they 
switch they setups,

on that glitch trademark talk,
biting at my heels 
yall need to bitedown
on some sidewalk !!

curbin all yo shit demos,

servin only day 1's,

throwback to them days 
when we were swervin
in suburbans
hitting ollies at the station c:

loading up on hi chews
while they tried to take my image
but my talent dont apply
to all these 
these pussies at they limit

its a mimic stance
u takin
boy and i aint even phased !
got the same kick snare
impaired and loopin all yo plays !

its so funny watching 
everybody try to hmu :0
boy u too worried
bout connections
thats ur money divvied up :/ shiittt


cortez:

i need you right beside me
now more than ever
it took so long to find me
i traveled stormy weather 
nows the perfect timing
i never wanted to settle
never seen the silver lining
every chance it fell through 
my bitch pretty like michiko
puffy hair like hatchin
throw bills stripped with indigo
we can get it popping
she don’t like it slow
like in a strelitzia proceed with caution
pistil position hitting all the targets
i don’t care what you charging
as long as she want it
this bitch worth more than a couple hundreds
bound 2 thousand bitches ain’t nothing
feel like igor chasing her no time i’m running
out of fucking ways to verbally express myself
fuck a couple bills when you’re my true wealth
get a farm in belgium
couple fucking animals 
on the field till we’re old

farm in belgium feat. sor uh (produced by phansyphish/kunoui)

dedicated to someone special

a skylit drive - wired and the concept of breathing
tenchio - Isobeyan Gadget #435 Self Esteem Generator
for all those sleeping - runaway
underoath - writing on the walls
kraus - from you
mikgazer - alchemy 
yuyoyuppe - hope
careless - lucid dreaming
a day to remember - you had me at hello 
alex kelly - bicycle song

peaches

Smoking on an off day, catch me rollin’ up a fuckin’ blunt
Put a 3.5 in that shit, lil’ bitch fuckin’ smokin’ runtz
Fuckin’ smokin’ all my pain away, ‘cause the thought of you won’t go away
I got bitches on my dick, but my heart don’t fuckin’ feel the same

They call me insaneee, but I’ve been ballin’ since a jhit
Diamonds on my Cartier frames, who are you to blameeeeee
Oh, who are you, oh, who are you, oh

Bitch, I’m playin’ Skate 3 on my motherfuckin’ Xbox
Keepin’ everything tucked, ridin’ ‘round town in a Rolls Royce truck
When I’m bored, I’m scrollin’ through Doxbin, makin’ hella calls
Sippin’ on pink lemonade, fuckin’ on a hoe, I don’t even know her name

Yeah, my bitch so bad when she sippin’ on the yae
I’m gettin’ money like a saint, I’m smokin’ high, bitch, I can’t think
Lil’ bitch out my way, I fuck her so good, so good till shawty spray
Way too highhh, yeah, I really had to pray
3.5 really, what I’m ‘bouta gain
Wanna live, pray that the reaper don’t come next

Smoking on an off day, catch me rollin’ up a fuckin’ blunt
Put a 3.5 in that shit, lil’ bitch fuckin’ smokin’ runtz
Fuckin’ smokin’ all my pain away, ‘cause the thought of you won’t go away
I got bitches on my dick, but my heart don’t fuckin’ feel the same

They call me insaneee, but I’ve been ballin’ since a jhit
Diamonds on my Cartier frames, who are you to blameeeeee
Oh, who are you, oh, who are you, oh

https://www.instagram.com/duklyfee/
art by duk & winterz
↓Winterz↓
https://soundcloud.com/user-793479058-734649489
voice tag by @camochrist

WHO ARE YOU  W/ WINTERZ (PROD. PYCTUR)

Bloomberg

cover of
https://soundcloud.com/careinq/iee
tyyyyyyyyyyyy

BLADEE - I.E.E. (MAPLE VER. COVER)

oaf1 + dreamcache  - doing it wrong [remix]

ig: kennedywestwood
PROD. KENNEDY WESTWOOD
*Live Guitars By Kennedy Westwood*

IPHONE FACTORY SUICIDE NETS

linkd2gthr ++ aldn

fairy fountain o clock

mf zeph:

ive fallen in love with a fairy!
its apparent she dont really care for me
305 ride or die
konata by my side
but she dont wanna slide
on a heart so wide
so im just sitting and questioning
beckoning
got the millennium key
baby wont you just let me in
we keep fucking
i know you is stressed again

cortez: 

i’ve fallen in love with a fairy
more like a demon
the way she keep eating my soul
only 16 but you make me feel so old
sakoku, always alone
nine inch nails stabbed in my dome
no friends to talk to
no home to walk to
i hate your voice 
i just wanna smash up my phone
i need you to leave me alone

mf zeph:

ive fallen in love yet again
i keep pursuing dreams even though
we'd be better as friends
this super mario sunshine is beautiful
joe it be viewtiful
cuticle shawty
the love an illusion
a simp irrefutable
rattle my chains, baby
fool on my tarot
reload and then smack with the ammo
pea shooter shawty come out from the bramble

cortez:

i’ve fallen again
i keep calling and calling
i get left on read
i’m not a friend
i’m not a trend
i’m not an iron lung or the bends
feel like sirenhead
scream at the void
can’t get out of bed
unless i’m making some noise
i got no choice
cut this bitch off
shinya banba
cut that bitch off
bumping mantra

mf zeph:

big thick holo tips hit!
straight through the heart like a dragoon
ain't in a bad mood
i was just hotaro in the classroom
death card, chalice
she came to the function
malicious intent
light my fire
no need to get all your cards bent
might be heaven sent
ive seen hell twice
and its quite nice
kinda like your face in the moonlight

cortez:

my bitch michiko 
i’m feeling like hatchin
talking that shit
my bitch gets to popping 
feeling so pretty
but i’m walking with caution
weapons like death the kid
i got 2 options
just like scarface whip
i need my bitch topless
i pan you out the picture
with the cropping
just like yandhi
you wish you could drop me

mf zeph:

time stops, it's just the two of us
dj screw with us
but ion care bout who with us
doin shit behind the scenes
it's about the cream
butterflies whiz by, baby
as you set sail
leaving my mind
and i wake up in a cold sweat
i just wanna forget

fairy! (feat. cortez) [prod. sor uh]

music video :)

missing u (prod. deadat18)

@fax-gang x @blackwinterwells 
FRACTALIZE EP
OUT 03/19/2021 via No Agreements

prod. maknaeslayer
vox. PK Shellboy and blackwinterwells
art. angelwinter

[pk]
snakes in the grass, yeah they wanna do me dirty
you gotta wake up early 
shellboy getting up at seven thirty
i'm finding it concerning
tell me can you smell the bridges burning
i don’t want you to be the one i’m hurting
don't tell me when to stop
cause the world just keeps on turning
want some of my respect you better earn it
show me you deserve it
cause i’m moving with a purpose
get up off me, you don’t want a sermon
room service, serving tracks from my room
getting all these stacks from my room
got my shoes up on my racks in my room
made the fax in my room
rising up from all the cracks in my tomb 

i revive, stay alive
no you don't want me to say what's on my mind
yeah i'm anxious all the time
wrap it up and mummify
even if i'm trying not to die
i revive, stay alive
no you don't want me to say what's on my mind
yeah i'm anxious all the time
wrap it up and mummify
even if i'm trying not to die 

see color in the day but my dreams still grey
it's in my dna
i don’t wanna be the way that your feelings fade
it's in my dna 
see color in the day but my dreams still grey
it's in my dna
i don’t wanna be the way that your feelings fade
it's in my dna 

wanna see you
in that sundress
keep my eyes up
when you undress
view the sunset
let it go down
time has slown down
i'm not done yet
wanna see you
right beside me
i'll be right there
when you're crying
yeah i'm pining
did i catch you
looking at you
i could die here 

[wells]
i could die, there’s a spot, i don’t want anyone in it
wellsy here with shellboy and we're counting up the digits
crystal scepter belted to my waist, all the potions heal the pain
yeah i treat it like a game, but you’re insane
i just see what the truth is, you don’t wanna do this
on a frozen throne i swear i’m never gonna lose it
steel in my hip, all my bones are metal-ish
you might think you’re pretty funny but i’m blowing up your ship

on every weekday, bury my ice blade
store up my power explode on your old name
knife with the serrates, garrotes and hot plates
rend all your flesh and then burn till it bleeds grey
nothing i can say, this is your own fate
bloodhounds and helix leave you in the ice tray
fuck up your feng shui, came with a switchblade
molly and swishers i cant feel a damn thing

and you know you're fucking dead
if i ever see you again ill fuck you up and all your friends 
and you won’t be here seen again if i have any say in it
i’m a wizard i’m a killer don’t you say my name again
blacked out in the cop car, fingers smelling like tar
think you’re really big but we all know you're know you're so small
ps2 i press start, cigarettes from k mart
bury you in catherby i’m singing up a swan song

[pk]
i revive, stay alive
no you don't want me to say what's on my mind
yeah i'm anxious all the time
wrap it up and mummify
even if i'm trying not to die
i revive, stay alive
no you don't want me to say what's on my mind
yeah i'm anxious all the time
wrap it up and mummify
even if i'm trying not to die

DNA w/ blackwinterwells

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