wrote this song back in this December in a hotel room while on vacation after a series of non-consecutive rejections that made me feel very insecure about myself and got me caught up in my head overthinking but! I am trying my best to grow out of that negative phase because it's very unhealthy for us to think that way, to beat ourselves up because we lack some things that make us think we are never good enough for somebody... I'm just glad that I made it through the pain and from that experience, I was able to create something out of it. Here's the lyrics written by me:

"always me"

you never really liked me, everything was just a lie.
i was only an option to your many other guys.
cause honestly you'd rather be with anyone but me.
but you lead me on to something then you disappeared.

oh, i showed you that I care
but it meant nothing to you.
and I was always there for you
whenever you needed me
but when it was my turn, where were you?

why is it always me, the one who they keep leaving lonely?
i'm not sure what to feel, it's like I don't belong to nobody, 
why is it always me, they keep leaving behind for someone else?
always the one who has to give it up, i'm always letting go and getting hurt?

i lost all of my faith in myself cause you put me down.
now I'm picking up every piece of me off the ground.
cause everything I do was never good enough for you.
loving myself was something you made hard for me to do.

when i showed you that I care,
but it meant nothing to you.
and I was always there for you.
i was just a call away and I still liked you
when you never did the same!

why is it always me, the one who they keep leaving lonely?
i'm not sure what to feel, it's like I don't belong to nobody, 
why is it always me, they keep leaving behind for someone else,
always the one who has to give it up, i'm always letting go and getting hurt?

why am I always getting left behind?
oh I'm, I'm so tired losing....
all my stories starts with a different guy but they all ended up the same.
it's getting too predictable, they always runaway from me.
now every time I meet somebody new, I can't give my all anymore
can't make anyone stay, they all leave anyway

why it is always me, the one who they keep leaving lonely, 
i'm not sure what to feel, it's like I don't belong to nobody, yeah....
why is it always me, they keep leaving behind for someone else,
always the one who has to give it up, i'm always letting go and getting hurt?

credits to: G-Dragon, Choi Pil-kang, Teddy	Choi for the original backing instrument for this song, "Missing You" by G-DRAGON (feat. Kim Yoon Ah)

always me

i just fucking love music & singing so idgaf if i don't have the best voice. let me live and sing my heart outtttt. music makes the people come together, yeaaaaahhhh.

GIRLIE BOY

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