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@heylog

-lyrics-
oh I might try
to end myself and neglect my health and I don’t need one more-
reason to live, I don’t need a friend
I could care less :/
for her help and I don’t need no pills to keep me held
but I’ve tried 2much,  2much right now..
but I can lie and that’s alright (:
but all my friends
push me on edge
and they do not sense
on why I feel dead..
oh I might try
to end myself and neglect my health and I don’t need one more-
reason to live!
I don’t need a friend
I could care less :/
for her help and I don’t need no pills to keep me held

oh i might cry :,(
when this blade touches my skin
i don't need remorse
for all the sins that i commit
i don't need a friend
to tell me what i'm doing wrong
you think i don't know this
i could tell you the exact same thing
you better watch your back
i see the folks you call your friends will try hurt you
don't be surprised when it happens
cause i was surprised when it happened 
hating on myself
makes the 2 of us
no i don't need help
or any pill
the story of my life
i gotta chill
feel like pennywise
giving me a thrill

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Dieperry - Loralei... (@666rehab Exclusive)

1. manic episode of random structure, transposed vocals and off-tone instrumental to simulate something is wrong

2. panic, anxiety attack simulation through heart beat sounds and sampled breathing. everything that makes me lay awake at night.

3. the aftermath of a panic attack and the thoughts of realization and sorrow post episode

4. a conversation between friends of their hardships and inner thoughts about the situation they've been thtough

7 reasons why you hate yourself

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special thanks to rob max bugs and heaven cord

sometimes I put acid in my eyes
cause I can’t bare to see who you chose to be with tonight
and most times i know its on me so I dont get the right to cry
but I can’t take accountability and that wont change tonight
u dont communicate where you come from
and i’m sorry for yelling I think that i’m on one 
theres a bunch of things that wont get fixed like last time
you need a friend and I need a home 
maybe theres ways to not feel so alone
i swear you dont care anymore but I do 
and id like to hide it


would you look at me when you lie to me
I feel like 4 the time being
u can take a break or switch sides with me
if its way too much then alright wit me
fuck another night then get rid of you
lets do things that we shouldnt do
rolled dollars and bold moves 
I can’t get over
you

u 
u 

recently I know I think too much
and i just stole ur car then fucked it up
i pick a fucking fight with everyone
i’m burning every bridge that I built up
and honestly its hard to give a fuck
I feel nothing and like everything at once
ima die so fuck my phone dont pick it up
I never wanna hear u out i’m done

how have you really been feeling?

> girlscoutfather

howurlyfeelin? - girlscoutfather (prod. @JAYREWIND)

icarus

alex g treehouse instrumental
song is original though

hey pretty boy 
I wrote a song for you
no pressure 
just had to get these words out 
cause i rock with you more than ever
and i’m a full time stepper so wish me luck please
just wish me luck

tell me when to walk
ring me when you call
standing really tall on a short stack of envelopes

hey its not your fault
gave this shit your all
fell into the mud and stood up with a new brown nose

hey pretty girl
I saved a spot for you
no pressure
I just hope you feel better
eyeing me when I look away
I love the tears stricken on your face 
you’re beautiful to me

feel better soon okay?

prod me
presave:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/f4ngs/run-away

in my life pretty early i had to learn to let go
i turned water into wine sour grapes into a sau (sauvignon)
when i die turn my carcas into olives and make oil
in this life everything u ever reaped came back to sow
and that sweater that u wear
did u knit it whats its lore
and those morals that u preach
do u follow them to shore?
ocean eyes, a little brown, they look a little hazle
is that pain that u hide?
 dont u worry ill let go
watch me

Run away
Run away from your feelings 
and then btw?
did that scab ever start healing?
while u fly away
do u ever just start bleeding?
cutting ties w/ no hard feelings
No goodbyes and then u leave em

And they torn apart .
guess they miss u not important
 watch them fall apart .
Not your problem but they loathe u
and they throwing up
stomach ulcers when they see u
idgaf
ima see u when i see u 

in my life pretty early i had to learn to let go
i turned water into wine sour grapes into a sau (sauvignon)
when i die turn my carcas into olives and make oil
in this life everything u ever reaped came back to sow

i was

abandoned as a child
abandoned by my bros
i had no where else to turn
so i fell into my hopes
but the scars 
they bled me out and left a trail of hoes
in this life 
you learn that time heals all if u let go

howurlyfeelin? - girlscoutfather (prod. @JAYREWIND)

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