what if instead of girlsynth it was freaksynth and instead of making insane bangers we have a insaner bang sesh

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featuring @h3artch3rades
circa — October 2021

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

Two steps ahead, that's how I'm feeling
Thinking about me all night got you dreaming
And I believe everything happens for a reason
I want to feel like your air is what I'm breathing
I know it's hard for you
Just believe in yourself, we can make it through
You know I will always try for you
If you believe in me, let's make an attempt to push through

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

It's so weird when you're innocent, but your heart hurts
You're trying to say what you're not worth
Not meant to spite you
But instead to inspire you
To step outside of your comfort zone
We've been on the phone
Going back and forth it seems
Arguing the same things
But it's never getting anywhere
And I don't wanna see you disappear
Even if I wasn't your first choice
I'm happy being at least one of your considerations
But I can't help but feeling the way that I feel
It's okay, it's just rain, I'll dry up
One day you'll make your mind up
I hate to say I told you so
I hate to say I told you so

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

You're the only one that makes me feel alright
I said you're the only one that makes me feel alright
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

Attempt (feat. h3artch3rades)

(plays are botted)

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cry, that's your best sound
cry, that's your best sound 
cry, that's your best sound
talk, that's your best sound

where's the fun in living it?
i don't find this way of living fit
no more 
why's it hard to feel remorse?
it's so hard to feel
no, more
no, more
no, more
no, more

- original title, field(yourbestsound)

your best sound

art: @xaev 
prod.me 

she said it's cold but i wanna 
hear the wind outside, and i'll 
act like it's my birthday but
i'm not alright

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

she said it's cold but i wanna 
hear the wind outside, and i'll 
act like it's my birthday but
i'm not alright

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

i don't wanna die
it's only sometimes
she says that i'm fine
it's all in my mind
i don't wanna die
i don't wanna die
it's only sometimes 

close my eyes and i'll see

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

JUST TAKE WHAT YOU WANT
I HATE GAIN AND LOSS 
I'VE LOST THE WHOLE PLOT!!!!!!!!!!

close my eyes and i'll see.

gain & loss

ft @trustt 
prod @xaev

lyrics/
@14106lyn
lost my fucking mind 
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind
think i lost my fucking mind 
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind

what more do u want from me
every step i take theyre still haunting me
i been screaming in the dark i let it swallow me
i ran so far away from my past its still part of me
im carrying this weight on my back
if theres a way out baby tell me where its at yea
im carrying this weight on my back
i take 1 more step and its fading to black

@trustt
tell me what you want, i got 4 of it
girl don't tell me lies, i'm so full of it
bitch i see the goal, ya i'm scoring it
when i see your name, im ignoring it
cuz fuck that, i can't stand most people
when i'm mad im lethal
im sorry im just fearful
talking to myself in the mirror, i lost me
tell me what you see, i dont feel like me

@14106lyn
think i lost my fucking mind
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind
think i lost my fucking mind
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind

catch up^ w/ trustt

prod.me

@trustt
i'm feeling bitter
feel just like a zombie
one look in the mirror
see my body, yeah that's not me
you say your my friend, then
bro don't try to stop me
its my fucking party
i can cry until the next week

i just saw the-
i just saw the real you
bro don't try to press me
all the petty shit and them beats
don't impress me
VIP, shit
glasses, cannot see shit

make me disappear just like magic
bruises on my body, yeah i've had it
magic, magic
make me disappear just like-
bruises on my body, yeah i've had it
magic, magic

@72crash
yeah i
knew better
you thought that u knew better
i think that's just too bad
i already been through that
i don't want to go back no way
i saw something in u that was in ur eyes
i was tryna get back to you
can you let me know??
let me know, i can't lose my hopeee

yea we run him down
go pick him up
don't play around
i could make him gone
i know that you fucked up don't say that i'm wrong

you say you want me
do you need me?
bitch you thought that we were friends well i don't know you
at all
no
i don't know you at all

@trustt
make me disappear just like magic
bruises on my body, yeah i've had it
magic, magic
make me disappear just like-
bruises on my body, yeah i've had it
magic, magic

actor, actor i'm not acting
actor, actor i'm not acting
when i, when i, said i need you
when i, when i, said i need you
actor, actor i'm not acting
actor, actor i'm not acting
when i, when i, said i need you
when i, when i, said i need you

magic (ft. 72crash)

https://solo.to/sanriorose

Vocals https://soundcloud.com/notfroe
Prod Girlpills

bentley mulsanne kut it upp
bentley mulsanne i kut it upp
double cup got purple stuff
btch say she wan eat it up >.<
got a lotta lean in here
backseat backseat riding riding like a taxi
look me in my eyes u nastyy
put blunt dwn like i cnt ash it
put blunt dwn like i cnt ash it
2 much thoughts i cnnt manage
.223 its causin havoc
white btch ha name Ashley
she take off ha panty
say she wna eat its late nd i took ha ass 2 dennys
pixie cutted up a white btch toxic nd she manic
i been doin rituals since 13 im satanic
wen i see u pls dnt panic
wen i see u pls dnt panic
x on me uhm havin
x on me uhm havin
glam glam glammmm 
glam mansion kut wrist
white nose im 2 sick
wipe his nose im 2 sick
if tha btch bad thn i hit

btch im tryna leave yaaa
hop inna beamer nd i skrt inna aston
btch so bad but u not classy
double R truck stars in backseat
as a lil jit knees was ashy
i was runnin round inna backstreets
i was runnin round inna backstreets
outside outside
all mah ngas we outside huh
all mah ngas we outside
he tryn live inna limelight
froe not here for a long time
lil froe here for a good time
she wna kno wat mah life like
she wna kno wat mah life like
im in all black like a vampire
inna black truck wit da led lights

Marci merci goth

Ashley

froe - Ashley (prod Girlpills) #glam

these moments are ours alone

alright, here we are. i know this sounds kind of rushed, but i wanted to the show the amount of things i've been doing recently, i really hope they sound okay! i love you all
cover art: @zzoos
{00:00} SSOH - ID
{01:15} SSOH - CLOCK;GARDEN ID (WITH HELP FROM @iinnam)
{02:41} SSOH - ID
{03:53} SSOH - ID
{04:44} INTERMISSION (WITH HELP FROM @z-u-y-a)
{05:35} SSOH / RONKOE - ID (ORIGINAL MELODY FROM @casketo)
{06:48} XBOX GAMING SERVICES - ID
{07:42} SSOH - ID

watch it wilt (an unraveling)

2023 
ifykyk

@7akkiro @trustt @orochimara @3six03six03six0

lyrics
[@me]
im a real mf i wont code switch
they like trin you the mf chosen
cut that boy off if he talkin bout an open
im with @trustt on the block and we posted

yea, i dont give no fuck, riding wit my team
bitch im outta blunts, bitch i need sum weed
talkin bout a gun, bitch i tote that beam
bitch im #1 , that's why you just copy me

bitch you want my swag, so you bite it
walk around the store ima buy it if i like it
everything is punch in, ion ever gotta write shi
cut off stupid bitches, cause they changing like the climate

[@7akkiro]
u aint fw us 
bitch get out the way
we got new money
i put all my old shit in the safe
all these- all these ppl switch up
mane they all sum fakes
know i said i couldnt do it
i got too much on my plate yea
i been smoking double dutch 
with my brodie yea we clutch
say they wanna be me
im on top its js my fuckin luck
i dont really get it 
pockets full of all the spinach
i js do ts for fun
who woulda thought i was the one yea


[@me]
woahhhh 
do not call my phone
i be on sumn drill shi do not tell a soul 
coke inside my nose
balenci my clothes
she said dat its not fair
cause i keep these hoes

im off drugs, yuh
glocky tucked
diamonds in my blunt
that shi give a rush, yuh
make em run
i got hella funds
tab up on my tongue
i dont give a fuck

yea, i dont give no fuck, riding wit my team
bitch im outta blunts, bitch i need sum weed
talkin bout a gun, bitch i tote that beam
bitch im #1 , that's why you just copy me

bitch you want my swag, so you bite it
walk around the store ima buy it if i like it
everything is punch in, ion ever gotta write shi
cut off stupid bitches, cause they changing like the climate

[@trustt]
bitch dont come around
i just wanna have fun
im not shy to take some drugs
tabs under my tongue
we're just having fun
bitch we're number one
we just have begun
pay attention

if im pissed off
all my brothers got me
all my sisters, all my brothers
yeah they got me
even from afar
bitch they're still my day ones
if i die today, throw a party
and then pop one

i dont tend to switch up, dont do that again
i dont tend to switch up, dont do that again
i dont tend to switch up, dont do that again
i could never switch up, up, on my friends

still won't switch ft akkiro & trustt (mcb)

small (demo) ish track thats taken me forever but i also just wanted to drop it just because SO I HOPE YALL LIKE IT HAHA 
cover by @zzoos as always :)

xxx-xxx-xxx-xxx-xxx

prod me ib my friends
samples voyage 1969 & voyage 1970 from touhou 8

story // voyage 1969

music video : https://youtu.be/FzlSl7FOFXU
spotify : https://open.spotify.com/track/5Ul7HBNrpxD4t0KILRKyjD?si=9a9132ee567b4878
co-prod https://soundcloud.com/cus3d 2:24-3:13
also check this song out : https://on.soundcloud.com/pzkq73EwCvWmiyYz6

you'll see exactly what i mean

Produced By: Me & M8i
Mixed & Mastered By: Me

Lyrics:
Yea she like how I sound
Yea her body real round
She bad, I’m breakin her down
For racks, she breakin it down
I’m like girl “I spend a whole lotta racks on you” she like how that sound
She scream like a tiger, LSU, uh huh I’m liking that sound
Yea they fuck with the wave (x2) 
they fuck with the bounce
A these niggas wan smoke on they opps, I promise to god they not smokin a ounce
Yea I’m onnat block (x2) nigga wan hide like a mouse
That bitch she bad, she fine as fuck, uh huh just come to my house

Yea hitec, mix that with the wock yea
Yea these niggas wan hate, wan steal my swag, uh huh for the clout yea
Yea these niggas wan hate, uh huh finna leave him red like a caution
My twin on the block with a stick, uh huh you better take caution
Woah, shawty gotta get it right oh yea
Shawty got that body tight oh yea
Kick that pack to the south oh yea
Young nigga like I’m fazo
Niggas snakes gotta lay low
Stackin racks countin peso (x2), yea

Yea she like how I sound
Yea her body real round
She bad, I’m breakin her down
For racks, she breakin it down
I’m like girl “I spend a whole lotta racks on you” she like how that sound
She scream like a tiger, LSU, uh huh I’m liking that sound
Yea they fuck with the wave (x2) 
they fuck with the bounce
A these niggas wan smoke on they opps, I promise to god they not smokin a ounce
Yea I’m onnat block (x2) nigga wan hide like a mouse
That bitch she bad, she fine as fuck, uh huh just come to my house

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these moments are ours alone

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