I'll be there :(

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Tadhana Cover :)

Yay! I was so bored so I made this. (C) to people who need to be credited.


How I sound like when I watch the mv of You and I by One Direction

(Trying to) second voice with Sam Smith -Lay Me Down

Sorry this is my way of coping up 

Even until now

Until now, the pain still demands to be felt
Remembering the endless times I cried
Then, just then, I realized
That this is the worst heartbreak I've ever dealt

Reminiscing the memories we've shared
Wether happy or sad 
Were the best memories I've had
But the pain of realization is what has to be bared

I tried to ignore
The things that remind me of you
But if trying to ignore is something I should do
Then my eyes, due to crying, become sore once more

The way you held me close 
Or when you had me to tease
Because you knew what I wanted to do
All I wanted to do was to be with you

How can you expect me to forget?
When you seem fine, I bet
Not like me who's stuck
On the chapter when I was first lovestruck

You probably gave up on me  
That's how I see this
Even if I bend on my knee
I would have to let go of our temporary bliss

Do you ever think of me before you sleep?
Wether those thoughts are shallow or deep?
Did it ever cross your thoughts?
That my heart still hurts?

Would seeing you put closure between us?
Or would it hurt me even more?
Because making me remember is what seeing you does
Which stabs me to the core

The love that lasted for more than days
But ended just recently 
Would just send me to a sad abyss
And makes me escape...hardly

There are so much feelings I want to express
Maybe it would be happiness or sadness
Because we are together no longer 
And you say it's for the better

How can that be 
When it's hurting me 
Is that something you can't see?
Or maybe that's why you flee

If only we can go back
And fill what I lack
Would that make a difference?
And this pain would make more sense?

I've tried my best to think 
Of making things link
Just for it to be understandable
Why there was an end to our tale

Half of me wishes for us again
But would that be a gain?
But then another half of me is afraid
Because you might, again, do what you did

After minutes of crying 
I have this numb feeling 
But after having a moment of ours remembering 
I go back, again, to sobbing 

At some point, I got exhausted 
Because I'm so disappointed
Due to how we turned out
Because of the presence of doubt 

Right now, I'm still speechless
Because I still feel the numbness
The type that it makes you feel nothing 
Without anyone actually noticing

Did you move on by now?
Because by the looks of it
You did, that's what I know
But hey me too, bit by bit

After thinking it through 
I realized that my love for you
Will always be true
But being your friend is what i need to do

Maybe that's why 
This poem is so long 
Not for me just to cry
But from now on to be strong 


Gita Manuel