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luna has risen

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take me away from this path that i follow
its left me hopeless and empty and hollow

will i stay asleep forever
nothings the same as i remember

i still bite my nails like i learned when i was seven
and i still remember that car that you left in

so i close my eyes and hope that tomorrow
brings brighter lights and respite from my sorrow

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way [x2]

my eyes are still sleepy just like when you kissed me
just let me be alone i dont care if you miss me

numb and cold and scared to be away
from those i love im heartless anyway

im scared of the day i wake up and im 18
the walls of my room are collapsing please save me

dream a dream and hope for that one day
you come to life and feel like youre something

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way 

nobody
nobody

luna

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nobody 😔

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shinigami - memories of you (prod. 4evr)

A calming song with a lot of meaning. A song that is relatable to everyone...

Leave Me Alone

Just Leave Me Alone

prod. by me :(

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If I Died 2day - Single

If I Died 2day

If I Died 2day (prod. by Magestick Records)

crazy how this life can be so wild
in denial 
i stay saying i don’t want you but id walk a thousand miles

just to see those ocean eyes 
Girl you be moving the skys
saying we friends why we telling these lies
wearing these masks i don’t wanna disguise 

cause i wanna say that i love you 
i wanna tell you the truth 
sleeping is all that i do 
Cause i am dreaming of you 

reaching to pick up the phone 
start sweating i get in that zone 
fear taking over I’m losing control
better without me you better alone 

why would you want me when nobody does
I’m just a coward not worthy of trust
heart has been broken craving for love 
i was an addict  fixed it with drugs

I’m never enough 
never enough 
tired of love 

Living in a clouded dream
Searching for the quiet that you need to breath
Gave up on your sanity to hide behind your shadow
While you tried to take the sun down 
Hearts don’t ever change to gold
Out there thinking that you in the world alone
No one ever told that you have to fight something 
Or you’ll never learn to balance 

i guess imma have to fight time to take this shit battle 
throw my pride right to the side 
need a princess in my castle 

If i open up my heart will you come fill it with some hope 
break me down then tie my down ill provide the rope
forever illl be empty less i let you have my soul
i see a future bright ahead it’s me you and we old 

you remember that night when we sat and watch the stars 
told me bout your heart and i told you about my scars
never felt this open when I’m talking to a girl 
stayed up late then went sleep you had me wanting more 

i have never felt like this 
thief you stole my heart thats what you did 
a year  i spent i never love my ex
more love for you a week can’t wait for next 

i can’t wait for next
i can’t wait for next
i can’t wait for next

Living in a clouded dream
Searching for the quiet that you need to breath
Gave up on your sanity to hide behind your shadow
While you tried to take the sun down 
Hearts don’t ever change to gold
Out there thinking that you in the world alone
No one ever told that you have to fight something 
Or you’ll never learn to balance

clouded dreams [prod. kado]

Losing interest
You won't find no better than this
I swear girl, if you leave
Just let me know so I won't look dumb
When you move on
On

Losing interest
You won't find no better than this
I swear girl, if you leave
Just let me know so I won't look dumb
When you move on
On

Losing interest
You won't find no better than this
I swear girl, if you leave
Just let me know so I won't look dumb
When you move on
On

Something doesn't feel right
Circumstances got me broken, prone to feel like
My whole life is a lie
And I'm looking for a way to get better
But lately my entire world's become gray and the weather
Been cold as ever, that's my real ice
I realize real lies in my real life
Even real eyes can't fathom that they
Wanna see me living life better
But then they never wanna
Ever see me living life better than them
And I'm a friend to them
What is a friend to them
If all my friends be enemies and I'm dead to them?
When will it end?
My days spent on defending my feelings
Showing no emotion, pretending that I'm feeling
Fine but I'm reminded my time is what I'm seeking
I'm like a light beaming at night when I fight demons
It's out of sight, seeming like I cannot quite reach it
'Til I find a peace of mind and I'm giving my life meaning

Losing interest
You won't find no better than this
I swear girl, if you leave
Just let me know so I won't look dumb
When you move on
On

Losing interest
You won't find no better than this
I swear girl, if you leave
Just let me know so I won't look dumb
When you move on
On

Losing interest
You won't find no better than this
I swear girl, if you leave
Just let me know so I won't look dumb
When you move on
On

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Released on: 2019-07-21

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Losing Interest

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Losing Interest (feat. Shiloh Dynasty)

why are u so sad

Floor Seats

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EMPTY

EMPTY (FEAT. CRYCECE) [prod. Malana] ig: donovantyre

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Lyrics:
Nothing in life’s free
I had to pay for everything 

They just want of peace of me

Close my eyes 
demons try to get me

Scared I might die
Got to do right thing
So I can see the light 

Nothing in life’s free
I had to pay for everything 

They just want of peace of me

Close my eyes 
demons try to get me

Scared I might die
Got to do right thing
So I can see the light 

We in a jungle 
Everyone for themselves
Everbody dieing
Gotta think about myself
brother passed away 
Gotta focus on health 
I know that I’m strong 
But god I need Help 

How could I do you like that
such a wonderful person 
If only I knew
That it was my last time
That I would I see you
I would cherish our time 
And celebrate people

I know it’s not you 
I know it’s depression

Cause Life ain’t fair
It’s kinda depressing 

All my life 
I been stressing

For someone to make it worth it

Nothing in life’s free
I had to pay for everything 

They just want of peace of me

Close my eyes 
demons try to get me

Scared I might die
Got to do right thing
So I can see the light 

Nothing in life’s free
I had to pay for everything 

They just want of peace of me

Close my eyes 
demons try to get me

Scared I might die
Got to do right thing
So I can see the light 

Thinkin bout my brothers and I cry
Thinkin bout my mama when she died
I’m really stressing
Need a blessing on my life
I never thought that god would take you out my life
I feel alone all the time
I’m tryna change over night
Im living life thru sacrifice can’t spend a dime 
Don’t deserve to die
I lose my mom

Nothing in life’s free
I had to pay for everything 

They just want of peace of me

Close my eyes 
demons try to get me

Scared I might die
Got to do right thing
So I can see the light 

Nothing in life’s free
I had to pay for everything 

They just want of peace of me

Close my eyes 
demons try to get me

Scared I might die
Got to do right thing
So I can see the light

Close My Eyes (Feat. Bipdeadhead)

Close My Eyes (Ft. Bipdeadhead)

I don’t fear for nobody else but myself
Facing repercussions for hands that I dealt
Moving far away counting down the days
Head across the coast headed to LA

I sit and Wonder how this life will change 
Could I see
Everything that I was supposed to be 
I never needed 
Anybody
Just to get an opinion 
From someone else
Just to tell me That I really need some help
Who need some help

Let me escape
I had some time away
I tried my best for the change
When I don’t follow faith, fate
I’m losing all
Of everything I have
Thoughts stuck in the past 
Minds been frozen for so long it’s static 

Wait and see my dream unfold
Right in front of my eyes
Never seemed to close to me 
Taking in all my advice 
On the path go right 
It is only how supposed to be 

So when I move on 
Will we will still be strong
Or you will come follow me
See us in the night time sky with the summer time vibes 
feel nice out wind and breeze 

Cause I been down falling out now I’m up so far
Felt so lonely now I’m moving
Finding me fresh start

Used to run slow watch me go
Won’t be missing my home
Call me if you need me but I can’t be here

Let me escape
I had some time away
I tried my best for the change
When I don’t follow faith
I’m losing all
Of everything I have
Thoughts stuck in the past 
Minds been frozen for so long it’s static 

Let me escape
To some place I’ve never been
I could find a way to start it over once again
Chasing wind knowing that nobody ever wins 
Thinking things were better back then
It’s not tho

Cause things were never better i hope I can move on
Tired singing sorrow I don’t like sad songs
Beach days sunlight heal
When I can’t help but feel
what i feel

Hope a move will finally make it better 
Blue skies LA heard it nicer weather 
All is alright I said would never
Wrote goodbyes love notes and rose letters

Finding peace in my garden
Every piece is not new
Some things have to get started
For my dreams to come true

Let me escape
I had some time away
I tried my best for the change
When I don’t follow faith
I’m losing all
Of everything I have
Thoughts stuck in the past 
Minds been frozen for so long it’s static

Escape [prod.kado]

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I been trying hard but I still fail 
Little bit depressed I don’t know if you can tell 
Tell me I’m on earth but I feel like I’m hell 
Cause my heart has been burned by the time in that cell 

My mistakes I can’t them back but I wish I could 
I Wasted too much of times on the on thing that were never good 
Selling drugs to get the money that I would just never need 
Had 10 racks inside my pocket but i knew that it would leave 

Was in college but got kicked out 
They take away my dreams 
I Had plans to be a teacher now they tell me can’t be 
I’m a 3 time felon but I’m still not free 
Now I’m just another loser that will never succeed 

Remember that day she ran inside of my room
Crying needing help but I didn’t what to do
Wish I woulda killed him but she told me not too 
Never said he sorry for what he has done to you 

But I guess I’ll take the blame 
Shoulda never left you alone on that day 
Add one more to the list my mistakes
All I do is fail how do I have faith 

In a world filled with suffering 
There will never come a time I love again
Anyone I love always losing them 
Think I’ll be better off when im dead 

Break me down
Falling out 

But I’m free now trying not to bleed out 
From the wounds that I still hate to talk bout 
Quit drugs and I’m really trying to move on 
Tell me how to cope with the scars and a
broke heart  

Some times I have hope it’ll be okay 
Other days I think that the feelings never gonna change 
Some days when I wake dont wanna be here 
Other days smile on my face I can see clear 

But I guess that’s life listen to the lies that I hear in mind
Like when I say I’m fine but I know that’s a lie 
Cause I really wanna die it will never be alright 

I feel like I could never find the peace 
Or see the light that everybody say they see me 
Because I’m stuck onto the past and how I used to be 
It don’t matter where I am I know I’m never free 

Break me down
Falling out 

Break me down
Falling out

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Break Me Down

prod by. @kadowav
Instagram: @seon_47
@lilxtraatl

SEON
Depressions hitting 
It’s getting worst and I can’t seem to listen 
To the voice inside my that head tell me I can make a difference 
Cause I’m stuck inside the ones that tell me I should not be living 
Well It’s hard to see the beauty when I’m caught in tunnel vision 

do I like to feel this way 
It’s like I’m searching for the pain 
Cause I know if I wanna change 
Then it would have to start today 

But I’m lazy and I’d rather waste my time inside my bed 
I’m Contemplating over words that I just wish I never said 
And All the texts that I would send her that I wish you never read 
Cause I’d be lying if I told you that I wish I wasn’t dead 

All I gots a little hope 
That ones day I won’t be alone 
And that the pain will fade and go 
But how am I supposed to know 

Because there’s nothing in this life that is a promise 
I really hope if I would grab the rope then somebody would stop it 

Lil Xtra 
Head in the clouds 
Sun in my Eyes 
Done looking  back 
That’s a waste of my time 
I want to feel home
Everything is alright 
I’ll be Filling this hole 
For the rest of my life 
Let me go back 
To when I was young 
Before I knew Shame for the things that I’ve done  
Heart on my sleeve 
Feeling my words 
Try to hold on 
It could always be worse 
Please don’t get worse 

I left a message on your phone I really hope that you reply 
I know for you it’s not important 
But for me it’s do or die
I wonder why I’m in this place
Why you’d tell me to my face 
That I’m the cause of all your problems and I’m taking up your space
Or how you air that you breath 
Was not created for me 
I’ve got some problems now you watching while I ruin everything 
I’ve got a question 
How I never seem to learn my lesson 
How I never  grasp the point 
Only grab the Smith and Wesson
 
I keep a thousand yard stare and it’s 
Apparent that my family named perished i’m a fucking embarrassment
When a single good day is an event it’s like a miracle 
I’m  getting off cymbalta now and starting on the seroquil
But honestly that I need a little space to breath 
A way to clear my mind And learn to live with my deficiencies 
A shame I turn to substances to cope I know it’s rough to see 
A life devoid of purpose filled with pain is not enough for me 
 






SEON
But I’ll be stuck with my mistakes
I wear my heart up on my sleeve  
So everybody could just see 
Where I’ve been cut and left to bleed 

All the scars and open wounds 
That I’ve been trying hard to heal 
Like all the memories of us that I just wish someone would steal

My insecurities are bound to get the best me 
But maybe when I will be dead then I will finnaly rest in peace 
Cause lately i can’t seem to ever find a way fall asleep 
The Nightmares running through my head but I don’t think I even dream 

Afraid of who I was knowing that he never far behind
Creep lll into mind and tell me i will never be alright 
There no way I can find someone to ever fill me up inside 
I’m broken losing hope you don’t see my life a living lie 

The smiles on my face 
And All the words that I will say
To make them finnaly go away 
I even said I’m doing great 

I know you know it isn’t true 
You see what I been going through
It is never shocking news 
When I will play this song to you

Lil Xtra
Head in the clouds 
Sun in my Eyes 
Done looking  back 
That’s a waste of my time 
I want to feel home
Everything is alright 
I’ll be Filling this hole 
For the rest of my life 
Let me go back 
To when I was young 
Before I knew Shame for the things that I’ve done  
Heart on my sleeve 
Feeling my words 
Try to hold on 
It could always be worse 
Please don’t get worse

It Could Always Be Worse(ft. Lil Xtra)

Hard Day by White Cat
Are you angry, sad, depressed, or just upset by your current state of affairs? Me fucking too. Stop trying to please everyone and please yourself. Music is about self expression and I am tired of pretending everything is okay. This album doesn't have a shred of hope or happiness. I'm not here to tell you everything is going to be okay, because most of the time it's not. If you relate turn it up and scream fuck you to the world and let everything go.

All songs written by ME, Jordan Hepler. fuck everyone who reads this and fuck everyone who tried to take my music away from me. Punk Rock never dies.

Nobody Will Miss Me When I'm Gone

starting over is hard, especially with a broken life... but it happens sooner or later
Track 4: Tears
(prod.ZoTheAK)

Tears

Regrets (Prod. micco.)

Alone

look, why are there so many toxic fucking people in the world? like can everyone stop being so toxic to people, thats probably one of the main reasons why most people are depressed, so if you see this just remember dont be so fucking toxic because there are people killing there self left to right because of all the toxic people, and if your one of those toxic people please stop because yall are making people commit suicide left to right so please stop and apologize to everyone you were toxic to and if you like to.
And thank y'all so much for 79 followers and i didnt upload a song yet (and i'm thinkin bout posting a song, what do y'all think?) and if you follow me i follow back
P𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚋𝚒𝚘 𝚒𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 "𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚎"
𝙵 - 𝙵𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙰𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝/𝙵𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚄𝚙
𝙸 - 𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚎𝚌𝚞𝚛𝚎
𝙽 - 𝙽𝚞𝚖𝚋 𝙵𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐
𝙴 - 𝙴𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚞𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎
"𝙸'𝙼 𝙵𝙸𝙽𝙴"!
reasons im depressed: I had a friend and we used to cheer each other up everyday when were pissed off or sad and he came to school everyday mad a himself and his parents and i kept trying to help him but he just wanted to die so badly and i kept trying to help him but he had enough of his lil brother but he died in 2019 bc his parents were strict on him and he had enough and he killed himself and only if i could see him atleast one more time but hes gone forever and please don't bring it up and ever since then I've felt depressed and now i'm in the shadows with nobody, i have no irl friends and my other friends ditched me now i just wanna kms bc i have no point of living and im just pointless and a waste of time and i always get made fun of bc im depressed and people say they can help but then it either doesnt work or i get more sad\depressed or they dont even reply they just leave me alone to, now i have nothing and some of you may recommend a therapist but my mom doesn't listen to me unless its something to help her so idk what todo and ik life is just gonna get harder and harder (and btw im sorry if i get mad at you for no reason i have anger issues but not as much anymore but i still cant control my anger and mood half the time but i promise once you get to know me im really nice) 

i wanna kms but idk whats gonna happen in the after life like is it a loop of people making fun of you, is it just a continuous loop of people annoying you, is it you just watching your dead body forever, is it just you walking down a valley at night for centurys upon centurys or what if were gonna be in more pain when were in the after life than on this earth, what if we just sit there for continuous hours having bad thoughts, what if were just in a mini prison for eternity or what if its just a continuous loop of us traveling through the galaxy or what if when we die we live inside a black hole for eternity or what if we just watch are selfs get possessed and do random things but fr what if (but actually i kinda need a therapist or a mental hospital)

about me:
age: hmh...yea no😁
likes:depressing songs(i don't know why they sound so much better in my opinion), playing with my dogs, playing games(such as geometry dash, fortnite, minecraft, cod, gta, and i kinda like roblox), dogs, wolf and cutting myself
dislikes:fake depressed people, myself, bullies, fake friends and people
gender:male
zodiac sign: Scorpio
sexuality:straight
pets:cat, 2 pitbulls and ferret
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