this shit got me through alot bro keep it up

Got This on repeat my boy. don't stop dropping songs frfr

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I promise I'll love you forevermore
When my body weak, and my bones get sore
And I've lost all hope, I feel it in my core
Imma chase this shit until I can't no more

Cause I know
That things get hard for me
I try to keep myself together
Yeah when you get so far from me
I sip this poison to feel better

It started with me fading
Been Counting my days while I'm taking it slow
Can't Imagine what I'm facing
Better hope just in case I don't make it

Awaken the light while I'm dealing with the nightmares
Apart of me is always standing right there
Staring back
It's like I never seem to find him
Surrounded by the ghosts I've been fighting

Don't wait too long
tried to tear me down
So I been by myself
Aye shorty you lost
Cause it's too late for help

Well
I'm taking it all
Til morning comes
When it's all been said and done
Never give up on the wasted
I'm steady chasing
Wishing I could change this

I want the night gone
Tell me where we wrong
I feel my eyes blink
Then it turn to fast forward
All the angels must be waiting
I'm at the gates still praying will you take me

I can't wait til forevermore
I'm only human
A broken soul

Forevermore ft. SpaceMan Zack (prod. Blade901)

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Lyrics
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I spent a long long time out at night
Studying the patterns every time
On the same old things
With the same routine
Putting all their dreams
Into angel wings it's fine
I lied
But it's the only way 
That I can seem to make light
Of this life
Forgive me now
I don't want to cry

I spent every single year on the same street
New name new friends but I'm still me
A casualty of living on a lost dream
But actually I was hoping you could kill me
In the fear that everybody kinda hates me
Blame me
I've been feeling guilty
Really
Living is costly
They say they want me
I'm wondering will we

Somehow it got to me
I ain't even eating I'm just picking out rocket leaves
Never really hungry 'less I'm off of that broccoli
And even when I am all I feel is the rot in me
Inside of my brain is a living cacophony
Every time the same screaming what have they saw in me
They don't understand why I talk about honestly
Cause honestly I think I owe myself an apology

I spent a long long time out at night
Studying the patterns every time
On the same old thing
With the same routine
Putting all their dreams
Into angel wings it's fine
I lied
But it's the only way
To make me feel alive
I throw my hopes on a one side die
If it lands just right
Maybe I won't need to cry

Angel Wings [Prod. Cian]

i love these lyrics n the song so much, jus had to do a cover, i promise original stuff soon i know it's been months, just can't record cuz moved out of old place and in a really bad state of mind, lotta really cool stuff planned tho, luv you all even if i don't have the energy to show it <3

Lyrics:

Listen to the birds sing
Kissing in my car I
Idk if there’s a purpose
Feel like we moving at a high speed
Waiting for the lightning to strike me
Getting tempted by the eyes you hold
Hands warm but your heart cold

-

Dont wanna assume it
feels like u been acting
I dont wanna do this
u go push me back in

Stare at me with hate
Through those crystal eyes
And it kills inside
But im acting fine

U dont even know Me
I know that u scared too
U dont wanna fall in love by accidental
For when u decide to leave to hard to handle
I wanted all of u
And not a sample

Far away
see a glimpse
Of your heart but
Its laying deep inside the shadows

After all things wont be the same
So Might as well use this as ammo

-

im breaking through the barrier
i still need to hurry up
baby what u pickin up
i cant tell if this is love
40000 years amuck
we still argue bout what star we from
but stop and look how far we've come
damn i think we didnt do enough

plenty men devoured by the evil lesser known
if i stay focused on the essence of my soul
i got a prophecy entangled with my spirit that the stars
chose to bestow
i bleed from out my eyes into the late november snow
the fox inside my blood has chose his presence to be known
the human left inside me looks to find another home
he says im awful
im way above the ways of thinking lawful
im stuck inside the mouth of reason rippin out his tonsils
my energy is somehow tied to paleozoic fossils
its smothered deep in mother natures arms remaining coddled
but i like it
as for every mortal left alive your uninvited
we take this gift of earth and give it violence
id prefer if inside my world i could choose to keep it private
its not tinnitus
but this noise inside my head id like to attribute to sirens
insomuch i feel the rush of vehicles beside it
these flashing scenes of tragedy sit inside of my eyelids

Waiting For The Lightning To Strike Me cover

NOT PRADA U

feel sick ft. Delcada (prod. selfless homage)

Vanete & Pink Cig - Girls On Mars (Prod.Tundra)

thanks to @deadfishpoland for have saved this Tuesday's song

[hook]
I don't need you
you just want to fool me
Don't come back to me
If you'on really want me
I don't feel you
I don't love you anymore
All my feelings now are gone
Stop fuck hitting up my phone girl
x2

[verse(deadfish)]
I don't need you
you never said back anything like "love u"
stop hitting up my phone, nothing's there to stop u
from fucking killing me

When you have said that we are fine
we were looking at the stars
when you've walked past me that first time
I thought that u could shine
and show me where's the light
in my dark and shady life
man that was a mistake
to keep believing that all was fine
keep on trying
now I'm crying

[hook]
I don't need you
you just want to fool me
Don't come back to me
If you don't really want me
I don't feel you
I don't love you anymore
All my feelings now are gone
Stop fuck hitting up my phone girl
x2

i don't need you ft. deadfish [prod. myhzy]

Lyrics

Broke as shit, I just wish that I could cope a bit
I'm sick and tired of hoping this life will get better
I'm over it
I'll drown in my tears, and forever fear
Letting another person get near
The last of a heart that I have
I'm trippin' out and not off of a tab
But I wish that I was, I hate when I'm sober
I love being buzzed, I wish it was over
I'll always have some kind of chip on my shoulder
Even if I loved her I still wouldnt show her

You only care for me when it's too late
I don't want friends cause everybody's fake
I'm already broken, so stop adding weight
I'm fading away and I'm starting to shake
Life is a bitch so fuck it
I'm tired of all of the fuck shit
I'll start not giving a fuck quick
This life is nothing but tough shit
You can't put me together I'm too far apart
Black in my lungs & black in my heart
Don't ask me to save you, don't know where I'd start
The knife in my back is so fucking sharp

I'm a piece of shit & I know that shit
The girl who broke my heart? I don't know the bitch
Yeah I care a lot but you won't notice it
Cause you can't break my heart if I don't open it
I'm a locked up, dying, low life
I'm living it wrong, so taking it's right
And the sunlight fucking so bright
Don't wanna make plans, I'm staying inside
I'm making a song, I'm up all night long
This shit do more than you ever done
For me so it's peace to most people I know
Ain't ask you stay so I think you should go

Gone

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