I still listen to this song 5 years later..
it reminds me of my highschool years
and way before everything changed.
This track explains the feeling
perfectly, hits a different kind of
nostalgia.

songs to cry or sleep to

[REUPLOAD]

lyrics:

[fallacy a.d.d.]
Baby I’m stuck in time and I can’t will not be compromised 
In my place I think they smell the pot well that’s great lets smoke 
And love a lot mmMmm
Lets love a lot, cause our fate ends here in camelot,
Well in waves I fear you’re movin on, and I cannot take that by surprise
So why try 
I know you lovin me girl and I’ll die
For you in turn of a kiss in the night
Can you return me a kiss when I lie
I know you lovin me girl and I’ll die 
I don’t know where I’m goin cause I’m fried
I’m Still faded on thraxx so i’m high 
Make a way for the max on your side
I know you lovin me girl and I’ll die

[twenyohthree]
I’ll die I know you wanted me to
well so did i
hate the feeling 
of the weight in the room
well fuck it i
hate when they would never come for me too
look in my eyes
do i look that alive
or will i die soon

old sweats in my bedroom
looking out the window and it’s raining
in a bad mood
fuck nah
take away all that i have i never needed it
never put the effort in to anything to keep shit
straight no way
i’m fake i’m a lame
that’s what they told me i was since day one
how can you tell me a kid he wouldn’t run
a kid like me wouldn’t think to pull the gun
on him

[fallacy a.d.d.]
oooo
You make me move,
You make me do drastic things, make it rain
Pour me another cup so i can sing

[twenyohthree]
cold sweats in my bedroom
looking out the window and it’s raining
in a bad mood
fuck nah
take away all that i have i never needed it
never put the effort in to anything to keep shit
straight no way
i’m fake i’m a lame
that’s what they told me i was since day one
how can you tell me a kid he wouldn’t run
a kid like me wouldn’t think to pull the gun
on him

camelot feat. twenyohthree (prod. nedya)

@nedarbnagrom

I've lost a part of me, what have I become.
I'm picking up the pieces one by one.
If the burden gets heavy, let me collapse in the sun.
I'm searching for peace in a world with none.

I know it hurts, but I can't let nobody know.
I know it hurts, but I can't let nobody know.
I know it hurts, but I can't let nobody know.
I am nobody, I know. I'm all I need anymore.
 
At a crossroads just like an asterisk,
and I still don't know which path to pick,
and I still don't know the half of it,
So I'll make my own way, do it my own pace

I just don't feel safe, so keep your distance.
I'll get you out of my way if your standing in it.
abra kadabra alakazam
then you dissappear just like magic tricks.

average kids flex, don't know who they impressin.
bitch i'm a misfit, I don't need attention 
your nothing to me and oh not to mention
You been makin music but makin no difference

Is it the fact that you ain't what you seem.
is it the fact that your afraid of me
pussy boy stay away from me, I've just been so angry
I can't shake the urge to bring a body vacancy

(Chorus)

Why do I feel empty, can't seem to remember it.
Been like this, felt like this, since I was just a kid.
Don't mind the world, just don't like the people in it.
still keep my door shut, shut out all the ignorance,

keep my blinds closed, won't see me on the streets
Or I sit by the trees with my back to the breeze,
'Cause I don't give a fuck bout your lame ass scene bitc,
always rock my own black shirt, black jeans, on me

Yeah that's on me.
You don't like my friends then you don't like me
but I don't give a fuck
Cuz I don't feel pain bitch, pain feel me.

Don't put me down, I'll put you down.
Don't put me down, I'll put you down.

Why would you give up when you've come so far,
Death couldn't be easy if life wasn't so hard.
so take what you've got because you can't have it all
and If you ever slip, Don't you ever fall

I know it hurts, but I can't let nobody know
I know it hurts, but I can't let nobody know
I know it hurts, but I can't let nobody know
I am nobody, I know. I'm all I need this I know



Picking Up The Pieces (Prod. nedarb nagrom)

I close my eyes, then I see your eyes,
I look around, and your not around.
In my mind, I start to realize,

Tell me if you need me,
You know that I need you.
I don't really need you,
I just really want you.
I want you to come through,

Tell me what you wanna do,

Tell me what you wanna be,
Tell me if you want me,
You don't really need me,
I just really want you.

Tell me what you wanna be.

Baby won't you come to me.

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I Know It's Complicated (Prod. Lunar Vision)

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omenxiii - a letter to the living (prod. color hue)

Death affects all of us in one way or another.

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DEATH

Meet Me in the Afterlife (Prod. voka)

MISS U SPENCE <3
FT https://soundcloud.com/barrenwaste
PROD @GREAF
mixed by @prohibeo

gizmo

Shitt, I still miss my fam and my friends but I swear that most of all I miss my bro lil spence, whip tha Acura out Tha pad smokin Newport cigarettes, I still think think about those times, little stress it was the best, but,

Now I gotta grow up, but I'm still wastin my money on green stuff ta roll up, you can eat my dick, if, ya don't know us, and I still ain't shit but I ain't gunna slow up now


Codiene, high - c, back woods fulla terps, Im without a place to be,

Feels like I'm living in a deam, but I'm missin the feelin of when I had you next to me girl

Naw wait, fuck every stupid bitch that twisted ripped my life ta shits,

that's a pain that Ill never forget,

I'm great, I could lie until I'm rich, if you granted me wish, I wouldn't take that shit cuz

I never fucked with my life, and there aiint a single thing, that could make it all right,

Everyday I'm up all night, with the music in my head, it's the only thing I like,

It's so hard to love me you don't wanna look at me I'm fuckin ugly

Fuck me let me disintegrate,

deep into the soil and deteriorate

barren

before i say a word
please listen close this time
i said this all before 
but Ive really lost my mind
i know you're always worried
my fingers looks so blurry
crossing over to a new world
i love the way you look so lovely 
my self worth is so ugly
i am absolutely nothing

contradicting thoughts
read back on the screen
makes no sense to me
its all a dream
i can’t be thinking these
dreadful thoughts about
you and me

I’m living in a void now
just testing all my patience 
with no one to try and say shit
its just a statement
that I’m making
please no mistaking

deteriorating ft barren (prod. GREAF)

ft. https://soundcloud.com/omenxiii
prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor

[lyrics]

--velvet--
I’m chainsmokin under sheet forts that we built
My lungs are hardened concrete, question my will 
I thought you’d be more discreet
Thought you’d have guilt
I’m back to the question if anything’s real 

And I can’t undo what’s been done
No I can’t see through glass that’s broken
And when I leave the shards still won’t be gone 
I know the moon never guaranteed the sun

--velv x omen--
I can’t undo what’s done
I guess that I was wrong
I guess I’m meant to run
I guess…

--Omen--
Again, let me ask you when will you realize 
real lies can't be seen by these real eyes.

How easily it would seem  I read your mind.
When there's nothing in sight, cuz there's nothing inside.

I've got no time to live, spend my time til I die,
I'm losing my mind, and I do not know why

Sheet Forts ft. OmenXIII (prod. Oilcolor)

ion control w/ code abi

produced by nofeeling
@killstation
my vocals m/m by @prohibeo

nothing left to say ft killstation (prod dysphora)

i saw you dancing in the woods
can you keep a secret?
I never could 

they looked for a sign that never came
they ran after it
i love the weight of life 

all that i have ever had
we all lie out with our arms at our sides
I dont wanna let it in

i love you, but when they cut you you're not going to bleed

abigail and the hammer

OmenXIII - Winter's Kiss

OmenXIII - ____ (2015)

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OmenXIII - Winter's Kiss

OmenXIII - Cold Knight 

OmenXIII - WHITENOISE (2015)

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OmenXIII - Cold Knight

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ion change for no bitch(prod. aquinas)

Certain problems I keep brawlin.
I cant find a way to stops thinkin these thoughts and
Curtains callin, darkness fallin,
I know I'm gonna die, but it just feels like I'm stallin.

Life still changin, rearranging,
No matter what the shape is I can't seem to shake the pain
I don't wanna go, but I don't wanna stay.
still tryna find out what makes this so great.

Rollin, Smokin, til I'm zonin.
Airplane mode, you can't hit my phone.
Pourin, sippin', 'til I'm tippin.
A lot of people got a lot to say, I won't listen.

All I wanna do is push limits
All I seem to do is keep distance.
Every days a struggle when you lose the fuckin will to find a reason and get left with no decisions.

Emotions slippin away from my reach.
Apathy crawlin, creepin inside me.
perfect timing, I'm unwinding.
Black hoodie up when the sunlight blind me, 

Wait through the day for a different climate,
Gauge my mistakes in a different lighting.
Eyes can't lie, wanna die sometimes.
Surprised when I wake, but at least I'm trying.

All the days, they turn to dust.
Resurrect me, wake me up.

SWEAR

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Wake Me Up (Prod. GREAF)

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deteriorating ft barren (prod. GREAF)

gizmo

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