(p miercoles)

How do u
Move like that,
The way u do
Im so angry
@ Everything
4 No fuckin' reason 
No

There's no fuckin' reason
(4 no fkn reas-)

it goes somewhere

(p i forgot im srry)

U, don't have 2 run no more
It's cold (cold, cold)
But ure my ceilings boards
& I ache, the ground it eats my bones

U, don't have 2 love no more
& I thank u, 4 being there
U can let me go, now
I wont weigh u down no more

The roots it wraps my skin
Decaying, & my light it burns out
The leaves, they fall, & blossoms die
& I think that I'm gna go now

wait a sec

Ive been sinkin' nside tha bed
I think Im gettn cold (i thnk im gettn cld)
Ive been losin' track of time
Im gettin kinda old (god im gettn knda old)

time slots or an empty pit

2 slowed songs i wrote 
tht were nevr finishd, enjoy

‣

There was a time,
That u would hold me darling
Wasting time
But is it wasting time?
If I enjoy'd evry moment

*Static*

Aching, breaking
Falling, slowly
Where did I go wrong?
Serotonin, chews me
Slowly, I'm gutt'd up
Nd I'm breakn down

Y would u leave? (I'm so lonely)
Y would u leave? (I wish u could hold me)

timechange x breakdownofserotonin

(prod. velvet)

More ache on tha table 
(My drink is on da table)
My heart rate goes up 
(Ur fiend'n of love)
Small leak, unstable 
(I feel unstable)

Ur life goes up - 
While mine jus 
Stays tha same
(Nd oh god it hurts)

ache

(forgot piano sry)
(wrote dis 10mo. ago)

i said i loved u
wen u were asleep
n ma bed
i couldn trust u
sumthings messd up 
nside ma head

do u love tha feeling
do u love ma body
the 1 i hate the most
do u miss sumbody
tha 1 tht u loved 
tha most

wat am i sayin?
goin on a rampage
count tha moles 
on ur face

do u love me or do u not

tricksofavoid

(prod. michael harrison) old song

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞

Remember we were young
Nd now were growin' up, up

I wna erase everything u said 2 me
Ur a fkn liar, I thought u were a friend 2 me
U said, u wont leave nd u were scared
That Id leave u first, buh then u abandon'd me
Wtf is that worth?

Nd I love bein' alone now (Nd u'll nevr kno that)
Its ruinin' my relationships (U'll nevr kno)
That I keep inside my heart (My point of view)
Is barely keepin' me alive (My thought track)


(When will u learn, when will u learn
When will u learn, when will u learn)

When will u learn, 
when will u learn
When will u learn, 
when will u learn

// 2 an old friend

learn

prod me
i stole da mfkn 
guitar loop 

'

(where does ur mind go?) (friends-)

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣀⣤⣤⣄⡀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣴⣏⣽⣿⣿⣿⡇
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣽⣿⣿⠁
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡿⠀⣠⡟⡛⣿⣧⡤⢿⣿⣿⡇⠀
⣰⣾⣗⣲⣷⣦⣤⣄⣀⠀⠳⣄⠀⠀⢠⠁⣠⣯⣼⣿⣯⣤⣤⡤⣿⣿⡇⠀
⢹⣿⣧⢚⣿⣿⣿⡛⠛⠻⣶⣄⡑⢤⣸⢰⣿⣼⠋⠀⢀⣀⣤⣤⣾⣿⠇⠀
⠀⠙⢿⣿⣿⡴⠞⠋⣻⡶⠦⠭⣻⣶⣿⣿⣿⣓⣶⡿⣿⣿⣏⣉⠉⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠹⣿⣷⠶⡟⠙⣠⣀⣤⣾⣽⣿⣿⣿⣟⡓⠛⢿⣿⡭⢍⣷⣶⡄⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⣿⣶⣶⡿⢿⣿⣥⡟⢙⡟⣿⣿⡻⣝⠲⣤⣈⢻⡗⠾⣿⣿⡗
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠀⢀⣴⢿⣿⡿⢠⣾⠀⡿⣿⡿⣝⢦⡙⢧⠙⣿⣳⣾⡟⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿⢛⡿⣷⡞⣿⠀⡇⡇⣿⡙⣦⣳⣬⣷⣿⣿⠟⠁⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⢿⣿⣠⣉⣧⣻⣅⣿⣿⠈⠁⠈⠛⠛⠻⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⠛⠿⠿⠿⠟⠛⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

wastin' time again, all my friends went home
now im all alone, n tha same mess
7 days went by 2 fast, nd now i gotta kno
shuld i stay here while, im ponder'n n silence

patience
i jus gotta make it
i feel all tha time pass

buh u'll nevr kno

fragrance
i smell the rain drip
drivin' from VA btc ah
do u feel tha low

tell me how 2 spend my time, better
survivin' tha warm, weather
while im still cold; i needa fix it all

wait 4 me, 2 breathe
im gna fix it all

flashbacks, i jus want my time back
tryna fix my mind track; mayb 1 day 
they can c that im rlly here (here-)

(do u understand?)

patience
i jus gotta make it
i feel all tha time pass
buh u nevr kno

fragrance
i smell the rain drip
drivin' from VA btc ah
r u feelin low

where does, ur mind, go
wen u think, abt me
its drivin, me nuts
wen u rlly, doubt me

i find it crazy
how i hate on myself
wen i rlly dont do much
anyways (anyways-)

wastin' time again
all my friends went home
now im all alone
n its raining now

7 days went by 2 fast
nd now i gotta kno
shuld i stay here while
im ponderin n silence

ponder n silence

ponder

forgot prod/oldsong
written 8mo. ago

-

its hard 4 me 2 know
whats real, whats not
i feel my bones break 
stil, im bleeding out
i need sum comfort, 2
much 2 ask 4 i feel so 

sunburnt; out.

i need more patience
now, i feel my heart
explode wen ur around
im sorry tht i cant
blow u off tha ground

i try, i try, i try
i always break ma heart
twice, but u look @ me
w/ those beautiful eyes

sunburnt

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣶⣶⣶⣦⠀⠀
⠀⠀⣠⣤⣤⣄⣀⣾⣿⠟⠛⠻⢿⣷⠀
⢰⣿⡿⠛⠙⠻⣿⣿⠁⠀⠀ ⠀⣶⢿⡇
⢿⣿⣇⠀⠀⠀⠈⠏⠀⠀⠀ glaz(flip)
⠀⠻⣿⣷⣦⣤⣀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⣾⡿⠃⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠉⠻⣿⣄⣴⣿⠟⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⡿⠟⠁


loving u's illegal, melted sin
1 look @ those brwn eyes, falling n
dreamin' of ur laughter, tha bluntness,
nd tha sarcasm. 

do u evn notice? im n awe, drop dead
gorgeous; full of flaws.tak me n ur arms
paint me n ur love, let me c ur soul (soul-)

i dnt want u 2 go. romanticizing ur ghost (ghost-)
i brought nto my home, n2 my home, brought
n2 my home. (n2 my home-)

cut n2 my face, i want ur love
dis lovely place, it feels so wrong
im so ashamed, i feel so right
i lost my face. (ohh-)

(i might have 2 go, i feel trapped in a lonely place)

treat me lik tha 1... i dnt wna leave,
i dnt wna leave, let me feel something

loving's u illegal-, melted sin-
1 look @ those brwn- eyes, falling- n
dreamin' of ur laughter, tha bluntness,
nd tha sarcasm.

(do u evn notice?--)

paint me n ur love

(p. forgot) - old song


Wen
Life falls apart lik stix
I wna be n bed b4 six
I'd rather not awaken
N' tha mornin' 

(i wna be n bed b4 six)

I tried 2 do sumthng I love
Buh evrything I do is not
Enough, so undeserving of
love

(i wna be n bed b4 six)

dolce far niente

ᵗʰᵃⁿᵏ ᵘ ² ᵗʰᵒˢᵉ ʷʰᵒ 
ʷᵉʳᵉ ᵒʳ ʳ ⁿ ᵐʸ ˡⁱᶠᵉ ᶜᵘʳʳᵉⁿᵗˡʸ
ⁱᵗˢ ᵃ ʳᵃⁱⁿʸ ᵐᵒⁿᵈᵃʸ ᵇᵘᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵘⁿ ⁱˢ ᵒᵘᵗ
ᵗʰᵉ ᵘⁿⁱᵛᵉʳˢᵉ ˡᵒᵛᵉˢ ᵘ


guitar @neverforever 
piano, fx @kwuzi

-


Its gnawing @ my skin
Tha feel of grief, tha fear of love, nd everything
I think I love everything nd evry1 tht i will meet
(dnt forget me luv) It pierced my skin again
(dnt forget me luv) (dnt forget me luv)
My bones will melt, (dnt forget me luv)
I think I love 2 deep

I will try nd pray 4 better days
I will try nd pray 4 better ways

Its gnawing @ my skin
Tha feel of grief, tha fear of love, nd everything
I think I love everything nd evry1 tht I will meet
It pierced my skin again, my bones will melt
I think I love 2 deep, I'm bad @ showing it
I feel everyth-

eroded skin

(p. ek)

(u have such pretty brwn eyes, 
tha kinda pretty tht deserves 2 
mak a big deal outta itself 
u kno wat i mean)

-

i stay awake, @ nite

wonderin' where ill b

1 day ill fly, so high

(wat dou c n ma eye)

3:36am

brwn

(p. michael h)

-

got into an argument w/ ma mom last nite
i feel alone, i feel it n ma skull, best life
she told me 2 get over it all, ur doin fine
off tha medication 4 abt 8 years, im tryin 2

im tryin, im tryin, (i can go) im tryin (i can fly) 
im tryin, im tryin, 2. im tryin, im tryin, im tryin 2

ooooooooooo o o
ooooooooooo o o

medic8

forgot p

-

wish tht i was part of
tha moving barriers 
beneith ur skin
i jst drank ma bottle
so srry if i dnt mak sens
we can go anywher
we can go 2 colorado

colorado

prod. me
guitar is sampld


'


nd im

reachn 2 my phone
2 c if any1s around
all my friends r out
n paris or jst travelin
around (tha world)

nd ik tht its my fault
cuz i coulda been wher 
they r but i kno

life eats when
it is starved
im a mess nd 
sinking thru my floor
im a ded end

prod. me
sample indy

'

he left his bags in apex
thought he'd b a better man
nd he traveled all night
so that he could build a
land of his own, of his own
no1 knows, no1 knows

ya they think tht he's tha devil
but he's a devil in disguise
nd he holds on2 so much love, 
but its burning his insides, of his 
own of his own, no1 knows
no1 knows

𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘

evry1s so mean

so he moves 2 tha city
evn tho he hates tha buildings
tht tower over him; so he hides
n tha structures n lets nobody in

travel dog

ᥫ᭡ shoutout 
shin 4da guitar
(old song lol)

:

u kissed me,
not knowin wat
ur gettn urself
into love

u prolly thought,
tht id love harder
than tha previous 1

u dont understand
where im coming from dear
(my dear)

do u love me?
or do u love
being loved
(loved) dear

u use 2 tell me that
i jus wasn loved right
dear (dear)

now ur sayn that i jus
dont love enough, dear

u keep on askin if were
okay love, dear?
tell me, love
wats goin on n
ur mind? (mind)

u kissed me,
not knowin wat
ur gettn urself
into love

u prolly thought,
tht id love harder
than tha previous 1

u told me 2 start
loving by jus tryin
im tryin, love

(tell me, love
wats goin on n
ur mind?, mind)

:

// song is abt not feelin enough

dear

prod me

'

there is more 2 the story
but u never seem 2 call 
my phone

oh, take me home
oh, please let go
slow, take it slow

oh, take me home
oh, please let go
slow, take it slow

nd i always been the 1
2 blame
nd i never wna c 
ur face
again 
(but its all i crave)
again 
(patterns on ur face)

oh, take me home
oh, please let go
slow, take it slow

nd it's better if u 
stay away from me
(but i love u)
nd it's better if u 
stay away from me
(may i haunt u?)

patterns

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣤⡤⢄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢰⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣦⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣤⣤⣄⡀⢀⣈⢣⡱⠦⢄⡀⣠⣿⣧⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢷⡀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣧⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⢉⡭⠷⢏⠀⠀⢹⠀⠀⢀⠏⠉⠙⢿⣮⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣧⡀⠀⠀⠀⠹⣷⡀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣔⣺⠷⠧⡀⠀⠈⢆⠀⠸⡀⠀⡸⠀⢀⠔⠁⠈⠹⡄⠀⣴⠀⠀⠀⠸⣧⠀⠀⠀⠀⢹⡇⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⢖⣋⣭⠽⠣⡀⠀⠑⡄⠀⠘⣄⣀⡧⣤⣇⣠⠃⠀⠀⣀⠤⠳⣞⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⢹⣦⠀⠀⠀⣼⡇⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⢞⡉⣉⡽⣅⠀⠀⠈⢆⠀⣸⡶⣾⢁⣻⢷⣫⣴⠷⣤⠔⠉⠀⠀⠀⢹⠀⢀⡾⠃⣠⠀⠻⣝⠦⠾⢿⡀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣀⡰⠧⠛⠒⡏⠀⠈⢢⡀⢀⣼⢺⠁⡇⣿⣿⣷⡟⣱⣧⡾⢛⡤⠄⠒⠉⠉⠉⣶⣿⣵⣾⠇⢀⣠⣇⠀⠀⠀⣹⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⣠⠔⣊⡩⠤⠒⠒⠂⢉⡽⢦⣤⢴⣟⡏⢸⡼⢰⣾⡟⠻⠏⣸⣿⡿⠚⣩⣇⠀⠀⣀⣀⣀⡽⢋⣿⠃⢀⣼⣿⡏⠒⠒⠊⢹⠀⠀⠀
⣠⠾⠓⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⠊⣠⠞⠀⣜⡜⠀⢸⡇⢸⠏⠀⠀⢰⡿⠋⢀⣾⠗⣋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣸⢣⣧⣄⣸⢿⣿⢽⡄⠒⠒⠚⣿⠷⠦
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣼⠵⠊⠀⠀⢸⡟⠀⠀⠸⠀⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠠⠟⠁⣴⡿⡦⠔⠒⠂⠉⠉⣿⡍⢻⢿⡿⢧⠳⣇⠀⠀⠀⢸⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠛⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠟⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⠾⠋⠀⢇⠀⠀⠀⡠⠔⠉⡧⣼⢸⢸⣤⠗⠃⠬⡉⠒⣾⣷⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠁⠀⠀⣰⣻⢦⠔⠋⠀⠀⡰⠁⠀⡏⠹⡀⠑⡄⠀⠈⣦⣿⠃⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢰⡟⠁⠀⡷⣄⣠⠎⠀⠀⢠⠃⠀⢱⠀⠘⣄⣠⠋⣿⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠚⠀⠀⣴⡝⠀⠙⡦⣤⣄⣎⠀⣀⣼⡤⢾⣩⢸⠰⠏⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠼⠋⠀⠀⣰⡟⠁⢀⣼⠏⠀⠀⠈⢾⡿⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠚⠁⠀⠶⠛⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠸⠇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠐⠂⠒⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
@kwuzi


⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⠖⠋⠛⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⡞⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣴⠟⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣾⣯⣤⣄⢀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡾⢻⣟⠁⠈⢻⣿⣷⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⠆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠤⢄⡀⠀⠀⢸⢡⢸⣿⣷⡖⠋⣸⣿⢻⡄⢀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⡾⠋⠀⣀⣠⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠉⠒⠴⠋⣈⠳⠿⣿⣿⡿⠛⠹⡿⢠⣾⣴⢆⡜⢀⣤⡤⠚⡿⠃⢺⠯⣏⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠙⢛⣩⣿⣿⣄⠴⢳⣿⣿⣯⣾⣷⣿⢻⡀⢀⣧⣴⡏⠀⠈⢶⢠⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⣾⣁⡴⠒
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠉⠉⢀⣨⣿⣶⠋⢈⡟⡟⢻⠁⢹⣦⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡖⠛⠛⡍⠷⣧⠀⠀⢀⣯⢻⡟⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠐⢲⡞⠛⠛⠉⣻⣷⣾⣠⣇⣸⣷⣿⣿⢸⣿⡟⣿⣿⡟⠓⠺⠋⣉⣩⠷⢀⡾⣹⣾⡇⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠒⠲⠞⠛⠋⠉⣹⡟⠛⣿⢠⣿⡾⠋⣸⣿⣿⠿⠦⣼⣽⣫⣤⣴⣟⡷⢻⣿⡇⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢤⣀⣴⠟⠁⣠⡟⠸⠋⠀⢠⠟⢸⣿⠷⠶⣯⣿⡿⢻⢷⠿⠷⣾⡿⠁⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠀⠀⠀⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣼⣿⣆⣀⣹⣌⣟⡻⣏⠀⣠⡿⠁⣀⣤⠄
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠿⣿⣿⣄⣴⠋⢸⡁⣉⣷⢿⣿⠟⠉⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣏⠛⢿⣶⡾⠿⣿⡿⠟⠋⠉⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠙⠻⠶⣄⣄⣄⣄⣄⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

glazue

Popular tracks