Watching The Days Waste Away

lyrics:

I don't like singing much
or telling you all my secrets
I'll sing here and there
but honestly I don't really care

stop by, say hello
find me laying on the floor
making lyrics in my head
not listening to a word you said

not recently depressed
tho my feelings are suppressed
I'm fine, thank you tho
just sit back, my life's a show

Self Diagnosed Depression

Sunset On The Beach

Silva

lyrics:

there ain't nothing to be said
that already has
don't really know I'm feeling
right now so please don't ask
and though it won't last forever
the memories will
think back to the days 
everything stood still
not a great time 
but still part of our lives
and during those days 
I began to realize

[chorus]
that we will never ever
be together
but its what I've wanted
forever, and ever and ever
never ever

I won't tell you why
tell you why
I know you're never truly happy
but please don't cry
"its not as bad as it seems
it will be over soon"
at least thats what I heard on the news
not the best time but still part of our lives
and during those days 
I began to think

[chorus]

Neverever

lyrics:

its raining outside
but thats okay
inside's where id rather be anyway
watching everybody out there play
but im not gonna join them I'm okay
and I just wanna fall away
cuz here's where I don't
want to stay
sitting here thinking about what I did wrong
everyday
why would I care im not gonna tell you anyway
is it bad that I don't really care
what you say
I'm just overthinking but hey
thats my game

although things have changed
and they are different now
I wanna, i wanna

go back to the times
we could talk about anything
anytime
cuz lately I've been feeling 
a little bit inutile (without you)
go back to the things we discussed
before we even knew
I guess I just miss that feeling
I guess I just miss you

one day I'll have my life sorted out
bringing down the things 
that I left on the shelf
do you ever want to run away from yourself
cuz everyone wants you to be someone else
my want to be included
though my will to be alone
feels like I'm being dragged down
further by the stone and its hard to breathe
its hard to breathe

although things have changed
and they are different now
I wanna, I wanna

go back to the times
we could talk about anything
anytime
cuz lately I've been feeling 
a little bit inutile (without you)
go back to the things we discussed
before we even knew
I guess I just miss that feeling
I guess I just miss you

I Miss It

lyrics:

I wanna know if you're here cuz you wanted
or had to
trust me I can

see through you
I'm always gloom
its cuz of you that
im always

I thought that you were so special
a celestial
I have become so numb
to the pain
I never thought having no feelings
was a feeling
I was wrong

my feelings aren't what they tell me
attached to easily
though I knew it all along
im just a pawn
to my paranoia

and im always gloom
im always gloom
its cuz of you that
im always

Gloom

lyrics:

are you feeling okay?
do you want it this way?
the feeling of dismay
cuz that's what you say

are you feeling okay?
you won't come out and play
haven't seen you in days
you got nothing to say

are you feeling okay?
just up and ran away
I just hope you're okay
thats all I wanna say

are you feeling okay?
do you want it this way?
the feeling of dismay
cuz that's what you say

I just wanna know
oh, please show me a sign
that you are fine
yuh

Okay

lyrics:

everytime
so enamored by
your lips and eyes
i don’t know why

want to spend my life
with you by my side
pretend you’re here
pretend you’re mine

maybe you 
don’t feel the same
cant dwell on that fact 
cant talk back those days

got to accept 
or it will destroy me
i’ll ruin my life
i don’t have that time

it’s who i am, who i am

it’s been a while
thought about my life
and all of its turns
its lows and its highs

maybe i
should stop living a lie
and creating a world
within my mind

it’s who i am, who i am

A World Within My Mind

lyrics:

one, two
here we go

if I ever
loved again
don't know if I can

which way will 
I go
I can't decide

you and I
you and I

and there's not much we can do
sit back and enjoy the ride
there's not much we can do
its up to you

and I cant

and I'm feeling like all of this
is just for nothing
I think again and I might regret it
its worth it

you and I
you and I

and there's not much we can do
sit back and enjoy the ride
there's not much we can do
its up to you

take it back
take out everything I said
its not right
and how it ends
take it back
take out everything I said

let's pretend
this will come to an end

and there's not much we can do
sit back and enjoy the ride
there's not much we can do
its up to you
(take it back, take it)

There’s Not Much We Can Do

lyrics:

I don't really like myself
but I wouldn't want to be nobody else
i'm just trying to live
yet everything goes wrong
so what gives?

fly away when he comes to the door
enough anxiety to start the Third World War
days where I cant sleep
living in a helpless, hopeless dream

I don't care about myself
but I'm always here if you need any help
send your happy thought to me
watching all of my friends
without me

back to when I felt secure
nostalgia's a bliss, yet painful cure
now I'm who I wanna be
but I'm living in a hellish, broken dream

Silva

Glacier Flower

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