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dead love「glasscastle」

written, produced, mixed and mastered by yours truly !!
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featuring The Lost Heads Club (follow @thelostheadsclub on instagram)

elixir (ft. The Lost Heads Club)「glasscastle」

in-between「glasscastle」

Lyrics:

It’ll be alright, I know
Playing all my cards, strong
Playing no games, no
I don’t wanna waste though

One month in my bedroom
Do you feel like no one gets you?
Wanna manicure, I want new hair
Wanna get out, wanna leave here
Halfway 2022
Got a checklist, and I wrote you
Got a necklace, it’s a cheap one
Cause I’m broke but I don’t care I don’t need none

I woke up late
She just posted a new pic
She said “I like when you’re candid”
Thanks for being honest

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i wrote this song about faith.  i'd love to be religious, i really would, but its so hard to have faith when the world is like this.  i live with chronic pain and i know many others that do as well. how could a 'god' so 'just' allow shit like this to happen? how come cancer exists? how come we suffer? how come good people die? how come god created evil? i lost my pet ferret Gizmo on august 23rd this year, and I wanted to yell at the top of my lungs for like two weeks straight.  that hurt me to the core, she was my best friend.  i felt alone in the world and wanted answers.  truth is that there sometimes isn't any.

prod. capsctrl

[lyrics]
tell me what are you waiting for
tell me what i am praying for
tell me why do u hate us all
tell me why u keep a closed door

give me an answer im losing my faith
tell me what made u go and choose all our pain
give me a call cause i am losing my way oh
how could i go and trust you for another day no

i’ll scream at the sky one more time
i’m never a fan of the sunshine
i’ve been waiting for a long time
i’ve been waiting for a long time

tell me「glasscastle」

lyrics:

god herself is absent
i find it kinda tragic
i think i'm having doubts
jenova's working magic
sufferings a habit
like we have got to have it
no we can't live without
the future seems so manic

oh, laying low for the winter
never there for the summer
where you at these days?
fragments, broken glass all over my face
i'm running in the same place
i'm running in the same

don't hold yourself back
it's pointless babe
it's pointless baby
don't hold yourself back
give it your all

seven seconds out
and four seconds in
i'm trying to remember what the doctor said to me
seven seconds out
my mind is cloudy now
i can't remember it

god herself is absent
why is it tragic?
i think i'm having doubts
jenova's working magic
sufferings a habit
it's almost like we're addicts
no we can't live without
the future seems so manic

oh, laying low for the fall
never there for the spring
why'd you never call me?
fragments, broken glass all over my face
i'm running in the same place
lifestream, lifestream

don't hold yourself back
it's pointless babe
it's pointless baby
don't hold yourself back
give it your all

soundcloud art: https://twitter.com/Kijaidesign/status/1215989720142032896/photo/1

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