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FUCKTHEPOPULATION [ZERKEY]

I could throw it all away, if I really want it.
I really want it. It’s like I told them too many times… I told them how I feel. It was ignored then.
Now that I’m on the floor bleeding.. you can’t. 
Now I want it cause it all feels the same when you want to escape.
Let the blade feel like drugs cause it all feels the same…
When you want to escape
When you want to escape 
Yeah I know I want it 
Come a little closer and watch me bleed
Yeah it’s all in my head.
You said it’s all in my head. 
With a bullet in my fucking skull
It’s all in my head 
You can’t take it back 
I’ll let you stand there and watch me bleed
Yeah I’ll let you stand there, you watch me bleed.

Stand There (p. takizava)

Album coming soon, I love you all

Produced by me

Lyrics -

My spirit grows tired of war
Of isolation and pain
I dream of wasting away
Like snow beneath the rain
This flesh woven cage
Bound to dismay
I lost all I am
Only memories remain
Only memories remain
Only memories remain
Longing for home again
Searching for me
Searching for me
Will I feel again,
The comfort of a home?
Before I meet my end
Will there be an end to the roam?

Bound To Dismay

I fell in love with a demon…and i regret it (Prod. Classik)

Produced by Daedric Prince
Mixed & Mastered by HeavyLungs

Lyrics:
Live laugh
Nights I grown cold
I fear you want me home
After you see you kept me awake 
Answer did I
Even out the pain
Look in your eyes all you despise 
Tearing at your flesh again
After all this time 
running from life
Running from life 
After all of this time 
Left all alone and I wanted out
This pressure created nothing but doubt 
Bloodied the towels 
Stained the bed sheets oh frown
I was alone 
while the drugs kept you out 
Slow down my love I forgave you in the end. Hurry back 
back home there was something left unsaid. 
All I wanted was my mommy but she was swept, Into the other room where there was meth for her instead 
The needle it’s been left unfed again
Hurry back to your room 
where you locked yourself in. 
Look in your eyes all you despise 
Tearing at your flesh again
After all this time running from life
Running from life 
After all of this time 
Raised us, in needles and fire 
Drugs kept you in
It just kept you higher
Raised us in needles and fire
The drugs kept you in your room 
You get higher
All those nights I needed you 
I needed you
There was a vacancy instead
At 14 I was used to being 
left for dead then
I was used to to being left

Darling, You Couldn't Even Imagine What I've Seen

feat @eaceased1xel @distortionthe1
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/46uwJCm3VJy1IQf0TLL2tc?si=369223c9d1914949

VIOLENCE JACK w/ DEACEASED & LORD DISTORTION [PROD @1MYOJIN]

kill ebola - help me

J$tacks  X Kill Ebola  - Lonely (+Suchy)

produced by @black-285816692

i cannot heal </3


lyrics:

i'm getting older, i'm closer to dying
this pain in my chest got me hurting
it's violent, inside of my mind its a riot
i'm hiding it all of the time 
can't unleash what is fighting 
it'd tear you up, break you apart
with no sparing em
i wanna die, 
why the fuck do i carry them
carry these demons
i swear they would bury ya
i know i'm strong cuz im breathing
i stare at them 
in the morning, in the night
in my sleep
i can't escape all this pain so i weep
she broke my heart 
put the pain in my key
then i unlock my heart
put the pain in this beat
i've got a blade, 
put the blade to my flesh
if i wanted to die 
then I'd die like the rest
why am i scared 
cuz the pain of what's next
i'll be a ghost
& i'll search when I'm dead

i can't let go of the girl in my head
i can't let go of my baby in red
i won't ascend, I won't ascend
i will be here till i find you again x4

MY RED DAHLIA [prod. AYAZRA]

Produced by @WinterGhost

Peel my skin, won't you spill my guts
I'm empty,
Rip my heart, I don't want it anymore
It breaks me.
Pulls me apart every single day,
This endless void I've fallen into grey,
Now it ends me,
Why won't it end you too?
It's just me,
I'm gonna fall.
Stuck in this its all in my head,
All in my head,
It's all in my head, it's all in my head oh,
I think it's funny,
I'm never dead,
Let me be dead.
Let me be dead oh,
Shred my bone with your infinity,
More than life ancient entities,
Thousand years plus my eternity,
I'll be your doom.
I'll be your ending.

Spotify

Hollow

@lastfallenangel
@user-821764364

LYRICS:

i could die today, i don't give a fuck
i'm a piece of shit, never made bucks
never made sense why my life sucks
now i understand the whole worlds fucked

give it up, give it a rest
go and kill yourself x4

I'm talking to myself
my brain is like hell
blow my brains out
leave behind a 12 gauge shell x2

kill myself im worthless
I've never been a meaningful person
I've never had a version of myself
that i didnt wanna kill
it makes me nervous
i know that I'm vicious
i feel violent
i think of catching bodies all the time
and i think about the future without life
and if i wasnt here would it be nicer
i dont even want peace no im a fighter
glock 9 on a pussy, send him higher
my life has no meaning, burn in fire
its feels like hell when im alive or
it feels like demons eat my insides
i dont have emotions, none are in sight
if i see an opp you know its on sight
hit em with a greenlight at redlights

it's still witch angels forever
even though it's like we all died
we live on through our spirits

Hollow

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