The Upload

@ic3vox
@crescentxx
@shinyujuju

prod @y4ndere

not enough ft. ic3, crescent, yuju (prod. yandere)

speedin w. ginko

mv: https://youtu.be/wcVeStH1kws

I got nothing (x2)
left to say 
about our situation
this particular infatuation
I havent felt like this
Since I was 16
When I didnt know shit
Im so tired of this
I need some space with a friend (x3)

Attention, I think I might really Need U Right Now
I tried to be on my own but when she speaks I turn around

I need you      Rn...
I need you      Rn...
I need you      Rn...
I need you      Rn...........

Right Now

everything that i get + misakufoxx (iatneh)

prod. and mixed by me. (obviously) cut me into pieces plz. </3
(lyrics):
(samara)
hide my face from the people 
They don’t see me as equal 
I’m standing  here, they look they stare
I don’t know what I wanna wear 
I hate my looks I hate my hair
I hate my life, this isn’t fair x3

They all want me to avoid this
but i won’t let them forget
I won’t pretend I’m no different
Than everyone, I’m over this 

Put on makeup and cry again 
I hate u all, I had no friends x4

I’m standing  here, they look they stare
I don’t know what I wanna wear 
I hate my looks I hate my hair
I hate my life, this isn’t fair x4

dysphoria (samara)

@7senss @emorave @tgwog @haveonlyonechance

senses & emorave - harmful (toshi x tgwog x tenoji)

i’ve been doing these drugs way too much all i ever fucking dream about is your touch
had my ex bitch leave for a new crush said im not fine but it’s all love

baby im a demon but i still got my halo im not fine but it’s fine i got you though
crazy bout this feeling i can see you with my eyes closed
i just wanna feel you but im hollow

we could turn this room into a palace me and you drinking blood from a chalice 
and im taking all these pills as an outlet asking me if i will ever stop like no i doubt it

life was such a nightmare then you saved me new girl bad but she fragile like a daisy
no one else can compare you’re amazing oh you got me down bad fucking drive me crazy
i try so hard give and take i’ve felt love but now it’s hate 
i’ve been bad that’s the past your love will never last

not as lonely as i used to be three gram blunt come talk to me
don’t tell me please don’t ask me why i put my life here on the line

i wont lie baby yeah you got me feeling like theres magic
romeo and juliet but we’re not ending tragic
you just took my breath away im feeling asthmatic 
now i rot away inside my room like it’s a casket

nightmare (shinju x garasu)

prod https://soundcloud.com/diligencexs + https://soundcloud.com/ev333

lyrics:
all the other boys yeah they want you
never hear your voice but i want to
guess i better poise but i walk through 
trying to avoid you, trying to avoid you, try to avoid you
 
hide my face in the hallways
i dont mind that im not really doing great
i avoid you always
i dont mind cause i do it to keep me safe
i dont like when you call me
try to hide but its not really working great
i avoid you always
i dont mind being patient i can wait

i feel like a ghost
though i love you the most
dont know how to get close though
i hide in my phone
unapproachable girl
but her number i know
and its saved under my love
but it never shows
but i just wanna hold her till the morning
and every time my soul hurts when her phone rings
i just wanna know her but i dont think
she will ever show, girl, that you want me

all the other boys yeah they want you
never hear your voice but i want to
guess i better poise but i walk through 
trying to avoid you, trying to avoid you, try to avoid you
 
hide my face in the hallways
i dont mind that im not really doing great
i avoid you always
i dont mind cause i do it to keep me safe
i dont like when you call me
try to hide but its not really working great
i avoid you always
i dont mind being patient i can wait

avoid you (diligence/ev333)

https://soundcloud.com/ogbrayam

i had to take a step back i can see thru them glass shards
y u gotta cap like dat we all kno u jus act hard
cut off those alarm sounds yea we skrt like nascar
yea we move when its dark out blood all on the asphalt
yea its my fault u can have my whole heart
it'll cost sumn u cant leave me cold out here
we pull up so official like the pros are here
in the forest i need thistle like the crows are here

ion even feel human no mo
walk in flesh u cant see me tho
u see those jeans i need me those
i can stand out like 3d bro
what u see in me u so needy ho
pass that test no cheat sheet bro
spin this shit like a cd oooooooooo
i cant trip u was jus another one
i could neva fold on my brother
feel like edward(scissorhands) i got them cutters
feel like edward(elric) im w my brother!!!

i realize im at fault _V1 (brayam)

two guns w/eczotic (neather)

MONEY {p.1heyyrhyn}

DIORJEANS (prod pr1m0)

https://soundcloud.com/tayparadox https://soundcloud.com/blackwinterwells https://soundcloud.com/mkne https://soundcloud.com/1vessel

moshpit w/ doxia & blackwinterwells (maknae 4am)

prod. and mixed by me (obviously)
@vampires09x + @gamergirlgangxd

(LYRICS)

(“samara.”)
I can’t control these thoughts I have 



No one to blame but my head 



I hate myself, cry in my bed 



Don’t know the truth, these lies I’m fed x2





Thought u were friend of mine but u don’t rlly like me 



I don’t know where else 2 go. I need some fucking clarity 



My brain always fucking hurts I thinks it’s the anxiety 



Tryna balance music and the rest is so damn tiring 



I just want you to know that u burn me out  and make me feel bad, I hate u 



Leave me alone, I hate u, leave me alone, I hate u 



I just want you to know that u burn me out  and make me feel bad, I hate u



I can’t control these thoughts I have 



No one to blame but my head 



I hate myself, cry in my bed 



Don’t know the truth, these lies I’m fed x2



(“This Is A Vampires09 Exclusive.” “Gamer Girls.”)

lies (samara)

@emotionals @winter
art: @n3tgear47

wanted to be someone I couldn’t be 
i see the hatred when they look at me
guess theres smth wrong w me 
i cant recover from these injuries
look in the mirror i see misery 
its not as easy as it seems

Whatever I’ll just keep walking til I find someone 
together we could be so much more let’s merge to one 
I know I’m nothing but maybe I’ll get second chance 
I know I could make it out all I need is your support

u took my heart ina second 
u took my all it dont matter 
falling apart like always 
im on my own but its ok
never thought id b so lonely 
its my own fault, thats on me
falling apart like always 
im on my own but its ok

try so hard to make it thru to u
but i everytime i feel so blue
see ur colors shining thru
and i dont know what 2 do
so i lay it all on myself
i can ask for help
and i think u got the best of me
but ur sending me thru hell
just talk to a bit
or say it wasnt meant
just know its for the best of us

its okk ft. emotionals「prod. winter」

i'm addicted i need more party at the psych ward
kill my friends life's a bore i don't need them anymore
why'd i do this? blood on my hands
i don't feel good need i say less?

i jus wanna be a girl mirrors make me wanna hurl
i cant take this fucking world gotta feeling she's concerned 
blood on my wall red in my head
gave it my all now i wanna be dead

everything that i get + misakufoxx (iatneh)

gleeko (@killgleeko)

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