I wanna be ur life i wanna be ur doll
Your eyes are glossing over me u never cared at all
Hidding in the walls, analyzing ever flaw
I rlly wanna try but its difficult

I wake up and im covered in cuts
You told me that theyre pretty i shld never give it up
My heart is weak, shldve never opened up
My head is spinning think ive lost too much blood

I think im addicted to the blade
And i feel so ashamed and these scars dont wanna fade
I know im a discrace but you cant seem to look away
I get so afraid when you thru my charade
Im infected, i cant escape depression
Stuck inside a cycle of violence and misdirection
Staring in the mirror god i wish that i was feminine
Taking all these drugs, all i rlly want is estrogen

I got a job but im still fucking useless
You broke my heart and i still cant undo it
Im at the club i have poison in my guts
Am i still your girlfriend if i dont have a pulse
Cut me into pieces, in the name of love
You use me like a toy, now ur filling with disgust
Does it make you happy to know im feeling crushed
I wanna dissapear now, i think ive had enough
I think ive had enough

i've had enough [augury]

spotify!

l0wd0se {𝓈𝓀¹⁴]

Self-composed.
Featuring @kaypbcbc
Mixed by @karmarhythm

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢧⡘⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢷⢐⠈⣀⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣼⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡷⢶⠲⠀⠀⠀⡆
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢷⡘⣧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣠⣥⣤⣤⣤⣦⣼⠧⠴⠶⢶⡶⠶⠶⠶⠼⢯⣭⣿⡟⠛⠛⠛⠟⢿⣿⣯⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠻⠾⠟⠀⠀⠂⠀⠀⠀⠀⠁
⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣈⣳⡌⣧⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣴⣾⠋⠀⠀⣴⡶⠖⠉⠀⠀⢀⡀⠠⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠹⣍⠛⠳⢦⣤⣸⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣧⣤⣤⣤⡀⠀⣀⣀⣀⣄⣄⣀
⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣌⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠟⣹⠃⠀⠀⢰⡟⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⢦⠘⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠳⣄⠀⠈⠙⠿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠃⣽⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿
⠁⠻⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣾⣿⠟⠉⣀⡤⣿⠀⠀⠀⣼⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠳⡜⣧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢳⡄⠀⠀⠈⠛⢿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡇⢰⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿
⠀⠀⠙⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠋⠁⣠⡾⠋⠀⢿⠀⠀⠀⢹⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⣟⣇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠻⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⢿⣿⡿⠛⠛⠻⠿⠻⢿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿
⡄⢀⡀⢨⡻⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠋⠀⢀⡼⠋⠀⠀⠀⠘⣧⠀⠀⠸⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣿⡆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠹⣦⠀⠀⠀⢰⠟⡩⠄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠬⠉⠻⣿⡿⠁
⣿⣆⡙⢆⠙⢮⡻⢿⣿⠟⠁⠀⣰⠏⢠⠞⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣧⠀⠀⢧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⣷⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢻⣆⠀⣠⢞⡼⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠹⣄⣴
⣿⣿⣷⡌⠳⣄⢳⡾⠋⣠⢀⡼⠁⢀⡟⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⢷⡀⠘⣧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⢻⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⣿⢲⡇⡏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿
⣿⣿⣿⣿⣆⢸⡟⠁⣰⢁⡞⠁⠀⣼⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⢦⣈⢧⡀⠀⠀⠀⣾⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⣧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢹⡈⢧⡙⠢⢤⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡀⠀⠀⢹⣿
⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡟⠀⢠⠇⣼⠁⠀⢠⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⠀⠈⠷⣿⣦⣤⣀⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⡇⢸⡄⠀⠀⠉⠒⠶⠚⠙⠒⠋⠀⠀⢀⣾⣿
⣿⣿⣿⣿⡟⠀⠀⡞⢰⠃⠀⠀⣸⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⢹⡀⠀⠀⠀⠁⠀⢸⣿⡓⠀⠀⠀⢀⡆⢸⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣇⠀⠙⣧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣸⣿⣿⣿
⠀⠀⠀⡿⢀⠀⢸⠃⣾⠀⠀⠀⣿⡇⠀⣠⡤⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⠘⣇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡟⣧⠀⠀⠀⢸⠁⢸⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⡿⠀⠀⠈⣷⣦⡶⣄⣀⣰⠦⢴⣾⡛⢿⣏⠁
⠀⠀⢼⠇⣼⠀⣾⢀⡇⠀⠀⢸⣿⣇⡾⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣸⡄⠻⠦⠤⠤⠤⠤⠤⠇⠘⠦⠤⣤⣭⣀⢸⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣄⡴⠋⣏⣀⣤⣾⣿⣿⡇⠀⠀⡀⣠⠞⢿⢿⡄⠹⣷
⠀⠀⣿⢀⡇⠀⣿⢸⣇⠀⠀⢸⡿⡏⠁⢀⣠⡤⠶⠚⠋⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⡴⣶⣶⣶⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣁⣠⢀⣠⠴⢚⡏⠀⠀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠇⢀⡾⠋⠁⠀⢸⠀⣿⡄⣿
⠀⢰⡇⢸⡇⢰⡇⣼⢻⠀⠀⠸⡇⠻⠞⠋⠁⢀⣀⡀⠀⠀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣚⣵⣻⣿⠟⠋⣩⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⡀⢿⡉⠀⠀⢸⠇⠀⢸⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⣰⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⣾⠀⢸⡇⣿
⠀⢸⠇⢸⡇⢸⣷⢧⠘⣇⢀⣼⠃⠀⠀⢀⣤⣬⣭⣿⣛⠉⠉⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠐⠋⠀⠀⢰⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡏⣿⡄⣷⡄⠀⣼⠀⠀⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠟⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⣰⠏⠀⢰⣷⠟
⠀⢸⠀⢸⡗⠘⣿⢸⠀⠘⠞⣿⣇⣠⣶⣿⡿⢛⣽⣿⣦⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⣿⢿⣿⡿⣿⢀⣿⣿⠃⢀⣼⡟⠀⣼⡿⠟⠛⢿⡟⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⢸⡀⣾⣇⠀⢸⡄⠀⠀⠀⣿⣿⣿⣿⠏⢀⣿⣿⣿⣿⡆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⠁⠸⣿⣷⠇⣸⠛⠁⣠⠞⣹⠃⣼⠋⣠⣴⣿⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⡿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈
⠀⢸⡇⣿⣿⠀⠈⣧⠀⠀⢸⣿⣿⣿⣿⠀⢸⣿⣿⣿⡿⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠹⣦⠖⢋⣏⡼⣋⡴⠞⢁⣠⣯⣾⡅⡼⢋⡟⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⡀⠀⢠⡟⠀⠀⣠⠖⢀⣠⠖
⠀⠈⣧⣿⠸⣇⠀⠸⣆⠀⣾⠿⣿⣿⣿⡄⢸⡏⢸⣿⣶⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠁⠿⠟⠛⢉⣠⠴⠫⠿⠟⠋⢠⣇⡾⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣾⠁⠀⡾⢡⠔⠋⣠⡴⠋⠀⠀
⠀⠀⢻⣹⣀⣻⡄⠀⠹⣄⣿⠀⠹⣿⣿⠙⠈⢧⣶⠋⠽⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⠛⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣀⣸⠁⠀⠀⠀⢠⠟⡇⢠⢸⠇⣠⡴⠛⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠈⢿⡇⡼⡿⡄⠀⠀⣯⠀⠀⢨⡟⠀⠀⠀⠈⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣴⣿⣿⡏⠀⠀⠀⢀⣿⡼⡇⠀⣾⠞⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠈⡿⢱⠇⠙⣦⠀⢻⠀⣰⣟⣇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣾⣿⣿⣿⡇⠀⠀⠀⣸⣟⠡⣧⠀⡏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⣸⠃⣼⠀⠀⢸⠷⢼⣿⠋⠀⠙⢧⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣠⢞⣵⡿⠛⢉⣁⣇⠀⠀⠀⣿⣉⣹⡽⣆⣇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⢠⡏⠀⡿⠀⠀⡿⠀⣼⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⢦⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡤⠖⢋⣤⠿⠿⣷⣾⣿⣿⣿⡄⠀⢰⢿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣆⣀⣀⣀⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠸⠀⠀⠃⠀⣴⡇⢠⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠙⠳⢦⢤⣀⣀⡀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣀⣠⣤⣶⣿⢋⡤⠞⠋⠀⠀⣰⣿⣿⣿⣿⠃⠹⣄⣼⠀⣀⣬⠽⠛⠋⠉⠀⠉⠉⠙⠛⠓⠒⠒
⠀⠀⡆⠀⠀⠀⣼⠃⣷⢸⡇⠉⠉⠛⠛⠛⠛⠋⠉⠙⠓⢾⠁⠀⠉⣿⠉⠉⠉⠉⢉⣥⣾⠛⣞⠿⣆⠀⠀⠀⣰⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠀⠀⠈⠟⠋⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣠⠴⠚⠉
⠀⠀⣧⠀⠀⢰⡟⠤⠼⣏⣗⠲⠶⠶⠶⠤⢤⣀⣀⣀⣀⣻⠄⠀⠀⡇⠀⠀⢀⣴⣿⣿⣣⣼⣷⣶⣿⣦⣄⡼⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠖⠋⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠸⣆⠀⢸⠁⠀⠀⠈⠙⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠓⢦⡀⠀⠀⠀⡇⠀⣰⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣷⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠹⣆⢸⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⢆⠠⠒⡇⠀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡎⠣⣄⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣤⠤⠤⠤⠴⠒⠚⠉⠉⠉⠑
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠑⣷⣀⣤⣤⣤⣤⢤⣄⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⡶⢺⡇⠀⣟⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡀⠛⠛⣛⣻⣿⣿⣶⣶⣶⣶⣶⣶⣶⣤⣤⣤⣤
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠐⠋⠉⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⣧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⢸⡇⢀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣷⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡇⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⡀⢠⣴⣢⡤⠶⠶⠒⣒⣒⣶⡴⠏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⣸⣷⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣷⠤⠤⠶

✰221✰ JUNSHI, KAY P, ᎷᏗᏕᏖᏋᏒ ᎧᎦ ᎮᎥᏝᎶᏒᎥᎷᏕ ﹔ᏕᏇᎧᏒᎴᏕᎮᎥᏒᏋ [PROD. JUNSHI] ☆ﾟelfaction any%

SUPERHEROES + DTHD

fairy threaded

w1shing well

world

he's rly cute, i rly hope that he kisses me
i want him 2 know that him & i can make history
im moving real slow, and my whole body is tingling
his fingers move like a million legs of a centipede

its not like im any different
im just like the rest, its
kinda dumb for people to go
and 'romance' it

coz in the end, we all end up alone
so why don't you pick up the goddamn phone?

im calling
(phone)
im calling
(phone)
im calling u my home

speed dial
on trial for all the sins i own

and i will follow you till the end of the world
until the land goes to rot, and the skies start to burn
ill be holding your hand until you tell me it hurts
coz thats how much my own life is truly worth

to me

oh its so scary it seems
to be at the end of the line
feels like im wasting your time
think i should jus disappear
coz all i feel is the fear

would you care to be sincere
with me?

he's rly cute, i rly hope that he kisses me
i want him 2 know that him & i can make history
im moving real slow, and my whole body is tingling
his fingers move like a million legs of a centipede

its not like im any different
im just like the rest, its
kinda dumb for people to go
and 'romance' it

coz in the end, we all end up alone
so why don't you pick up the goddamn phone?

just for now

GlimmerXP

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