Name: Substance Abuse Prod ADHD by XatoKai in Xatokai.
Duration: 2 min 26 s
Description: In this song I am looking through the eyes of a homeless substance abuser. I know some people that have gone down this path and this is the reality of what they feel every single day. Hope you guys can enjoy this one and understand what it’s really about.

im so happy that i got clean i even at a point sold my phone to buy more and did "services to get some " and yea i can agree this is sucks

Loveee this song where can I find u on tik tok or insta

Xatokai.

lyrics:

take me take me
back  to the roof top 
jump
i got a lot
i got a lot
left to do

and maybe maybe
one day i’ll bump
when im walking down the street
into you

and i would regret not being there
cuz i was depressed and unaware

they dont wanna see me for my voice
wanna see me for my body parts
black lung in my chest why i hardly cough
black skin on the goddess kali ma!

if you got that one up then i'll probably cop one
if you got a blotter then i'll probably drop one
lately i been fiending for 
emotion for a feeling 
if you had two pills then i would pop one

bitch i been on go
like a green light
street signs telling me to stop
that dont seem right

street signs telling me slow down
i can feel my
heart pump blood
too the rest of my mind

take me take me
back  to the roof top 
jump 
i got a lot
i got a lot
left to do

and maybe maybe
one day i’ll bump
when im walking down the street
into you

and i would regret not being there
cuz i was depressed and unaware
that there was someone who cared
and that nothing is ever fair

this place is not for people anymore (prod. bmg)

I cant feel shit @xatokai PROD.sbc

the napoleonic wars (wendigo X darkie)

i'll put it on all platforms in like a week or so. like the good old days

lyrics:
i don't dream anymore
trapped in what i see
i just want to sleep
i just want to sleep
drifting by
while awake
feeling great
the whole day i am hiding
i need reminding it's okay to be dying

sometimes it feels good to be crying
i'm okay
every bird in the world, flying
it feels so good to be dying with you
(it feels so good)
it feels so good to be dying with you
it feels so good to be alive

reminding (prod. brahman)

music is far too serious. people treat it like a pissing contest. who can use sounds to get the "farthest"? when i'm alone in my room i am reminded of why i started creating in the first place. a love of vibration and emotion. not of attention. i like making music in my room without you there until the sun tells me it's time to sleep

lyrics:
All day every day
When the sun goes away we play
Taking the first letter of my name to the face
Nobody knows where the fuck I am I’m like a ghost
I’m doing shows from coast to coast
That’s a boast 

I’m very high must be in a plane I suppose 
Or a private jet but I ain’t ride one yet
I’m very high but with every high comes lows
I don’t got no ice but I’m living nice steak froze

In my freezer
Traveling for leisure
Get the show shaking like it just had a seizure
Fuck what you think I am not a people pleaser

All day every day til the sun come up

All day every day til the sun come up
I been smoking on so much THC and eating 1UPS
I got no reason to feel negative cuz I’m winning I’m winning
I’m finna kill it since the beginning I been grinning while sinning 

I put the pen to the paper push it pulling lines 
I did it
I’m probably staying up until the sun rise I admit it
I got no time for the bullshit 
My mind got my pride up in it
If I’m gon die then imma be happy before my life is finished

sun come up (prod. 19akira x yvrikvn bxnd)

always tired. prod sbc

lyrics:
It’s been three days since the last time
Rolling up burning tree was my pass time
Used to think I would chief til I flatline
Used to feel crap and act like that’s fine
Everything’s alright
Imma smoke all night 

Fell in love with the feeling of relief quick
Went from Prozac to wax keif and weed shit
But then it morphed into seek it or be sick
Real shit

I can’t eat a meal less I do more drugs
Everybody telling me to “do more drugs”
Everywhere I look advertising it as fun 
Big billboards
Momma said “slow down son”

I can’t even eat a meal less I do more drugs
People always telling you to “do more drugs”
Everywhere I float on the smoke from the gun
Big billboards yell it out “do more drugs”

I just wanna feel free
I just wanna be free
I just wanna feel nothing
So there’s always something 
Or some reason for weed and THC 
to be with me

DO MORE DRUGS!
DO MORE DRUGS!
DO MORE DRUGS!
DO MORE DRUGS!

This is your brain on drugs
Does it sound dope?
Oil crackling liquid splattering 
Yellow round yolk 
Gas stove 
Cooking up breakfast wearing a bath robe 
I’m moving mad slow
I feel like an asshole

i like to smoke but i don’t like to pass 
so high off the gas that i’m thinking bout passing
light in the church singing during the mass
some believe that life is everlasting 

desire is a dimension of hell
and don't confuse happiness with pleasure or wealth
and don't confuse facts with emotions you’ve felt 
and don't freak out when everything melt off the acid

now when i smoke i cannot wait to pass it
giving to others makes me so alive
now when i smoke my emotions grow massive  
there’s no way to mask how you feel inside

DO MORE DRUGS!
DO MORE DRUGS!
DO MORE DRUGS!
DO MORE DRUGS!

do more drugs (PROD. 19AKIRA X BRAHMAN)

In this song I am looking through the eyes of a homeless substance abuser. I know some people that have gone down this path and this is the reality of what they feel every single day. Hope you guys can enjoy this one and understand what it’s really about.

Substance Abuse Prod ADHD

(Yo, put in on dow-)

Switchblade in the back of my pocket, 
you know I’m in for the profit, I always aim to get my money up Stupid niggas only be looking to get they funny up 
If I see em come around they know they getting muddied up, 
don’t give a fuck 
I’ll pop out on like any nigga, keep it tucked on waistline, you know I am not fucking wit the play time 
You can’t rhyme, you know I’m only riding wit the best, got the foo foo niggas stressed, I’m on the block and never need a vest

Introduce a nigga face into my timberland, 
I got my oppas shivering, they’ll never play wit me again 
Walk into the party and my diamonds glistening, he wasn’t listening when I told him I’m boutta up it on him 

Think about me so much that I’m prolly in ya dreams, rockin old supreme, while I’m takin a shot of Jim Beam, you switched teams So now I think it’s justified to make ya fuckin bitch cream, you know I’ll take ya life away on live stream  (Aye, aye, aye, aye)


Aye,
Bitch I hop out the Beam
Aye,
Bitch I walk out the Beam
Big steppa, and I'm Big Double D
Big steppa in my Louis V/Supreme

I can't walk, watch out, I might slip
From the 9-5-4, bitch we still on fuck shit
Gang gang, if you ain't gang you can't hang
You so broke, what you on for?
Noctvrnl Gang, its what ya bitch say
I'm sippin drank, put my whole three in a Lemonade
Bitch on my dick, aye
Because I'm cool, aye
Finna pop up on this pill like ooh, aye

I'm in the same damn shit that I been in, pussy
Imma pull up on yo bitch, she gon suck up on me, suck up on me
Gang
From the 9-5-4 to the N-Y-C 
Bitch it's Big Double D


Me and my boys in NYC, and we poppin shit
I walk into the Rick Owens store, cuz I'm coppin shit
Rick Owens shorts, big pockets, I be droppin shit
Take that nigga out of the photo, we be croppin shit

Big bands, big pile of money, with the opulence
Everytime I ride the subway, hop it, they ain't stop us once
Everytime I ride the subway, leave a sticker on the seat
Dark liquor, brown liquor, I like all my liquor sweet

I smoke grabba-leaf, not so swisher sweets
I'll take a Bacon Egg and Cheese, don't be cheap with the meat
It's 3AM, but a nigga starving and he gotta eat
I'm smoking so much weed that the stars are not that far to me
I'm sorry, bitch ass nigga, huh, pardon me
Didn't see ya there, I guess you're just hard to see
Lil Darkie, that's a tough act, hard to beat
I see them tryna spit, but this rappin shit's a part of me

HOBKNOCKER FEAT. XATOKAI, EDDISON, LIL DARKIE

liquid sweetheart prod killingfrancis

extraordinary ft. Chauncey666 prod. Lethal Needle

bee's knees prod sbc

fun's not allowed?

Concrete Jungle (Freestyle)

LYRICS:

IF YOU AINT FUCKING WITH MY VISION
THEN ACT LIKE I DON’T EXIST

IF YOU AINT RIDING WITH ME NIGGA 
GET ROCKING THAT’S WHAT HE KICKS

BECAUSE IM TIRED OF DISLOYALTY 
AND BITCH SHIT

I’M TIRED OF THE MISFITS
AND WHAT ELSE?
I’LL LIST IT

I HATE NIGGAS THAT DISSING BUT WONT 
MAKE THE DISS EXPLICIT

I HATE WHEN NIGGAS SWITCHING
PLAYING SIDES YOU COMPLICIT

I HATE WHEN NIGGAS DON’T KNOW SOMETHING
WRONG CUZ YOU AIN’T PISSED YET

CUZ YOU AIN’T SAID YOU HATE WHEN NIGGAS
QUIET LIKE SOME CRICKETS

INSECTS 

CRUSH EM UP AND EAT EM WITH SOME BUTTER
ON SOME BISCUITS 

MY FIST GETS

HARDER WHEN I GRIP TO

SIT THROUGH 

ANOTHER FUCKING DAY OF PLAYING SHIT COOL

FUCK THAT 

I HOPE THE FUCKING PLANET SUCK THE GUTS
OUT OF MY NUT SACK

I’LL BUSS BACK

AND YOU CAN FUCKING TRUST THAT 
I’LL HIT YOU 

RIGHT IN YO FUCKING NECK
’N LET YOU LAY INSIDE A PISS POOL 

CUZ THERE AINT NOTHING WORSE THAN
TREATED BADLY BY YOUR BROTHER

KINDA ANGER MAKE ME WANNA SEE 
ANOTHER IN A GUTTER

KINDA ANGER MAKE ME BLIND AND
MAKE ME THINK AN AWFUL THOUGHT

WAS NEVER TAUGHT HOW TO FORGIVE 
OR MAYBE I HAD JUST FORGOT

WHY THE PEOPLE THAT’S SUPPOSED TO 
HAVE YOU BACK IS TURNING OPPS
 
KINDA ANGER MAKE ME WANNA MURDER
EVERY SINGLE COP

WITH A SHOTGUN

PULL UP AND I POP ONE
PULL UP AND I POP TWO

NOW THEY’VE FUCKING SHOT YOU

SO LET IT STAY A THOUGHT THEN
THE KINDA ONE THAT DROPPED IN
THE KINDA ONE I PUT INSIDE A SONG 
THAT I CAN BOP TEN TIMES

UNTIL I STOP CARING

ABOUT THE FACT THAT UNDERNEATH IT ALL
THERE’S NOTHING SOLID TO HOLD ON TO 
LIKE YOU WANT TO

AND WHEN IM DREAMING I FEEL BETTER
THEN I DO WHEN IM AWAKE

HOW IMMA DREAM SOME REALER PEOPLE
THAN THE ONES THAT LIVING WHEN THEY 
REALLY FAKE

LIKE ACTUALLY

I DO THIS RAPPING CASUALLY

DISTRACT ME FROM MY DYING 
AND TRYING TO FEEL MY INNOCENCE 
AGAIN AND IT’S IMPACTING ME POSITIVELY 
AND IN A SENSE I GUESS 
IT IS THE CAUSE OF ANXIETY 
WHEN PEOPLE GOT PAIRS OF CENTS
THEY WANNA GIVE TOO

DISTRIBUTE 
OPINIONS BOUT THE ART
BUT I AINT LIKE THE OTHER 
RAPPERS YOU LISTEN TO
THIS MUSIC IS A PAINTING 
WITH EMPHASIS ON THE PAIN
IT’S NOT TO ENTERTAIN 
IT’S THE NOISES INSIDE MY BRAIN

AND I PRAY THAT YOU UNDERSTAND 
AND IM SORRY I’M SO AGGRESSIVE 
IF I HAD A HUNDRED BANDS I’D INVEST IT
INTO MY MESSAGE

THAT RACE IS FAKE 

AND PEOPLE EQUAL BUT DON’T WANNA BE
IT’S ALL BECAUSE OF GREED AND 
HOW WE STRUCTURE OUR ECONOMY

I’M SO DEPRESSED
I’VE HAD THIS LIQUOR IN MY CHEST LIKE EVERY DAY CUZ I AINT BEEN FEELING THE BEST

A MIXED RACE FAGGOT BOY THAT RAP AND 
AIN’T BLACK BUT HIS GODDESS IS
I PRAY THAT KALI MA DESCEND 
ON LA BRING APOCALYPSE

Substance Abuse Prod ADHD

XatoKai

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