(gloomE)
Burnt letters
It's over
It's over now yeah
I'm fucked over
Not sober i'll never be you
Take cover
Take cover her words hurt ya
I'm closer
I'm closer to getting closure

I'm closer
Closer to being over
Lately i got no sense of humor
Insults and stupid ass twitter fingers
Alcohol been affecting my figure

Been affecting my mind
Too many years i just stepped to the side
Forgot my feelings in hopes i could hide
Hate what i'm doing
I fucked up my life

(BayNay)
Always unimpressed when I'm looking in the mirror
My minds been on death
Imma waste another year
You don't really care
Ya u never really there
U were never there
U do not exist

Get it out my head
Leave my skull fucking vacant
Going through the mud don't u test my fucking patience
Soul keeps floatin
I'm so sick of hoping
Watch it fall apart
Every chance thats open

(gloomE)
Burnt letters
It's over
It's over now yeah
I'm fucked over
Not sober i'll never be you
Take cover
Take cover her words hurt ya
I'm closer
I'm closer to getting closure

How u gonna act that way to me
We don't see the same
I've been looking at the pages i write down every night
I've been wondering why
Why
U break me
And take me away from the way i see things
Gotta tell you that i'm sick of all the fighting
And i'm tired i'm sick of all the crying
But u ur always lying

Burnt Letters ft. BayNay (prod Flower + luffysome )

(lyrics)
If this don’t last forever 
I think my heart will break 
It’s all that i’m after
I’m dreaming of something like this to help me
But the things i do don’t really help me
And I'm sick of drinking life away am i sinking
Oh Captain lead the way cause my bones are aching
Hush please let me sleep
I see things in my dreams
That's all that i wanna be
That’s all that i need
The people i see are happy with me
That’s all i need 
That’s all i need 
That’s all i need 
I swear that’s all
Snot running down my face 
So far i’m not real fond of it all so i don’t wanna talk 
Baby i’ve been thinking about way too much and i don’t wanna talk
You don’t give a damn about it 
And it aint your fault that you don’t care
But i’ll admit 
Yeah i’ll admit
I’m sick of it

AHH!!!

Hush (prod. Miercoles)

I didn’t mean to be
I’m sorry for the way i- 
I probably shouldn’t say anymore
And time is all i need
Cause what you want from me is hard
It’s a sore subject so i’ll avoid the topic

I know who u are 
And you know who i am too
Somehow that doesn’t bring peace somehow
Someday imma finally set my head down
Guilt tea steeping in my cup imma save it for a rainy day

Wish i’d find another way
Tell me how i’m stupid 
I’m too stupid i won’t ever change
Everytime i try to move I always end up in place 
Okay i can read a room 
Yeah gloomE just won’t stay 

I’m sorry
No one came to the pity party
Hardly anybody out here it’s gnarly
I’m sorry
I know it’s not funny
Chris Farley
Hardly anybody out here it’s gnarly

I’m sorry for the way i talk 
I really need to chill
That’s why i shut my mouth instead of bursting out at you
All the words inside my phone that i could never really tell
I can’t tell you
And they're too personal to sell

Guilt Tea (prod. wfalls)

buzzkill (prod wisssery)

You won’t even fuck me now girl i’m too high
Everytime we talk girl it turns into a bad time
Think i’m bout to cry or som’
You should know why
I can’t even fuck rn girl i’m too high
I bet that ur out rn with a new guy
Think i’m prone to messing up 
Why do i try

I don’t wanna see it
Won’t see it
You just fw my head
Don’t wanna feel it 
Don’t wanna feel it
No
It’s always bad
And you’re not staying
And babe i know
That you don’t want me anymore
Please just go

IDWK
IDWK
IDWK
IDWK
IDWK
IDWK
IDWK



I took 3 to the face
Im still on the floor
Think there’s poison in this drinks
I still want some more
I took 3 to the face 
I don’t want no more
Spirits deflate 
I don’t want talk anymore

IDWK (Prod. Wayside x Luffysome)

Beat produced by f̶a̶n̶t̶o̶m̶ https://soundcloud.com/itsfantom

vocals mixed by kerstol https://soundcloud.com/kerstol

Think im losing myself
I just down bottles and drown in my wealth 
I aint quite there yet yeah moneys’ an issue 
Kick back at night in my livng room 
Dream of a day when this shit decides end
Pop another pill down a bottle of this gin 
Wait till my eyes start to cloud over again and then

In the end in the end

In the end i’ll fuckin tell you i dont regret a thing 
I lived my life to the fullest and tried everything 

Went to bed at sunset, pretended to not be upset 
Im so fucking tired of this life i want to end it all

Put a gun up to my brain
Let me feel the lead oh no i wont feel any pain 
Tired of the stress that i’ve been dealin w/ as of late 
I dont know myself no more, im tired and astray

@itsfantom 
@kerstol

In The End (Prod. f̶a̶n̶t̶o̶m̶ x kerstol)

Beat by @qawikamri 
Check out his free beats as well! @qawikamri2 
Mixed by @kerstol

Rearranging all the images in my head
Yeah these voices always telling me i’m better off dead
And im starting to believe them
And im starting to believe them 
i’m so sorry if i’m changing 
I still feel the same i just re-rearranging 
Silently im pacing back and forth im strange see
Weird kid with the suicidal tendencies

Feel fine, feel safe, run it back, let me stay

I just want the friends
I just wants the bands, i don’t even want the fuckin family just the trends 
Gucci hand bags, yeah gucci leather seats
Gucci leather seats in back, we can ride and then you’ll see 
We dont even gotta talk you can just smoke all your weed 
I’ve become a fucking monster, steady grinding for this green 
Im so sorry i’ve been changing to get my life up out this sink 

Feel fine, feel safe, run it back, let me stay

Run It Back, Let Me Stay (prod. qawi kamri x kerstol)

something different.

Swear its okay if you stare at me at night
Yeah, know that it’s fine
Know that im constanty out on the grind
Help me to cover these tracks that I lay 
Promise you that we’ll be back some day 
Yeah promises are always hard to keep
But just sit back, i’ll be back you’ll see 

Something bout the way that you shine
That brings tears to my eyes 
It’s probably no surprise
I fell in love oh i 
Something bout the way that you shine
That brings tears to my eyes 
It’s probably no surprise
I fell in love oh i  

I don’t if i’ve ever felt like this
Running in the cold, no blood on my wrist 
Dreaming bout a vision of some damn superstition of us getting together and collaborating (in life) 
Ahh dreams come true
Finally something in life to help stop this blue 

Something bout the way that you shine
That brings tears to my eyes 
It’s probably no surprise
I fell in love oh i 
Something bout the way that you shine
That brings tears to my eyes 
It’s probably no surprise
I fell in love oh i  

Pulled me up outta this hell
Won’t let these demons pull me in the swell 
Know that ill still stay fucked up
But i’ll do my best to never show it, cover it up and leave it there floatin 
Leave it to die out in the ocean 

Something bout the way that you shine

Swell (prod. rodger)

@sneiv-daed 

Im slowly killing myself 
Puff a smoke then inhale 
Im slowly killilng myself
I don’t need help
I don’t need help 

Imma die from this cancer, idc
Swear its fine I know that no one will even care
This disease is running through my genes
Prescriptions medications are gonna try and force the leave
Or make an absence of the cells that will be slowly killing me 
I guess that life will be the same i know i’ve never seen the green
Green grass that supposedly is on the other side
If im alive, idk why i try 

Im slowly killing myself 
Puff a smoke then inhale 
Im slowly killilng myself
I don’t need help
I don’t need help 

Losing time over matters 
Finna break away from the pain and all the clutter
Losing love after love cause im a pain 
Time after time im losing the game

Hate the weather because its always cold af
I aint got a squad im still running a muck 
I know im fighting a game that i have already lost 
Its like im running in place while im fighting the boss 
Its a lost cause, im a lost

Im dying slowly 
Clouds above me looking shady 
Im dying slowly
Clouds above me looking gloomy

slowly (prod. sneiv daed)

Im always fucking talking like im on some
It just anxiety and being on my lonesome 
It’s just i struggle everyday just to wake up
Pop pills in the night just to feel numb 

Yeah im feeling like im static 
Im not moving 
Im dramatic 
Im so sorry for my movement 
I’ve been feeling asthmatic 

Yeah
 eyes shade and i look right past
No mercy when i hit that glass

Im always fucking talking like im on some
It just anxiety and being on my lonesome 
It’s just i struggle everyday just to wake up
Pop pills in the night just to feel numb 

Im always fucking talking like im on some
It just anxiety and being on my lonesome 
It’s just i struggle everyday just to wake up
Pop pills in the night just to feel numb 

Just to keep it in my chest imma tell you i’m okay 
I don’t mean worry you so imma stay away 
Cause i don’t have a grasp of anything 
Socially distant i guess what im saying is

Im always fucking talking im on some
It’s just a fake im so distant with my life yuh
It’s just i cry every night like a fuck up
Pop pills every night hope to never wake up 

Im always fucking talking like im on some
It just anxiety and being on my lonesome 
It’s just i struggle everyday just to wake up
Pop pills in the night just to feel numb 
 
I pop pills in the night
Hope it make me feel right
No matter how i do it 
I just dont feel right 
Pills in the night
Hope it make me feel right
No matter how i do it i dont feel right


I guess im just gloomy 
And i have no passion
Heart on my sleeve 
But i lack all reason 
Every girl i had ran open season 
Clouds above my head 
Give a fuck im steaming 

Im always fucking talking like im on some
It just anxiety and being on my lonesome 
It’s just i struggle everyday just to wake up
Pop pills in the night just to feel numb

On Some (Prod Skel)

produced by @cxldblxxd

LYRICS:
You’re the smoke that’s in my lungs
When I breathe you in I pass out 
Hearts been beating faster every time I see you walk out 

Right out of my life 
Stress is eating me alive 
Wish I knew the difference between what is wrong and right 
Running for my life
Anxiety on my mind 
Gun up to my head pulled the trigger now i’m fried 

I got music in heart 
But i struggle just to say 
Always hated when i talked 
But i’d do it anyways
Now i’m writing to some beats 
that I swore i’d never be 
that I swore i’d never be 

You’re the smoke that’s in my lungs
When I breathe you in I pass out 
Hearts been beating faster every time I see you walk out 

Time flies
I don’t mean to be the one who always fucks it up
But i’m always the one
Time flies
I don’t mean to be the one who always fucks it up
But i’m always the one

Wish i had the kind of future  
Bright like a night light 
Turn up to 11 
Get a flow that’s real tight
Meet a couple fans 
Playing shows out on the sand 
Talk about some shit
Joking about “like who’s their mans” 

Instead i’m fucking screaming in the night time
Gloomy
Not a single song i drop sounds one bit moving 
Trynna find a sound swear to god i been sleuthing 
been sleuthing 

You’re the smoke that’s in my lungs
When I breathe you in I pass out 
Hearts been beating faster every time I see you walk out

walk out (prod. Cxld Blxxd)

Cheated ft. Baby Noah (prod. Born Hero)

prod. @user-171750420 this guy is the fucking best and you all need to go buy beats from him

lyrics coming if this gets some views

#rosepalace
#fanggang

Better Off Dead (prod. Lil Mimikyu)

prod @cxldblxxd

Dripping so pretty 
Yeah i’m high right now
I’m just trying to fucking clear what’s in my head somehow
I don’t try to be a bother but i am right now 
I don’t try to be a bother but i am right now

I don’t think you can love me 
Baby if you really fucking do than show me
I don't think you can love me
If you get to see my stupid heart it’s ugly 

Pull up in a fast car 
I’ve been spending cash hard 
I’ve would give up everything if it would give me your heart 
Know you’re fucking hurting know you’re dying inside 
I’ve been fucking trying i’ve been hitting phone lines
I would crash a fast car 
Id start to write some real bars 
Maybe it would help if i could just speak with my own heart 
Maybe say my real name 
No more hiding behind gloomy shades and cold days

Dripping (prod. cxld blxxd)

(prod irby)

LYRICS:
If I can’t even love myself
How am i supposed to love anyone else
I don’t see the fucking point in life
Broken heart and a pain filled vice 
Wanna know what true love is like
Wanna know what it’s like to not wanna die 
Forget every fucking promise
They always break like my wrist did in august 

Words cut deep like a switchblade 
Cover wounds try to numb it with an oxy 
I got a problem all my demons seem to haunt me
Lately my closets not been empty

Words cut deep like a switchblade 
Open wound i added salt it starts to sting 
Life it hurts like a switchblade
Life it hurts like a switchblade
Life it hurts like a switchblade
I don’t wanna sing
Life it hurts like a switchblade
Life it hurts it stings

I opened my mouth and it caused hell
Didn’t think that words had power still
Sure enough knew i fucked up
Went too far you’re a mess you knew i gave up

And my wrists still bleeding
Constant fears my head is leaving 
And i my curb feelings
Constant fears i know you’re leaving

switchblade (prod. irby)

ft, @baynay-1
prod. irby (updating once I can find profile link)

wut do u want Ft. BayNay (prod. Irby)

prod. @splashgvng

Why you running through my head right now
Need to forget all my feelings 
Block my heart right out 
Started noticing you seem to hide your phone right now
Started noticing that you don't seem to care somehow

Why’d u throw away 
Throw away
Every fucking thing i gave
Throw away
Throw away 
Every fucking thing i made
Throw away 
Throw away
Push me till i fucking break
Throw away
Throw away

Pressure on my chest gonna kill me 
If you dont care would you even tell me?
Pressure on my heads what i’m feeling
Money coming up but i’m always fucking working 

Try to numb it out with what helps
Pull another bottle off this dusty shelf
Pop the top off take a sip
Watch the world spin ‘round
Prop the gun to mouth watch me quickly leave hell

And uhh
I dont know if it’s gonna get better
I don’t know if i’m gonna recover
Or feel well after any of this or uhh or anything
And i’m scared

Why you running through my head right now
Need to forget all my feelings 
Block my heart right out 
Started noticing you seem to hide your phone right now
Started noticing that you don't seem to care somehow

Why’d u throw away 
Throw away
Every fucking thing i gave
Throw away
Throw away 
Every fucking thing i made
Throw away 
Throw away
Push me till i fucking break
Throw away
Throw away

Give me one good reason to stay here
I don’t have much hope in a new year yuh

Takes me all my time just to focus
I’ve been broken
Caused by hocus pocus

throw away (prod. splashgvng)

gone (prod. cxld blxxd)

I'm like since when 
Since when were you with him
Nothing 
Nothing feel like nothing
Best friend
Best friend
Lost my best friend
Fuck this life but still imma dive in

I just miss your face
And all the things you’d say
You still on my brain
No you don’t know my pain
I still have trouble saying aloud 

That since when 
Since when you met him
Nothing
Nothing feel like nothing
Best friend
Best friend  
Lost my best friend
Fuck this life but still imma dive in
Met him
Met him 
Since you met him
Nothing 
Nothing 
Feel like nothing
Best friend
Best friend
Lost my best friend
Fuck this life but still imma dive in

dive (prod. vaegud & sketchmyname)

smoke (prod IOF)

prod. @nevrfall

Lately death is an option you fuck up my brain still
This pain in my head never leaving yeah that's real
Fix all my problems just drinking on bar stools
Guilt on my chest for no reason like yeah that’s real

Time is no option, I wasted it on you
Bite on my tongue to feel pain yeah oh that’s real
Cold steel to the head so my skin knows that that’s real
I don’t think i can be here

You got time to talk?
Well i don’t need that
Please just leave me here alone
Like you did last year
Fucking angry for the fact you never once cared
Never gave me a reason to trust you 
Never loved me even once and yet i still did
Always liked some other guy i didn’t mind it
Truth is pain the only thing that i was left with
Kept away my fucking issues so you had a way to focus

Tell me whats wrong
Tell me whats wrong
Everything
All my shits gone 
All my shits gone 
Everything
Tell me whats wrong
Tell me whats wrong
Everything
Yeah my fit cold 
But my heart feel everything

Go stupid? Maybe go crazy 
Too much swimming round my head lately
I've gone too far for you to save me
lately all that I want is me to love me

ya my fit cold, but my hrt feel everything (p/nevrfall)

@nevrfall

ok im
Drop dead carcass
I just miss my friends now
That’s fine they’re right
I struggle to go out
I’m drop dead carcass 
But i don’t have no patience 
I’m fucked up
Loveless
Most the time i’m not shit

Most the time i’m just adding wav files to my folder
Lately i just really need my folgers
Lately i just want my heart colder
Lately i’m so sick of this

I’m sick of this
Sick of shit
I don’t fuck with anything
Take my shit
Fuck its ish
Hit it ctr alt delete
Record again
Take a sip
Head is spinning 
What is this
It’s kinda fucked up how i act

I don’t much but a job and friends
But that’s all i need here until the end
I hope that it’s soon 
I can barely stand
I hope that it’s soon 
I can barely stand
I reach for the moon but i only grab darkness 
Wishing for feelings of grabbing a star it’s lovely how pain can break us up 
It’s funny how pain can be enough
Why do i still feel its raining
The weathers so gloomy and my memories retaining

drop dead carcass (p/ nevrfall)

I just wanna hold you tightly yuh
Talk to you green eyed shawty yuh
Laughing all night
That’s the dream oh yeah
I just wanna hold you tightly yuh
I’ll get you anything if you want it
Say the word and i’ll set fire to the sky yeah
Let me hold your hand
Let me sing you songs

Give u all i am
Hope that i will fair well
Hope you understand
That i will only be real 
I’m glad to be your man and I hope i treat you well girl
I’m glad to have you blowing up my cellphone oh girl

Green eyed shawty
Got a heart emoji
Right there by your contact
Maybe you could call me
Green eyed shawty 
Kissing in the lobby
I dont wanna talk
unless you my shawty yuh

I just wanna hold you tightly yuh
Talk to you green eyed shawty yuh
Laughing all night
That’s the dream oh yeah
I just wanna hold you tightly yuh

Cheesy lines i hope you don’t mind 
I’m trying real hard to express i’m not dying
Just you need you right here
Your lips against mine
Just wish you were here all the time

green eyed shawty (prod. jewfy)

I don’t wanna talk no more
Replaying all your words in my head on the floor
I dont wanna talk no more
I should give it up i don’t wanna be sore

I don’t wanna talk no more
I don’t wanna talk no more
I should give it up i don’t wanna be sore
I should give it up but i dont wanna be sore

Not impressed 
Breast pressed to my chest
Passed up breaths 
Just to focus on my head 
I just needed rest 
We never needed this
Passed up friends just to focus on my death

I just wanna go
I dont wanna be here
See me through your screen but you never get the message clear
I dont wanna mess up here
I just wanna disappear 

I don’t wanna talk no more
Replaying all your words in my head on the floor
I dont wanna talk no more
I should give it up i don’t wanna be sore

I dont wanna talk no more
I dont wanna talk no more
I should give it up but i dont wanna be sore
I should give it up but i dont wanna be sore

I strive for attention but lack the drive
I should call more but i lack the time
I should give it up am i out my mind
I should hide away don’t pay me no mind

And the pain i felt never lessens
Never leaves me 
I don’t learn my lesson
Nah
I just chop it up to bad luck but nah
It’s still all my fault i pulled too quick on the draw

I dont wanna be sore

sore (prod. irby x remghost)

art creds: https://www.instagram.com/apariart/

I just wish that time could act right
I just wish that I had felt right
That stupid wish that i made that one time
Fantasize over all my one lines

Sitting there sippin your coffee
Teaching the class like kakashi
All that you’ve said could’ve stopped me
Never gonna give up this time see?
Dedicated yeah you got me

Baby 
Baby 
Shit i like you crazy
Stay please
Stay please 
I don’t want a heartache

I’m phrasing 
Scratching it out and i’m pacing
Calling that shit now
Yeah i’m calling it now you’re amazing
Yeah

gloomE just wanna impress you 
Take you to dinner and rest 
Ooh
Loving your head on my chest 
Ooh
Baby this feeling the best 
Uh
Listen to words that you speak 
None of this music be touching my peak
Most you rappers need showers you reak
Most you rappers need showers you reak 
Yuh
 
I been sipping drinks tryna catch you
Got me acting up when i text you
I get so impressed when you laugh ooh
I been so amazed by your smile uh
If i had a chance i would take it
Really girl the things you do amazing
Really i’m just known for breaking but maybe i could build you up i guess we’ll see ya

act right (prod. dexoghost)

It’s the same when you falling
I’m sick of all the talking
I’m tired of the balling and crying but it’s all good
Got a problem i won’t solve it
I don’t wanna talk shit
But my life went shitty when i dropped out of the college

Ayy oh you played me like a 64
Damn i’m slow
Princess Peach fucked my life up
Mario on this shit imma bounce yuh
Popped 2 more called the doc for a re-up

I’m fucked up 
You’re fucked up too
I guess it’s time
It’s time we’re through
I’m fucked up 
You’re fucked up too
I guess it’s time
I’m sick of you

I’m fucked up
I crossed the line
I forced your hand 
I cut off mine
Split the bill 
Cut it straight down the line
Cut it straight down the line
Cut it straight down the line

Whatchu say?
You think you back that up?
But you play 
Watch your step or shut up
This ain't a game
This a song for the lost
And you’re never gonna get it i just think that you should shut up

It’s a fine line
I dont wanna lie to you
Wish i was fine with the fact we’re through
Had stop myself from calling you

I’m fucked up 
You’re fucked up too
I guess it’s time
It’s time we’re through
I’m fucked up 
You’re fucked up too
I guess it’s time
I’m sick of you

Art: @f.loraline on insta

IFUYFU2 (prod. arvsna)

I got 1
I got 2
Maybe more tho
I’m so pretty 
With my necklace want more tho
Pandemic? we can chill and watch netflix
U can show up for the ride bitch

Meds been messing with thoughts lately
I get it, you don’t wanna mess with a mess like me 
I seen it, not too many souls give a fuck about me
I get it
You don’t wanna talk with a wreck like me

She said just stop
Don’t talk
Don’t talk to me
Did you get it?
Honestly, we’re done and ur dead to me

Custom tone on my phone was a waste of time
This time i’ll find someone who cares about my life

I’m high
So hi
What the fuck is up
Wonder if u got some time to talk 

Yeah roll up 
Finna pull up
Like a psycho
Solo singing solo dolo on the mic tho

pandemic! (prod. nevrfall)

I just hurt myself never really get why 
I give myself a hard time
I dont wanna talk u won’t me see me nah
Ashes in the cup but she give me top
Top top top still she drop till she get me off
Mess inside my head that shit just won’t stop

Stop stop stop 
I can’t take this mindset 
I can’t create shit anymore i’m useless

Lately i just wanna give up 
Feels like i fell off dramatically
The numbers don’t mean much to me but i just miss my family

Like burnout, fanggang, where u at now?
Rose pals, already dead 
I’m missing all my old friends that i had then
I disappeared and i miss them

How about astrals, or the overcast chat, i miss hz haven’t seen him at all lately
Did this to myself i just wanna see my friends again

missing all my friends (prod. loopy!)

No patience
The same shit
Everyday i wake up fuck this
I can’t take it 
This blame it’s fucking up my mental 
Can’t save it
 
I got a fail safe i’ll use it
I don’t wanna talk just abuse this
I’m fucked up
I’m choosing i don’t wanna world where i’m losing

I reprimand these thoughts
I’m splitting teeth this way
Staring at the moon i start to feel my patience sway
I just fucked my head again
Where's my getaway 
Volume up i take my car and i just drive away

Screaming stop
It won’t stop 
I’m so messed up
Sing a song it still flops but I’m gassed up
I’m so gassed up 
Idc tho
Fuck it all i’m standing still like a scarecrow

can't save it (prod frevel x jolst)

Break off 
No time
No love in this ugly life
They see me as someone who doesn’t bring anything 

I be clean 
They stay trippin off the means
Off the means
So now they gotta pay the fees
Fuck u 
Talk to u?
I don’t want to
I think that i fucking i hate u 
Know i fucking hate u

Red red red red red all around
I see black black black black blood on the ground
I see red red red red all around
I see red red red red i see red all around

red (prod. gloomE x efe)

@rosepalace
@fanggangforever
feats. $10 or $25 for it within 24hrs

gloomE ⛈

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