Back then, I'd be anything you want me to be
I'll be anyone you want me to be
I can't even feel my heart when it beats
I'll live my whole life covered staring under the sheets

yea I'm a fuck up, I'm a fuck up
Most days I can't even keep my head up
I don't give a fuck, I don't give a fuck
If I live or die within earshot

Walk to the street from the ER
Wasted, can't tell where my keys are
Up for three days and my blinds hurt
Eyes closed everytime I see her

All the shit we did I can't take it 
Hollow inside of my brain yea
Blood leaks from my veins yea
yea baby that's cocaine yea

My life's down the drain yea
My love's like a graveyard
Heaven's on the radar
Honest, I'm ok yea

I'll be anything you want me to be
I'll be anyone you want me to be
I can't even feel my heart when it beats
I'll live my whole life covered staring under the sheets

yea I'm a fuck up, I'm a fuck up
Most days I can't even keep my head up
I don't give a fuck, I don't give a fuck
If I live or die within earshot

Bogus town feel empty, getting up
Hurts more than being lonely, let me go
No time running OT, I feel the clot
Large sum, what they owe me, let it go

All the shit we did I can't take it 
Hollow inside of my brain yea
Blood leaks from my veins yea
yea baby that's cocaine yea

I'll breathe snow to rain yea
I just wanna wake up, I just wanna wake up
Nothing else, no
I'm a fuck up, many times would'nt follow when I walked out
Only called me once I brought the doe out
Hear this now, leave leave, leave me out

yea I'm a fuck up, I'm a fuck up
Most days I can't even keep my head up
I don't give a fuck, I don't give a fuck
If I live or die within earshot 

mastered by @bojack-black 
mix and beat by 32ohzee
vocals by ZzFeral

Radar (32ohzee)

Fragment (Prod. Benjithemachine)

hard2pretend w willow.x [p+ aschh_] #disgusted

Single #4 for Mt. Fuji mixtape by @pinkcasperr

<3

P!nkcasperr - Mean Girls

[Luvcore]
Im a motherfuckin whore
Why you ridin on my motherfuckin dick
All we gonna do is go have fun
And you know your done
And you know im gay
And you know im a fuckin whore, whore
Yeah im a fucking whore
And we gotta open the door, door
Just fuck me on the floor, floor
Cause im such an whore
[b3nny]
* he didn't send any lyrics D: *

Myspace Whore

Myspace Whore w/ b3nny (prod. ilybeam)

frozen city x cbxgang ©
✧✧✧ vampire x gang ✧✧✧

Been a while since i released a single, still working on music and got a lot more songs on hold, might release might not who knows.
hope yall like this!


(Lyrics:

shoving off the feelings off my chest 
tryna look my best 
all these otha n*ggas tryna test 
but bless to the rest 
im on my throne 
king of the castle 
where i call my home 
metaphorically atleast 
cause i dont really got good shit to see 
(see in my soul thats all you need x2)

shoving off the feelings off my chest 
tryna look my fuckin best 
all these otha n*ggas tryna test 
but bless  
but bless to the rest 

soul i just wanna roll 
go i dont wanna stroll 
if you get me why then 
the drugs killing like depression 
get you hooked on the devil 
stare at your confessions 

im tryna be better then this 
get a grip pull the pistol 
to your demons 
hit it with this 
know they aint got shit 
but weight holding you back 

cuffed up from the love confessions 
like a cage you dont wanna regret shit 
never ending like a dark pit 
will my will get me free 
am i wishing hope to be another me 
past hurts too much 
wish i could cut that but 
experiences to much
never ever will i ever give up
never ever ever ever will i give up


facing that mirror everyday 
wanna rock that shadow everywhere 
i swear 
ghost of a shadow i used to know 
wont leave me 
just let go 
the money the shows the highs 
i dont know why i tryyy
it hurts so much 
it hurts so much 



pictures in my brain 
just wanna print them right away 
colors blurring cant wait to get the frame 
posted before it rains 
before it takes away more 
more of the same 
days filling with anxiety 
close my eyes to flick that strength in me 

i know your pain 
i know your trust 
just know that enoughs enough 

(repeat hook))

Why I Try (Prod. Zane98)

Chorus
(Black leather fittt

How she sad againnn

Bleed all of ittt

Need all of it

Times I cherished it 

Vanished with the wind 

What you call this shit come tell me what you think this is)

Verse:
Yuh

I know life kinda like a fucking scar

Peeled off on two feet no car 

I don’t like how it’s going so far

Hidden lights I just cannot see the stars 

It’s like a knife when I watch it fall apart

What is my life am I just a piece of shit?

Will I survive I don’t know  I still go in 

Can’t see myself getting over how it ends 

But I don’t wanna hold the pain inside my head

It gets tiring running from what it is 

Inside my mind it’s just flooding me with a sense 

That i don’t know what I think of me once again (I don’t know)

Clear up the air about the shit that they say ay

It can’t get to me it’s epiphany stray ay 

I see what’s close to me is different today

If I had known I would stay

Give all I got anyway ay

Chorus :

(Black leather fittt

How she sad againnn

Bleed all of ittt

Need all of it

Times I cherished it 

Vanished with the wind 

What you call this shit come tell me what you think this is)

Leather Fit (Prod LiteWurx)

smokey ghowste  <3  🧚‍♀️💗

LYRICS:

,,, wait, what did you expect?

cuz that aint what you gettin

tekkie givin hickies till she sweaty

get to where the chips be , n make it heavy


sick drippy lil bag

slick slitty on my wrist to get past

…cuz my mind lag

the fuck u get to? either way you wont find back


time still progress when backtrackin

are you hidden from this ? hidin from that ?

well when it hit u, u wont find me attached

i sigh ,,signs dont help wit shit ; tryin ya own path


walkin thru, blaze the whole forest

smokey bouta dox my coordinates 

exact-o, attack thrown, no fabric hatin

n bitches know its fire i ain’t gotta _______


,,, wait, what did you expect?

cuz that aint what you gettin

tekkie givin hickies till she sweaty

get to where the chips be , n make it heavy


sick drippy lil bag

slick slitty on my wrist to get past

nothing help my mind anymore

u lyin, think u know whats inside her? a dead no

its by design now

self imposed slate get wiped down

tissue out the box i slide out

almost only when im crying now


,,, well , what did you expect?

cuz thats just what you get

,, don’t wish my life unto her, 

But that’s what she’s Trying so i’ll Try to do it

smokey (prod. ghowste)

WARHAMMER 40K

WARHAMMER 40K [PROD. PROXEN]

Ft. @fictional4k
art by: me 

*Lyricz l0ading***



spell cards! + @Fictional4k ✨️🎉🔮

prod by https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr 
& https://soundcloud.com/whatevenisreal

(she said “i feel relieved when u cry”
& “i need you to die”
“yeah i need it tonight”
i’m gonna drain my life w/ my knife
& i mean it tn, yeah i mean it this time)

i cut my own arteries
just so you could see that it’s hard for me

you left a scar on me
can’t call this harmony 
(woaahhh ohhh oh)

she said “i feel relieved when u cry”
& “i need you to die”
“yeah i need it tonight”
i’m gonna take my life w/ my knife
& i mean it tn, yeah i mean it this time

agony for a year & a half
used to fear it so bad
now it’s all tht i have

you call me a prick
but you can’t tell me shit
yeah, ‘cause look what i did
baby, i’m still a kid

i made a mess in my head
yeah, i’m full of regret
i just wish tht i said
something i really meant

(i know that it nvr ends
..it just won’t enddd)

she said “i feel relieved when u cry”
& “i need you to die”
“yeah i need it tonight”
i’m gonna take my life w/ my knife
& i mean it tn, yeah i mean it this time

yeah, i’m fiendin’ tonight
& i’m bleedin’ inside
& it’s freezin’ outside when i look in ur eyes
& i started to cry when you told me goodbye

(ohh-oh-oh-oh
..what a wonderful life…)

take my bones & break ‘em
you’re my haven but i’m so mistaken
all your luv left me forsaken
& i can’t take it, yeh, i can’t take it

(she said “i feel relieved when u cry”
& “i need you to die”
“yeah i need it tonight”
i’m gonna drain my life w/ my knife
& i mean it tn, yeah i mean it this time)

need you to know I mean it this time
i’m overly cautious there's cracks in the ice
no one should have to see what's inside
i'm thinkin I might have to end it tonight

i really need you by my side
it's the first time that I've felt emotion in life 
& the way that I felt was so airy and bright
as the smoke filled the room
we were out of our minds

i wonder if you're evil inside 
or if I can just wipe memories from my mind
yeah, you really changed me inside
i feel haunted by memories of you when I'm high

you know I really need this tonight
so keep leading me deeper with your golden eyes
as I'm torn between love and just taking my life
intangible time I embrace suicide

i don't care about myself as long as you're good
27 club, always knew that I would
put myself first, i probably should
but leaving the earth never sounded so good

…leaving the earth nvr sounded so good
…leaving the earth nvr sounded so good

Radar (32ohzee)

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