more vocaloid stuff programmed by me :)

lyrics:

i cant do it anymore, leave me bleeding on the floor

it will never be the same as before, my mind is in a state of war

anymore !!!!!!!! on the floor !!!!!!!!

yeah .. u got me questioning my disposition, 
i could never meet your conditions

gotta get away start the ignition, 
gotta get away i'm on a mission

yeah i know i ain't shit, yeah i got to get a grip, 
if i wanna make it out alive

yeah i gotta admit, i cannot take this, 
put what i wanted to say aside
 
if i can't have you he can't either, 
i'm finding it harder and harder to reach ya

yea these pills gonna give me a seizure, 
Tr17 i got amnesia .. .

disposition +AVANNA (prod. glorpse)

trans amirite haha

~☆~Lyrics~★~

The mirror in the morning light 

Leaves my body feeling like 

I just drank some pesticide 

I cant see my face inside 


I'll try my best to paint it on 

This body I call a prison 

There's a girl inside a cage 

While a boy takes center stage 


Like an actor on TV 

Never been the real me 

But changing right now seems like hell 

So I'll just learn to hate myself 


If you insulate 

the self hate 

It's now a part of you 

You have to kill that too


It's cutthroat  

I keep choke- 

Ing on this feeling deep inside 

Somethings wrong  

I know what it is 


But I'm too scared to admit 


That I'd rather fail at being a woman 

Than go on being a man 

If you remember him could you please try to forget if you can 


Pray every day Ill wake up in the body I belong  

Sometimes I don't know if I am even real at all 


I only hope I find the girl inside but even then 

If god wasn't a cunt she'd cut me up and try again 

    

Romantic Vivisection  

Kill me and then go to heaven 

Take me apart and put me back together 

As something beautiful forever


Romantic Vivisection

6. Reprieve
prod. maknaeslayer
lyrics+vox+mix. PK Shellboy

Everything's about this all the time
Can't even see the point if all these problems aren't mine
There's nothing left between us that connects us, not a thread
I should’ve stopped this when it was a glimmer in my head 
A glimmer in my head
Everything's about this all the time
Can't even see the point if all these problems aren't mine
There's nothing left between us that connects us, not a thread
I should’ve stopped this when it was a glimmer in my head 
A glimmer in my head

Nothing was the same since you reached out and called my name
I see the threads they intertwine why can't I even call you mine I wonder
(Can't start it, can't stop it)
[I need a moment, need to breathe
I ask for help but nobody around me wants to see
I stall another second ‘til my heart begins to pound
I open up my mouth but nothing seems to make a sound
I'm screaming]

I saw a glimmer in the void
I think I heard it making noise
I feel a shimmer in the sky
I don’t know why I even try
I taste some salt inside my wounds
I sense a presence always looms
I smell a fragrance in the air
I don’t think anybody cares
I don’t think anybody sees
I hear the weakness in my knees
I feel my brittle little bones
Crumble to pieces all alone
Droplets of water on my tongue
My breathing stops I sense my lungs
The smell of blood begins to spread
I'm shutting down I need you 

I wait for what I'm looking for it never seems to arrive
Just because I eat and breathe doesn’t mean that I'm alive
Give me anything to make me feel
I need some reprieve
I need some reprieve
Another life spent in this doldrum hell is all I deserve
Liquid flowing through my veins forever numbing my nerves
Give me anything to make me feel
I need some reprieve
I need some reprieve
I need some reprieve from all the systemized monotony
I need some reprieve from all the nothing thats surrounding me
I need some reprieve
All I need is reprieve
I need some reprieve from all the futures in my vision
I need some reprieve from all the badly made decisions
I need some reprieve
All I need is reprieve

Reprieve

j'<3 ________

jones

fiction Moment

lilac19 - Luv u !!

prod by Blacklight
lyrics/vocals by PK Shellboy

FxG3000

Jailbroken

og by @acounta and @lil4c
https://soundcloud.com/7390/acounta-ethereal-fantasy-x

disposition +AVANNA (prod. glorpse)

glorpse

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