The Upload 35

(Hook)

They think it's cool to get messed up; man I'm really messed up
People never understand, now all I am is fed up
I wish that I could let it out, wish it wasn't fake love
Wish that I could make it out, all of it is made up
All of you, are in a box that you can't seem to escape
But now you're sayin' "damnit, that must've been a mistake"
And now you've got these issues that you can't fake
"I'm insecure and so sad, so let's drown it with the hate"

(Verse)

They think that love is so, hard to show, feelings written in the stone
Heart had turn to liquid gold- now I'm broke, who'd have known? 
Feelin' like the only thing you ever did was hit 'n go, on roll, pick up the phone
I just hope to god you understand how I feel
Had me contemplatin', "was this thing really real?"
Never called like you said you would, what is the deal yeah (yeah)
I really wanna know if you're down to come and chill...

(Hook)

They think it's cool to get messed up; man I'm really messed up
People never understand, now all I am is fed up
I wish that I could let it out, wish it wasn't fake love
Wish that I could make it out, all of it is made up
All of you, are in a box that you can't seem to escape
But now you're sayin' "damnit, that must've been a mistake"
And now you've got these issues that you can't fake
"I'm insecure and so sad, so let's drown it with the hate"

(Verse 2)

Man you're just messin' with it
You say you love me, aye that's crazy, cause you never give it
I don't know how this could've happened, need to take a second
I seem to wish that I could be the one that you would mention, 
but now I'm sittin' distant
And all I ever wanted was for you to (miss me)
I was busy patient, now you've got me contradicting
And after all the facts, I pursued my wishful thinking
Hoping I was it, but I wasn't, now I'm empty-

(Hook)

They think it's cool to get messed up; man I'm really messed up
People never understand, now all I am is fed up
I wish that I could let it out, wish it wasn't fake love
Wish that I could make it out, all of it is made up
All of you, are in a box that you can't seem to escape
But now you're sayin' "damnit, that must've been a mistake"
And now you've got these issues that you can't fake
"I'm insecure and so sad, so let's drown it with the hate"

Fake People Make Me Anxious (4lexf)

Prod. Jake Mitchell, Jkei


Do You Ever Miss Yourself? 

Olympus Projects/glvsshouse 2021

Complicated

Darius King - Spazz 3.0 [Prod. Valious x Malloy]

smile for the camera be nice for your parents
cry on the inside out youre fine inside your mind
i feel inside out i wanna cry it out
but inside of my mind i pretend that im fine
and now i feel inside out i wanna cry it out


i lost myself trying to be a better person
it was never worth it

smile for the camera be nice for your parents
cry on the inside out youre fine inside your mind

i'm too close to my mic i cant hear a thing whatd you say? (huh)
i might lose my fucking mind if i dont try to save a life
i mean i guess i know inside its fucked up i cant let you in my head
i used to paint these pictures now i scream them all instead
pretty reds i'll show you how i bled

smile for the camera be nice for your parents
cry on the inside out youre fine inside your mind
i feel inside out i wanna cry it out
but inside of my mind i pretend that im fine
and now i feel inside out i wanna cry it out

i lost myself trying to be a better person

Smile! (splashgvng)

prod by me

lyrics: 

shes like, “kade why u always gotta lie?” 
im lying cause u make me do it.
last week I saw the story in ur eyes 
tell me could u see mine

flippin through ur pages 
cant say im ever bored 
I got a lot of patience, but I hate bein ignored
ill tell u what im feelin if im up to it 
first u gotta tell me why u aint trustin me

cus i dont got a lot of time for this 
im findin all the pieces ur denyin me 
was this all u wanted from the picture in ur head
u know that im not much, u gon work me till im

dead how I been feelin lately 
in our head how we been dealin baby
im sorry if im complicating 
im not an easy read im sorry baby

but dont take me for fool I need food too 
I get deprived from the feelings that I want from u
what do u want from me I told u that i told the truth 

I told u that. I told u u should know its true. 
u should know it in ur heart I didnt lie to u
and all the times that I did 
u made it the only way out 
u say excuses can be useless
well im on my way now 
yea im on my way out 

shes like “kade do u even cry anymore”
well..
u kinda got it all outta me so its usually jus hard to breathe now

spotify

books

LEGEND HAS IT❤️

psychosis

You ask for directions…

Love you all 

All plats soon 

Lyrics:


You ask for directions i say it’s under hand
Five miles in you question I swear we’ve been here again
Brochures I sure have left them back at base camp
But don’t blame at all the sign says no photos taken 


Sign after sign we ain’t getting nowhere 
We’ve been round a hundred times think I’m losing my head
You gotta look on your face that says that you hate me you wanna go home
And we’re going round in circles stuck in the woods with nowhere to go 
I’m in search of someone or any sign of life
Sos I’m calling out I’m in need of advice
Maybe just maybe I might be wrong this time 
I should’ve took a brochure when he asked instead of laughing at the guy

Morgan-monroe state forest (mackk)

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