FUUUUUKC SHIT GOES HAM WITH LOWS ON -12db

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FAME (FEAT.HXSTILE) (PROD.ENEMY000 x JOLT)

Fracture

What's next (PROD. @GLXCK19)

its my 18th birthday today. 
made this in 5 hours after getting out of the icu a week ago

produced by me
guitar solo by me
recorded/mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:

Oh
What have I done?
Where do I go?
Bullet in lung?
Oh way too young
What have I done?
Didn’t wanna run
Now it’s all gone
Isn’t life wonderful?
(Isn’t life wonderful!?)

And I hate to fall to the war with self,
Man control yo self
Always looking for something to be wrong even when there’s no goddamn problem at all 
“Oh keep pushing through brother, you might as well deal with the pain, you’ll just get stronger anyway, It’s gonna be okay”
Well sure, then fuck this game me and countless others playing, 
Well, why don’t you stitch me up crochet?
And I have all these scars to say things like how I got em, 
“How the fuck did you breathe?” 
Oh bro, I didn't bother
Breathing was venting and I never just let myself be fucking fostered
That’s why I struggled with the fucking mental doctor
Too stubborn for therapy and 
I’ve been the same weight for four years with a fear to eat, not supply. 
Weigh 125 (LBS)
And I might take some amphetamines just to give me a better reason to say that I need help, ugh

Oh
What have I done?
Where do I go?
Bullet in lung?
Oh, way too young
What have I done?
Didn’t wanna run
Now it’s all gone
Isn’t life wonderful?

“911, what’s your emergency?”
Agh, agh,
“Oh I feel like I’m gonna fucking hurt myself!”
“Calm down sir it’s gonna be okay,”
It’s gonna be okay!?
No it’s fucking not
Cops take me to the fucking ICU
Now I rot on top of a fucking hospital bed
While you just fucking living not knowing what I’ve almost done
And you wont know

You wont ever know
But why’d I make it this far to throw away all I sewed?
“Oh he was packed with talent”
Oh, but you don't get it though 
Being good at something comes with a malice-filled price 
You either give and you get and/or you give and you're met with the in-equal shares of bets you cant even make with yourself,
Cant wait to say fuck it and just off myself
Don't want attention but this a fucking cry for help

Oh
What have I done?
Where do I go? 
Bullet in lung?
Oh way too young
What have I done?
Didn’t wanna run
Now it’s all gone
Isn’t life wonderful?
(What have I done?)

ISNT LIFE WONDERFUL?!?
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
WHERE DO I GO?
I DON’T KNOW
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
HELP!
ISN’T-ISN’T LIFE-ISN’T LIFE WONDERFUL?!?

ICU, i see you

ICU, I See You

“BURY MY WINGS“

Produced by Theo.
LYRICS:

It's been so long 
Now I see clarity in kerosene

I wish sometimes I could’ve OD on amphetamines

You were my first love, my daily shot of dopamine
The most caring and loving person I’ve ever seen

After all this time
I'm still not worthy of you

You're like a fucking curse
That just sticks to my body like glue

I ruined my health for you, so get out of my fucking head 
I know its not your fault its mine, I still regret what I've said

(Stacking bottles stacking bottles)

As I hope your doing well
I hope u found your purpose
I hope your brother grew well

(Pilling stubs in the ashtray)

I hope you found love again
Don't worry about how I'm doing
I'm slowly burning in hell

Teared my skin
Buried my fears
Been different since
Bearing no wings x4

(Stacking bottles stacking bottles)

As I hope your doing well
I hope u found your purpose
I hope your brother grew well

(Pilling stubs in the ashtray)

I hope you found love again
Don't worry about how I'm doing
I'm slowly burning in hell

OUT NOW EVERYWHERE

BURY MY WINGS

mainly prod by @glxck19 but the 2nd beat switch is my prod yes

I could never (prod. @glxck19)

prod: @enemy000

lyrics:
BITCH I SHOULD BE FUCKING DEAD
IMA GRAVE FUCKING KEEPER
LIFE FEEDER
PAST SINNER
IM A STONKS W MY TEAM
IM A AIMING W MY BEAM
IMA SURGEON WITH MY STIM
IMA SOLDIER W MY PVS
YOUR FUCKING BITCH GOT SHOT
YOUR FUCKING BITCH GOT DICK
IF YOU WANNA ASK MY SIZE
BETTER ASK YOUR FUCKING BITCH

YO SILENTGRIP ON THE SCENE
YO BODIES DROP WHEN I STEP ON THE SCENE

YO BITCH
YO BITCH I SHOULD BE FUCKING DEAD
HOPE I RISE FROM THE FUCKING DEAD
AND I'LL MAKE FUCKING SENSE
MY FUCKING EXISTENSE
YO BITCH I
YO BITCH I SHOULD BE FUCKING DEAD
HOPE I RISE FROM THE DEAD
AND I'LL MAKE FUCKING SENSE
MY FUCKING EXISTENSE

I SHOULD BE DEAD 2 [PROD. ENEMY000]

IDWTWPLY

IMPECCABLE TORMENTED SKIES OF BLACK I THINK OF NOTHING. SUICIDE IS MY OWN WAY OF DOING AS I THINK OF NIHILISM SURROUNDING ME.
-PH3ONIX4555

parts in order:
NAIK (@naikhxu) - 0:00
AGARES (@agares30) -2:22
PARA (@killpara555) - 3:37
ATRXPHY (@Atrxphy) - 6:57
FXFTXS (@fxftxs) - 9:07
ASHES (@dieashes) - 14:06
PH3ONIX (@ph3onix4555) - 15:55


BLACK SKIES // NIHILISTIC THOUGHTS II w/ NAIK x AGARES x PARA x ATRXPHY x FXFTXS x ASHES

@prodaura
@kingwicked

Gone
All my patience is gone
I'm finna throw up
Feelin weaker everyday
I'm finna go off 
From the cradle to grave
I'm gonna path my way
I'm gonna pass away 
I feel no pain I've been so Isolated
You like these places but you still frustrated
You got me fucked up
I can't concentrate now
I feel like I am to blame that I'm wasted

FAME (FEAT.HXSTILE) (PROD.ENEMY000 x JOLT)

GLXCK19

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