prod go4broke

Fuck

California
It's where my heart resides
You know I told you
That I'd be leaving sometime
You got it all now
You made me bow down to the light
I'm chasing pavements
I'm locked in hell on the outside

You know I'm dead inside
You know I'm dead inside
You made me feel alright
You made me feel alive

I don't wanna go back
She don't wanna know that
Tell me that you hate me
I'm just gonna fuckin' hold back
Told me that you love me
I know that you never felt that
Got me feelin' so sad
Try to take a deep breath

You're fuckin' up my mind
I need a little time
I'm tryin' to rewind
Can't believe my eyes
I can see it in your lies
I think I'm gonna cry
Just won't you let me die in
California

California
It's been playin' on my mind
The weathers gorgeous
But I hate the sunshine

Get me out of my head
I don't want to be here
I stay in bed
'Cause it's hard dealin' with the fear
"Where you been?" is what she said
I don't wanna see her
Did I make it clear

Let me make it clear

I don't wanna go back
She don't wanna know that
Tell me that you hate me
I'm just gonna fuckin' hold back
Told me that you love me
I know that you never felt that
Got me feelin' so sad
Try to take a deep breath

You're fuckin' up my mind
I need a little time
I'm tryin' to rewind
Can't believe my eyes
I can see it in your lies
I think I'm gonna cry
Just won't you let me die in

California
It's where my heart resides
You know I told you
That I'd be leaving sometime

california

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I locked the door inside my room
Then I only thought of you
Why'd you have to go so soon
In one night I was consumed

Spent too long inside my mind
I want love but I want it right
Been too long since I felt alright
I think I need a little time to

Try and get it all together
I don't wanna go through the shitty weather
Lost another friend but it's all whatever
I just want a moment of forever

I breathed out the air you pumped inside my lungs
Spit out the poison that you called "love"
I threw out the memories you left behind
I think I got you out my mind

momentof4ever

momentofrever

cover of one of my favorite songs rn! lemme know what u think <3
cover art ig: @patrick.disney
@theneighbourhood

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I was just a mess, but she was messier
It was getting hard to breath, she made it easier
Made me think I might have found the one and only cure
Took away all of my pain, I fell in love with her
I tried to be honest with myself
Hooked on the nonsense, I need help
I weened myself off it, it was hell
But your still in my conscious
So

I breath in the air
Your lips, and your hair
Nothing can compare

I think you're my final destination
I promise you someday I'm gonna make it
You know that I'll be patient
I'm sick and tired of waiting
Yeah you are my final destination

So, she started crying in my arms again
She said, "there's nothing in this world that makes me wanna live"
I tried to take the pain away with every word I said
And when I did, she walked away and never back again
I'm lost in the feeling of love
She's out there searching for lust
I'm too naive to give up

I think you're my final destination
I promise you someday I'm gonna make it
You know that I'll be patient
I'm sick and tired of waiting
Yeah you are my final destination

Tried to let go of the pain
She's in my head everyday
I think I might be insane
She took control of my brain
Hurt like a punch to the face
I've been stuck in a chase
I think I might be insane
But now I'm out of this cage

final destination

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the first of many projects I am going to release. Thank you for the love you have shown me over the last few months, only more to come 🖤

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