lostrushi - ru relation (repitched + alt outro)

[ALL PLATS] chronicle x kumosai - let it rain ((prod chronicle))

{{WALK THRU## MIXX}}🎱 #VAMPYR3LYFEXXTYL3 𓂀𓂀𓂀#BAGWXLKTHRUU

I'm Sorry, I wish it hurt more I really do, I keep waking up shaking every day I cry and can’t stop, all of ts was to escape myself and it made me into the worst. Idk how much longer I want to put myself through this, through waking up, through these thoughts, my anxiety, I cannot take it, I can’t. The best part is no one would ever save me before and they won’t now, it is just me, I am alone, no one stopped me from destroying myself, and I don’t blame them, I wouldn’t save me either. Always talk to people you trust if you’re feeling bad or having unsafe thoughts, don’t make the same mistakes as me, that’s why I’m here, to mess up and be an example to my friends, family, and siblings on what not to be, no one would ever want to be me.
I hope that someone who needed it found comfort in my music, not in the bass boosted sped up shit but in what I’m really saying, discussing my self harm, my trauma, amongst other things, I only made this shit so someone who related and needed it could listen and not feel alone.
Most of all I’m sorry to my friends and anyone that looked up to me, and tried my hardest to set a good example but honestly you shouldn’t look up to me, I’m a mistake.
Sorry again
Most of all thank you for listening to me talk about how I hurt, I appreciate even the small things, the people who understand what i really be sayin in songs are the people who get it. 
My whole career, every song, every line, has all just been a long letter from 2015.


I’m here for a good time
I am not here for a long time
If you let me I’ll change your life
Like baby I’m here I won’t tell you twice
In the bedroom
I lay and we play with eachothers hair
And this life not worth it if you are not there
Remember that time
When outside it was as cold as ice
I got lost in your eyes
Baby please hold me
Protect me from lies
I won’t take you for granted
I’m loving my life
Baby you’re the one
You’re the love my life
You’re the love of my life

I’m losing my mind
I think I’ve got to go
I make it all worse and iktyk
Yeah I don’t deserve to be happy yk 
I don’t deserve to be happy yk
Iktyk

I just want you to know
That I ain’t lettin go
It’s like we’re moving faster
Then we’re moving slow
And I don’t need no comfort
Just your hand to hold
I don’t need no comfort 
Just your hand to hold

This is my real love
I cannot fake it
This pain in my chest
Yk I’ll take it
And if it means it gets better I’ll do it every day
I take this blade to my body
I’ll go and cut away
I’ll cut away
I’ll cut away
Im taking all the pain
I’ll take the pain 
Im taking all the pain
I’ll take the pain
Im taking all the pain
I’ll take the pain
Im taking all the pain
I’ll take the pain 
Im taking all the pain
I’ll take the pain
Im taking all the pain

I am taking all of the pain

Finall #b3 #luvklub (me,  sicko) *desc*

A good day {{𝔡𝔧 𝔞𝔩𝔦v𝖊}} <prod. Cobwxb>

##Ambient Trapper (Cyberia) <Florian Mix> ##D&D ##TRITDW

i stopped fw deez niggas cuz i saw dey act like hoes,
i can c thru any nigga like why everybody ghosts?
either way i was gon lose em i kno everybodygoez,
i cant fuck arnd w people swear dey all jus do tha most,
i swear niggas weak asf, u put yo problems inna post,
dont nobody give a fuck bro u get treated like a joke,
and i dk y u lyin nigga u dont rlly tote,
steady talkn bout dat glock but youn got nothn 2 show

i could prove these niggas right or i could prove these niggas wrong,
i dont rlly give a fuck dey dont kno wtf im on

yea i did it 4 myself,
no i do not need no help,
nigga worry bout cho health,
nigga worry bout cho self

i b posted w da gang, im w all my squad nigga kno we countin bank,
up2up den fall but i will not touch da flo, im tryna kill god so u kno i gotta go

A good day {{𝔡𝔧 𝔞𝔩𝔦v𝖊}} <prod. Cobwxb>

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