vibes

so obsessed with your touch
can’t breathe, I need that rush
baby, this ain’t love
this a sickness ( sickness )
so obsessed with your lips
every kiss like apocalypse (apocalypse) 
if you go, I won’t exist
I need my fix — I need this

you say you're closed off — but you’re naked right now (oh my god)
I don’t know if we’ll make it past the dawn somehow
you did too much, too much — it’s a setup
and now I’m not sure if it’s even you I mess up
heartbeat glitching when you’re gone
we both know this drug too strong
one second alone — I die slow


tried to quit you
tried to hate you
but the withdrawals feel like death

so obsessed with your touch
can’t breathe, I need that rush
baby, this ain’t love
this a sickness (sickness)
so obsessed with your lips
every kiss like apocalypse(apocalypse)
if you go, I won’t exist
I need my fix — I need this

obsessed

Angels cry too, I've seen them fall...(Angels cry too, I've seen them fall...)
You're the reason I'm alive and sick...(You're the reason I'm alive and sick...)
Love is war, and I dramatic...(Love is war, and I dramatic...)
I write your name on broken glass...(I write your name on broken glass...)
My fingers bleed, but I still laugh....(My fingers bleed, but I still laugh)
You're my heaven and my hell all rolled into one(You're my heaven and my hell all rolled into one)
And I still run to you, every damn time(And I still run to you, every damn time)

Angels cry too...
I'm about to break, and I don't care...
As long as I'm falling for you alone...
Angels cry too...

Heaven is closed, but your door is open(Heaven is closed, but your door is open)
If this is madness, give me more...(give me more...give me more...)
If I lose it, let me lose it for you(lose it for you...lose it for you...)
(Heaven is closed, but your door is open
And I crawl with blood and hope
If this is madness, give me more
If I lose it, let me lose it for you)

if i had nine lives, i'd live each one curled against your side(against your side)
i’d wake you before the sun just to feel your hand brush over me( brush over me)
my body pressed into your chest like it’s the only place i exist(place i exist)
you wouldn’t even need to speak — just feed me, love me, hold me for a while
i’d follow you room to room like a shadow that refuses to disappear

i’d purr until you smiled again(i’d purr until you smiled again)

if this life ends, find me again in the next one( find me find me)
i’ll come running when you whisper my name( whisper my name)

if this life ends, find me again in the next one( find me find me)
i’ll come running when you whisper my name( whisper my name)

9lives (demo3)

I walk under moon, my paws cracking bones on frozen dirt,
(can’t stop howling)
I smell your warmth behind walls, 
and I bite air like it’s flesh I can’t reach(howling)
There is bloodlust in my eyes(growling)
You laugh from your towers, 
but I’m under your floors now, chewing through wires...
I hate your breath, I hate your fragile trembling world(hate your everyting)
I don’t hunt for food, I hunt because I need the scream
howling...
growling...
Oowww, I’m hunting — not because I’m starving,
but because I love the panic
howl for me — scream for me — beg for me...
Every time I tear into flesh, I remember who I am(howling)
And baby, I am not your nightmare — I am worse, I am real...
howling...
howling...
howling...
howling...


howling

srry for re-uploading


I walk under moon, my paws cracking bones on frozen dirt
can’t stop howling
I smell your warmth behind walls, and I bite air like it’s flesh I can’t reach
howling, howling
There is bloodlust in my eyes
growling
You laugh from your towers, but I’m under your floors now, chewing through wires...
I hate your breath, I hate your fragile trembling world(hate your everyting)
I don’t hunt for food, I hunt because I need the scream
howling, howling
growling growling
Oowww, I’m hunting — not because I’m starving, but because I love the panic,
howl for me — scream for me — beg for me
Every time I tear into flesh, I remember who I am(howling, howling)
And baby, I am not your nightmare — I am worse, I am real.
howling, howling
howling, howling
howling, howling

howling (first vers)

I'm all about your shade tonight
i like ur tattoss
its excites me to the point of trembling

Mascara smears when you cries — but you laughs like you knew that would happen
I just like looking at your, even if you is silent and looks away
(that's you)
I like being your accessory, something you can use, throw away, put on again - I don't mind
I adore those black eyes, not because they are dark,
but because pain dissolves so beautifully in them

I'm all about your shade tonight
i like ur tattoss shade tonight
its excites me to the point of trembling

When your voice shatters in whispers,
I want to hold every broken piece in my chest,
let it cut me open, let it bleed out slow,
so you can see how devotion looks when it finally hurts enough.
Your lipstick tastes like rust,
but it burns sweeter than sugar when it cuts across my mouth.
(bleed into me, breathe into me)
I wanna your nails, I wanna your scars
I wanna the bruise where love pretends to hurt
i wanna ur eyes like collapsing stars
i wanna ur all cuz this only be mine

I'm all about your shade tonight
i like ur tattoss shade tonight
its excites me to the point of trembling
hu-uh





mascara  (on spotify)

petals of memory

twilight

wings

summer

chnsw

20 Venge

voices from the void

tonight

slumber

thoughts

autumn\beach\us

calmness

mayonaka ni kawashita yakusoku

juunen tatte mo

ddinside

soft light on my face, it’s fading
namae wo yobezu ni — couldn’t call your name
my hands are cold again tonight
the room still breathes your silence

I thought I’d move, but I’m still here
juunen bun no kage no naka — inside ten years of shadow
you said “it’s okay,”
but your eyes were already gone

can’t decide if I’m alive
tamerai no umi de shizumu 
sinking in a sea of hesitation
your voice, like morning haze
slips away before I reach it

can’t let go, can’t stay too
hikari no oku de mayou 
lost inside the light
maybe love was just delay
maybe I was just afraid

you still burn behind my eyes
like the glare of the sun
and I just keep standing here,
pretending I forgot.

kimi to mita

mou kaeru basho wa nai

kokoro no oto ga kikoenai

nemurenai yoru ga tsuzuku

kietai kedo

me ga tsukareta
tabako ni hi o tsukeru koto sura dekinai
iranai yo, nani mo (iranai yo, nani mo)
i stare at the ceiling, can’t sleep
nakenai, sakebenai, tatakaenai
anata no kioku sae mo kemuri no yō ni kiesaru
ugokenai, ugokenai, ugokenai, 
ugokenai, ugokenai, ugokenai

ochiteiku 
this empty room,sore wa watashi o osae tsukeru 
naze mada owaranai no?
 why isn’t this a dream? what was it all for?
i don’t want anything anymore
mō ī yo… (mō ī yo…)
i’ ve had enough... I’ ve had enough... 
I’ ve had enough... I’ ve had enough... 

me ga tsukareta 
tabako ni hi o tsukeru koto sura dekinai 
iranai yo, nani mo, yume no yō ni kiete ku
mō ī yo… (mō ī yo…)
i’ ve had enough... I’ ve had enough... 
ugokenai, ugokenai, ugokenai, 
ugokenai, ugokenai, ugokenai

me ga tsukareta

get under my skin
yeah, cutting me open
cutting me open
strangle me like a dog
strangle me like a dog
I feel so good, I feel so good

the substances in our blood cause adrenaline
this whole room is soaked with our blood
I stole nicotine right from your lips
all these feelings in my head seem strange

get under my skin
yeah, cutting me open
cutting me open...
strangle me like a dog
I feel good, I feel good
hurt me, baby
hurt me hurt me 

I'm a masochist, baby, I'm a masochist

get under my skin
yeah, cutting me open
cutting me open...
strangle me like a dog
I feel so good baby, 
I feel so good baby
hurt me, baby
hurt me hurt me 

skin

the sun is filtering through the blinds
your face is illuminated by the rays
I swear it hurts to see you shine
because I'll have to let you go
your face lit up...
in my head...
still, like a dream...
the morning light carried you away...
I felt the farewell in your voice...
I see your face in every ray...
morning brings the same pain...
the bright light cuts my eyes
In a world without you
I keep my blinds half-closed so I can't see that glow anymore
the way the light fell on your face
I still remember, it still hurts
the morning light illuminated you
illuminated you
illuminated you

illuminated

The taste of metal, I'm widening your seam...
I'm deeper inside you than ever before...
Don't breathe too fast, let the pain speak
My hands are covered in blood
My hands are covered in blood, you continue to bleed...
A red puddle spreads into the corners
Your dead body on the apartment floor
The taste of your skin begins to fester
Cadaverine cologne is now your favorite
I'll lick it off, yes, I'll lick it off
Yes, I'll poison myself with it
My brain craves your ether, I'll kill myself

My hands are covered in blood, I'm widening your seam...
I'm deeper inside you than ever before...
My hands are covered in blood, you continue to bleed...
Mmmmm
It's a pity this isn't a dream...

godsickness

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