i saw a demon in dublin (the price of rent)

-- please check out my newest track "carousel" --
https://soundcloud.com/lawtonburris/carousel

this was my final project for guitar 1! i performed it in class but i thought it would sound way better with more instruments added in. i wanted to write a song about love, and about being in love, and how that feels - how a single person can mean so much. and i wanted to write about the things that we have to tell ourselves to forget those feelings, like, "it was just a phase." i know it's really sappy but i love stuff like that, so please listen to the whole thing! thank you!

here are the lyrics:

this is just a phase
nothing more
nothing less
and in a year i'll
forget your face
i know it hurts
i know it sucks
but i know that you'll
do the same
nowhere to run
no need to hide
no place like home
and no
body to blame
as long as we convince ourselves
that this was
just a phase

you can tell,
this is all i ever
wanted from
someone else,
someone just like you
and when you're gone,
my mind will twist itself 
into a 
thousand knots
still caught up in you

cause when you walk
the ground it quakes
the oceans part
and your words
align the stars
keep me thinking wishful
but always fizzle
that's just
how you are
i'd never love you any less
because of it
but if my heart beats any louder
i'll go deaf

phased out

wowwww

production: I T ' S O K 
https://soundcloud.com/basicjo
mixing/mastering: bren

VI. alone in the end

just a few songs from artists who are completely underrated, songs in order beneath

0:00 - 2:15 https://soundcloud.com/iamsamsa/tinder-samurai

2:15 - 4:25 https://soundcloud.com/akamaruxoxo/im-waiting-for-this-cute-ass-girl-to-hmu

4:25 - 5:25 https://soundcloud.com/sugarcanedavis/driving

5:25 - 6:38 https://soundcloud.com/guardinmusic/catch-me-im-falling

6:38 - 8:20 https://soundcloud.com/manicartist/first-god-manic-x-jinsang

8:20 - 9:36 https://soundcloud.com/iamsamsa/i-should-have-been-a-pair-of-ragged-claws-prod-tomppa

how to lack altruism

Had some time during finals to slap this together, probably not the best transition wise but some of my favorite songs in this one.

Listen on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T_2CjiFU_zM

TRACKLIST
0:00 we used to talk every night (prod. elijah who) (https://soundcloud.com/mxmtoon/we-used-to-talk-every-night)
1:48 solo (https://soundcloud.com/iamsamsa/sets/solo)
5:18 My Mom Can Drive Us To Olive Garden (https://soundcloud.com/hamzah-zulqadar/my-mom-can-drive-us-to-olive-garden)
8:17 tired of love (https://soundcloud.com/xmittens/tired-of-love)
10:47 x jhfly (https://soundcloud.com/squidb3a/x-jhfly)
13:19 [ raw cuts ] 006 (https://soundcloud.com/lordmatador/raw-cuts-006)
15:15 1 take feelings reel Prod. Mittens (https://soundcloud.com/kuckoos/one-take-feelings-reel)

Follow The Artists:
mxmtoon (https://soundcloud.com/mxmtoon)
samsa (https://soundcloud.com/iamsamsa)
hamzah (https://soundcloud.com/hamzah-zulqadar)
Mittensさん (https://soundcloud.com/xmittens)
squid ethics (https://soundcloud.com/squidb3a)
[matador] (https://soundcloud.com/lordmatador)
kuckoo (https://soundcloud.com/kuckoos)

I do not own ANY rights to the music, if you have a problem with this way of promotion, shoot me an email and I will take the video down.

njon1990@yahoo.com

Collections 17' - Back Then - FULL

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Collections 17' - Back Then

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https://open.spotify.com/album/0frq2YW7uypaYdOMyOmvDS
Real proud of this project :) Worked with my good friend @keepitinside (singer) to deliver this EP. Enjoy!

Production/Arrangement/Mixing: @kastrosplace
Lyrics/Vocals/Vocal Processing&Mixing/Ukulele: @keepitinside

Lyrics:
This is it
We had a good run
I’m sorry for
All of it
I thought we both were
Better than we are

And sometimes I go back to this
I look up to this
I wasn’t
Good

But why’d you have to be ok
It’s been three whole days

And I’ll stay
Here
With all your flowers
And I’ll stay
Here
With all those countless hours
I’ll stay
Here
And all you gave me
Will stay
Here
While you leave me

stay.

1

I dont like people and i cant stand parties
he smokes too much shes had too much Bacardi 
its been lonely in my head eyes to the ceiling with my back up on the bed
searching for a meaning but i found a girl instead
introverted state of mind  staying on that music grind all the time id rather stay inside
like the words i never say i keep em locked away until i get my pen and spill it
Anthony you're being distant
sorry mom ive just been thinking
what is it that im seeking 
at first it was happiness but whats this
love and music got me feeling passionate
not alone... but it feels so solo
theres a diference there but that i really dont know
im out of my comfort zone
i dont like crowds or microphones theres a side of me i dont show
i like talking i hate talking i hate singing i hate singing
my opinion shifting spinning like its on an axis
sleepless nights increasing tossing turning on this mattress
this song wont be a classic
but i hope it gets remembered 
hope it makes someone feel better 
i prefer the term introvertive
cause im not assertive
i dont insert myself in certain situations
cause im scared of migrations and change
cause theres comfort in the solitude even in my solemn moods i push through
i could make a new friend but i really dont want to

lil intro vert why yo feelings hurt why cant you just be happy you're alive why you gotta cry its barely five and you already wanna die just smoke some weed and you'll be fine be like the rest of us and get high you wont be happy unless you try you wont be happy

Lil Intro Vert (album edition)

train by the sea

produced by: https://soundcloud.com/lafaen
art by: https://twitter.com/vivirin__art
i started writing this when i thought we still had a chance and finished writing when i knew it was over.

Full playlist on Spotify, Apple Music, etc

space-faring

for you (even if it's too late)

spotify

for you, even if it's too late. (prod. lafaen)

@saintkales is better
so glum
yes its a remix of i spoke to the devil in miami lol
mp3 download: https://jumpshare.com/v/R8V8VBW3e60yKqrR3D7w

lyrics:

I looked into the abyss last night, I felt its gaze
Thoughts clouded lost my way Im off, astray, lost in haze.
Window knocks with rain like pins and soon
bomb after bomb I lay victim to.
Pray that what I listen to isnt simple fiction reducin me to an insipid mess
All my life I thought I was against the vapid
But Im trapped in feel that my morals Ive bastardised.
Laugh your ass off clap your hands sore
Smash these damn doors
Till I make that dead end reach me I feel fucking worthless
I have to make a difference to be fucking worth shit
A giants wrath is naught when its so fucking hurt, bloodied, dirt, muddying
All that I see
All that Ive been
Is awful I real-ise
What is real guises of guys that misguided me tired of gripkng feel tied down and lied to I lie down and think
And as into my mattress I sink
I know what I am is a blink, nothing
A second in time
The hourglass's contents fall
And Im a single grain
A nation can fail and Im just a single brain
Alone
Off of what I see as the beaten trail
I saw a demon in dublin, it called itself greed
It freed itself no struggle in turning your conscience to nothing but mean comments and lust for money, never trusted someone
That spoke to the devil and came back normal
To lie to yourself is one thing but to facade against everyone means your way past morals
I dont feel like I do the right thing
This demon that I have inside me
Shows me the dark side of life we
Like to ignore as we smile. I dont like to smile
When Im in dublin

i saw a demon in dublin

i love you all
edit: turned 16 :'(
edit #2: turned 17 ;(

prod by @bobotheoutlaw

lyrics:
i dont wanna grow old
just wanna stay fifteen
yes i got a cold soul
all i wanna do is sleep

ok, dont feel happy in my own skin
moved alot, dont know where home is
with homies, feel alone still
i try to find my soul in 
a bin, where they throwed it huh
fix it up, i done sowed it
my soul yes i done souled it
im not a boy, im a grown kid

and they know it doe
i try to find my ways
they all blinding my rays
i tried to find the light and escaped
hide my cries in this cold word
cold boy, need a cold girl
life wanna end me, like so world?
i dont really rap, all i do is flow words
outta my mouth, from outer space
dont be sad, dont frown your face
i just cant, im down with pain
and nowadays, i sound the same 

i dont wanna grow old
just wanna stay fifteen
yes i got a cold soul
all i wanna do is sleep

i saw a demon in dublin

gomery :(

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