Happy birthday to me.

Produced by Living Puff

Lyrics

Told her she was all I needed and I meant it
She said, "Ken I mean it too" but she didn't
I don't wanna feel anymore feelings
Girl you great but what you see in me is not what it is

I'm a lost cause baby, it is not all
Greener on the other fucking side when I am the fault
I'm the reason that you can't get right
I got demons and they meeting with me every single night

I just turned 21 and I wish that I didn't
God if you sent me a sign this time, I didn't get it
I don't understand why I'm alive, I need a minute
All this fucking time, I been spending it on sinning (x2)

She's a bitch but I know I'm no better, I'm an asshole
And it's been 3 years but she still the one I call though
I'm a fucked up sad little lost soul
I don't know how it got this bad when I fought so hard

Got so far from myself in my own mind
Tar on my breath, I do wrong when I know right
Where you are? I don't know
If I get in my car I'ma throw it off the road

Turned 21, wish I didn't
You sent me a sign, I didn't get it
Why am I'm alive? I need a minute
All this fucking time, I just been sinning (x2)

I just turned 21 and I wish that I didn't
God if you sent me a sign this time, I didn't get it
I don't understand why I'm alive, I need a minute
All this fucking time, I been spending it on sinning (x2)

spotify.

XXI.

Pouring my heart and soul into everything i make
I'll bring justice for the ones who are silenced
I'll be your saviour when there's nothing left
I'll be your saviour when there's nothing left

Pouring my heart and soul into everything i make
I'll bring justice for the ones who are silenced
I'll be your saviour when there's nothing left
I'll be your saviour when there's nothing left

Let me express myself for you
Cause i know how hard it can be
Sharing emotion it isn't always easy
Listen to this song when you feel lonely

When the world doesn't quite understand
When there's no one you can talk to it feels heavy again
It takes a toll when you're always a shell
It takes a toll when you can't be yourself

And i know what it's like, Take my word for it
I've been through Hell and back, But i learned from it
Take your negatives, Make something great of it
Take the loss cause you can learn from it

I mean i did
We're the same are we not
Humans with emotions and feelings
We've been through some stuff

Pouring my heart and soul into everything i make
I'll bring justice for the ones who are silenced
I'll be your saviour when there's nothing left
I'll be your saviour when there's nothing left

Pouring my heart and soul into everything i make
I'll bring justice for the ones who are silenced
I'll be your saviour when there's nothing left
I'll be your saviour when there's nothing left

When the world doesn't quite understand
When there's no one you can talk to it feels heavy again
It takes a toll when you're always a shell
It takes a toll when you can't be yourself

When the world doesn't quite understand
When there's no one you can talk to it feels heavy again
It takes a toll when you're always a shell
It takes a toll when you can't be yourself

Stream On spotify

Saviour

Freak me out

Jake Gyllenhaal prod. nadiak

Spotify

Haunted. (prod cxld blxxd)

You.Won't.Do.Shit

mix and master @productofpain
new song out: https://soundcloud.com/productofpain/mydogisdead

[VERSE 1]

SEVY THE LIL BLUE BERRY RUNNIN ‘ROUND AND PLAYIN’ GAMES
STRIKIN’ VIPER ON A LEASH BE HISSIN’ NO, NO NOT A SNAKE
RISEN FROM THE FUCKIN’ GRAVE I’VE COME TO PUT YA IN YA PLACE
I’M AN UNDEAD TERRORIST I COME IN NUMBERS, I WILL REIGN

GET THE FUCK OFF FROM MY FACE
I AM A FAILURE, I’M DISGRACE

IN THIS HABITAT BEEN RAISED 
AND NOW I FUCKIN’ SUFFOCATE

IN MY MIND I FEEL NO PAIN
I SEE THE WAY YOU TRYNA SHAME

I DON’T BITE TO PEOPLE’S PLAY’S
I SEE THE TRAPS THAT YOU GO LAY

GRUNGY LEECH, WHY YOU TRY?
ACTIN’ UP, I SEE YOUR LIE
SELF-DECEPTION AT IT’S FINEST ‘COURSE YOU WANNA BE LIKE I

STRICKEN, PLAGUED BY MENTAL PROBLEMS, TWISTED FUCK, LOAD A REVOLVER
CAUSIN’ MAYHEM TIL I DIE, I’LL PAY THE PRICE OF GENOCIDE

DON’T YOU WANNA BE LIKE I?
COLD AS ICE WITH SCHIZO EYES
DEAD AND HOLLOW, DRESS ALL FINE
MAKE YA MOMMA WANNA CRY

IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT
DON’T YOU WAKE UP OR YOU’LL DIE
DON’T YOU WANNA BE LIKE I?

DON’T YOU WANNA BE LIKE I?
COLD AS ICE WITH SCHIZO EYES
DEAD AND HOLLOW, DRESS ALL FINE
MAKE YA MOMMA WANNA CRY

IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT
DON’T YOU WAKE UP OR YOU’LL DIE
DON’T YOU WANNA BE LIKE I?

CAN YOU FUCKIN’ PAY THE PRICE?

I’m raw and fucked. Had a dream i killed my dog
Nightmares going on and on
But i 
Wondered what’s wrong
And i 
Couldn’t belong 
And i 
Then realized 
that i’ve
been shaped and hardened 
Now i’m 
One with my demon

DON’T YOU WANNA BE LIKE I?
COLD AS ICE WITH SCHIZO EYES
DEAD AND HOLLOW, DRESS ALL FINE
MAKE YA MOMMA WANNA CRY

IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT
DON’T YOU WAKE UP OR YOU’LL DIE
DON’T YOU WANNA BE LIKE I?

DON’T YOU WANNA BE LIKE I?
COLD AS ICE WITH SCHIZO EYES
DEAD AND HOLLOW, DRESS ALL FINE
MAKE YA MOMMA WANNA CRY

IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT
DON’T YOU WAKE UP OR YOU’LL DIE
DON’T YOU WANNA BE LIKE I?

Fake Depression (prod. Retain)

watch it all burn. (prod. vaegud)

fantasy girl w/ bluezy

Produced by smokerose

WHEN I'M ALL ALONE I FEEL LIKE IM DYING

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
when im all alone, i feel like im dying
cus im falling apart, but im tired of trying
please give me a chance cus im falling to pieces
im crying to sleep and baby i need a reason
when im all alone, i feel like im dying
cus im falling apart, but im tired of trying
please give me a chance cus im falling to pieces
im crying to sleep and baby i need a reason

[Verse]
baby i need a reason, give it to me
spending time in the shadows, im just burning
you can close the gates cus im not going in
cus im not the same person that ive been
i miss the way i solved my problems
now i runaway and make them stronger
baby hold my hand and let me bleed
just give me your heart that's all i need

[Bridge]
just give me your heart thats all i need
i've been crying alone yeah can't you see
im fighting the voices in my head
nobody needs me, so im better off dead
i would cry but im not that guy
i'd rather close my eyes and stare at the sky
dark room with a demon on my left
baby im stressed somebody put me to rest

[Chorus]
when im all alone, i feel like im dying
cus im falling apart, but im tired of trying
please give me a chance cus im falling to pieces
im crying to sleep and baby i need a reason
when im all alone, i feel like im dying
cus im falling apart, but im tired of trying
please give me a chance cus im falling to pieces
im crying to sleep and baby i need a reason

tired of trying (prod. smokerose)

Lyrics

Fucking bitch, yeah I swear to god I hate you
You do all the shit that you told me that you won't do
I might fucking switch, don't you trip out when I do though
Hold up you ain't shit, what I'm tripping out bout you for?

Confused my lust for love, just wanna fuck her
That don't mean I like her, that don't mean I really want her
I might just get what I want and then I'll bump her
Swear I tried to care but she was stagnant so I dump her

I'ma ghost that bitch, I'll haunt her
She gone shake it like a red nose, not thumper
Ass fat, I'm gone hear it clap like thunder
All we do is fuck until we lose it, Oh Wonder

You can hold my hand but you can't save me
Every bitch I loved a sham, they hate me
If you don't wanna give me a chance, don't date me
I can't put my heart in your hands, you'll break me

Fucking bitch, yeah I swear to god I hate you
You do all the shit that you told me that you won't do
I might fucking switch, don't you trip out when I do though
Hold up you ain't shit, what I'm tripping out bout you for? (x2)

senseless! | Produced by Fantom

OUT NOW ON IDLEGLANCE: https://youtu.be/AEaAIisJ3ek

Check Out The Producer:

Soundcloud: @lilghosty00
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCVj24MJaGwohHDmmbfQ6Frw

Lyrics
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I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my-

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

I don't even know who I think I am
I'm just somebody who I used to know
Leave me alone with a couple of cans
I think I'm better at the side of the road

Spending all my cash on a couple of grams
I'm only high when I ain't feeling low
Back from a show with a handful of bands
Babe do you love me? Don't say no

Don't say no
Don't say no
You're all I have left just please don't go
Don't say no
Don't say no
You're all I have left, please don't-

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my-

Imma make it all the way, I'll be coming for my pay
Grab a slice and grab a plate, you can have what's left behind
See me: Louie on my waist, Gucci dripping in the rain
I ain't fucking with no fakes, but y'all can see me on the rise

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

Nothing Left to Hide

iTunes

Nothing Left To Hide [Prod. Lil Ghosty]

better dead (sadboiev)

KILLER

SPOTIFY: https://sptfy.com/6Ao6
SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/cairnmusic
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/artist/cairn/1534352747
YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/iamcairn
INSTAGRAM: https://instagram.com/iamcairn
TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
I honestly tried to fit in
To the life you want to be living
But I could never be enough
And I’ll never be enough
You’d rather throw away your love
Into the heavens above
You tell me that I’m not alone
I got no doubt I’m on my own
‘Cause you ghost me and throw me away

You tell me you care
But no one is there
I’ve lost it all
I’m up in the air
‘Cause you can’t be there
You’ll watch me fall

My picture waits in your closet
As my colours fade, I can’t stop it
Got me blind in thе dark
While I’m searching for the stars
And I’m covеred in dust
Locked up and living with these scars
And if you ever change your mind
Don’t think I’ll ever call you mine
‘Cause you ghost me and throw me away

You tell me you care
But no one is there
I’ve lost it all
I’m up in the air
‘Cause you can’t be there
You’ll watch me fall

watch it all burn. (prod. vaegud)

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