I used to listen to dubstep what the fuck happened 🏈🕊️

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https://open.spotify.com/track/0lnZSP7CudWrxZzNNa85Sw?si=5a67a50019d440dc

can't swim / leave it ~ directed by samuel eidelson

The devil may seem robust, but only when he’s full of piss, his puffed chest is innocuous
The same drain sees his broken floss, as it does the blood and profit loss
He’s always said that the big boss bore the lighter cross
And that he’s just his piece of meat, and at least doing wrong by him is the harder feat
You’ve no control, it just pays to pay the toll, rather than to obstruct
You’ve no control, it just helps to put your keys in the bowl, before you get fucked

He’ll roll you like a wheel that’s come right off the steel
And he’s going to make anything in his path his next meal
And he’s gonna make the innocent in his path roadkill
You don’t confuse a heart for Achilles’ heel

And your memory fades but so do the bars that it brings with it, though its selection is iniquitous
You’ve been wading through the shit as if you gave it quit
But it too takes will to submit

What’s delayed if what’s late wasn’t to arrive at all?
And a name can’t echo the halls if you put holes in the walls
Yeah, you make them small and try for new things to recall

devil-may-care

You went so far away 
I won't get to explain 
Now you're roaming in my brain 
It's been so hard for me to stay 
Just stay for a sec 
Just let me, please 
I'll go make the bed 
Let me know when you're set 
Went through it all for the sex 
Helping you another way 
I'm driving fast but it's a long long way 
Stuck in the car I'll go insane 
need one more hour and I'll lose my brain
Hey buddy you're okay 
You're so funny I'm the same
If you do this then you're so great
Leave me here or go to play 
This is the great escape 
You're the one that plays the game
Don't you find it really strange 
Someone so close can change 
You went so far away 
I won't get to explain 
Now you're roaming in my brain
It's been so hard for me to stay

carsick

recorded this rough one 6 years ago. RIP brother

now and the next day

cover of Micah Preite's song "Cheer to Fear". Absolutely love this song.

cheer to fear (micah preite cover)

another you

step off the map
debt it, get sacked
let shit get slack
well how about that?

accept to respect the trash
in retrospect, perhaps
forward, from the set back
try and forget about that

but are you fine where you’re at?

where you're at

bandcamp: https://bulldogeyes.bandcamp.com/

shame

back again, lost track of time
back when I couldn’t find, my mind
and I couldn’t seem to see right
with those bags in under my eyes

she lost her brother, they their son
what have you done?
you didn’t talk like that when you were young
did she close her legs on your tongue?
oh, where did ya go wrong?

said too much

fouled off or a towel drop
runnin my mouth, i got got
yes sir, you’re the boss
but shit's shot, you should surely cut your losses

it’s mornin four o’clock
but not there it’s not
a dull mull, for what?
you're still stuck at a stop

undone, yet like a knot

yessir

well what a cheap card for language to play
when there are no better words to portray my being a worthless welterweight, than they
she said her flight was morning Wednesday
and it's not economical for her to stay
and at this point there's no return, it’s a little too much to pay

she met again my descent for the accent
pulled me in and put me up to a liquored lament
and wrote me down, though I had hardly made a dent, or any sense
I'm living off wine, but to who's detriment?
I'm still written off by the would be sentiments
or perhaps I just cooked them
seems I'm a dead-end mistook for an ill, will-weakened friend
yeah we all tend to overlook the hems, when we're on the send

both he and I run demise for elation
so I'd have her know no less volition or dedication than his addiction
to non-prescription, sleeping and pain relieving, medication
when she comes to the bloody country, my guilty nation 

but I can't call it a win when I'm still stuck here, just waiting
I'm calling it in, me and him are being impatient
fuck, he's getting thin, doing heroin by my waist-end  
losing, but first place wasted
yeah, again, it looks like we’re racing
away from what we ain’t facing





lil bitch on big shred xxxx

de la

on the beach 2

motion pictures (young)

you should though.

ft. zaatar w/ fresh veggies

you can't think about it always

happy new year, ill cheer up soon

23.12.17

recorded in belgium

its only

bit different to other stuff hope u enjoy.

Explain it slow, we need time to grow,
away from the screen, or away from you.

An internet girl, in her own world.
An internet girl, in her own world.

It's time to go, you need to know,
the outside world, it's waiting for you.
You want to glow, a million pixels will do the job,
then you go upstairs, into a sob.

An internet girl, in her own world.
An internet girl, in her own world.

We go outside, I see the grey,
a concrete world, was waiting for me.
I walk for a while, I miss my screen,
it's too noisy out here, too loud for me.

Internet Girl

hey been a minute this is a 4 track demo of some shit I've been working on love ya x

afternoon (demo)

take your time

it’s of attrition, my lips bleeding
scarred and bare from the fight
I’ve been left, wronged, right, goodnight

an unconditional beating
hell, I’ve been waiting all of my life

oh the glory, ain’t it fleeting?
well, where’s it been all this time?

I’m numb and pissed like a baby teething
and there’s too much light in my eyes!
… well don’t ya get cut, when you cut in line

and I’m counting on you not leaving
hell, I’ve been waiting all my life

a good time

Demo 201

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need for speed prostreet enthusiast

9pm

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