An Assortment of Fuckarounds

Foxy Roxy

My girlfriend has a boyfriend
He doesn’t look like me (Does he look like me?)
If this is how it should end
I take the weight off me (Set me free)
My girlfriend has a boyfriend
Born under the crab
I can choose to listen to the answers
This good cancer has

To my burning questions
Feverish reactions
Let his water cool your earth
Having nurtured your own garden first
Tori, I trust you to give this love for two
Tori, I trust you
Love enough for two

It’s weird to picture you kiss him
But who am I to clip your spreading wings
So let the taste of another
Get your heart racing (Let your knees get weak)
My partner has a companion
Who like me, needs love
I could never obstruct that
Cause I know how it feels more than anyone

Flushed cheek fashion
Passionate attraction
Let his water cool your earth (cool it down!)
Having blossomed your own garden first
Tori, I trust you to give this love for two
Tori, I trust you
Love enough for two

Give your love

Fire Trappings

My Girlfriend Has a Boyfriend

I'm Arya Stark and I'm singing to my best friend, Nymeria the Wonderwolf
(recorded in 2014)

I won't crook my lily-white cotton stitch
As long as I'm asleep, where lies are elbow-deep
I won't crook my lily-white (Ned, I miss you so)

And if God gave this poor dog a heart,
I'll cut it out myself, I'll cut it out myself
See? I sew with immaculate needlework (Micah, I miss you so)

We'll laugh again, Nymeria
and chase the wind, Nymeria
My truest friend, Nymeria
Write but never send

Faceless and faced with final breath,
Her only Stark reminder hidden under the steps
She's come to relish the taste of...(her Cat she misses so)....Death!

We'll laugh again, Nymeria
and chase the wind, Nymeria
My truest friend, Nymeria
Write but never send

We are the same
You only have to call my name

Sleeping on the Wrong Rib

aryacracy

A song of desperation
(recorded in 2014)

Sing, sing, sing me your alchemy
Turn my granite to gold, granite to solid gold
cause right now my skin is stone to me
With nothing underneath

Is beauty only a fallacy?
Created by fools at the bottom of the sea
It sure does seem that way to me
Like them, I long for the surface so desperately

I scream your name
Against the wind and the pouring rain
Scatterbrain, I need you
For I can't see straight
Too fucked up to calibrate
Scatterbrain, I need you to be sane

Deprezadores, the Mr. Manager lack·a·dai·si·cal Drunk Demos

Scatterbrain

I want to be a fisherman
I’d cleanse my soul with the salt I’d drink
Baptized in confidence
I want to be a fisherman

It’s not really working out
For I spy, with my lazy eye,
The fox and the rainbow trout
It’s not really working out
and it seems I’m manifesting my dreams
Homemade malaise

A girl from a torrid sea
Explores her immobility
The sweat rolling down her neck
Excites my curiosity
and it seems I’m manifesting my dreams
Homemade chemistry

Well, who do you wanna be?

and it seems I’m manifesting my dreams
Homemade felicity

I am a fisherman
I cleanse my soul with the salt I drink
Baptized in confidence
I am a fisherman

I Am a Fisherman

Cauterize my wounded toe
I cut it running with the buffalo
Who will take me down?
The wind in my veins or the blood in my shoe
 
I thought of stopping by the witch’s den
I feel it now as I felt it then
The dreamspinner dirties her hands to say
The world, it turns for Adelaide
The world, it turns for Adelaide

Splitting at the seams
Balancing the void
Show me what it means
to keep me overjoyed

It’s a shame we expect to see
Demeter reaching for Persephone
So if I persist, then run me through
and watch my body be consumed

by lanternflies
From the mulch, I’ll be reborn
As fertilizer, worshipping
my Adelaide with angel wings

Splitting at the seams
Balancing the void
Show me what it means
to keep me overjoyed

I am splitting at the seams
I am balancing the void
Please show me what it means
to keep me overjoyed

Adelaide

The seedy tale of a besotted watermelon, a jacked candle, and the beloved haunting gourd of his dreams that he just cantaloupe with, no matter how hard he tries...

This Deranged Duo(dd) was carved up by @goodboycheerleader and @francois-john-cormier.

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Melon bachelor at large
See the way the sun hits from afar?
I am headed for those mountains
I am headed for those hills
My quest never-ending
My legs never still
For there is something inside of all of us
That pulls our hands towards the pill

Red or blue?
You ask me and I’ll ask you
Red or blue?
See the colors bleeding through

Stuck in the saddle, poached in remorse
Yet here I have traveled, to bask on your porch
Was it worth it? You tell me
well, was it worth it? please, just tell me

I am just a melon bachelor at large

The Squishy Saga of Watermelon Candle, Melon Bachelor at Large (a Frank n Good Boy composition)

I’m waking up wet, dreaming about the sweat
Rolling off your neck onto me
but the cold wash of day suckerpunches my smile away
and I’m in purgatory 

because the sight of your high, pressed-up and exposed thighs
Shudders my nerves to shreds
I can’t really breathe, but it’s not that bad
because it seems I’ve already been crushed

by the weight of your love
and the weight of your love
Is worth the wait for your love
Your love

It’s the fire we share, and the promise 
of my fingers entwined in your hair
and yes, I am gasping for air
But I don’t care

I’m waking up soaked by the bile from my throat
I feel guilty and alone
Then your laughter compounds, yes, no better a sound
and I’m giddy by the phone again

because the sight of your high, pressed-up and exposed thighs
Shudders my nerves to shreds
I can’t really breathe, but it’s not that bad
because it seems I’ve already been crushed

by the weight of your love
and the weight of your love
Is worth the wait for your love
Your love

It’s the fire we share, and the promise 
of my fingers entwined in your hair
and yes, I am gasping for air
But I don’t care

I don’t care
Let them stare
I don’t care
Let them stare
because I want you
I don’t care

✪S⦾W⦾E⦾A⦾T✪

“Quit your job and work at Whole Foods”, I hear a voice inside me say
I hope everything will be okay, when I go down that way
“Quit your job and start a band,” I hear a voice inside demand
well, I know we will be okay, when we go down that way

Streamlined, strong spine
You are yours and I am mine
Yet, baby we are one, entwined & finer than fine
Streamlined 

I get distracted and I  think about my childhood
I climbed the trees and, Luke, you played in the mud
Popcorn shrimp and Tekken at the truck stop
We have each other and that’s better than most, still…
“Fuck you, Dad”, I hear a voice inside me say
“You fucking suck”, I wanna scream at him
But I know things will be okay, if we don’t go down that way

Streamlined, strong spine
You are yours and I am mine
Yet, baby we are one, entwined & finer than fine
Streamlined

Turn your eyes and feel the sunlight
Warm the pores upon your face
Turn your heart and feel my love make
Dancing figures across your plate

Quit Your Job & Work at Whole Foods

(this is the vague origin story of my favorite real-only-in-my-head superhero, _____ ______)

Turn the van around, lift a heavy finger now
Cocktail in the fuel tank, oh, lift a heavy finger now
Angel on my shoulder, lift this heavy finger now
My mind ignites beneath the full milk moon
Goldeye, I’m sorry I failed you
Blame the Baron or the booze and my acrid attitude
Goldeye, how can I
carry the weight of the world without crumbling?
I’m crumbling
Would you really trade the rabbit for the wolf? On Earth and the world after?
Of course you would…

Here I was, about to solve my every problem
Here I was, devoting to the same excuse
Here I was, awake under the flower moon
Destined for a life of abuse, and yet
I want to be fulfilled, I want to be described
Demonizing the pills that I, myself, prescribed
I want to follow my heart to my detriment,
Strike up the gauntlet of the Virgin Violet

Spirit of the Rabbit, guide me to the cry
Spirit of the Rabbit, lend me speed to fly 
Left, right, duck, uppercut, weave a mighty fractal beam
Oh, this mantle weighs a ton, but so does the sun
Or rather, two octillion to one
My father had a son born into the fray
and I can safely say, Goldeye,
In this Shibuya alleyway, I’m light as a feather

Here I was, about to solve my every problem
Here I was, devoting to the same excuse
Here I was, awake under the flower moon
Destined for a life of abuse, and yet
I want to be fulfilled, I want to be described
Harmonizing the thrills that kept the spark alive
I want to follow my heart to my detriment,
Strike up the gauntlet of the Virgin Violet

Follow the rabbit

D A D F# A E (Capo 2nd fret)

virgo rabbit x flower moon

This is my first real attempt at writing a song with Japanese lyrics...

双子座、待ってくれ
この矢はとんでもねぇ
いるかな、憧れの双子座

可哀想だから、愛してくれ
腹の中ある吐き気
本物かな、憧れの双子座

双子座、待ってくれ
俺の心、馬鹿馬鹿しい
いるかな、憧れの双子座

いつも　いつも
走ってるよ
君へ

(here are the lyrics in English. I just copy-and-pasted what I wrote in Japanese into Google Translate and this is what came out. It's basically what I was trying to say)

Gemini, wait
This arrow is crazy
Kanana, the coveted Gemini

I'm sorry, love me
Nausea in the belly
I wonder if it's a real, longing for Gemini

Gemini, wait
My heart is stupid
Kanana, the coveted Gemini

Always, always
I'm running
to you

D A D F# A E

双子座

(This is the first song I ever wrote, at the ripe old age of 16. It was for a girl who I was very close with and who I had a massive crush on. This version was recorded a little later, in 2012. I just recovered it and so I’m posting it exactly how it is. Thanks for listening!! <3)

Why did I believe you were too beautiful for me?
Now I see the light, and I will never fight
cause you’re so damn beautiful to me

When I lie awake, and you lie awake
Will you stare me down as I lie awake?
Or will you turn your back away?
Do you love me as much as I love you?
If you stay with me tonight then baby, can you

Save me a chapter from my own rapture now
I need your laughter now to keep me awake
Wake up inside of me those feelings of sympathy
I hope that you can see I’m falling for you

How could I believe that she was my last epiphany?
Loose curls in your hair, do I even dare
tell you how pretty you are to me?

When I lie awake, and you lie awake
Will you stare me down as I lie awake?
and will you suck me till I’m dry
Do I have to keep on fantasizing?
Show me, baby

Save me a chapter from my own rapture now
I need your laughter now to keep me awake
Wake up inside of me those feelings of sympathy
I hope that you can see I’m falling for you
Falling for you, no need to be afraid
I know I’m not afraid

So here I am again, sweating out again
and sinking far below the reef
When I…(indiscernible words)

but I don’t want to love you, I don’t want to be with you
Don’t want to steal you away from everyone
I just want to get lost in your eyes
but I don’t want to lose you, or hear the words “I love him anymore”
I’d rather be your friend if nothing more
Sit around and talk about the storms

Save me a chapter from my own rapture now
I need your laughter now to keep me awake
Wake up inside of me those feelings of sympathy
I hope that you can see I’m falling for you
Falling for you, no need to be afraid
I know I’m not afraid

Take this dead something to the shore
Fish for the shield on the floor
Two burning stones, only to be
Put out by foam below the sea

Soup of the Day

Vanilla Sugar

devin songs

Orange Toothpaste

Bad Girl Quarterback, would you float my way
If I willed, today, you into being?
Painted from a dream, you’re a wisdom child
I’m a crocodile with jaws of paper
Reflect all I am, even the parts I hide
I’m not afraid to die most of the time
Scratch me everywhere, scratch me till I bleed
Kiss me to the ground, bandage up my knees
Quarterback, would you smile my way if I willed, today, you into being?
If I willed you into being my girl?
My Bad Girl Quarterback

AUTUMN 2020

Bad Girl Quarterback

When I die, scatter my ashes in Japan
Safe inside a coffee can
Yes, I cry when my heart is in your hands
I’m not ashamed to spill it out
So feel my love
Feel my love

Sarina, I'm aching to feel you shaking over me
Dreaming of your collarbone
Sarina, I'm aching, thinking of you making love to me
Bite my neck, I’ll bite your neck

Feel my love
Everything you are is enough
Feel my love
Princess Diamond in the Rough

Sarina, you drew a kangaroo on my ribs
I trust you with my body
Sarina, I am begging to feel you shaking over me

Feel my love
Everything you are is enough
Feel my love
Princess Diamond in the Rough

Sarina

Princess Diamond in the Rough

I’ve sung this before, once, maybe more
and sure, I meant it then
But this time around I am unbound
A wolf crying “boy”

I’ve been found in love with a girl
Whose beauty marks are calling from afar
To wed my shaking lips
Oh Sari-chan, laugh! Your bed is a bath
Let the ice melt away

Baby, let your heart break
Let gold fill the cracks
Yes, let your heart break
Let love fill the cracks

Golden
We are golden
Never before have I felt this way
Never again will you be alone 
Something more than lovers and friends
Come my way, Sarina

Golden

Load my body in your cannon, shoot me into the sun
Uranus is blowing me a kiss
Prizes platinum enough to set my will on fire
Hotter than the star of my desire

I’m strong enough to last
Though my fear is spreading fast
I am brave enough to let it show
because I’m confident I’ll let it go

Give me something worth the wait, I’ll love you until I’m dead
I’ll give you love, unconditional
I know I just contradicted myself but don’t worry, I’m just being cute
You don’t have to give me shit
I love you, baby

I’m bright enough to last
Yes, the toxins are fading fast
I adore my shadow and my light
For I am confident I’ll survive this night
Yes, I am confident I’ll win this fight
I am confident it will turn out right
I am confident

Conbini New Strings

This is not my song. It is a cover. My mother requested I record a cover for this Tim McGraw song in celebration of her retirement from her congregation, so I obliged. It ended up being pretty sweet and heartfelt so I thought I'd upload it

Humble and Kind [Tim McGraw Cover]

Two birds with one stone
I cannot read the room
The object of my affections
Could never compare

Well,
From now on
To the earth
Fire is falling
My public face
Violently destroy
With passion
At once

一石二鳥
空気読めない
恋愛対象
決して比べない

あのさ
これから
地球に
落ちてる火
俺の建前
ぶっ壊して
情熱で
すぐに

一石二鳥

I shine like white gold and yes, I break the mold
I’m never getting old
Oh wait, that’s what my voice sounds like?
I must be a little bitch

My confidence is the timid kid or the iron horse who ran itself to death
So fix my sight, I’m delusional but it always seems to turn out right
My confidence is the Grecian Fist and the Lightning Whip who keep my jawline lifted
Chiron, steady my arrow true, I’m an inch from death and an inch from life

I shine like white mold
Ahhh, fuck
Fuck it
I can’t do it
I fucking failed
Here at the end of all things

“No, Green. You only fail if you give up.
Remember: Those who lie, die. We swim high and dry.”

Fine, I won’t give up
So burn my doubt, burn my worry
and take me out of my body

I shine like white gold and yes, I break the mold
I’m never getting old
I won’t give up

My confidence is the nervous twitch or the cannon kick, made to contradict
So fix my sight, I’m emotional but it always seems to serve me right
My confidence is the Queen of Souls and the Cicadaman who keep my spirit lifted
Chiron, steady my arrow true, I’m an inch from death and an inch from life

Confidence is as easy as, “I can do it!”
Yes, you’re right, I am capable and I always seem to win the fight
My confidence is Miss Sweet Rain and Cowboy Racer who love for all eternity
Chiron, steady my arrow true, I am strong like you and I won’t give up

Chiron's Arrow (My Confidence)

An oldie, but a goodie (recorded in 2015 or 2016)

Rose City Beat

Primus Rib

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“It's like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger they were. And sometimes you didn't want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it’s only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn’t. They kept going, because they were holding on to something. That there is some good in this world, and it's worth fighting for.” - Samwise Gamgee

“The tragedy of death is unreal; those who shudder at it are like an ignorant actor who dies of fright on the stage when nothing more has been fired at him than a blank cartridge.” - Paramahansa Yogananda

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