i dont like my body and i wanna die sometimes

lyrics: 

falling through the floor
i'm sinking again
tearing off my skin
wanting my life to end

i can't find the fucking reason
to keep on pushing to keep on trying
my body's cursed put me in a hearse
just throw me six feet in the dirt

pitch black in the shower
mirror covered with a towel
wish i wasn't a coward
panic as i walk down the aisle of my highschool
"everyone can tell that you're the odd one out
you're never gonna pass at this rate"
i wish i was normal
god i just wish i was fucking normal

falling through the floor
i'm sinking again
tearing off my skin
wanting my life to end

i can't find the fucking reason
to keep on pushing to keep on trying
my body's cursed put me in a hearse
just throw me six feet in the dirt

i can't find the fucking reason
to keep on pushing to keep on trying
my body's cursed put me in a hearse
just throw me six feet-

shut the fuck up tranny

no more reasons

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Ima stomp your fuckin face in with a brick
Ima break your fuckin teeth don’t give a shit

Ima stomp your fuckin face in with a brick
Saw you hangin out with T don’t give a shit

People shit on my name
Yeah I got that
Don’t hit my DMs
I won’t fuckin write back
How many times
I gotta tell you
Not everything’s about you

I hear you talk shit
You don’t do much
Shut the fuck up
You talk too much
Blood on your ******
Cuz I’m too rough
When I’m done with you
You gon’ spew guts

I can’t relax when I pull up to the party
I cannot trust anybody

In the cut I’m with a cutter
Feel like sematary
Whole squad wanna fight
But we can’t see your face
We gon find you
in the headlights
When you think you’re safe
Hunt you down like a deer
When you run away

I can’t find my phone
Yeah I think I might’ve lost it
Holy shit yeah
I think I might’ve lost it
You don’t even care what you caused me
Being honest

Is there something I could say to you
I know your heart needs a break
There’s nothing I can say to you
You made a mistake

80 in my car
and Im swerving down the highway
I can’t keep my eyes awake
Almost killed my friends
Coming back from Massachusetts
But they’re not really friends, man
I was just fucking clueless
And I can keep a secret
But Remind me if I shouldn’t
And you’re already dead to me
I don’t know why I wouldn’t

So tell me what you want
Do you really have a point in life?
I can’t understand
why you tried so hard to ruin mine?

Know I keep a cutter
If we have a fuckin problem
Ima make you bloody
If we have to fuckin solve it

BRICK

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mixed and mastered by @washedgoods

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(hook)
couldnt ever really hold you baby
even when its dark and ur demons chasing
i know how it be, feelin helpless lately
but you so far away, even the phonecalls hazy

i dont want you out my life
even though its hurting to invest my time
tell me when its over, even if all night
you never really helped, until u left my side

(bridge)
cuz you so far out my league
it doesnt make it better for my self esteem

i line up all the shots i take 
even when i know ill never see your face

tonight we sleep in different beds 
i got you in my mind, wish we had different friends

another time or place i bet
choking on the feelings climbin up my neck

(verse)
ive tried so many times 
to put myself on different rides
should love myself instead of highs
cuz theres so few lights in my selfish life

but if something feels too right
its prolly cuz im crossin lines
and the things i fear too many times
appear as my mental aligns

(bridge)
i thought i heard you call my name
even though i know you never choose to look my way
am i dreaming or did you just try to touch my face
cuz i been lookin in a mirror at the thing i hate 

(hook)
couldnt ever really hold you baby
even when its dark and ur demons chasing
i know how it be, feelin helpless lately
but you so far away, even the phonecalls hazy

i dont want you out my life
even though its hurting to invest my time
tell me when its over, even if all night
you never really helped, until u left my side

benny blasé - Newgrounds (Pitfall + Wido)REUPLOAD

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