@tropes777
@heartstopmiami
prod me

im the transgender porter robinson... portia robinson

collection ii

dullscythe w/ tropes & heartstopmiami

bh & StormKloud - haha okay!

all proceeds from this release will go to the National Alliance to End Homelessness (https://endhomelessness.org/)

vocals:
@saoirsedream
@wishlane
@itstooscar
@e7ellie
@scooter_boi_musick
@can-of-bliss
@bhproducer
@t0rr
@nebita

production:
@t0rr
@nebita
@st1cksyea
@draf2k
@itstooscar
@soupandreas
@can-of-bliss
@user-607541836
@acloudyskye
@dylazy
@wishlane
@dossyx
@saoirsedream
@musicbyrift

freakout

underscores - bozo bozo bozo [ubi remix]

wastingwater

out on all streaming platforms :) :) thanks @t0rr @soupandreas 4 working on it w meee

you told me to let go
cause i’ve been taking too long
i’ve been taking it solo
and you’ve been righting my wrongs

she said

how does it feel
to get what you want
how does it feel
to think that you’re good till youre gone

check, yes more of the same
you’re calling my name and i’m calling your bluff
ink on every page
i’m writing you letters and you’re writing my songs

yeah ive been living too fast and pushing on the gas and nobody’s giving me the option to stop

and i don’t wanna slow down but i never know if im living life right or wrong

she said
how does it feel
to get what you want
how does it feel
to think that you’re good till youre gone

howdoesitfeel? (prod. torr / soupandreas)

>>>\\\LYRICS BELOW

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

the final trophy song

____

made in 24 hours for @artbyform 's All Nighter Vol. 7

In this song, clearlew's vocal performance embodies my two-year debate of being transgender. It's Canal Pride in Amsterdam as we're making this, and I'm sitting home writing a song with my best friend about being beautiful in my own way. However, given as to how clearlew sings my story and he doesn't represent the lyrics personally, we decided to write a song that can also be interpreted as a love song, about a girl named >>>"lola" - the name I would have given myself, if I would have decided to become a woman.

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follow >>>clearlew
https://soundcloud.com/clearlew
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1G7GO69qXe0bNbenX5GQjb
https://www.instagram.com/clearlew_/
https://twitter.com/clearlew_?lang=en

____

Lyrics

I've gotta think twice
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

I've gotta think twice,
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
But I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
to see your face because I 
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right
You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
but I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
To see your face because I
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes 'till the time is right

I've gotta think twice
I've gotta think twice
(Yeah!)

____

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

clearlew + TROPHYTROPHY - lola (51)

another old song
started in september 2021, finished in october 2022
https://twitter.com/canofblissmusic

Inner dialogue
Down on me all the time, but I don't cry a lot
I get my best ideas when I'm gone
Then I try to remember what the fuck is going on
In my head
It takes me all damn night to wanna go to bed
I keep thinking of everything I could've said
Why did I have to come off like I never meant?

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
Nothing got completed
It's time to waste time now

I keep burning out
Not always fully there, I'm drifting in and out
Do people even get the things I talk about?
I don't think so
Maybe my vibe is too bizarre
It's too much effort breaking me out with a crowbar
Maybe the answers to my problems are on Co-Star
I tell myself that I'm not wanted where my friends are
I tell myself that I'm not wanted at all

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

It's not that I don't wanna talk about it
I don't know how to fucking use my mouth
Then I forget what I was talking about

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
I feel defeated
I feel defeated

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

bandcamp

defeated

172 BPM
NOT FOR PROFIT
F# MINOR

FOLLOW @TheInspecta 

DECODER - DRUM & BASS

Value (A Lack Of)

stream/buy

@dylazy

On February 6th, 2021, over 800 unique artists came together to create a single charity compilation in 24 hours. Taking advantage of the fact that this would be the only FORM All Nighter event of the year, each participant went all-out. 45 of the most stellar tracks were hand-picked to create an album that’s phenomenal front-to-back— from math rock, to gritty electronic, to chiptune.

All Nighter Vol. 6 is a reflection of creativity, teamwork, and the sleepless delusion that comes with staying up all night— but most of all, it’s a reflection of our community. We couldn't ask for a better one.

All profits from All Nighter Vol. 6 will be donated to Prevent Child Abuse America.

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Lyrics:

So tell me how
you think I'd trust
your words 
and your actions
are not aligned

You say
I should take care of myself
but I don't 
see how I could be moving forward
might slip
might fall
that might be awkward
might dip
might call
I'm calling u to me

I hope 
you've changed
now the time has passed
I don't know 
I don't care anymore 
Sike, I don't want you in my life now
I've grown and I don't need to know how

No more pain
now you're gone, oh
and I'm

feeling good 
with some ice cold
Henny

I be chillin 
with my feet up
can I

eat some ice cream
call it Ben and
Jerry's

I hope 
you've changed
now the time has passed
I don't know
I don't care anymore 
Sike, I don't want you in my life now
(I hope you've changed now the time has passed)
I've grown and I don't need to know-how
(idk idc anymore)

You say
I should take care of myself
but I don't 
see how I could be moving forward
might slip
might fall
that might be awkward
might dip
might call
I'm calling u to me

Buy/Stream for Charity

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