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wishing i realized my place in this mess sooner

prod me
https://aaronkusnier.art/until

red stains on my tee
and don't tell no one they were free
can't get past this debris
they're hoping i won't make it out
and that's very lovely
your words were so ugly
such bad taste in meaning
(what's the meaning?)
what's the point in anything you say if all you do is lie
i gave you my trust, you bled it out until it dried
still can't come to terms with anything inside my life
so guessing that's part of the game

and i'm so sick of fighting with the devil
who convinced me that i got no potential
and the cards that played were successful, truly
couldn't put up a fight but that was all before
it's been breaking me down to my core
yet still don't know what i'm fighting for

and i won't ever understand the shit that you said
refuse to let that get to me
wont settle in defeat
nah!!!
talk your fucking shit >:)
'cause you got nothing on me
ima end this softly and
wasted so much time to find an answer
time no one can ever get back
my silver lining is painted in blood, so much anger
now everything is such a drag

outta pocket
they make me wanna tear my eyes out of my sockets
but i won't let them see a day, it's what they started
i know i'll find a way, i'm like a heartless
hoping this is what they wanted

don't know what to seek
feel like i can't be me
still not past the debris
but hoping things will end fine
i've lost all my focus
most days, so hopeless
this world's got sour taste
(tastes like shit)
what's the point in anything at all if everything gets worse
it feels like 18 years i've been stuck inside a curse :/
but i will keep pushing 'cause there's gotta be a worth
until it's all over

and i hope for a day that i can come back
(to) a world of my own, no one can trespass
under the sun laying on the grass
'cause it's all that i have ):

streaming

until it's over

neanderthal, saoirse dream, & sweeney - txtme (st1cks + neanderthal)

JEDWILL, RIA CHUELO, BILLSBURYJOEBOI - HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

our characters one and only death of self 

(how will they survive this one?!)

feat. @t0rr

additional vocals from @wishlane

My Last Ego Death (feat. torr)

@jedwill1999

additional coprod @31sentinel @billsburyjoeboi

empath w/ jedwill

they love you, its all right

featuring:
@st1cksyea
@can-of-bliss
@saoirsedream

produced by:
@st1cksyea
@can-of-bliss
@atarax-music
@musicbyrift
@user-607541836

mystery song

the music he plays makes me want to drive off of a bridge, it's just not for me i guess

he's driving but i won't stop messing with the radio

https://spiritofariel.com

we're all gonna die

10.10.22

we're all gonna die

Written by Daniel Bernas, CMTEN, and flatroom !!
Additional production done by ssoh

Blood sugar (feat. CMTEN and ssoh)

spent the summer of 2022 making this. wrote the original draft in 2021. not much compared to what i can do now, but i figured it was worth putting out since there's a bit of an emotional attachment for me. Represents a different era of my life

yes the export/sidechain is glitched because the file is corrupted and i could fix it by jumping through some technical hoops, but it's been like that for so long i kind of just consider it part of the song

ann j gardner canyon park 2012

MV : https://youtu.be/Ci95_p2eYzc

[lyrics]
cough, sweaty arms
I've been in terrible shape
it's a fever that's been coming back to me once and again
let it out, fauxx
it's not really real like it's your name 
I hope, it's blindfolded like the moment I was late
I was told to resist,
I've been acting like I'm deaf
it's a fever that's been trying hard enough to take away
plan it out, fauxx
it's not really weird that it's your face
I know it's not really gone til I catch up the pace

It's so fucked up that your asking me to relive
I don't know
I would rather want to be someone's dream
It's a tough stuff 
I am not what's under my skin
that's the one
that's the person you don't want to say it's real
It's so fucked up that your asking me to relive
I don't know
I would rather want to be someone's dream
It's a tough stuff 
I am not what's under my skin
that's the one
that's the person you don't want to say it's real
	 
I'd say about nothing would have been any better 
if I could take along the way, sure I would have been less sadder
but that's not what I want nor I what I am
putting on music as I'm taking off my lamp
(let's take it real)

It's so fucked up that your asking me to relive
I don't know
I would rather want to be someone's dream
It's a tough stuff 
I am not what's under my skin
that's the one
that's the person you don't want to say it's real
It's so fucked up that your asking me to relive
I don't know
I would rather want to be someone's dream
It's a tough stuff 
I am not what's under my skin
that's the one
that's the person you don't want to say it's real

enby

Alex S - Party With Pinkie

f*** spotify

@mochimilkk
@t0rr
@ubimusic
@bhproducer
@musicbyrift
@trndytrndy
@daywaiter
@nebita
@quickslvr

produced by @bhproducer
artwork and master by @atarax-music

listen on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5U5q6FCh3mVmSnfajvUVq2?si=lrQDEQ9GQWmk90jTX_MDjQ

follow us on twitter @wwwebcage

noncents

just to say "i love you"

featuring vocals from
@saoirsedream
@dossyx
@can-of-bliss
@nebita

produced by @can-of-bliss
artwork by @atarax-music

follow us on twitter @wwwebcage

0M61LY5M

never thought i'd survive the summer

stream: 
open.spotify.com/track/4lPDUnNAfNPrrG4ge3N3go?si=a374752cc93d4ff1

Over Summer!

stream/buy

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neanderthal, saoirse dream, & sweeney - txtme (st1cks + neanderthal)

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